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Ore dake Level Up na Ken Season 2: Arise from the Shadow
Dec 18, 2024 8:02 PM
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I wish you a happy new year tonight as well! π π
For the upcoming year I wish you good health and that you can be with your crazy loved ones!
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You may be wondering why I am tagging all of you my online friends today even though I have never met you in my life and will probably never meet you in future. I want to say that I am scared. I am afraid. I have fought anxiety and fear for over an year. I have went to online helpers and now I going to a psychologist. 8 tablets per day is my dose for cure. This is me. You can judge me. I have lived with my maternal grandparents almost all my life. They are about 80 years now. I don't know how long I will be able to see them. There's a loss that has put me into the dark void of life. I have lost my cousin sister that was like my real sister. People say that the wound heals over time but somehow it's still fresh. I have gotten numbness attacks, about 14 to be precise. Doctor said that it can effect electrical activity of my brain but fortunately it's fine till the last time I did EEG at the mind care centre. I am not a good person. I am weak and pathetic but all I do have is a soft heart. Now, with all this happening, I feel something bad in the centre of my chest. I feel hopeless, helpless, fear, anxiety, guilt and pain. I don't have problem with financial issues but I have problem with my mind. I am in a fight with my mind but alongside mind, my heart and body is suffering.
I would have never tagged you guys but right now I feel safer to contact you guys. I have talked to many people but I have gotten lost in the darkness of life. I don't know that I should be bothering you but all I can say is 'I am sorry for this'. I have cried again and again but pain comes back. I have cut myself and so on but pain doesn't die. Nearly could've done suicide 3 times or so. After all this, I have contacted you. I am ashamed that I am writing that to you but I am hurt. I have caused problems for my near and dear ones. They don't want to see me in pain. I am not bold. You can scold me for this. You may ignore it because it's none of your problems and I am again sorry π that I am writing this to you but I can't bear this. This pain is heavy. I fear of losing near and dear ones but I still give them burden of mine. My weakened heart wanted to share it with all of you. May God bless you my brothers and sisters. May you be happy and bold all your life. May you never become like me. May you guys get the best life.
I too finished Zom 100 about 2 weeks ago. What are your thoughts on the anime?