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Hey, thank you for the friend request. I see you have a nice manga list

First of all, Hello to my friend on Myanimelist, My cousin sister used to call me Peeti/Peetu. Secondly, I want to apologise for writing such a big message but one year has passed since I created a discussion last year September 2023 when I was going through a lot for about two months and now about a year later I have just gotten worse. From last year's July to this year's July, I have kept the pain inside me at first but then tried to talk to others more and more but I still get afraid.

You may be wondering why I am tagging all of you my online friends today even though I have never met you in my life and will probably never meet you in future. I want to say that I am scared. I am afraid. I have fought anxiety and fear for over an year. I have went to online helpers and now I going to a psychologist. 8 tablets per day is my dose for cure. This is me. You can judge me. I have lived with my maternal grandparents almost all my life. They are about 80 years now. I don't know how long I will be able to see them. There's a loss that has put me into the dark void of life. I have lost my cousin sister that was like my real sister. People say that the wound heals over time but somehow it's still fresh. I have gotten numbness attacks, about 14 to be precise. Doctor said that it can effect electrical activity of my brain but fortunately it's fine till the last time I did EEG at the mind care centre. I am not a good person. I am weak and pathetic but all I do have is a soft heart. Now, with all this happening, I feel something bad in the centre of my chest. I feel hopeless, helpless, fear, anxiety, guilt and pain. I don't have problem with financial issues but I have problem with my mind. I am in a fight with my mind but alongside mind, my heart and body is suffering.

I would have never tagged you guys but right now I feel safer to contact you guys. I have talked to many people but I have gotten lost in the darkness of life. I don't know that I should be bothering you but all I can say is 'I am sorry for this'. I have cried again and again but pain comes back. I have cut myself and so on but pain doesn't die. Nearly could've done suicide 3 times or so. After all this, I have contacted you. I am ashamed that I am writing that to you but I am hurt. I have caused problems for my near and dear ones. They don't want to see me in pain. I am not bold. You can scold me for this. You may ignore it because it's none of your problems and I am again sorry 😔 that I am writing this to you but I can't bear this. This pain is heavy. I fear of losing near and dear ones but I still give them burden of mine. My weakened heart wanted to share it with all of you. May God bless you my brothers and sisters. May you be happy and bold all your life. May you never become like me. May you guys get the best life.

You're Very Welcome, hope you had a great day~!^v^

Oh cool, heard lots of praises for it. On the topic of music mangas, is there any other titles worth reading?

From the 11 episodes I’ve watched, it’s an interesting revenge story so far but a lot more slow paced compared to other revenge stories. I won’t spoil much but I’ll say that the count himself is quite charismatic. What have you been watching or reading lately that’s worth the time?

Thx for request, nice to meet you, i saw that you are a big fan of date a live haha

Hey man I just realized I haven’t replied to your message from approximately a month ago, sorry ‘bout that. How’s it going for ya?

Likewise! I get what you mean but yes it was still enjoyable. What stood out for me was its art style, it had this whimsical feel to it. It was surprising when I found that the anime was the studio's first project. Loved the opening and the OST as well.

Thank you for accepting my fr! Nice to meet you! :)
I too finished Zom 100 about 2 weeks ago. What are your thoughts on the anime?

Thank u

Who's your fav Toaru character?

Thank you :)

You're welcome! :)

No problem :)

That's good, hope you've been doing fine lately