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Feb 15, 2019 4:24 PM

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man this is just.. depressing. i came in knowing that it wouldn’t be just hentai, but that’s some real world stuff going on too.
Feb 18, 2019 3:07 AM

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This sits next to Goodnight Punpun for me. I love it.
Feb 18, 2019 2:37 PM

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Came for the Hentai, stayed for the story... and......
and it broke my soul..............
Feb 19, 2019 4:56 AM
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eh, geiger counter was the more difficult read
Feb 25, 2019 6:45 AM

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that got me depressed for couple of days.
Apr 8, 2019 3:23 PM
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Do it for her
I JUST WANT HER TO BE HAPPY I MUST PRTECC!!!!
Apr 14, 2019 11:30 AM
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I just finished reading and man...this made me lose even the tiny ounce of trust in humanity. Those last pages got me like hell. In the end she tried getting better but none help her none gave her a fucking smile to make her day better. I wished so much the 'fantasy' to be real but the only happines she had was in death.
Apr 29, 2019 2:34 AM

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Josuke saved her with Crazy Diamond, true ending confirmed xD
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May 1, 2019 4:39 PM

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Came to fap..
Stay for the story..
Cry because the story..
Depressed by the story..


Ended up hurting my soul..

The last time i felt devastated like this probably when i was reading Oyasumi Punpun and Berserk, just damn..
May 7, 2019 1:07 PM

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This whole story was just sad and depressing. At least when she ended her life, the dream was nice.
So many boobs in fairy tail, it's crazy.
May 7, 2019 10:29 PM

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WHAT

THE

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!
May 19, 2019 10:37 PM

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Wow I didn't think a manga like this could actually make me depressed.
May 20, 2019 6:41 AM
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I don't know why, but it makes me depressed for a week :'(
Jul 19, 2019 7:53 PM

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if you fap to this, you are a sick fuck
Jul 30, 2019 2:09 AM

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The first, I dunno, I wasn't paying attention to the chapter transitions because it's a hentai and that ain't what I was in for, but probably... five? The first five or so chapters were genuinely good fap material, then the last segment or so -- about the time heroin or whatever the fuck was introduced -- was when it became too much for me.

I think people are exaggerating their reactions to this, or maybe the internet hasn't ruined them yet. But yeah, it was sad. I was beginning to feel genuinely happy during that dream at the end; it had me convinced she was getting a happy ending anyway, then that last page happened. That's the first time I became genuinely sad.

Good read, got off at least once before things became really fucked.



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Aug 1, 2019 3:37 PM

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Words to describe this manga: disturbing and depressing.
Aug 16, 2019 12:55 PM

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me after finishing this, despite knowing that it was inhumanely fucked up before i even decided to read this manga:

why are we still here, just to suffer?



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Aug 24, 2019 4:19 PM
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I don't know man. everyday I remember this chapter and I go like "man.. why didn't I stop at chapter 4??" then I curse myself, everytime
Nov 11, 2019 11:43 AM

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Even tho I’m gay I decided to read this after hearing a lot about it.
Even tho unrealistic, it was a great and depressing ride. It felt like Oyasumi Punpun but H version.

Wasn’t expecting her to die, I thought someone would come and help her but nope, she dies. Read this for the plot and it was a pretty good ride. The ending was very well made, even tho the kicking part was just unrealistic

Maybe because I’m gay I can’t understand, but how the fuck can people even fap to this. I guess “heterosexuals” is the answer *faceplam*

9/10
XenocrisiNov 11, 2019 11:48 AM
Nov 20, 2019 9:44 PM
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Didn't think it was at all possible to be left devastated after reading hentai.
Nov 25, 2019 11:18 PM
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It seems like something of missed something. There was more after the seventh chapter, it's just not promoted as much, idk why.
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Dec 4, 2019 3:51 PM

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If you liked the type of story behind emergence u should check out the movie https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0082176/

This was a rough one to read. The story realy stuck with me 10/10 easily.
Jan 1, 2020 3:39 PM

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Man, that was a sad ending... The story is good and it happens in a nice pace. Im really sorry for Saki...
Feb 26, 2020 4:14 PM

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So today i finished reading this manga. Just wanted to clarify there are people online saying she didn't die because of a page that was added later in the collected version of the manga showing that everything was a movie and Saki is an actor.
That page was added after the manga ended as a joke but some took it as canon. Many manga have this type of last pages when the book ends were it's just random funny shit, the characters doing ramdom things or just data about some characters, for that gag ShindoL decided to add a page joking that it was a movie.

Saki died from a drug overdose while halucinating that she had her child along with a new start. ShindoL did make a statement saying she died.
Feb 26, 2020 4:35 PM
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Actually reading this instead of just embracing the memes was the single worst decision of my entire life
Apr 6, 2020 3:37 PM
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So she died?!? And the last part with her daughter was just her imagination or what?🥺
Apr 10, 2020 7:15 AM

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Shit this was depressing.
Apr 10, 2020 3:46 PM

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Devil_Slayer said:
Sooo i heard about this on facebook so i said lets give it a try and i know from the beginning it's sad stuff but really i read all of this in one go and i didn't feel like jerking off not even once

Like really this manga is mix of : disgusting shit , tragic , some realistic tone and the porn stuff which 90% of the series

Call me heartless but i didn't sympathy with her 100% because of several reasons

-She was way too naive to the point it was annoying and just doesn't Realize she was on wrong until much later on , all this time and she couldn't tell that hayato guy was using her

-it's her own action that brought this to her

-Sometime the manga is trying too hard to make saki look like the victim , the mom find out she and the father was having sex then she throw all the blame on her daughter and throw her to the street just like that ? anyone with some mind would know the father in the one who who is fault , also at the end some random school kids decided to pick on pregnant women and take all of her money , like really now ?

-I can't warp my head over how she really just comes across the worst of the worst trash in the world , it may helped her run into one good person but no

-She just look gross for most of the sex scenes lol

Still can't says it's didn't left me staring at the screen for like good 5 min

Still that was unique experience

You must be female, only female can be so critical. She has a good person in his life, yeah was old bastard but was good in some aspect. He want help her to understand, but she won't think right way. If author was put more effort in his good side, maybe the whole story was ending different way.

What ever, we are different people with different opinion I respect that!

Damn, that whole story back me all dark side of humankind, same feeling like Requiem for a Dream (2000)
All kids are cruelly!!!

When I was in high school... on that street where was my school, there was 5 schools more. One of these school was only with boys and 1girl. I remember one time was speaking with a boy from that school and that 1girl was with him. I remember how he touch her pussy in public(yeah was for 1 sec but). She was said and did "with small smile and said noo". I wonder what happen with her.

I was read in another anime forum, about one guy who write it with big ego. He and his friends was make(push) a girl from his school to make blowjob in toilets.


To be naive is not bad thing, you will learn soon or later - people are bad, not everyone is good. For that reason choice smart your company and use your brain and don't learn toxic addictions because your friends do it.
I'm naive, I was bite from dog, because I was believe in my "friends". Now I see world with very clear view. But I never let someone to tell me what to do, maybe and my temper is strong and help ;)

People said "The strongest must help on wearers" but most people "let suck out what we can from him/she"

But and end will told you I got help(protection) 2-3 times in my life from good people. Yes ofc I'm never been in this situation in that manga. But I help on people who want help.


Jul 18, 2020 2:24 AM
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After this I feel disgusted and unclean. I'm going to need healing water to cleanse my soul.
Jul 20, 2020 5:17 PM

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Okay, I know this is a bit old but doesn't anyone else notice that the girls that want to hang out with Saki in Chapter 1 end up being the girls who fuck her up in the Final Chapter? I did some comparisons and wanted to know anyone else's opinions.

I think it makes it even much sadder, but it also makes me wonder: If Saki never met Hayato and stayed friends with these girls would she have been a bully as well?

Jul 27, 2020 4:48 AM

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I didn't expect an ending like this from a hentai.surprising...and more important a sad ending
Aug 23, 2020 3:31 AM
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Reading this is essentially watching a kids schoolbus get hit by a train in slowmotion....

it just gets worse with every frame as you watch and you're just stuck watching it. You can't look away.

I wish I never read this... but now I'm gonna have to carry that weight
Sep 4, 2020 5:58 PM

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Lol the bitch got what she deserved.
Sep 8, 2020 6:03 AM
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The first ever hentai that made me cry
Oct 9, 2020 9:16 PM

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I cry, is life so hard? I hate that gang, I still don't understand ... Is Saki dead or alive?
Oct 17, 2020 9:04 AM
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Navigate-Me said:
Okay, I know this is a bit old but doesn't anyone else notice that the girls that want to hang out with Saki in Chapter 1 end up being the girls who fuck her up in the Final Chapter? I did some comparisons and wanted to know anyone else's opinions.

I think it makes it even much sadder, but it also makes me wonder: If Saki never met Hayato and stayed friends with these girls would she have been a bully as well?



True. It could be a possibility and I think the author did in purpose.

About the ending, people said the author says she dead and that part of her with the child alive is a dream. Makes sense because she took a lot of drugs and was bleeding out from her vagina meaning that the baby die. Still, the way the last scene ended can give us a 1% chance of that being real at least in our minds because she could be had found asap and rushed to the hospital. The women that found her and her husband could had helper after the recuperation also. You would need a miracle but this is my miracle because I fucking need a happy end!!!!
Nov 30, 2020 11:50 PM

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now I am freaking depressed and won't be probably reading hentai for a while
“Life is a constant process of dying.”
Dec 4, 2020 8:28 AM
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I feel bad for saki and happen to her this is my first time cry H manga i thought i cannot cry this h manga but the ending makes me cry so bad i cannot control my cry (Sorry my bad English grammar)
Dec 17, 2020 6:53 AM

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The first time I read this, I just skimmed through the whole in like 10min cuz I wasn't really into plots in hentai. Now that I finally seriously read it, I hate myself :(

This was such a heartbreaking manga. Since I have skimmed through it once, I saw the "happy ending" and thought that it wouldn't be so bad. But everything changed after I saw the last page. My life's already depressing enough, guess won't be smiling for the next few days.

Saki and her daughter(Hana) were so happy together, can't believe it was just a dream

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Jan 2, 2021 8:36 PM
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First hentai I ever read....probably my last
Jan 8, 2021 2:41 AM
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somehow when I know the ending I don't want to read, it's too sad but we can take the meaning and lessons that we can learn from this story
Jan 8, 2021 2:43 AM
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kkoniichan said:
The first time I read this, I just skimmed through the whole in like 10min cuz I wasn't really into plots in hentai. Now that I finally seriously read it, I hate myself :(

This was such a heartbreaking manga. Since I have skimmed through it once, I saw the "happy ending" and thought that it wouldn't be so bad. But everything changed after I saw the last page. My life's already depressing enough, guess won't be smiling for the next few days.

Saki and her daughter(Hana) were so happy together, can't believe it was just a dream
yeah just a dream.... Very sadly
Jan 16, 2021 7:14 AM

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twas overhyped trash. y'all better read d-girl aka chinpotsuki instead.
Feb 5, 2021 4:28 PM
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What's wrong with people who say this is sad? It's just disgusting trash and I don't understand how anyone can enjoy such a boring story. I already got used to chauvinism (maybe not used, as I still find it disgusting) in manga and especially hentai which is actually a good representation of the low position women hold in Japan, but this manga is just one big shitshow of inhumanity. Rape after rape and dehumanization of women. Just reading the comments I sometimes wonder what's wrong with the anime and manga community. Or maybe I'm just too old for this shit.

Btw, is sexual education in Jahan so bad that they never heard of birth control? That whole part of the story is just ridiculous and it seems like something appearing in many hentai.
Feb 14, 2021 8:13 PM

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holy fucking shit, what did i just read.
the story hit like a truck, and some point i saw some related things happens in this world.
9/10 would read again to cure my depressed.
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Mar 6, 2021 9:34 PM
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I love how ShindoL can convey a plot this morbid and still make it a great manga that has a great plot and great characters
Mar 6, 2021 9:36 PM
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KrzysMC said:
What's wrong with people who say this is sad? It's just disgusting trash and I don't understand how anyone can enjoy such a boring story. I already got used to chauvinism (maybe not used, as I still find it disgusting) in manga and especially hentai which is actually a good representation of the low position women hold in Japan, but this manga is just one big shitshow of inhumanity. Rape after rape and dehumanization of women. Just reading the comments I sometimes wonder what's wrong with the anime and manga community. Or maybe I'm just too old for this shit.

Btw, is sexual education in Jahan so bad that they never heard of birth control? That whole part of the story is just ridiculous and it seems like something appearing in many hentai.
damn, you just dont know a good story when you see it, but yes i agree on the birth control thing
Mar 6, 2021 9:54 PM
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A sad, disgusting, traumatic, and tragic experience. I went into this knowing what it was about, but damn if I didn’t burst out crying as soon as I finished reading it. Hits home a little too much, girl just wanted a glow up and some friends! Never read hentai manga, don’t intend to in the future, but dang, I can’t see how you can fap to that content, it’s too sad. The art is gorgeous though, I admit, haha. I guess it’s good for fapping if you just don’t read it too closely. Hope I don’t have realistic nightmares tonight!
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Shawketen69420 said:
KrzysMC said:
What's wrong with people who say this is sad? It's just disgusting trash and I don't understand how anyone can enjoy such a boring story. I already got used to chauvinism (maybe not used, as I still find it disgusting) in manga and especially hentai which is actually a good representation of the low position women hold in Japan, but this manga is just one big shitshow of inhumanity. Rape after rape and dehumanization of women. Just reading the comments I sometimes wonder what's wrong with the anime and manga community. Or maybe I'm just too old for this shit.

Btw, is sexual education in Jahan so bad that they never heard of birth control? That whole part of the story is just ridiculous and it seems like something appearing in many hentai.
damn, you just dont know a good story when you see it, but yes i agree on the birth control thing


It's not a good story at all. There are great stories about downfall out there. Requiem for a dream would be a very good example. This shit manga is stupid and full of unrealistic behavior just to shock. Sorry for my rant, but I just can't understand how someone can praise this and say it's a good and sad story.
Mar 15, 2021 2:05 PM
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Its all good man, people like what they like.
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