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Whew, okay. Just finished reading this, and immediately felt like writing a review, because boy, lots of feelings.

First things first, I am a fujoshi and LGBT+ . I like BL because, in the good stories, there is often a relatable layer (cough, the suffering) and a fantasy layer that provides relief, makes us cry to vent or cry in happiness. I like to bask in those feelings. Generally, BL is not meant to be fully realistic but to provide fantasies - either sexually or emotionally fetichistic ones.

This manga is based on a novel. In my experience, at least when it comes to BL ... works (Japanese) novels are usually more interesting than manga for how psychologically realistic they are, comparatively, and adaptations of novels in manga format can be good or bad at translating the original work's feelings and sensations. I usually prefer novels and manga adaptations of novels for these reasons. I didn't read the novel this is based on, but I did read some excerpts made available by the manga scanlators. It does seem to feel more coherent than the manga. (As a side-note, I read a lot more BL novels and manga than I care to share in my MAL list, so you just have to trust me on this one lol.)

[CONTAINS SPOILERS FROM NOW ON]

The manga starts with a gay high school boy, Jun, who has to pretend he is straight for his bothersome classmates *cough* I mean friends (including but not limited to a fujoshi and a dick groping monster of a childhood friend) while he regularly meets up (ie. has sex) secretly with a married middle-aged man and talks to an internet friend he doesn't know much about except he should be an adult HIV positive gay man.

This rough start for such a cutesy art manga might make you think, okay, this can only go up from there or at least not much lower. But noo, forget it. It goes down, down, down and then it takes a nosedive. Eventually I had to remind myself that, fine, although the main character is a gay boy and this is about his struggles and relationships, this is a josei and I should not have expected fantasies. But even then, this was too cold/hard to the point that it ruined my enjoyment.

Don't get me wrong I love some melodrama. But melodrama has parts in which you have to stop, put the manga aside and cry because it's beautifully sad. This had none of it. It was just "fucking suffer faggot" upon "fucking suffer faggot" in a way that I kept going back and forth in my mind between "this could only have been written by a LGBT+ person" and "this could only have been written by a big homophobe" . Instead of settling on anything I chose to consider every point and write a review to vent.

Because, listen: when disgrace keeps piling up and up and the ONE "happy climax" moment in the entire series involves [HEAVY SPOILERS AHEAD] a fujoshi screaming from the top of her lungs, unprompted, in front of the entire school that she fell in love with you (a gay boy) but you couldn't get your dick up and she ended up seeing you kiss a man and then you conclude that you really like her (?!) and is encouraged to kiss her in front of the whole school, the same school from which you jumped off a window a month before because your "friends" were relentlessly bullying you over sexuality gossip so you still had a broken arm in a cast - my boy, how shitty is your life?! Of course I left out a lot more disgraceful things including but not limited to death and disease and so on - -

And what about the reliefs? Well, there are basically none. His straight dick-groping-monster friend does try his best to be considerate, and so does the annoyingly ignorant fujoshi, but honestly I would still have wanted to punch them if I was the MC and the other "aww" moments were when a gay boy from his school who had bullied him comes to ask for forgiveness, and a couple of confessions that end up in disgrace.

In short, it's almost aggressive and homophobic in the way that only bad things ever happen to the poor kid and the few good things or people don't fully acknowledge who he is (an amazingly strong fortress I must say) until he finally runs away to start anew. The handling of HIV in particular felt odd to me - not sure if it's still a disease mostly transmitted through MSM in Japan but it screamed kind of 90s-2000s to me. Even worse, boy freaks out about possibly being HIV-positive and then doesn't get tested (not because he is troubled over being stigmatized or anything he just forgets it apparently) . Anyways the very "us vs them" vibes also scream 90s-2000s to me. Now it just feels outdated because thankfully it's not the 90s-2000s anymore. In that sense I understand the reviews that call it overdramatized because that's what it is. The events themselves, though, aren't overdramatizing. The suffering is also very much realistic. But at some point I did wonder if I was reading the guy's POV even because it's amazing how NO ONE sides with him or is able to say "okay you're gay soo ...?" .

All of my observations forced me to consider four things. One, as I said - this isn't BL, it's not meant to appase or cheer up BL fans. Two, it's the reality of a country I don't live in so I don't know many things. Third, perhaps the author isn't very young so some of it may feel inadequate even to present time Japan. Lastly, it's originally a novel and not all novels translate well to manga format. And I believe that reading a lot of disgraceful moments in beautiful words, better spaced out, might have been more insteresting. Because as it is all I see is a bunch of interesting ideas, poorly or underdeveloped.

Anyway, no reliefs, just a lot of pent up anger and unformed tears on my part. I didn't manage to cry even once - the feelings and thoughts just bubbled up because: no relief - but I did punch my hand some 10 times because I wanted to punch "Ono" but couldn't. Actually scratch that I kind of wanted to punch everyone. Out of all people I probably had the most sympathy for the gay characters for at least being humane but people usually don't like them because one is "a pedo" and the other is "a middle schooler who dated his cousin" so no sympathies from most readers, probably. The fujoshi doesn't say a single wise word, girl is a total airhead and terribly ignorant of LGBT+ issues but at least is funny sometimes. Groping monster is somehow even worse and it's a pity they didn't date from the beginning, would have avoided much trouble. Oh well, life ...

In short, as I see it, the manga reads more as a guidebook on how to not treat LGBT+ people and a pool of badly executed great ideas. It should've been called "Not getting hard to girls is hard" because it would be more accurate but oh well. And so if God is a fujoshi how do you explain me wasting time reading this because there isn't enough good BL? You don't. Review over.

I felt I had to write a review based on how I feel about this manga, seeing as there isn't any and it's clear why - people avoid the topic of stalking with a burning passion because it's "wrong" and "shameful" (nearly "sinful" really) and... it's really ironic, specially considering how easy it is to "stalk" nowadays with technology and all that. i feel like these topics should be more talked about, not shoved under a rug. Even more, I feel that shaming a series so badly for dealing with stalking in a genre loaded with rape, scumbag attitudes and popular series such as Ten ... Count (a psychologist abuses a mysophobic patient by abusing, "dirtying" him - need I say more?) is silly, to say the least. But "to each their own" I guess so now I'll proceed to explain why I actually LIKED Natsume-kun ... despite its controversial central topic.

Natsume-kun wa Nandemo Shitteru tells us the story of a boy, Natsume (hah...), who falls in love with his childhood friend. But he doesn't just "fall in love" with him - as if that wasn't enough, he begins to want to know more and more about him, even if he wasn't to have his feelings returned which eventually leads to him taking pictures of Yousuke in secret in public and friendly settings. Eventually, however, Yosuke finds out and their feelings get... twisted.

Despite its clearly problematic premise, however, I found good points about this manga.

Story: 7/10 (SPOILERS)
Natsume's feelings for Yousuke are sincere, if a bit creepy/over-the-top, and his reactions are reasonable; at first he wants to have returned the feelings he had harbored for so long, but when his desires are not met, he actually settles on not pushing it further. That is until Yousuke starts feeling giddy about being loved and blah blah, typical BL stuff. But it's typical *cute* BL stuff, so if you like cute BL and can get over the creepy premise (after all nobody really wants to find out a friend has been obsessively taking pictures of their sleeping selves...) it might be right up your alley.

Art: 9/10
I was actually picked by the art! People who like a more carefree art style may REALLY enjoy it. It's reminescent of cute modern animation, not too detailed but just very cute honestly. The cover image really sets the mood, and each object has meaning. If you like it I guess it's all the same style, not much inconsistency. Also, the smut is cute. No, really.

Character: 7/10
Well, i guess, neither are really lovable *but* they're not hateable either. It's kinda "eh, I don't support you but good for you I guess" kind of feeling. Certainly not where the series shines honestly, But some of their insights are nice (such as the "I don't need a hand to get up anymore" etc.) and they could be worse. Like ... way worse.

Enjoyment: 8/10
It's a really cute series, the art sets the mood and you can't help but cheer for their happiness, also cute smut. I mean, it was certainly enjoyable even if I was kinda "... does this even happen irl?" at most things. Maybe because I am deeply bothered by most BL I read in more ways than one, this one was just ... decent. In other words, I'd rather have pictures taken of me by my best friend so they jerked off in secret than be raped by some dude up the next alley, but whatever floats your boat, again.

Overall: 8/10
Did I mention yet? It's super cute. Yeah.

IN SUMMARY
Stalking isn't cute, kids, don't do that. Unless you a) want to get caught by the police and go to jail or b) you're a harmless cute 2D teen struggling with your unrequited love for your osananajimi, at which point I'm just "eh, whatever, they're not feeling your gaze anyway".

There wasn't a review, but I think it's worth it, so I wrote this. Spoiler-free.

Cyboy. Short for Cyborg Boy, it's about a guy who strives to become the perfect man. "What a ridiculous name", you may say at first, but that's the point. The guy who came up with that is an "uncool bookworm", in his own words, who wants to hide this "uncool" self to become a better person - one that girls would swoon over, that is able to help others, but more importantly, that wouldn't have to be rejected by his peers or the person he likes.
So I started reading this ... because it sounded funny. The kind of pick up artist thing-funny, good for laughs and some heartwarming feelings. The story wasn't anything new, the art wasn't either, and the name was just ridiculous, and we tend to judge a book by its cover.
And that's the whole point of the story - never judge a book for its cover. Also, that sometimes we like "uncool" things, sometimes we don't like "cool" things, and all of that is fine too.
I have to say I cried reading this. It can be a slap on your face if you're willing.

Story: [7.0]
Boy is a loser. Boy gets rejected (and by rejected I mean humiliated) by the girl he likes. After that, boy decides to be the very best that no one ever was. Nothing new or unusual there. In fact, the story was my reason for almost not picking it up. For the first 4 chapters or so, it's a bit like "enemy of the day", too.
And then the story picks up. "Picks up" for a shoujo, that is, meaning we get lots of feelings. And plot twists. And more feelings.

Art: [6.0]
If you ask me, it gets fairly better, but never crossing the line of "generic shoujo style". The bishounen succeed at being pretty boys, yes, you don't mix up the characters, and all-in-all, it gets its point across. On the downside, it's a bit annoying how some characters remind you of other characters too much (for instance, the female lead is exactly like Haruhi from Ouran Host Club).

Character: [9.0]
I guess this is where this really shines. This is not getting a 9.0 for amazing insight on human psychology or anything. It doesn't pay any attention to irrelevant-but-interesting details, either. But what is sweet is how the characters are portrayals that stand true in real life. The good-hearted "loser" who "breaks down" and decides to improve and be likeable is one of them.
I like how nobody is unidimensional (except for secondary characters, of course, because there's only so much you can develop in two volumes). There is a lot of attention to everybody's feelings and backstory. They're easy to warm up to.

Enjoyment: [9.0]
It's dynamic, comedic, heartwarming at times. It is short, has a nice pace. There are cliches, but likeable ones. The themes are easy to relate to - attachment, peer pressure, judgmental habits, appearances... So, even if the parts aren't that great, the enjoyment factor ends up high.

Overall: [8.0]
Cyboy isn't lifechanging, highly creative or artistically inspiring. But it is very sweet. I'd say it's great for a quick, uncompromissed read, to bring out a few laughs and smiles when you need it.
If you're just procrastinating and don't feel like doing anything much - go ahead, give it a try! It can't be that bad. :)