contrarian edgelord with controversial opinions
Just a feisty furry faggot and a little loli lover! I love things that are cute and funny!
Now to tell you about myself. I'm sociopathic, a corn 🌽 addict and I'm honestly quite pathetic. I have a weird set of standards with questionable morals and ethics.
I don't care if you hate me or mock me as long as you don't pity me since I wouldn't deserve such sympathy. It's better to focus on better things in life instead of someone as shameless, senseless, reckless and worthless as me. Need I say less? If you want to chat with me or argue about something then I'm up to it as long as it makes you happy I guess.
Sure, I may have had some unfortunate circumstances in the past but I only have myself to blame, and even until now I still haven't managed to change. Right now I'm consuming anime and manga slop just for an ounce of excitement. Escapism, if you will. Aren't we all just distracting ourselves until our inevitable demise? Not like it matters as long as we get to the enjoy the journey, right? For our hopes and dreams or to live in the moment. Well for me this is how I chose to live mine. Wouldn't it be nice if this suffering could suffice? I wonder if I still have major depression since I never got treated. Instead of ignoring things or wallowing in self-pity or denial, I've decided to live with it. This is my way of facing reality, by staying delusional as I surround myself with the fictitious works of anime and manga. Searching for authenticity in a world full of make believe. It's so stupid. Honestly, I'm tired of it all but I have nothing better to do, like making this unnecessary introduction that I'll forget about in a minute. Dying wouldn't solve anything. There's nothing deep about me as a person and this is how I am. Just a plain old boring guy with too much time to think when I've never once thought or cared for myself. Too bad, so sad. Lol. Hope you had a fun read while I try to have fun judging some obscure manga or fotm anime.
If you're still here and if you want to be friends with a failure of a human such as myself then I hope you're the type who's friendly and outgoing, someone that's very understanding and considerate. I'm so stuck up in my misery and self wallowing so isn't it frustrating how I don't exactly hate it? I've read a lot of romcoms where the nice girl meets the quiet guy. I'm hopeful, and delusional. By the way I'm not a tsundere, okay? At least I hope so.
I absolutely despise tsundere tropes and tsundere characters. There's this cognitive dissonance within them yet they're still in denial. There's nothing cute about it and clearly they're rejecting you and themselves. These tsunderes have to resort to verbal abuse and physical violence for the sake of convenience. And I'm supposed to believe that they can change into this sweet and gentle person? Just because of a slight change in attitude or appearance? I cannot sympathize with the gap moe as someone who's been beaten down and trash talked in my childhood. Of course I'd project my own feelings, who wouldn't? If they cannot be honest with themselves then who's to say they'd ever be honest with you either? Who's to say that they wouldn't hurt you again if this is how they turned out in the first place? I can tolerate tsundere tropes if it's not outright abusive or stereotypical. Now that I think about it, both Chitoge and Taiga could have BPD and getting into a relationship with them wouldn't be healthy. They're both crazy.
I only do my ratings based solely on TWO factors. Characterization and plot. I don't care about some author projecting their wish fulfillment fantasies and I don't give a damn about stupid twists or random plot developments that don't add anything to the story. I don't mind if a character is tropey or generic as long as they are interesting and not a blatant self insert with no personality or someone that's one-dimensional and predictable. Superficial traits won't make someone special. How they think, how they behave and how they interact with each other as their relationships grow over time is what matters to me. It's fine if the story is cliched as long as I'm invested in the characters and the plot progression. Not everything has to original as long as it's not inauthentic and convenient where the author tries to make you "sympathize" with someone because of some scripted events or pitiful backstory to justify their behavior or character. Whether it's the typical tsunderes, the socially awkward loners, or the misunderstood antagonists in a shonen story. Change and growth is gradual, it doesn't happen overnight. People can change, but most never will. This applies to me too since I'm just a hypocrite. Hoping and waiting for nothing but my inevitable demise. In the end I have no one but myself to blame. No excuses.
Traps are okay but don't think that I'm gay. I've never been interested in little girls, not even drawings. Sadly, I'm not an actual furry. I'm just a disappointment. Boo hoo.
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- Watching45
- Completed278
- On-Hold8
- Dropped27
- Plan to Watch247
- Total Entries605
- Rewatched0
- Episodes4,045
All Manga Stats Manga Stats
- Total Entries218
- Reread0
- Chapters12,990
- Volumes927
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