The Tatami Galaxy brings us into the mind of our protagonist, Watashi (Literal Translation: I / Me). Watashi seeks to experience a rose-colored college life. He never clearly states what this entails, though he seems to define it as one where he finds love with a raven-haired maiden. He tries, but he fails. In the closing frames of the episode, a clock rewinds - bringing us back to the start of his college experience.
Immediately, what stands out about The Tatami Galaxy is this interesting narrative structure. It's a time loop, where we follow Watashi's journey through different college experiences. He always works towards that same goal
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of a rose-colored life, but makes a different decision at the start of each loop, choosing to join a different club. However, despite his efforts, he still always ends up short, ending up in a situation where he claims that he has wasted his college life.
Through these loops, The Tatami Galaxy uses repetition to highlight several key threads. An unfulfilled promise with Akashi. A mochiguma hanging from the ceiling. As well as a constant reminder for Watashi to grab the opportunity in front of him. Even from the first few episodes, it's easy to guess how the show might conclude. To exit the loop, Watashi has to take the active step to grab the happiness that is dangling in front of him. But episode after episode, Watashi fails to do so - and so it repeats, again.
Whose Fault is it? It's all Ozu's fault, of course. Meeting Ozu in the first place was a mistake. Loop after loop, we are reminded that Ozu is his worst contact. Ozu is portrayed as a devil that drags him into silly schemes that ruin his life. His presence is why things don't work out.
What's really interesting though, is the realization that what we see and hear (or rather, read) on the screen is simply a portrayal and not reality. There's a reason why the protagonist doesn't have a name other than 'me' - it's a hint that this is a story told solely from his perspective. We are working with an unreliable narrator here, going into his mind to understand his perspective.
It's not just the dialogue or thoughts, but also the visuals. How Ozu is drawn throughout the series is a clear example. Let's compare how he is drawn throughout most of the series and how he looks in the end. It's a really interesting visual tool (that can only really work in animation - great use of the medium!) that the show uses to clue us in on both Watashi's mental state as well as his unreliable narration.
Ultimately, Ozu isn't really the cause of Watashi's problems, despite what Watashi tells himself and the audience. Usually, Watashi is already in some way not really fitting in even before he meets Ozu. An example of this is in episode 2, during the movie club loop. He didn't like Joguasaki's movies, didn't seem to fit in with the other club members, and wasn't exactly happy either. In fact, he seemed happier after Ozu came in, being the one that was willing to make a bunch of movies with him.
Why then, is Watashi never really satisfied?
Higuchi sums it all up in episode 9.
"You must accept the person that you are here, nowand that you cannot become anyone else but that person."
Ultimately, Higuchi sums it all up. It's a beautiful exchange that touches at the heart of the show. Near the end of yet another loop where things don't seem to work out, Watashi is upset. He expresses his frustration at not having achieved a rose-colored life, believing it to be a mistake of the past. He argues that there should be another version of his college life that would be rose-colored, free of dark clouds, one he would be satisfied by - only if he made another decision in his first year.
Of course, having gone through this many loops, we understand that this probably isn't true. The Tatami Galaxy, through Higuchi, uses this opportunity to deliver some of it's key messages. The show argues that Watashi is unhappy due to his own expectations and desire for a rose-colored life. A futile effort - there really isn't such a thing as a rose-colored life, after all.
"Everything is all a bunch of colors mixed up, you see."
Going towards our ending, Watashi gives up - locking himself in his 'beautiful' 4.5 tatami room.
Even as the show uses Higuchi as a mouthpiece to tell Watashi what's wrong, he doesn't really take it well. If there's no such thing as a rose-colored life, why try so hard? Why try so hard, when the outcome is going to be the same anyway? In our final loop, Watashi decides that he has had enough. He decides to become a shut-in, not participating in college life, locking himself up in his 4.5 tatami room.
Breaking away from repetition, the show uses the fortune teller to show us that we are beginning a very different loop. The colors are darker and her dialogue is grim. Still, there's some familiarity from the previous loops here. She once again urges him to grab the opportunity in front of him. Of course, Watashi, having not learnt anything just yet, firmly rejects that notion. She proceeds to laugh evilly...
And so our Watashi is locked into a never-ending maze of 4.5 tatami rooms. He's isolated. We watch his mental and physical state deteriorate as he struggles to adapt to what's going on, and he soon realizes that each room is a reflection of a possible alternate timeline that he could have lived. What I really appreciate about this sequence is how many callbacks it makes to all the previous episodes, and how much it has been foreshadowed throughout all the different loops - very nice directional touch.
As Watashi is given a chance to observe all the different possibilities he has been through, he finally has the opportunity to reflect. We view through his lens now as an impartial outside observer, and not an unreliable protagonist. It's a beautiful sequence of events.
Through the different rooms, he observes the different lives he could have possibly led. He realizes that each of them looked fun in their own way. That each room, despite not being rose-colored, had it's own color. He thinks about the different characters he could have encountered. He realizes more about the different sides of them that he sees throughout different loops. He realizes what Ozu really is to him - a true friend.
And that the only thing that stopped him from being happy all along was himself.
It's pretty much the exact same message that Higuchi has already spelt out to both Watashi and to us earlier, but it's so much more powerful experiencing it alongside Watashi. This sequence of events paints all the previous loops we have seen in a new light. They aren't failed attempts at a rose-colored life, but each and every one was a beautiful journey that was fun in it's own way. It's all a matter of perspective.
And so Watashi finally lets go of his delusion of a rose-colored life. He gets the courage to to accept himself for who he is, to grab onto the opportunity that has been dangling in front of him, to go for the girl that he has fallen for. He grabs the mochiguma, we see a beautiful shot that creates the impression of a moving train, and he breaks free of both the tatami maze and the time loop. He does what he needs to do, and we get our happy ending.
There isn't anything that's quite like The Tatami Galaxy. It's stylish with it's simple yet expressive art style. It's direction is bold with quirks such as its rapid-fire dialogue. It's packed full of foreshadowing and symbolism. It's brilliant in its use of distinctly different color palettes to depict different scenes. It has unconventional but great, layered characters. It's entertaining with a great sense of humor, with the highlight being Johnny, a crude yet hilarious representation of sexual desire.
All of this is tied together with a perfect final arc, where it brilliantly and clearly delivers its themes and message. It's a simple message, but it's what sticks with me the most, and what makes The Tatami Galaxy special to me.
Life isn't perfect and will never be. All of us can probably attest to that. But The Tatami Galaxy argues that that's okay. As long as we accept ourselves for who we are, as long as we make the effort to live our individual life to the fullest, as long as we keep a healthy perspective, that's fine. It's alright if things aren't perfect. It's not rose-colored, but the very journey and struggle of life itself is full of color.
To me, it's a very optimistic world view. It's a view that encourages us to do our best in life, but at the same time, to be happy with what we have. I first watched this show 7 years ago. Memories about that first watch are hazy at this point, but I recall really liking the show for its message. Today, having recently re-watched the show, I think its message resonates with me even more. A timely reminder that life doesn't need to be perfect for us to be happy. That there's no need to regret too much about the path not taken.
And that's The Tatami Galaxy - a beautifully crafted masterpiece which delivers an even more beautiful message.
Dec 19, 2023
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