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You can tell the author wrote this as they released the chapters and didn't even bother with a rough draft or anything. To start off with the MC gets caught masturbating with a "dildo" by the ML however in chapter 2 when he is caught he kept thinking "I'm not gay, I'm not gay" when he was panicking about what the reaction of the ML would be, he thought he was going to get cursed at and accused of being gay and nasty so he kept thinking that as if he didn't realize he was gay yet, not to mention that same chapter (or maybe ... ch3) it is shown with him trying to jack off without a dildo and his dick is limp & he thinks "I don't know why but I can never cum from just jacking off"
it is so obvious the guy is gay just doesn't realize it yet plus him being in denial "I'm not gay I'm not gay" even when he tells his friends they are surprised about what happened and shocked and again it's like he isn't gay or just hasn't realized it yet, BUT then as chapters go on ML starts falling for MC and MC somehow ends up going on a blind date with another guy - UM WHAT HAPPENED TO "I'm not gay I'm not gay" as well as him not wanting to date his boss the ML...mkay sure you don't want to date "YOUR BOSS" but now all of a sudden now he has a hand fetish, that comes out of no where and that is the reason he was able to cum from the ML jacking him off but earlier on it wasn't because of that, it was just him being shocked and surprised....mkay but now it's because he has a hand fetish, which then we see a flashback to him being pet on the head by some middle schooler while he was in elementary school, alright so now he isn't gay but only has a thing for nice guy hands? but first it was he just couldn't cum from jacking off only anal play, but now it isn't that it's because of the hand fetishes? So why shove a dildo up your butt, mkay fast forward to the ML liking him and finding out the MC went on a date with another guy he tries his best to make the MC choose him, they start their "Friends with benefits" because again MC can only get off by ML's hands due to a hand fetish and ML has a butt fetish.

BUTTTTTTTT while the MC is in the shower getting ready to do it with the ML he starts thinking "I'm nervous it's BEEN A WHILE since I've done it" SO NOW HE IS GAY AND HAS BEEN GAY!!!???? Alright whatever BUT THEN when the ML tries to kiss the MC, and the MC like always turns away but this time the ML asks the MC why and BOOM flashback to the MC making out by some other guy, and the MC is now thinking that "I don't know why but every time I am with the ML I think of (INSERT GUYS NAME) and we see the make out scene so now poor ML is only someone who reminds the MC of his ex whom he clearly still loves or likes. Not to mention this takes away from the "hand fetish" kink the author was going for, now the MC has been gay, and has been able to cum from others and not just because of hand fetishes

So now he has BEEN gay, had someone he liked, and still loves/likes MIND YOU 19 CHAPTERS IN (ended on him saying his name) and there is only like 50 something chapters in, WE DON'T HAVE TIME FOR THIS!!!!! ESPECIALLY because the author clearly wants to also focus on his bartender friends fetish kink a master sub fetish. Author should have done their research on BDSM and kinks before just bothering with this mess of a story.

The author clearly sucks at writing plots, and just wanted to write a smut story which is fine it could have been a interesting smut story if only the author actually planned ahead and didn't just write it and change things as they went.

Not to mention the MC is an idiot along with his friends....I seriously can't

This is bittersweet story but with a happy ending, however it lacked a lot, it could have had a sequel or something where we see some of their past and we got to see them interact more in this life.

Basically they are cursed to keep meeting fall in love and then they die, forget and then remember and again the cycle repeats.
They meet again in this life and we get to see them fall in love again, and hope for a different outcome while fighting and running away from it.

The art is nice, the story really should have been longer.

Also there is consent, ... no rape or ugly love triangle and it does have some cute moments.
I recommend it if you don't have something to read but if you are looking for a story with a lot of plot that gets fully explained and resolved then maybe pass on it or put it on hold for another time.
It does have sad moments and happy moments.

So this is part of a trilogy, it had two previous mangas before this and honestly those were good yet this one RUINED it. It made their best friend look bad and where is her redemption? I was rooting for her, second of all these two looked so in love in the first two but with this one 8 years and the ML still doesn't want to move in with the MC!!??? talking about being tied down and wanting freedom is the equivalent of a straight guy not wanting to get married after dating for 8 years.

Then he even has the audacity to ask the ... MC if this is a plot to make him move in once they end up being in charge of taking care of the little girl.
It ruined the first two manga's for me, this isn't cute, its just one not being in love with the other while the other is ready to move in together and commit.
Even the ML's lame excuse of "Wanting my freedom" sir you are a full grown adult, now raising a child with your man yet you are afraid of commitment?!?
I dropped it because I could not get past his personality which screamed "I don't love you and I don't want to commit yet I'm keeping you around for now"

This sequel just ruined their love and their best friends image and story. I wanted her to find her true love and have her happy family, it could have been a more touching and even a cute yet sad story if she had died and left them her kid, or if she had gotten married and he got sick or something so she had to leave the country so he could get surgery and physical therapy which required her to be there with him full time thus leaving them to raise her or something which would end up making them want to adopt. Instead they made her a bad mother who didn't love her kid enough to stay, and doesn't actually know for sure who the dad is but she has an idea and doesn't want to tell him.

TRIGGER WARNING - Attempted suicide, Cheating/NTR, homophobia


It was interesting to see the twisted plot, a MC who told everyone his best friend was gay after his best friend confessed that he liked him, this leads to his best friend getting bullied like crazy, so he purposely tries to kill himself infront of the MC
MC transfers school and meets this other gay guy whom he befriends after finding out he is gay and tries to make up for what happened with his best friend by making things right with this guy, the ML ends up confessing to the MC and tries to push himself on ... him, the stupid MC rejects him but instead of staying away his guilt towards his best friend makes him not want this guy to possibly kill himself so he keeps hanging out with him even though this guy almost raped him. What kind of logic is that right!
They fall inlove and then when the MC FINALLY confesses the stupid ML who finds out the truth about his MC's past with the suicide attempt of his best friend WHICH the MC had told the ML about just didn't tell him who it was.

The ML rejects him and goes and sleeps around with older men thus the NTR/Cheating
So frustrating and annoying I dropped it. This whole time he kept BUGGING the MC and trying to constantly force himself and feelings on him and finally when the MC starts kissing him back and showing affection and confesses he wants to be with him he rejects him and goes and sleeps around!!! Whatttt!!!!
Honestly a trash story!

I dropped it after I finished episode 4
Most of the hate is geared towards the guy which I don't see why when it's the girl who is the problem, I don't know if she is just stupid (maybe a better word for it would be super immature & REALLY lacks knowledge or even care about others romantic feelings), asexual, demisexual or autistic but this girl is sooo frustrating, girl if you don't feel anything for him after weeks (it was a month if I remember correctly) you aren't going to feel anything towards him and that is fine stop trying to force yourself while ... keeping him around. Yes he is at fault too for needing therapy or to learn to love himself instead of following some girl around who clearly doesn't like him. He needs to learn to love himself, but he is a teen desperately looking to be loved. He even tells her when she asked first could they still be friends if she doesn't end up loving him and getting with him and he says no, he set a boundary which is good yet some people called him manipulative for that. No at least he had a backbone at the start of the anime yet he threw that boundary out the window.

As for the girl she also needs therapy she has some issues and something about a past friend who cut her hair yet she says it's fine because she hurt her first. Girl go get therapy and it would have been nice if they added this in the anime, both going to therapy and learning about themselves, aside from that she is soooooo dry, has the personality of a dry desert that hasn't seen an ounce of water in over 10 years. She is so boring, and honestly she is toxic, people say he is the toxic one when no she is the toxic one and also a part of the problem. She keeps thinking and knowing he likes her, and how he cares about her, this guy literally goes to her job to walk her home since it's dark out and doesn't want anything happening to her, then was going to walk back home yet her mom suggested he stayed. He tried to say no but then gave in. Again nothing toxic about that if anything that is sweet and again she knows this but once again she just keeps going on about "oh he is always giving me, I need to pay attention and give back" BLAH BLAH BLAH yet she doesn't change. It's okay, you don't have to love him or even like him, just let him go and let him find happiness with someone else same to him you don't need her she is too dry, boring and not into you but he is so stuck on wanting to be loved and liked by a genuine person that he doesn't take his boundaries back!

Oh and in episode 4 there is another guy that is introduced and you can tell he likes the MC the girl. So we already know that is going to bring unnecessary drama which I don't see how it will help their already boring relationship that isn't even a relationship but just them dating.

NTR/CHEATING

MC is a omega dating a girl cheats on her and loses his behind virginity with an alpha who also had never done it with a guy and they become friends with benefits until his heat is over then it continues, then stops and the omega finally breaks up with his girl because he hadn't been able to have sex with her since he started having sex with the alpha, CUTE you think YEAH RIGHT because once they start having sex again and kinda become a thing HE GOES AND CHEATS ON THE ML! At school he starts getting turned on and immidiately has sex ... with his friend who is also an alpha and they do it like crazy in the bathroom then the friend leaves him in there only to see the poor ML (maybe bf I skipped a few panels because I had a feeling this was going to happen but I think they were in a relationship already) and then he walks in to see his omega/bf on the floor basically naked with the other guys sweather covering him down there WTF, the first thing he tells his alpha/bf is "I thought I could only have sex with you, turns out I can have sex with any Alpha" WTFFFF!!!!!!!!

Not cute at all, a cheating bastard the MC is, dropped it after that. The MC/uke is a ugly character, and a cheater. Cheated on two people (again I think they got together at this point either way they were a thing)

There were still plenty of chapters left (it said it had 16 chapters even though on here it says only 7) I dropped it, and honestly I can't recommend it. It comes off as a ugly MC who can't keep his hormones in check same with the alpha friend of his and who knows how many other alphas. Typical omega story where they are just horny alphas and omegas, which sucks because it started off as if it would be more than that but nope.
Also the art is bad, like a 3 out of 10

BORING!! Straight up boring, but I do need to note TRIGGER WARNING - attempted suicide (a side character) where one of the main characters blames themselves for it which gives them lots of trauma, then suicidal & LOTS of death thoughts by the MC & ML incase you can't read something with that.

Second of all there is NO smut in the first book, there is a scene but it is out of no where and basically skipped over which hurts the story even more because there are sooooooo many questions! I only read the first book not the sequel which myanimelist put them together. ... The prequel is 6 chapters. The prequel was sooo boring I had to FORCE myself to finish it and skip useless dialog which by the way it will have a lot of as well as some nonsense poetry that the MC thinks of which leaves you confused, at first I thought possibly the translation but nope the author just wanted to be a random poet and make the story drag and leave you confused. There was really no real chemistry between the two, the MC spent most of the time thinking instead of talking to the MC, the other half was useless dialog by two background characters who work with the MC which add barely ANYTHING and in some scenes NOTHING to the story!! The author could have easily used those dialogs and pages to add more moments between the two main characters instead of nonsense!

Lastly the time skip...HOW LONG WAS IT!!!! We don't even get an idea of how long, and just the route the author took before the last
3 (maybe 4) pages was um??? WHAT? before the resolution of those 3 last pages it was hmmm. horribly executed and making the story even seem more pointless and not like the MC and find the story stupid the ending to the prequel (again the last 3 pages) made it better but still this story is one I have no desire to ever read again and I definitely don't recommend!

TW - rape/dubcon and the ML(seme) is a black/red flag (comes off as a yandare) , obsessed with the MC! (the uke)
THEY ARE NOT BLOOD RELATED! THERE IS NO INCEST, they are step brothers both have two different parents each, MC's mom married ML's dad.

Ones like this is normally not my cup of tea but for some reason I keep reading the updates of this one although it is a dark messed up one. The ML seems like he is a yandare who at first can't figure out why he is so interested in the MC, he hates that the MC hates him ... when he had done nothing to him cause this so he starts messing with the MC once he finds out the MC gets close to his "friend" whom he overhears talking & laughing with his friends about wanting to make the mc suck his d**k and then toss him aside like the rest because he isn't good enough for sex, the ML gets angry and punches that guy for bad mouthing the MC but the MC finds out and thinks that the ML is the bad guy because he doesn't know the full story, from there on the ML becomes obsessed with the MC and starts bullying him while acting innocent infront of others. The more the MC hates the ML the more obsessed he gets (which by the way the MC only hated the ML because of the stupid mother of his started praising the ML more and ignoring the MC, which isn't the ML's fault since he honestly just wanted to get along & be friends with the MC)
Finally when he realizes the MC likes a guy in their school and is super nice to him meanwhile being mean to him (the ML) he ends up hypnotizing him (after finding the hypnosis book in the MC's (the ukes room) thats where the rape/dubcon begins
it starts with the phrase "Lets play" and with a blow job which then turns into sex.

YES the MC eventually finds out what is going on when the ML decides to end the "playtime AKA hypnosis" right as they are both about to cum while having sex & still being inside the MC, and the MC gets shocked at the situation and this is where the dubcon and then consensual sex starts, after the realization of what happened they both continue to have sex while the MC cries but doesn't stop him (the seme) then they continue some more and the MC doesn't try to fight him anymore but instead consents without any hypnosis. This part had us a bit confused because by this point the MC in consenting and no longer under hypnosis, instead he realized and remembers everything that happened while under hypnosis yet didn't punch the MC and instead consents when the ML wants to have sex with him and they even go on a "date" which is cut short because they then go have sex since they are both turned on. this goes on for a bit then BOOM one night the ML finds the MC throwing up and he hates seeing the MC crying and puking in hiding which he realizes that the two parts of the MC are fighting each other the one who was under hypnosis and the non hypnosis one that hates him so he feels bad for the MC and makes him forget by hypnotizing again to make him forget everything, this time he no longer has sex with him or rapes him, or puts him under anymore hypnosis. This is where the MC begins to desire and dream of the ML and truly want to have sex with the ML because he feels super horny & has a itch that he can't reach/scratch. He gives what he thinks is still his virginity to the ML (again no longer being hypnotized and is FULLY conscious and aware of everything going on)

So do what you will with that, whether this is not something you feel comfortable reading or if its something you can.
Again it is a dark plot not sure if it will turn into a love triangle since the MC just started dating the 2nd male lead however they haven't had sex so far

The art is good, the characters on the other hand hmm. I didn't love them but I also didn't hate them, the MC is a golden retriever top/seme and the uke/bottom is more of a black cat mixed in with some golden retriever energy. Their romance didn't feel cute, if anything it felt out of nowhere perhaps because the author didn't really show scenes of them actually talking and getting to know each other it was more a "let me feed you BAM feed you again and again and again" and now the ML likes the MC
So the romance was lacking however it isn't a ... bad read if you don't have anything to read and don't want something crazy or toxic. This has no trigger warnings and the MC (the seme) is a green flag

Also no love triangles or toxic characters or dubcon or even NTR!

So the story is unique however I could not take it serious with every female character being drawn with "MOSCA" eyes (fly eyes) like the artist didn't even try to draw good eyes on the female characters. They did a nice job on the MC and the evil old MC (the evil main warrior guy) yet said "Nah y'all get no special treatment"

Second the flow of the story started off good but then by chapter 6 it's just BAM we on to the next fight which you won't be able to take serious because again FLY EYES!! Why did they have to draw them ... so huge, it's like some 13 year old drew them.

Maybe I'll pick it back up some other time when I'm more in the mood to not be bothered by the bad art but for now this story just isn't entertaining enough to make me look past it since it started good but VERY quickly went meh