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Honestly, I have watched this anime one year ago, and of course I already know the story and feelings that I will experience while watching this anime.
But, it was not as imagined
A little story, right now I'm experiencing severe depression, I failed the state university entrance exam and had to accept the fact that I had to enter a private university. I felt like my dreams, my way of life, my passion, my personality, my belief in destiny, crumbled in one day. I feel empty, lonely, my chest hurts, want to die and as if I wanted not to be born a long time ago. ... And, all these things I felt was the same a year ago, when I broke up with my best friend and my girlfriend, I felt very shocked because I felt this for the first time, then from this depression it made me feel moved to watch anime to entertain myself, until I found an anime called " Sakura-sou no Pet na Kanojo "
The first time I watched I felt comforted by Mashiro's cute innocence, Soarata's boredom, Misaki-senpai and Jin-san's silliness, and many more. Until the middle of the episode, this anime was quite entertaining with good comedy and story. Until the time all the characters here start doing something, their future.
Kanda Sorata by becoming a game developer
Aoyama Nanami dreams of becoming a voice actor
Kamiigusa Misaki became a animator
Mitaka Jin became a writer
And of course Shiina Mashiro as a manga creator and painter.
They seem fine, and I am sure they will succeed. But it's not that easy, Sorata failed his game presentation, Aoyama didn't pass his voice acting test, and the complicated love story of Misaki and Jin, signaled the start of drama in this anime.
That is where they repeat themselves and try to fix their failure, with the same dream. But, have to accept the fact that Kanda and Aoyama failed AGAIN: /
What I regret is that they both failed and fell, but only Mashiro had a smooth path and did not even fall into the brink of failure, even when the Sorata game contest company asked for cooperation with Mashiro when they rejected Sorata, with Mashiro's great artistic soul, which company else is does not take advantage of Mashiro's potential, but unfortunately for Sorata who seems to be someone else's stepping stone to success
And also the failure of Aoyama's voice test, here is what made me like him, been fighting for a long time, and sacrificing his teenage pleasures to focus on achieving his dreams, but sometimes fate is unfair to some people, no matter how hard your efforts don't guarantee you will successful, maybe that's the lesson I can get here. Indeed, our way of life has been regulated by God, and our job is only to try and try, success or failure has been arranged even though you have tried your best, I hate to admit it but we are only humans, who cannot fight any destiny.
Maybe, it is with failure that humans grow and develop, even if they have to be depressed and cry over their failures, it is difficult. And I'm still fighting my depression and the pain of my failures.
For those of you who feel like me, I can only say that you are strong humans, keep walking through the storms, even though your dreams are swaying, keep walking with hope in your heart, And YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE :)
I will not forget this anime all my life, and when I fail I will watch this again and try to get back up :)
Sorry if my words were a bit messed up, because this is all I can think about at the moment
Thank you :))