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Yakuza Yashiro, who only ever loved Kageyama, meets a new bodyguard, Doumeki Chikara. Unfortunately, the latter is impotent. The masochistic, lewd and beautiful yakuza Yashiro and his silent, clumsy, impotent subordinate, Doumeki. This is the story of a man who has never known happiness and of a man who is reborn by getting to know him. (Source: MU) Included one-shots: Volume 1: Don't Stay Gold, Tadayoedo Shizumazu, Saredo Naki mo sezu.
Fujima Taisei is a high schooler who had grown up spoiled by the people around him ever since he was little because of his pretty face. In his pleasant school life, there was only one time that had become the only stain in his life, when a student named Okachi Machi, whom Taisei had grown close to in order to get others' attention, had told him that actually he had never been his friend at all. Now Taisei wants revenge. What will happen these two?! (Source: MU)
Kirara is seen as a cute and girly boy to others, however he wants to be a cool and manly guy! So when two tall and cool boys move in nearby he starts to follow them around to learn how to be manly. As they grow up together, Kirara realizes that his feelings towards the younger brother, Ken, isn't just simple friendship. (Source: MU)
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Despite the good reputation he enjoys at work, 39-year-old Sanae Nozue would describe his life as monotonous. He evades the prospect of promotion and simply wants to relax in the comfort of his home when the day is done. At his age, he feels unwilling to pursue new things, so expanding his interests seems out of the question. Minoru Togawa—Nozue's young, work-oriented subordinate—has been watching him from the sidelines. When he invites Nozue to join him in trying out different activities, they end up taking on more conventionally feminine amusements instead of stereotypical manly bonding. During their ventures, the two men eat at popular shops and engage in girl talk. In modern society, it seems absurd for these coworkers to be indulging in childish antics. Yet these experiences may be just what Nozue needs to grow out of his midlife crisis and realize that life has much left to offer—especially sweets and love. [Written by MAL Rewrite]
After his older second cousin Etsuro gets injured because of him, Kyuta ends up living with him the man to take care of him until he heals.
The amusement park is where the most unusual of characters can meet. However, Yuuma Hirose does not expect to witness a child kidnapping during his job there as a mascot. Quick on his feet, Yuuma gives chase and manages to save the child. When the kidnapper tries to escape, janitor Kazuha Shikiori expertly subdues the perpetrator just in time. The two park employees easily strike up a friendship, which is convenient since Kazuha has been assigned to be Yuuma's new roommate at the staff dormitory. Come morning, Kazuha is not who he seems anymore: his kind smile and friendly attitude are replaced by harsh words and a forceful manner—as though he has become a completely different person. Yuuma has much more to learn about his peculiar friend, particularly Kazuha's variously distinctive personalities. [Written by MAL Rewrite]
Takahashi Miya is sick and needs regular check-ups. At university, he comes across Kanou Rei. Rumour has it that he is part of a dangerous club that distributes drugs and organises sex orgies. Is this true? And why does Rei seem to know Miya? (Source: Game Over Or Continue)
Thirty-year-old Honma views lying as a necessary survival skill; to get what he wants in this world, he has become talented at telling people what they wish to hear. When he meets Mamoru Ikai at a social event held by his former university club, Honma decides that what he wants now is the beautiful young man who professes to hate him. However, Ikai turns out to be a more challenging conquest than he anticipated. Ikai claims not to understand the human emotions that inspire kind words and tender actions in others. Because he cannot conceive of unconditional love, he is naturally distrustful of anyone who claims to care for him. Yet, when Honma asks for a chance to date him, Ikai agrees to a one-month trial period. In such a short time, it remains to be seen whether Honma's feelings contain any measure of sincerity. [Written by MAL Rewrite]
Ikuta Aoi has a crush on a girl in his class and tries to confess to her, but in his nervousness accidentally insults her. To make matters worse, the whole embarrassing scene is witnessed by Shizu, the handsomest and most popular teacher in school...who also happens to be the object of Aoi's crush's affections. One thing leads to another, Aoi ends up speaking rudely to Shizu, and from there on out finds himself being forced to run errands for him as penance... (Source: MU)
Shy, mixed-blood Yamamoto Yamato and his outgoing, adoptive brother Shouji are roommates in college but how long will their relationship remain familial?
An assassin is retiring after he finishes dodging bullets from his current assignment, all while fantasizing about his future leisurely life, when a strange woman throws a little boy down to him and begs him to, "Save this child!" 14 years later, instead of managing a fancy art gallery he's doing manual labor and raising an increasingly distant teenage boy but he's happy to provide a happy home for his new son until he realizes why Ryuunosuke has been acting so strangely.... (Source: Dangerous Pleasure)
Thirty-nine-year-old Nozue went from living a routine, melancholic life of sleep and work to spending his days in bliss with Togawa, his younger subordinate. Now six months into their relationship, the two have graduated from dates at a pancake shop to spending their nights together, but when a coworker spots Togawa wearing one of Nozue's ties to work, it sends Nozue spiraling into doubt about the feasibility of their relationship. (Source: SuBLime)
Haru has been in love with Soudai, his elder brother's best friend, since he was a child. More than his brother, Haru chases after Soudai and even gets into the same club as him. He can't be with him all the time, and if Soudai doesn't look at him, he will feel worried but he can't be honest at all. Eventually, when Soudai becomes a university student, he leaves his hometown and he hasn't contacted Haru once after that. He wants to forget Soudai but he can't... Even though this love is painful but he can't stop it―? (Source: MU) Included one-shot: Kou Miete Junai
Since high school, Masaki and Rion have been best friends, and have lived together since adulthood. Their personalities are distinct opposites, but beneath the casual intimacy of friendship lie the unripened buds of Masaki’s feelings, unacknowledged by either of them. The birth of a child of Rion’s ex-girlfriend and reminiscences with an old kouhai from school bring back memories of their shared past, both the public and the private. Will the feelings between them finally be allowed to blossom? (Source: Hero Scans)
Shunji Fujishiro, a photographer, wakes up one morning in a hospital bed, where he was transported after losing consciousness during a fall on a staircase. He is immediately surprised and irritated by the casual attitude of the physician who looks after him, Mutsumi Higa. Nevertheless, their meeting gives Shunji the motivation and inspiration he needed for his photography projects. As for Mutsumi, he is intrigued by Shunji, whose honest and impulsive character is diametrically opposed to his… (Source: RooftoploveBL)
1-4. Hana to Kurumi to Amai Seikatsu 5. Hana to Kurumi to Himawari 6-8. Kimi no Kao ga Mitai 9. Kimi no Prologue
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Nanao Shuuji left his hometown where his family runs a well-known chain of supermarkets, and became a part-time teacher at a cram school. One day the son of his father's mistress, Takatou Kazuomi, appears before him. Shuuji once confronted Kazuomi's mother, and also injured Kazuomi as well. Kazuomi made use of Shuuji's weakness in order to keep getting financial aid from his father, and ordered Shuuji to help him, while blackmailing Shuuji with a particular photo...?! (Source: Paradise Love Scanlations)
1-3. Neon My Star 4-5. Sugar My Baby 6. Not Your Baby
Why do you bear no grudge towards me? Why do you like me? I know how you feel about me, yet I pretend not to notice... Kyosumi, an up-and-coming photographer lives with his late best friend's younger brother, Hibari. He looks after Hibari as he feels responsible for the death of his best friend as well as colleague. Kyosumi has sworn an oath to be Hibari's family, after he had lost his only blood relative. I took your loved one away from you. (Source: Taiyo Tosho, translated)
A veteran designer just opened his new shop. A top model, who's making a breakthrough in the acting biz too, is surprisingly forward about wanting to be the designer's exclusive model. (Source: Girls' Generation Scanlations)
Shougo is finding it increasingly difficult living with his Aniki after letting him move into his apartment when his brother's company goes bankrupt. Included one-shot: Sonna Futari. (Unusual Couple)
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1-3. Nakanai Hotaru (The firefly which does not cry) 4-5. Futari no Recipe 6. Nakanai Hotaru: Sorekara
1-3. Color Chart wo Kimi ni 4. Boku no Kawaii Ouji-sama 5-7. Ore wa Senpai no Nan nan desu ka!? 8. Senpai, Honto ni Nan nan desu ka!?
When the often absent parents of Saneatsu Asada gift him the novel About Her, that is the moment that his love story with Hotaru begins. He becomes completely enamored of the girl with rose-pink hair, red stud earrings, cat eyes, and a beauty spot at the corner of her mouth. Asada unconsciously compares every person that he dates to Hotaru, and his relationship always ends once his lover realizes that they will forever be second-best in his heart. One day, Asada falls asleep in the school library while reading his favorite novel yet again. Upon waking, he is convinced that he is finally meeting Hotaru in the flesh. The alluring figure in front of him looks exactly as described in the pages that he has lovingly memorized. Though this vision of Hotaru is male and goes by the name of Nao Nimiya, to Asada it is as if his fated partner has miraculously come to life. However, that would seem too good to be true—and it is written that Hotaru dies. [Written by MAL Rewrite]
This is the continuation of the story of the writer Mitsuru Hasegawa and real estate business owner Yuusei Annaka (also known as Anna). There are secrets between these two childhood friends, who are also lovers. (Source: MU)
Tatsuru encounters a young man looking for rice porridge during his shift at the local supermarket—unfortunately, he's sick as a dog. Turns out, he's as affectionate as one, too. (Source: MU)
"Are you against being my sex-friend?" The new employee Kazuma, who returned to Tokyo from America, reunites with his close friend from middle school, Ren, who is currently working as the top designer at their company. It is their first meeting since their abrupt farewell during their third year in middle school, 10 years ago. Ren was his best friend and his first love. He is as strong and good-looking as ever... And Kazuma is happy just being with him. However, Ren avoids the subject of their time in middle school rather unnaturally and acts like a friendly former classmate... But he's behaving this way because he is gay, and above all, fears being rejected by Kazuma. Yet one night, the two of them get together again...?! (Source: Taiyo Tosho, translated)
After graduating high school, Nijino takes up part-time work to cover his little sister's medical bills—until the day his "destiny" arrives in the form of Byakuya, a white-haired, imposing man who is supposedly an ancient legendary dragon. Soon enough, the dragon rips off his clothes and gives him a mind-blowing experience... and a lucrative one, at that. In exchange for money, Nijino gives up his freedom to Byakuya, though his doubts about their arrangement grow. But, he can't deny that sleeping with Byakuya gives him a thrill. It's as if Byakuya only has eyes for him... What is this feeling...!? (Source: Renta!)
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When Sugimoto is reunited with an elementary school classmate in front of their apartment, he can't help but be puzzled by their encounter. Did Senoo always act like that? Meanwhile, Sugimoto is also at a crossroads with his job as a hair salon assistant. Slowly, their lives become intertwined, in the apartment they both call home. (Source: MU)
On a cold winter day, a man visits Inose Azuma and his sick mother. Matsuoka Sueji used to work for the Inose family and now works as a lender. He then offers much needed assistance to Azuma and his mother. At first, Azuma is suspicious of Matsuoka, but Matsuoka confesses that he is there to return a favor. After seeing that, Azuma slowly becomes attracted to Matsuoka. However, where will Matsuoka draw the line? For two individuals born and raised under different conditions, winter, spring, summer and fall pass between these two. (Source: Hoshikuzuu Scans)
Kouki Sena has always desired to understand the world his father saw through his camera's viewfinder. But after his father disappeared from his life too soon, the struggle of coming to terms with abandonment prevents Kouki from reaching his true potential as a photographer. The one who has been with Kouki throughout these difficulties is his younger stepbrother Yuuri, who is affectionately close to him. While Kouki suppresses his emotions to fit in with his new stepfamily, Yuuri obsesses over him to the point of intense jealousy. Afraid of facing his future and feelings for Yuuri, Kouki begins to distance himself from everyone. To make matters worse, an unexpected visitor arrives, further complicating his situation. As he works through this hurdle, Kouki must find the courage to stop running away and decide what is important to him. [Written by MAL Rewrite]
On a class trip to a museum, Kasama takes notice of his classmate Takagi, who he knows doesn't talk to other people much. But as the latter enters a curiously shining door and realizes Takagi can see "it" as well, even his interest in the classmate is woken. (Source: Canis Major Scanlations)
Hazuki is honest, awkward and a member of the product planning department. Watanabe, who has the top business performance, transfers into his department. Hazuki held animosity towards Watanabe, thinking that he has good looks with a good personality, unlike himself. But ever since Watanabe invited Hazuki out to eat on the weekend, Hazuki goes to Watanabe's house to eat hot pot, and the private time that they spend together becomes fun. However, Hazuki learns about Watanabe's secret, and their relationship starts to change...? (Source: Taiyo Tosho, translated)
Nakajou works at a live music club, and Kiuchi is a regular. They came to live together out of nowhere. Kiuchi had just broken up with his girlfriend and was looking for a place to crash. He says that he wants to sleep together because he can't sleep without someone else's warmth. Nakajou was going to reveal he was gay and tell him no, but he just can't say it... (Source: Taiyo Tosho, translated)
A very short story about Eduard and Carrel who are trying to find their own path to love. (Source: MU)
After forgetting his girlfriend's birthday, Chihiro gets dumped and begins to loathe himself for what happened. Wanting to cheer him up, his senpai Yoshikawa decides to take him out for drinks. Unfortunately, Yoshikawa ends up drinking himself silly, which prompts Chihiro to carry the drunk man back to his dorm—where something unexpected happens between them. [Written by MAL Rewrite]
Tomoki Okumura no longer has a girlfriend, savings, nor an apartment. Seeking to regain some of what he has lost, he answers a help wanted ad for an office assistant position, but he soon finds himself starring in gay porn. His employer, Niwa, is the jack-of-all-trades in the Dream Land company—directing, recording, editing, and sometimes standing in for other actors. Despite the stigma attached to his new line of work, Okumura is satisfied that he is making others happy. However, he wonders whether Niwa feels like his own dreams are coming true or if the once promising filmmaker would find greater fulfillment returning to the mainstream. [Written by MAL Rewrite]
Azumi Kiri is a conductor who lives in the city and is egotistic. Osamu Mitsutani is a neighborhood grocer who lives in the countryside and resembles a big dog. The two become close friends when Osamu helps Azumi out of trouble when he temporarily returns to the countryside to recuperate. Osamu tries to take care of Azumi in any way he can, and although annoyed, Azumi eventually accepts his help. (Source: Taiyo Tosho, translated)
Kitahara has been having sleeping troubles, yet he's at peace whenever Kuzumi is near.
High school freshman Souta Fujisawa was molested in a train one morning. However, that was only a misunderstanding on his part, and he eventually found out that it was only a tennis racket. The one who informed him was Chihiro Ayase, the transfer student who started a month late. It was awkward between the two of them at first, but they gradually became closer. (Source: Taiyo Tosho, translated)
In the third year of high school, Izumi Toosaka reunited with his younger brother, Kaoru Yano. Seven years after their parents divorced, they decided to live together in a shared dorm room. Lower voice, red-dyed hair, mature expressions, an unknown surname... Izumi becomes attracted to him, who has changed so much that he doesn't even realize he is his younger brother at first. Even though they are supposed to be siblings, this emotion in his heart is...? (Source: Taiyo Tosho, translated)
It happened in a sunny day right before summer. Souta Fujisawa's first kiss was with his older classmate, Chihiro Ayase. It's now their summer vacation, and yet, nothing has happened between the two of them! What's worse, he discovers that he wasn't actually Ayase's first kiss, and now regrets kissing him. (Source: Taiyo Tosho, translated)
Childhood friends Tsutsuji and Kouji live in a tiny village. Due to the lack of students, their school's scheduled to be closed at the end of the year; they'll be its final batch. The two of them have always been together, but at this rate they may be separated after graduation... (Source: Taiyo Tosho, translated)
1. Maybe Darling 2. I Don't Know 3-4. Minikui Ahiru no Ko 5. Marude, Yume no Youna
Per a request from his assistant to get his house cleaned, ero manga artist Asahina—nickname Hina—hires a cleaning service. However, the person who shows up is actually Asahina's beloved Sahara-senpai from his junior high days! Sahara was cool, able to do anything, but was just a bit mean. Hina, who loved that Sahara, made a brave decision. On the day that he was supposed to transfer schools, he confessed! But instead of waiting for a reply from Sahara, he ran away... After that, ten years later—their reunion becomes a nightmare?! The prince with a gentle face is actually incredibly cruel!♥ (Source: Taiyo Tosho, translated)
Touji had been enjoying a peaceful life alongside his partner, Kyoto. Unexpectedly, he crossed paths with his old high school friend, Yachiyo, during his grandmother's funeral. It had been two long years since they last saw each other, right after Yachiyo's wedding. Their friendship had become distant due to a past incident in high school. "At that moment, I failed to comprehend the significance of it all, and by the time I did, it was already too late... a haunting memory. The emotions that I believed I had let go of resurfaced, engulfing me as we crossed paths once more..." (Source: Taiyo Tosho, translated)
Ever since being cast aside by his ex-lover, Sei Hikawa became a feckless man. He let his hair grow unkempt, without care for his appearance. This aimless way of his is changed by the appearance of a certain man. Wearing a suit and an expensive watch, Kengo Haruki directs Sei and helps him polish both his physical appearance and build his character. But what Kengo wants as compensation is Sei's body... (Source: Taiyo Tosho, translated)
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Chihiro Ayase and Sota Fujisawa are lovers. They like each other, kiss each other, and touch each other often. When they decide they want to experience something better, they find that the reality is that sex isn’t as easy as it seems. Chihiro and Sota are scared to go further, and they’ve even been interrupted during their attempts! But even though some obstacles stand in the way of their goal, they still share the same love. (Source: Taiyo Tosho, translated)
An exemplary student with excellent grades, Souma was abandoned by his mother when he was a child and his aunt and uncle took him in. They are a wealthy family, but the uncle is completely uninterested in Souma, and his aunt loathes the fact that they have to take care of him. The only one who needs Souma in this unwelcoming household is his cousin Sakuya, who becomes very important to Souma. But 12 years later, when Sakuya learns about Souma's plan to become independent, he takes Souma's body by force... (Source: Taiyo Tosho, translated)
There are four Magic Divisions in the military giant that is the Kingdom of Hiraith. The First Magic Division is the elite of the royal guard, the Second Magic Division is the field combat unit, the Third Magic Division is the research and development organization for magic and magical tools, and the Fourth Magic Division consists of those who have other unique skillsets. Among them, Levi was the most unusual, being a sorcerer incapable of using magic and having nothing he wanted to accomplish. In the midst of his days of mere subsistence and despair, Levi meets Prince Saphir, the 13th prince, who is known as the Moribund Prince. Levi, 16 years old, and 6-year-old Saphir...it was a fateful encounter! In a royal palace full of malice, the two of them discover human warmth for the first time... (Source: Taiyo Tosho, translated)
"As for the tutoring fee, you can pay me with sex." Kyouhei Saotome, a student, runs into Yuito Jinguuji, a classmate of his—who got into the university he had failed to get into—with the highest score. Born into a strict family where everyone is accomplished, Kyouhei was raised to become a model student, but he finds himself backed into a corner after facing his first setback: namely, failing to get admitted into university. Jinguuji approaches Kyouhei offering to become his private tutor in exchange for sex. Although he dislikes it, Kyouhei gets completely caught up in Jinguuji's sadistic acts as he grows extremely obsessed with Kyouhei... (Source: Taiyo Tosho, translated)
Following in his accomplished and talented older brothers' footsteps, Mishima joins the Sales department of his father's company. Aware of his own inferiority, Mishima hopes to try his best at work. But under a hard task-master like Chief Kokubu, Mishima feels as though he's coming apart at the seams. Will Mishima be able to persevere? Is there a deeper meaning behind Chief Kokubu's exacting ways? Heart thumping office life and love start!
A love story between a graduate student and another who is a prince of a middle-eastern country.
A man gets more than he bargained for when he helps out a young man who recently arrived in town.
High school student Nanase has a dream that he keeps seeing. That dream contained memories of his past life and there, Nanase was a knight who faithfully served his precious master. Nanase doubts whether those memories are real, but one day, Leo—his master—transfers into his class as Reo. Reo also has memories of his past life and is simply happy to reunite with Nanase. However, he forgot the most important thing. To Nanase, he is the last person he wants to see... (Source: Taiyo Tosho, translated)
Uki Ogasawara (Black Sun) was the special guest for 2012's Yaoicon. It was her first attendance located in a hotel, and DMP's first year as the event's hosts. So, what did she think and how did it all go? Come on and find out! (Source: DMG)
When city slicker Aida Torajirou suddenly collapses on the side of a country road due to a heat stroke, he is rescued by the son of a local hair salon owner. The young man does not want his father to call the police on the stranger; but instead, the salon owner takes an interest in Torajirou and offers him a job. (Source: MU)
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In a particular Southern country, many animals are living in the garden of a king's palace. Agifu, a black leopard, is the leader of the pack, and one day he's asked to care for Val, a young white lion. Val's a coward, a cry-baby, and tiny, but under the strong and dashing Agifu, he grows into a fine man while learning to adore Agifu. Each time he yearns for Agifu, he tries to mate with him, but fails. This is the start to a furry love story where both sides can't seem to be with who they want when they go into heat! (Source: Renta!)
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At age 29, Masaki isn't the least bit interested in marriage. The day that Jo, his best friend since childhood, tells him he's getting married, Masaki breaks his arm in an accident. He can't manage any of the housework, and Jo sends his sister, Ai, to come over to help. It's been 12 years since Masaki last saw Ai. He's shocked to see that she has become a tall, handsome, male high school student! Masaki is unable to hide his confusion when Ai says he has always loved him and wants a romantic relationship with him…!! (Source: Renta!)
Every summer break, Kazu-kun spends a week with his beloved uncle Tetsunosuke, who lives in a mountainside village and works as a textile maker. This is the story of their colorful days. (Source: MU)
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Exhausted with his workload at the office, Shu shops around for partners on a dating app, looking for a strictly physical relationship―no idle chit-chat, and no strings attached. Meanwhile, Yukiya is a high school student who can't understand his discomfort when considering dating girls and decides to see how things go with men. They'd expected it to be a one-night stand. Still, they're surprised by their compatibility and end up being friends with benefits. It was supposed to be strictly physical, but the more they see each other, the deeper their feelings for each other become! Then, one day, they run into each other in town!! (Source: Renta!)
A town hall official exhausted from work is using a so-called "Cat Rental Service" but much to his surprise, a human man with attached cat ears & cat tail is standing in front of him. Despite this, he enjoys his time with the fake cat. (Source: Manga Mogura RE)
Everyone has one or two things they don't want you to know. The secret of Aoyagi, a 29-year-old office worker, is that he is gay. For Aoyagi, who pays his sex friends to fulfill his body, love is like a dream from another dimension. The prince of his heart is Asagiri, a 37-year-old super-elite from the same company. A brief conversation with the prince in the lift in the morning is his daily happiness. And yet! One day, the prince finds out his secret! And what's more, the prince actually has a terrible secret too...?! (Source: Taiyo Tosho, translated)
An anthology about 2DK co-living. 1. Tomato to Shiso to Mayonnaise 2. Shirt to Sheet to Sentakuki 3. Sofa to S
"As for the tutoring fee, you can pay me with sex." That is how the relationship between Yuito Jinguuji and Kyouhei Saotome started. For the first time in his life, Yuito Jinguuji, who grew up in an abusive household, finally got attached to something that he longed for—Kyouhei Saotome. In the spring when they started high school, he was the one who taught him the scent of cleanliness. Although he didn't manage to get close to him during their high school years, he found his chance when Kyouhei failed his university admission exam and offered to tutor him in exchange for sex. For someone like him, who came from a prestigious family where appearances take priority, and who has lived his life numbing his feelings, the time spent with Yuito was when he learned about a part of himself that he had been avoiding. However, their relationship would only last until Kyouhei got accepted into university. After that, they would go back to being strangers... or not?! The miraculous love story reaches completion! (Source: Taiyo Tosho, translated)
Evan is a lighthouse keeper living alone with his cat Bart. That is, until he rescues a sickly seagull he finds by the sea. However, overnight he finds out the seagull has turned into... a boy!? (Source: MU)
Ebihara works at a coffee shop in order to own his own store in the future. He is friends with Kaimori, an elite salaryman who was his junior in college. Although Kaimori once confessed his love to him, and he turned him down, Kaimori still tells him that he likes him. The truth is that Ebihara also likes Kaimori, but he does not have the courage to confess. Because of his past relationships, he can't have a physical relationship with him, and he can't even admit that he's fallen in love with someone of the same sex... (Source: Taiyo Tosho, translated)