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| I'm currently thinking about making Gawoware fanfiction because it's basically non-existent. Well no, more like it's because I believe in it so much that it can have a billion episodes :). Here's my basic rant of it. What went from a Kurumiko + Hakua idea turned into basically talking about anyone, from Rin to Ruri to Okiku-nee and so forth. No other Gawoware fan compares to me. At least on the English side. And if there was such a person, they didn't do a good enough of a job of making me find them. Because all I know is MAL and why would I go through many "reviews" just to find the perfect Gawoware fan? Like simply saying "review" is proof that you don't care about anything. "Oh no I can't spoil!" Yeah right. As if the ways of Okiku-nee is a bad thing. Like what's more boring than a person who's restricted to say their feelings about an anime by saying "Oh this episode isn't as good as the last one..." like... you're boring. You didn't mention anything. You haven't achieved anything in life. Like anybody who only says one thing about an episode is a trashy anime fan because your words have absolutely no worth. You could go to a Gawoware forum or thread and compile all the things they've said about an episode and it will never ever compare to my journal entry of that episode. I can talk about as many details in Gawoware as I want while others just go "I like Hakua. She is cute." and that's it. As if that's the only thing that can be said about her. As if her neediness isn't gonna weigh down on anybody. Okiku-nee giving into spoiling Hakua at Episode 10(9:34) and calling her heavy... XD. Like that's how needy she is. She relies on others way too much and it's just... wow ;). The amount of neediness that Hakua can have... like imagine the amount of potential jokes there. Like let's say some... random girl... ah, spin the wheel! Mimori Oooo. Mimori is a part of the student council. She's super energetic and also responsible...? Episode 3(11:39) shows how she can make rushed decisions by assuming that the board doesn't like the Quest Dormitory, which make sound like a huge flaw, but if you look in Episode 2(9:19), Baba-sama said: I see. It would be easier to rebuild it. Mimori said: Like Mimori's "Go rush!" attitude is a huge strength too. She has the capabilities to bring in speedy decisions that can fix problems super quickly. Though uh... Leave it to me! It'll work out capitally! I've already called in some professionals! Mimori said: It's a bit troubling though. Everyone said: Hm? Mimori said: You're the only one in this dorm, right, Hatate-kun? Souta said: That's right. Is there a problem? Mimori said: Well, you see, the rules say a dorm with only one resident needs to be closed down. Everyone said: Hahahahahaha! After all that work?! Baba-sama said: Hahahahahaha! ;). I love Gawoware. Greatest Anime of All-Time indeed ;). Away with this failure of a president! Well, young Mimori was careless indeed, but it should be easy enough to find four friends. I see. Careless. That's Mimori's trait. As careless as she is, she brings out a lot of fun in Gawoware. Tbh I think I hated her back when I was younger. Like maybe in my first time watching. But then I remember liking her a lot for some reason. So this is why. It's super interesting to analyze your own favorite anime isn't it? Isn't it? XD.Mimori said: Episode 7(5:52) | This is something that I can relate to her a lot. The ability to just... do what I want without thinking too much. It's what enables me to do anything I want really. Even in these journals. Like I used to talk to so many different people back in discord but there was some sort of like... missing part of it. Like there was still some soulless-ness to the process. Which is why when I discovered journaling, which is basically talking to myself, I found out so much about what I liked, what I cared about, what I feel, what I don't care about, my experiences, anime, movies, video essays, etc. and etc., like... journaling is just wow. And I still do it up to this day. Even right now I'm journaling and it's like... ;). So yeah, if you had to name a character who is basically my Spirit Gawoware Character, it would be Mimori. She isn't narcissistic like me but I have a knack for carelessly rushing into anything :). Though that basically applies to journaling. As for actions... I have no idea how to make fanfiction. I look at people talking about how to make fanfiction and people just say "Here are my takeaways" as if they are helpful pieces of advice. Like what do you mean by advice #3? Provide an example. Except they don't because "blah blah blah people understand me". No one is ever helpful in anything. Only me. The only Gawoware fan you can have a lot of fun talking to is me. That's only if you truly appreciate Gawoware though. If you can't have fun reading my Gawoware posts then clearly you aren't a Gawoware fan. You would have been obsessed with having more Gawoware content and seeing another fan analyze characters and even thinking about how to make fanfiction for them. This club, this thread, is the Gawoware goldmine. This is post #2 but as proven by my 4 years of journaling experience... there's this concept called "Journaling to Infinity". There is no such thing as "The end of journaling". Even if you stop journaling because of burnout, you'll end up coming back to it many months later and have so much energy again because... that's how it works. If you truly love something and get burned out from loving it too much, then breaks are a healing point. :). It's never over. Anyways, I'm usually all over the place, so I know that I don't have much going as a girl. Mimori + Hakua That's the fanfiction I have to make today. I forgot. Alright, they'd be an interesting duo because since Mimori leads by rushing into anything carelessly, Hakua is the type that follows and gets amazed by anything. Episode 9(2:59) shows that she doesn't even know the concept of popcorn and even gets scared by it XD. So cute. I remember being like that as a kid. Actually thinking about it, since Kurumiko is poor, Kurumiko doesn't get to experience a lot of things, which is just like Hakua, so they can actually relate to each other like that. I see. :). Anyways, student council work... Hakua doing student council work... Oh! Mimori can introduce Hakua to do student council work hahahaha! I'm actually thinking about how Hakua will for some reason charm clubs and give in to her demands? Like let's say there's a cafe club. No idea why that exist but okay. Basically she'll just be served many sweets and cake there just because she's Hakua. Though for some reason I remember being surprised at Hakua being able to cook. Which episode was that? My Journal said: See, this is the power of journaling. But yeah I think this is a betrayal to her character. Like I don't think she actually does this in the light novel and it just makes you think. Like if you're gonna make her needy, then make her needy. She'll want everything from you. You do everything for her. From cooking to cleaning to ironing to waking her up. Like... that's the idea of Hakua I have in my head and rightfully so. Her cooking is not canon. Her maids do it for her. Why would she even cook in the first place? She's more likely to just be happy in a flower field admiring everything. But yeah it does make me wonder about the light novel. Like what is she actually like there? Hm. But yeah, if there was gonna be a Hakua joke, then what would it be? Oh, if there was gonna be a Mimori + Hakua joke, what would that be? And the answer lies in the student council. Well... I'm actually thinking about Hakua and Mimori for some reason relentlessly ask for the budgets of clubs. Like, [quote=Mimori}Where's your budget home cooking club?[/quote](Episode 10(17:17) screenshot) Hakua can cook? I don't think so but okay. Hakua said: Hahahahahaha! Lemme put that in my Can you buy more cakes? More cakes? 1 - Mimori + Hakua notes ;). Yeah I'm typing in Obsidian which allows for the sorting of notes and folders. Notes + Folders was one thing I never knew I needed so much XD. Though at first I was making daily notes, but it turns out to be more fun to just make one note and type everything there until it lags from too much screenshots and then you can make a new one XD. But yeah, definitely super duper fun XD. You just need to have the timestamp hotkeys to indicate what day and time it is so that you can sort it easily so yeah. Super duper fun. Also I use indents to like sort out conversation and comments and stuff. So indent 1 is character 1 and indent 2 is character 2. So you go from first indent to second indent back to first indent which is back to the left so yeah. Anyways, need to continue this Mimori + Hakua idea which I need to make by the end of the day. MAL is what forces my to make these stories which means discipline. The reason why I can journal so much is because I have built journaling discipline over these past 4 years. I had to argue for my life in my journals even when I didn't want to journal everyday because what else was I gonna do? Stay depressed? Yep, but even in depression, you get to force yourself to pull out your greatest thoughts ever. Ask yourself "Why live life?" and you'll see yourself saying "BECAUSE GAWOWARE IS THE BEST!!!!!" Like when you get desperate enough to force yourself to say the things you truly believe in... you know there's something to live for. Though life will still beat you down and make you think otherwise because that's how it works XD. To those who are suffering, here's my advice. Go suffer. XD. Yep, that's it. You'll be mad that I gave that as advice, but as someone who went through the same thing, I just can't help but laugh at how I just cursed so much at life. Like I have my cursed journal entries where I've typed my darkest thoughts ever and it's just... wow... Suffering is actually what forces you to think of life in the first place. And that's why in my current state of comfort, I have never ever made any decision to do anything remarkable. Well my journal entries are a remarkable feat but I need more than just journaling. I need like... something to prove that anything is possible. And what other proof of something remarkable than to make the best fanfiction of the Greatest Anime of All-Time? Like writing is not easy. At least for the current state of me because I have not learnt it. I may have typed so many words but I have never typed so many words in the perspective of a character that I like. Like... I've tried to make Tantei Opera Milky Holmes visual novel fanfiction but it was just... like I've had great ideas but when I try to make them a reality, it just didn't feel great. Like as much effort I put into a first draft... the idea of trying to polish it scares me... like having to go through your writing again and trying to identify mistakes... and having to argue about your own thoughts about how a character would react... Like think of watching a YouTube video, but then you force yourself to watch that video over and over again just to take notes of what kind of editing would be better, what better music could have been used, what better words could have been said... like... no. I just wanna consume. I don't want to make things that other people consume. So when I saw the amount of Fanfiction in the Gawoware community... on the English side at least, and found only 2... it just makes me feel... so sad. And that's suffering. ... I have no choice but to make the best fanfiction that is Gawoware fanfiction... ;). Why go through suffering? I didn't have the answer years ago but past me has said things like "FUTURE ME!!!! TELL ME THE ANSWER!!!!!" And well... I have nothing but absolute joy in my heart right now. I am finally going through the growth that I wanted all this time. The answer I've been looking for. Which has been unlocked by the "Go suffer" answer key... Life is nice isn't it? :). Alright!!!! IKZ!!!!!! Megu is a part of the home-cooking club so Hakua and Mimori can meet her there. "Here are some cakes yayo." Hm. Megu teaches Hakua? What's the situation here? Is Hakua aiding Mimori in her student council work or is she showing the new student Hakua the clubs? Both! Alright, that's the set-up! Okay, how did Hakua enroll into the academy again? Episode 10(2:54) shows her introduction at the school. She joins the same class as Souta and Nanami. Uh... What class were they in again? I don't think it was mentioned in the light novel. Lemme check. Currently there's 4 chapters translated btw and that was back in 2020. ;-;. I need to really build this community ;-;. Oo, it was Class F? Okay. Um... how do I start a novel...? How'd you start it fellow Gawoware fan? Oh I can just start out with dialogue? Okay. Let's do it with Miyuki-sensei introducing Hakua. Well just copy episode 10 basically XD. But yeah, I'd love to write in a style that my favorite fanfic writer has done. And their pen name is Conscripts. I found them through this Girls und Panzer fanfic and couldn't help but love their writing because they write it in such a way that feels super duper fun. What I mean by that is that every single sentence emphasizes the story and the characters. Whatever the characters feel, Conscripts write them in a way that's interesting. Lemme provide an example by scrolling randomly as I haven't read in quite a while. This was even more than Hannah feared. This was exact opposite of the breakthrough strategy they were known for. The level of coordination between their tanks were much higher than she anticipated. This was bad. See. Like... I don't know how to explain it. I'm literally like a new Gawoware fan who doesn't know how to explain why Gawoware is awesome in the first place. Like I can understand why Mimori is such a fun character now but right now, I've never ever pursued writing so to put good writing onto my face just overwhelms me. So basically what happens here is that the fear of Hannah is emphasized or like exaggerated, or like... "This was even more than Hannah feared." Like that's a super awesome sentence. I know it's super duper simple but to a beginner like me it just feels like... wow... Like it's not just that sentence really, it's what follows after it. "This was exact opposite of the breakthrough strategy they were known for." Indicating that their opponent outsmarted them really really bad, so you combine that with Hannah's fear, like... it doubles. The gravity of the situation makes you think "Oh oh, they're in a bad spot." Like... "The level of coordination between their tanks were much higher than she anticipated." This is now the third time the emphasis of the opponent's scariness. Their opponents have outsmarted them, and not just that, are more coordinated than what was thought of them? Like again, FEAR FEAR FEAR. "This was bad." FEAR. Like... this is the type of writing style I want. If I'm gonna write, I'm gonna have to focus on the current aspect. So for example, if I want to write a Hakua scene, a line should be NEEDY NEEDY NEEDY NEEDY. Not just "n-needy..." like no, I want it to go BANG BANG BANG! Like... if I want it to be funny, it needs to be HAHAHA HAHAHA HAHAHA. Like do it to the max!!!!!! XD. So yeah, that's what I've learnt from this writing. Actually I journaled about it but I didn't analyze it. I was just reacting as how offline journaling makes you think. Like the problem with Obsidian journaling is that you feel complacent. You don't need to think as much, and you have to wait for the screenshots and your mind can wander off somewhere just because screenshots take a while to process. I say a while but that's just seconds. But even just a few seconds of idle-ness is enough to put your brain in a state of "I can't focus", which is why I need to get back into MAL journaling where making screenshots is and sharing them is actually hard. First I need to screenshot, then upload that to imgur, then find out the imgur image link, then paste it here into MAL. Like way too many steps and will take way too long. No thanks. Just the episode and timestamp is enough and that's speedy enough. But yeah, I need to incorporate that into my writing. If I'm gonna write, I can't even waste a single sentence or else your reader wouldn't even be able to read. Which is why... I want to make the best fanfiction that I can. Not just "This happens and that happens blah blah blah". Like I want them to make them feel something. I want them to laugh, I want them to smile, I want them to feel fear, I want them to feel tense, I want them to just feel all kinds of fun emotions. So yeah, to make a good impression... I need a super hook at the start of my fanfiction. Think of MrBeast videos. Like... they always have good super first hooks and that's why you watch the video with hype. Today would be a rest day, but Alice decided to study some more Senshado theory. And this is how Conscripts started their novel. If you've watched Girls und Panzer, you are already hooked. You know that Alice is good with tactics so to see her study even on a rest day... like that's so interesting! Wow! I didn't even realize this. I just read and didn't understand why I loved reading it but there it is. Literally everything is being shown in front of me and that's amazing. I get to analyze it and copy it for myself so that I can become the best fanfiction writer ever! Wooo! Their exhibition match against the Yubari Financial Group's team ended 2 days ago. It was the firm's first attempt at starting up an adult Senshado team, so they hadn't gotten their acts together yet. All-Stars' victory was convincing, a little bit too convincing it was rather boring. Alice kinda knew this, but she had hoped they would be able to surprise her. That someone, somewhere would be able to give her the fight she wanted. Like... I just love this writing. "Our captain is deep in thoughts." "She looks intense, yet so adorable~" Like... how?!?!?! I'm just... I love this writing so much. It makes me feel so happy. It makes me witness the power of writing and now I have no choice but to pursue this path. Conscripts has said that they've written for 7+ years so it's like... woah... I'm like in my first year... first month... I don't know anything and gave up. But if anything were to inspire me, it would be because of Conscripts' GuP fanfics. They've made fanfics of other anime but like... Girls und Panzer is what I care about so I'll only be reading those. If there was a person like Conscripts who wrote for Gawoware... I'd be ecstatic. I would be super duper happy. So I want to be like who Conscripts is to me, is what I am to another fellow Gawoware fan. They'll have no choice but to like my Gawoware fanfics and say that they love me and say that life is super duper awesome. :). So yeah, I'll be pursuing fanfics. But yeah, how I start out like Conscripts? Like yes, starting out with Miyuki-sensei introducing Hakua is like cool, but... hm... I think I can do an even better job than that. Hm. Introduction introduction introduction? What's so interesting about Hakua that I can use as a hook? Her neediness. I see. So someone must complain about her being too needy so that she'll be forced to help out Mimori with the student council. Well well well, I know the right person for the job, and that's Rin! "Okiku-nee! You're spoiling Hakua with the lap pillow again?" Rin (something) Okiku-nee for the umpteenth time. I need a word that like... ... is it scold? Yeah it is. Actually I've learned of the word "umpteenth" by reading some web novels so yeah :). Though that could like alienate some readers because they'd have to search in google and yeah, viewer lost interest already. I want to word it like "for the who knows how many-eth time" or something like that. Ah! "for who knows how many times already" that works! But isn't it better to write with like "for the second time" because of the anime? Like this would suggest that Okiku-nee has been giving Hakua so many lap pillows, which would then make the "You're spoiling Hakua with the lap pillow again?" line inconsistent. Like if she truly was giving her that many lap pillows, then Rin would go instead like "... I can never stop you Okiku-nee..." XD. But yeah, this is the complications with writing. Like... how exactly are you even supposed to frame your story? You have to work out all these details and it will tire you. Which is why I need MAL journaling again because it actually forces me everyday to do something. Like even if I'm gonna suffer, I at least know that I can document this suffering so that someone else can be inspired. Though they have to read all of these texts so uh... ahahaha. But yeah, one of the other complications is... Rin didn't scold Okiku-nee in episode 10 when giving a lap pillow to Hakua. So like the reader doesn't understand the context, so I need to change it to like "Okiku-nee! You're spoiling Hakua with the lap pillow again?" Rin scolds Okiku-nee for the second time today. But that feels... is that even good writing? Like it feels so weird for some reason though maybe that's just overthinking. Like it's just English. Who cares. Enjoy. Is this a good hook? Yep. This is what both Hakua and Okiku-nee did in the anime so the Gawoware fans understand. Not unless if they haven't watched in a long time and don't remember who Hakua is... aw... Like the reason why I liked reading Conscripts' fanfiction is because I already knew Alice is as I've recently re-watched Girls und Panzer but like... hm... Meh whatever. Overthinking overthinking overthinking. Just get along with the script. That's a good first line. "Okiku-nee! You're spoiling Hakua with the lap pillow again?" Rin scolds Okiku-nee for the second time today. "Didn't I already tell you earlier that spoiling Hakua would lead her to into being more needy?" OH!!!!!! So this is how writing works. Just continue! ;D. Yeah the problem with the visual novel format is that it feels weird. But writing fanfiction feels more smooth. You don't need to add pauses and can just smoothen things out. So this is the difference between writing a fanfiction novel vs a fanfiction visual novel... wow... Anyways I've been typing for nearly 3 hours. To not lose my progress I'll just add select all and copy and paste it into a notepad .txt file and see if I've reached the post limit or not XD. Then posts will be split into different parts if they do just because XD. Anyways, will continue writing until like who knows. :). |
Nov 19, 2024 8:20 PM
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| Nearly 3 hours of writing yet MAL entry doesn't have to split... I'm amazed. Speaking of being amazed, I'm also amazed at my own writing. I didn't know I could do cool things! XD. Okay let's continue. Um, how does Okiku-nee address Rin? Episode 3(13:41) "Rin-chan". Oh? Wait, wouldn't it be better with the starting scene in um... episode 8 I think. No episode 7. Ah no, it was episode 8. Somebody said in a Gawoware Episode 8 Reddit thread about how episode 8 is not as interesting as episode 7 and I remember being mad reading that. Also their comment was downvoted of course. But thinking about it, episode 7 is where Mei revealed the parallel worlds and stuff and like... yeah, I have no choice but to admit they're right. As fun as episode 8 was, episode 7 definitely touches up on the lore like episode 4 when Ruri revealed a recording from like the 13th year of the Showa Era. Like each episodes have their own... um... aspects... or... what's a better word. Ah, focus. Yeah, one episode can be focused on the slice of life while another could be more focused on the lore, while another could be more focused on the drama. That's just how it works. So I'm guessing I'll have no choice but to incorporate that into my fanfiction. Also, the format isn't "My fanfiction idea is done. I only planned one chapter for it." Like I hate that. The reason why I lost my obsession with Aikatsu was because it's clear that they didn't care too much about giving screen time to Otome-chan, Kaede, Sakura, and even the legendary idol Kanzaki Mizuki herself. Like the more episodes I watched, the more sadness I felt because the relationships that could have been explored couldn't be explored because it's the timely and costly anime format. Not unlike fanfiction where you can just write as many chapters as you want without feeling the restrictions of a stupid "I can't focus on this" attitude like boooo! So yeah, I'm planning on writing billions of chapters. Not just one. You think there's only one Mimori + Hakua idea? Well think again. One chapter could be about Hakua helping Mimori with the student council work, another could be Hakua showing Mimori the beautiful flower field she went to, and another could be Mimori teaching Hakua about how to have fun, then another could be about Hakua teaching Mimori how to relax... ... See... I just thought about these random ideas in my head. Like that last idea in particular... Like Mimori is high energy, so Hakua teaching her how to be low energy just touches my heart strings so much. Like... episode 7 where Mimori goes on a date with Souta, she says about how she's all over the place... so to think that Mimori could just... ;). (Pause because of stuff ;-;.) And tadaima. So where were we? Ah yep, Mimori learning how to relax thanks to Hakua :). "But Rin-chan, So how do I go from here? What would Okiku-nee's excuse be? Hakua needs her beauty sleep or something? Hakua is cute? Hakua is... ;-;... writing is so hard. I need to suffer. Also my energy is lost because of interruptions. Oh well. Ah, Hakua needs rest, right. "But Rin-chan, Hakua needs rest. She's done a lot today." Pfft. Also I need to add some descriptions? And do I as a narrator refer to Okiku-nee as Kikuo? But I want to call her Okiku-nee... ... ... "All she's done is sleep on your lap!" "Shh." She shushed them. I can do things simply like that? But how do I describe Okiku-nee's response? "Okiku-nee something something". Like... ehhhh? Do I need to write descriptions every single time? "We're sorry!" Their voices lowered. "Are you here for Alice?" Rumi asked. "…Yeah, I'm here to say goodbye." Hannah answered softly. "Right…" Megumi nodded. "It's been a pleasure fighting alongside you, Miss Hannah. Alice is over there." ... To make enjoyable writing... yes... if it's for the viewer, I need to do this... ;-;. "Okiku-nee responds with reason" yeah doesn't sound right. Ah, "Okiku-nee tries to read with Rin". "But Rin-chan, Hakua needs rest. She's done a lot today." Okiku-nee tries to reason with Rin. OH!!!!!!! Sugoi!!!! I'm super awesome! This is actually fun. I'm actually having super fun writing now. Ah, I can change the last word from "reasoning" to logic". "All she's done is sleep on your lap!" However Rin points out the silliness of her reasoning. However Rin points out the silliness of her logic. That works! Who knew that writing could be so much fun if you just choose to suffer for it. XD. I was about to give up because the interruption made me feel like I have no energy but nope, in order to get energy, you must suffer. :). Yes, suffering is key. Suffering is life. Suffering is awesome. Suffering is the way to greatness. Woooo!!!! Life is fun ;). Ah wait, thinking about it, how does Rin refer to Okiku-nee? XD. I'm mixing some things up I just realized :). Start of episode 8 shows that she refers to her just as "Okiku". Neat. Also, I'm just thinking, However, "All she's done is sleep on your lap!" Rin points out the silliness of her logic. Is this better? Nah. When you're reading, it sounds like "However all he's done is sleep on your laugh" rather than... yeah. Hm. "All she's done is sleep on your lap!" Rin points out the silliness of her logic. Actually you could just get rid of the "However" now that I think about it. Like "However Rin points out the silliness in her logic" sounds bloated ngl. Ah no, it's "Rin however points out the silliness in her logic". (Also I used "of her logic" rather than "in her logic" so I gotta correct those too ;-;.) But yeah do I need however? Like "Rin however, points out the silliness in her logic" would just slow down the reading because of that one comma. But it emphasizes the point? But it slows down the reading... These are the kinds of choices you have to make while writing...? I feel like an actual writer. I'm amazing :D. But yeah, let's get rid of that "however" for now. I like speed :). Also... I just realized but... where's Hakua here? She has no presence. She should be sleeping happily on Okiku-nee's lap... ... How do I insert her... ... So this is writing... you thought you just had it all figured out but then a big glaring problem appears and now you have to weave another thing in... ;-;... "Okiku! You're spoiling Hakua with the lap pillow again?" Rin scolds Okiku-nee for the second time today. "Didn't I already tell you earlier that spoiling Hakua would lead her to into being more needy?" Rin continues as she points at the cute sleepy Hakua. Does this work...? Ah, it's more like "Rin continues the scolding as she points" Yeah yeah yeah, sounds better. "But Rin-chan, Hakua needs rest. She's done a lot today." Okiku-nee tries to reason with Rin as she pats the sleeping princess which was met with sleeping smiles. Um... doesn't work that way. I'm trying to convery that Hakua smiles while sleeping as she gets patted by Okiku-nee. How do I...? Okiku-nee tries to reason with Rin as she pats the sleeping princess who continues to smile in her sleep. Ohhhh. Hakua doesn't need to respond, she can just continue smiling. Ohhhh! This is the power of writing. Suge!!!! So when the next line goes "All she's done is sleep on your lap!" Rin points out the silliness in her logic. HAHAHAHAHAHA! That works!!!!! Wait wait wait!!! I have an idea! "All she's done is sleep on your lap!" Rin points at both Hakua and the silliness of Okiku-nee's logic. Hahahahahahahahaha! That works!!!!! Ah wait, "All she's done is sleep on your lap all day!" Rin points at both Hakua and the silliness of Okiku-nee's logic. Hahahahaha! Who knew writing was this enjoyable! Anyways I gotta eat. Eating = digestion = less energy for writing = sad. Whatever, continue to suffer and find the path to success! Besides, this "Your account is new so you can't post anything for 12 hours" helps me with focusing on writing first rather than just like... "I need to post something now!" Writing isn't a super fast process. It takes a lot of thinking and corrections and improvements to be enjoyed like ;). It's not like a video game where you can level up easily. It's like a video game where you have to explore different many different areas first before you get to know the whole picture. Life is fun ;). Also I'm gonna get fans. Yay. Hello future fans! ;D. Anyways, I'll end my post here. thinking about it, I don't need to write with a whole post they can just be in sessions. :). No need for edits. Cool. Suffer future me :D. |
SyliconeNov 19, 2024 9:25 PM
Nov 19, 2024 10:09 PM
#4
| Ah nope, I decided that I wanna write some more. I'll eat in a bit. So what's next after this? This is line 5 btw. Spaces count as lines so that's how I can like... navigate much easier in my Obsidian entry at least. Though that would mean that if I delete something, lines will be changed. Hm... Oh well. There's control + f for a reason :). So how shall Okiku-nee respond? Or should another character chime in? No, Okiku-nee's response would be better if done first. How did Okiku-nee respond to Rin in episode 8? Rin said: Okiku! It's nearly noon, and you're still letting Souta sleep?! I hope you don't plan to spoil him rotten all summer! Okiku-nee said: But it's summer, Rin-chan. I want Sou-kun to wake up whenever he wants, eat whatever he wants, and sleep whenever he wants! Rin said: You can't! He'll turn into a worthless bum! He needs to live a life of discipline- Souta's eyes open and drowsily look at Rin. Rin said: Oh, Wonderful, Souta! You're awake! Souta said: Hehehehe. (Turns his head around and places his chin on Okiku-nee's lap as he looks at Rin and says) Rin-kun, join me for a nap and a popsicle? Okiku-nee said: Here, Sou-kun. (Feeds Sou-kun with a popsicle) Rin said: SOUTA!!!!! Souta gasps Flags transition into sliced watermelons :D) Yeah like... way too fun. So... Okiku-nee will continue to spoil Hakua? Gotta check episode 10. Hm. She still continues to reason. Hm. What kind of reason can Okiku-nee come up with? Also I know I'm still on the Mimori + Hakua idea but I need to set it up first such that Rin will basically force Hakua to help out with Mimori in the student council. Idk how that will happen but Mimori and Rin are friends I think...? Are they friends or just related through student council budget meetings? I gotta figure that out as well... I'd rather they be friends so I'll just go with that. It's fanfiction, you gotta make these kinds of choices. So do I want Okiku-nee to respond with "But Rin-chan" again? Why not? That's a chance for Rin-chan to go "But Rin-chan this, but Rin-chan that, stop making excuses" or something like that XD. Oh wait, couldn't Hakua just wake up from Rin's commotion? Okay. "Hm?" Pfft. I don't think "Hm?" is a good waking up sound. "Hmmm?" Hahahaha! That doesn't help either. ;). "Hmm?" Wait, for some reason 2 m's just work? "Hmm?" Hakua wakes up from Rin's commotion. Does this work? Oh, "Ah, you woke her up Rin-chan!" Okiku-nee complains. "Ah, you woke her up Rin-chan!" Okiku-nee pouts. This is better I think. Just checked A Tanker's Guardian and yeah, there are periods at the end of each sentence, okay, I'm doing it right :). "Is there a problem? A problem?" The sleepy Hakua asks. Oooo. Yeah I don't think Rin can exactly get mad at Hakua too much. Like she can easily do it to Souta no worries but Hakua is a princess, she can't exactly like... you know. Maybe her maids are gonna get mad or something. Also, new correction. Rin continues the scolding as she looks at the cute sleepy Hakua. I changed from "points" to "looks" because 2 lines later Rin points so she like points again? Yeah. Oh the complications in writing. I must suffer :). But yeah, how must Okiku-nee respond to Hakua? "Ah no Hakua-chan, Rin is just Rin is just... what? Hm. Perhaps Rin is gonna nervous too because she's referring to the princess or something. Are Hakua's bodyguards... I mean episode 8 is where the assassination attempt happened so... hm. I don't see the maid bodyguards here in episode 10. Hm... Betrayal. Inconsistent... Whatever it's tough. But yeah, I think I could just go with "Ah no Hakua-chan, Rin is just asking where Souta is." Okiku calmly answers Hakua's question. Hm... Hm.... Hm... Doesn't work I think. I'll take a break and go eat."Ahahaha, yes that's right princess Hakua. Souta did something bad and I have to punish him for it." Rin nervously "explains". "Souta-san did something bad? Something bad?" Hakua nervously asks. |
Nov 20, 2024 12:49 AM
#5
| And tadaima. So while eating earlier, I thought about how someone gave the advice of "Write what you believe in and not just for the sake of writing" and that makes me wonder about what I'm currently writing. Like is it something I believe in? As for the last 3 lines? No. I don't like the idea of Okiku-nee and Rin trying to lie just because it's princess Hakua. Friends don't lie to each other. That's the Gawoware way. Name one moment where any of them lied to each other? Never. They never did. That's the Gawoware I know. So that's the Gawoware I'm gonna go with. "Ah no Hakua-chan, Rin is just mad that I'm spoiling you." Okiku-nee explains. This is much better :). Yeah, I love this ;). Ah wait, "Ah no Hakua-chan, Rin is just mad that I'm spoiling you again." Okiku-nee explains. Hehehehe. "again" XD. See, writing is super duper fun :). Wow I really am having more energy just by being true to my feelings. Let's go!!! "Hm? Okiku-nee-chan? Rin-senpai? Is there a problem? A problem?" The sleepy Hakua asks. Made some changes here and there. Ah, the "Hm?" must be "Hmm?". But yeah, trying to think of another word other than "explain" like. "Rin respectfully explains" work if it weren't for the fact that the same word was used in the previous line. "Ah no Hakua-chan, Rin is just mad that I'm spoiling you again." Okiku-nee explains with a smile. "Yes that's right Hakua-hime. As much as Okiku-nee's lap pillows give you comfort, you need to learn how to not sleep in school and be more active." Rin respectfully Rin respectfully shares her point of view. Now that's better :). "You're right Rin-senpai. I finally get to go to school instead of just staying in my own house all day. I must be active. Be active!" Hakua has gained newfound energy. ;D. "You're right Rin-senpai. I finally get to go to school instead of just staying in my own house all day. I must be active. Be active!" Hakua has gained newfound energy and rises up from Okiku-nee's lap and then says "Okiku-neesama, I humbly thank you for spoili- ehem, I mean your wonderful services. However I must decline and learn to be more active. More active." Hakua says while bowing. XD. Hahahahaha! (Just finding a scene in the anime where Mimori and Okiku-nee have talked to each other so that I know how they refer to each other). Sheesh, episode 2 is so good. I can re-watch so many fun moments from it ;). Everything about it is so good ;). Also Mimori has some kind of dialect. It's super duper cute too :). I've heard from a fellow Gawoware fan who said something like "I've never heard Yukari Tamura so energetic when voicing a character as much as student council president Mimori" and it's just... ;). The OSTs are so good too. I'm gonna have to download the OSTs and make my own Gawoware visual fan novel too ;). "Hakua-chan..." Okiku-nee says with some tears running in her eyes. "You're now grown up." Okiku-nee cries even more. "Ah Okiku-neesama!" Megu said: Hahahaha. Llike it's so good. XD. But yeah, comedy. Does my fanfiction have comedy? Ah wait, I didn't paste my progress. No, you're right! I'm a guy! (skips down the stairs while making cute and girly "kya kya kya" sounds XD) "Ah Okiku-neesama! It's not like I'll stop using your wonderful services. I just need to have active hours. I'll still ask you for more. Ask you for more." Hakua tries to calm down Okiku-nee. This. Hm. I wouldn't say that there's much comedy in my fanfiction. I guess the third line is the highest point. Hm? No, this is good fanfiction what the heck? Good job me :). I'm actually full of smiles reading my own fanfic like awwww. This is good :). (Back after witnessing the fun ritual that happened after they all decided to move in with him). Yeah, Gawoware is the greatest anime of all time ;). It's just... wow ;). I love Gawoware ;). (Just finished the preview of episode 2). Yeah, that was fun. :). But it does make me wonder... how did they make the anime so much fun? It felt so natural and funny too. The tsukkomi's in this episode are super fun too. "Un. That's right Hakua. Oneesama is here for you anytime alright?" Okiku-nee rubs her tears off. "Yes Okiku-neesama." Hakua reassures her. "Ehem." Rin breaks off the warm atmosphere. "So about Hakua-hime's plans to be active..." "Ah yes. I have said that I wanna be active but I don't know what things to be active in. Do you know what I should do Rin-senpai? Rin-senpai?" Hakua asks heavily. "(It's her neediness again!)" Rin thinks as she's overwhelmed by Hakua's heavy dependentness aura. "Y-Yes Hakua-hime. I-I actually asked about student council president Mimori to help you out as she knows so much about the school and is friendly with everyone." "Ahh, Mimori-seitokaichou Okiku-nee said: But yo always use the girls' bathroom Megu-chan. Souta said: Hey! Megu said: The other boys can't take it when I use the boys' bathroom, so the girls said that I could use the girls' bathroom instead... Souta said: Like it's things like these that catch you so off-guard like wow XD. Anyways, back to suffering. I-I see... "(It's her neediness again! She's even calling me senpai twice too!)" Rin thinks as she's overwhelmed by Hakua's heavy dependentness aura. "Y-Yes Hakua-hime. I-I actually asked about student council president Mimori to help you out as she knows so much about the school." Hahahaha! Right! Hakua is clueless about the whole world. Right, she'd think of it as something super duper important XD. "Ahh, president Mimori is also friendly with everyone. She'd help you out so much Hakua-chan." Okiku-nee happily exclaims. "P-P-President? Is President Mimori a ruler of a c-c-country? I-I-I'm just a princess. A princess." Hakua nervously says. "Hahahaha!" Rin laughs. "Don't worry Hakua-hime, she's just the president of the student council in Hatagaya Academy." XD. Yeah now I want Rin and Okiku-nee to be on "bully mode". Like teasing the heck out of Hakua like hahaha. XD. But I already have the ""Don't worry too much about it and just have some fun." line like hm. Perhaps it should be Rin who teases her while Okiku-nee has to explain to Hakua about how it's not that big of a deal. Alright let's go with that plan. "But if she can become president in a school, that means she'll aim for president in a big country in the future. In the future!" Hakua is shocked by president Mimori's ambition. "Pfft. Hakua-chan you're so cute." Okiku-nee says with a smile. "Don't worry too much about it and just have some fun. Alright, let's go to president Mimori!" Okiku-nee grabs the nervous Hakua and comes along with Rin to find the president. "So where would president Mimori be, Rin-chan?" Okiku-nee asks. "Earlier she was dealing with another construction meeting for new dorms as we're expected to have even more students next year." Rin explains. "S-She deals with the construction of b-big buildings? Big buildings?!" Hakua is even more nervous than before. "No Hakua-chan, it's just small dorms like the Quest Dormitory that we're living in." Okiku-nee tries to dispell Hakua's big imagination. Hm... I'm currently not feeling the best. Perhaps this looks super duper fun to an outsider but right now I'm feeling like I'm missing an important ingredient. Hm. This is one of the problems with writing huh. Oh well. Suffer future me. :).Rin smirks. "Actually the Quest Dormitory is 10 kilometres away so that's why it's pretty small. You wouldn't believe how big the dorms near the school are." Rin is now planning to overwhelm Hakua as payback. "Wh-What?! Um, Rin-senpai, before I moved into the small Quest Dormitory, I was living in a mansion, is it bigger than that? Bigger than that?" Hakua has slightly countered Rin's plan. "Aren't you exaggerating Rin-chan?" Okiku-nee is confused. "I'm not Okiku. I'm friends with president Mimori you know since I'm the president on the archery club." Rin tries to play off Okiku-nee's question. "You are also the president of the archery club Rin-senpai? Rin-senpai?" Hakua asks intently. "Yes I am Hakua-hime." Rin proudly answers. "M-My maids have guns but I heard that bows are also dangerous. Do you have an army of archers at your command? At your command?" Hakua asks even more intently. "Huh? Maid? Guns? Army? Wait wait Hakua-hime, you're thinking this way too much. Calm down." Rin nervously says. |
Nov 20, 2024 1:07 AM
#6
| Yeah I'm just reading chapter 2 of the light novel and it's so much fun :). The version of events are different which is weird but it's okay :). Souta saw the rare scene of a princess refusing an investment from the rich girl. Yeah, life's awesome ;). Shiny gem indeed. But yeah I need more chapters. Someone help pls ;-;. “You’re right. There is something more important than money. And that is friendthip-- Ow!” “She bit her tongue!” “And it was at the most important part when she bit her tongue!!” Since Akane, who bit her tongue, had an expression like she was about to cry, Nanami and Souta ran around and said randomly: “Friendship is great!” “Long live friendship!” only to make Akane break into happy tears. “Yes! This type of attitude of mutual protection is friendship! It’s a shiny gem!” |
Nov 20, 2024 1:09 AM
#7
“... That’s not it. But after all, I didn’t think Nanami really was a princess… how do I put this… Although I’ve always thought that Nanami’s speech pattern wasn’t like a normal person’s[8]… but… really? You guys are in fact Her Royal Highness and a Little Miss Rich Girl tycoon… I feel really out of place.” Hahahahaha! ;). “Not a tycoon, it’s a consortium, though?” Akane raised her index finger to correct the mistake, and Souta, not well-versed in the tycoon industry, asked her: “What’s the difference?” “They’re the same.” “Did thou not say it was different?! If thou actually thinks they are the same, why did thou just correct it?” “... They’re not the same.” After being found out by Nanami, Akane became upset. Souta smiled wryly and asked her again: “So, what’s the difference?” “... They’re the same.” “We have hit a wall.” |
Nov 20, 2024 1:25 AM
#8
| Yeah, I'm still at chapter 2 and I keep on laughing. So this is why it had to turn into anime. Unfortunately some of the conversation has to be cut out and stuff to be translated into anime but this is just... ;). I see the power of light novels now and fanfiction. Life is going to be great ;). |
Nov 20, 2024 1:29 AM
#9
| I'm laughing again! How good is this chapter 2? If Gawoware can be this funny in the LN, I wonder how many more funny moments I'll get to see later ;). Such a great light novel ;). Too bad I'll have to machine translate it and hope for a good experience... ;-;... |
Nov 20, 2024 1:30 AM
#10
| And I laugh again immediately after. Hahahahahaha! He finally gave up hahahahahaha! What a conversation. Series of many funny things and it's just... Hahahahahaha! I love Gawoware ;). Yeah. I was wondering about how much more fun Gawoware would be in the LN and it turned out to be much more fun that I thought. ;). Life so good. |
Nov 20, 2024 11:09 AM
#11
| And back from eating. Alright, time to continue. Hm. How to continue this? Also, I've read chapter 2 and it was a lot of fun and it just made me think like... COMEDY COMEDY COMEDY. I need to write comedy. That's the point of Gawoware. The reason why I loved it so much was because of it's fun expression. Like Megu having infinite flags for example. "These are friendship flags right?" XD. So yeah, where's the comedy in my writing? Well it exists but is it like... does it hit hard like chapter 2 of the light novel? No. One of the things that happened in the light novel is that there's a lot of boke and tsukkomi. As in straight man and um... the fool. Akane is the fool btw while Souta and Nanami are both tsukkomi'ing her. At the same time, Akane’s friendship flag broke with a cute sound… but just like before, a new friendship flag immediately popped up. This is not an example of tsukkomi but the "broke with a cute sound..." part... like... that's so good! I love it! The flag breaking sounds in the anime are so cute too! The expressions are off the charts. It was so much fun ;). “Akane, is it really okay even if you are hurt?” But yeah, it's like Akane's... weirdness. Like her logic is just... XD. it just makes me wonder how the author thought of Akane this way. Just make it super duper exaggerated? I heard in a writing tip that when you have writer's block, just think of the most stupid thing that you think can happen to the characters and well... yeah that works for sure. But hm... “Souta-kun thinks I might be hurt and worries about me. This makes me really happy.” Seeing Akane smile bashfully, Souta frowned. “... You really are a strange fellow.” Nanami was even more shocked than Souta was when he was just compared to a cat and dog. Like the "more shocked" part... it's so good ;). “Nanami feels like a regrettably arrogant yet gentle person, which has always made me care about her.” Like Nanami's logic is so much fun ;). I think I used to be like her or something when I was a kid. Like I could come up with silly logic like that and classmates would be annoyed like... XD. So yeah, I think I can relate to some extent. Though right now I talk to nobody so there's not really much silly interactions I can have like that. Perhaps I need to join a discord or something. Well I'll just make the Gawoware discord. What other than Gawoware should I talk about? XD. “What does thou mean by ‘regrettably arrogant’?” “It’s just that, in the scale of arrogance and gentleness, the arrogance is relatively higher than the gentleness!” “Stop being so annoying!!” Souta looked at the arguing girls with a wonderful smile neither wry nor a smirk, and said: Like I can't help but laugh again, or feel like... that Gawoware charm. It just has so much charm. It's so much fun. It's like a real friendship even in the weirdness. The ability to just have fun is just... ;). So like... when I compare that to my writing... like there's some form of like... missing elements to it. I don't understand why my writing is not working. Why is Hakua like... “I think that Nanami and Akane can become very good friends.” “What?! This troublemaker also has a flag for me?” Nanami pulled Souta’s ears again, screaming quietly. "M-My maids have guns but I heard that bows are also dangerous. Do you have an army of archers at your command? At your command?" Hakua asks even more intently. Like yes it's funny but I am not sure if I'm even doing Hakua right. Also Rin's response isn't exactly the most fun. Yeah it's in Rin's response. It's not funny I guess. Hm. Then what would make it funny then? "Huh? Maid? Guns? Army? Wait wait Hakua-hime, you're thinking this way too much. Calm down." Rin nervously says. "You're maids have guns?!?!" Rin says in shock. But then Hakua's "army of archers" idea would be left out. Like I want all the ideas to clash together. Hm, maybe it should be one by one? Like instead of Hakua mentioning both gun maids and archer army, she can say the gun maids first and have Rin respond to that first and then follow up with the archer army? Sure why not. Except I look at the previous lines and... hm... The flow is like... What is even that writing flow? How to achieve writing in comedy? Perhaps watching a video could help me out. Hm. I watched a Kevin Hart short and he has a system where he just does it live? Like he doesn't know where it's going? Hm... Alright, I don't really know where this is going but nothing ventured, nothing gained :). "You're maids have guns?!?!" Rin says in shock. "Wait Hakua-hime, I don't have an army of archers, and you're overwhelming me too much. Does this work? No. "You're maids have guns?!?!" Rin says in shock. "Wait Hakua-hime, I also don't have an army of archers!" Rin gets overwhelmed even more. Hm. Also there's the problem with me describing everything. Like there's the "Show don't tell" part like... “It’s just that, in the scale of arrogance and gentleness, the arrogance is relatively higher than the gentleness!” Literally doesn't describe Nanami feeling annoyed. However it could be emphasized with like "Nanami is being more tired of Akane's logic"... no... Descriptions don't really work do they? Okay, what descriptions worked in my writing? “Stop being so annoying!!” "Okiku! You're spoiling Hakua with the lap pillow again?" Rin scolds Okiku-nee for the second time today. "Didn't I already tell you earlier that spoiling Hakua would lead her to being more needy?" Rin continues the scolding as she looks at the cute sleepy Hakua. I like it when I wrote "Rin continues the scolding as she looks at the cute sleepy Hakua." Like that works. Also the first description says "Rin scolds Okiku-nee for the second time today." so the 2nd description actually emphasizes the first point, where Rin continues the scolding. Like Scolding Scolding Scolding. That's why I love this first part. "But Rin-chan, Hakua needs rest. She's done a lot today." Okiku-nee tries to reason with Rin as she pats the sleeping princess who continues to smile in her sleep. I love calling Hakua "the sleeping princess" like that's so cute. Also Okiku-nee tries to reason with Rin while she pats her, and the sleeping princess continues to smile in her sleep. Like that's so good!!!!! Okay okay, first part's good. "All she's done is sleep on your lap all day!" Rin points at both Hakua and the silliness of Okiku-nee's logic. Yeah I love the double meaning here. Like not just physically point at the sleeping princess, but also pointing out the flaw of Okiku-nee's logic. Ah, I think it's better to refer to Hakua in a different way here. Like I thought about typing sleeping princess again but that's too repetitive. I think it should be different too. How would someone describe a sleeping princess? A cute blob? Blob? Lol. We're not in Girls' Last Tour but that's a fun idea. But yeah sleeping princess... resting princess... resting beauty? Nope, but I like where I'm going. Resting... um... princess... synonyms with princess? Ngl that sounds like cheating but we have the internet for a reason. Huh? Sovereign? What? Is that even? Huh? Oh. I didn't know it means something like that. Yeah I'm never using that word probably. (Flag appears). So there's also queen but Hakua is not a queen. Monarch, ruler, empress, princess.... crowned head, countess, prince... czarina, goddess, diva, prima donna, regent...? Potentate? Baroness, infanta? Leader, Cleopatra, dame, majesty. Hm... none of these really work. I need more cute words like "kuma". Like a teddy bear. "Teddy bear hugger" hahahahahaha! Sounds super cute! Doesn't fit right now but Alice from GuP is like that. XD. But yeah, hm... how to refer to Hakua? What is Hakua? XD "What". Well, she's cute. She doubles her words at the end of each sentence. She is a princess. She is sheltered. Huh. Sheltered Hakua? Can that work? Rin points at both the sheltered Hakua and the silliness of Okiku-nee's logic. Ah no! Spoilt! Rin points at both the spoilt Hakua and the silliness of Okiku-nee's logic. Yay! So is this complete? "Hmm?" Hakua wakes up from Rin's commotion. Okay we need different ways to address Hakua. Writing is hard... like I can't just say Hakua Hakua Hakua Hakua. Like no, she's a spoilt princess, she's a dependent princess, she carries a super heavy aura, she has super duper fun logic, she repeats her words... "Hmm? Hmm?" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Okay I'm putting that in whatever, I find that super funny that Hakua would just repeat her waking up sounds hahahahaha! "Even when she wakes up she still doubles her sounds" Hahahahaha! But yeah we need Hakua to say something in her sleep too. Like something about... eating or something. Or experiencing something new or crazy. Hm... But yeah, this "Write the idea that you believe in" advice... Like the problem is that I don't know who Hakua is. Like sure I can make a new version of her but... hm... What is a super fun Hakua? Hm. Yeah one of the things I thought about earlier while eating is the concept of 99 potential. What i mean by that is that it doesn't matter if your character is a 66 overall(rating points of how good they are and 1 is the lowest and 99 is the highest like lvl 1 and lvl 99), they can still bump up into a 99 overall as long as they get to grow and you give them 99 potential for growth. I leanred this from NBA2k16 MyAssociation(poor kid's MyGM) btw. So yeah, if Hakua were a lvl 99, why would she be a lvl 99? Because Akane is a lvl 99. She'll just make you laugh and smile no matter what because of her super duper fun logic. She's one of the reasons why I cried thinking about Gawoware in the first place. Like her ability to just not give up into becoming Souta's friend. Like... her friendship flag breaks, but it rises up again. Her friendship flag breaks again, but it rises up again. And no matter how much Souta breaks her friendship flags, her friendship flags will always rise to infinity and that's what I love so much about Akane. Actually she should be SSSS-tier but I'll put her up there along with Nanami once I like... cry again or something XD. But yeah, I see Akane as a lvl 99 but Hakua is... she isn't exactly lvl 99. I mean the potential for Mimori and Hakua is lvl 99, like Hakua learns from Mimori's super energy while Mimori learns from Hakua's curiosity, like curiosity plus super energy = super curiosity energy which = the greatest Gawoware fanfic. ;). But yeah the problem is writing the actual dialogue and descriptions and everything. Like I can see the amount of potential for Gawoware chemistry but in order to make those chemsitry a reality... I need to first establish the fun dialogue which is "hard" to do. Which is why I must suffer. I'm still in my early stages right now but I know future me is gonna cry while reading this because I know he has figured it out already and is crying about how I still haven't figured it out. Like the amount of growth is immense. The amount of potential that can be actualized. Like life is amazing ya know. Time is a great source of growth however if you don't use time well, you could simply waste it... so... I want to spend my time learning about fanfics so that one day I could have my own story that will have a billion episodes too... ;-;... ... .... I must suffer. This is what needs to be achieved. ... I wanna read the light novel... .... But I wanna write with a lot of fun too... What would make Hakua + Rin + Okiku-nee super fun? What is the common denominator between all of them? Hm. The "try to understand the characters" route I see. Good choice. Let's see... the thing that they all have in common would be... Hakua likes to be spoilt, Okiku-nee likes to spoil, Rin doesn't like spoiling. Yeah but I already did that earlier. That's why the first part of my fanfic is so fun. That's why I could have the unlimited source of potential energy is because that's the common link I found between them. But other than that, what else? Um... Rin is a yandere, Hakua is a sheltered princess, and Okiku-nee is a big sister. What does a yandere, a sheltered princess, and a big sister have in common? THEY WANT ATTENTION!!!! OHHHH!!!!!!!!! OKAY OKAY OKAY! That's an awesome link now I understand their relationship more. Lemme post my like first draft before I delete like the last parts and stuff. "Okiku! You're spoiling Hakua with the lap pillow again?" Rin scolds Okiku-nee for the second time today. "Didn't I already tell you earlier that spoiling Hakua would lead her to being more needy?" Rin continues the scolding as she looks at the cute sleepy Hakua. There we go. Hm, Where is the part that I should cut? "But Rin-chan, Hakua needs rest. She's done a lot today." Okiku-nee tries to reason with Rin as she pats the sleeping princess who continues to smile in her sleep. "All she's done is sleep on your lap all day!" Rin points at both the spoilt Hakua and the silliness of Okiku-nee's logic. "Hmm? Hmm?" Hakua wakes up from Rin's commotion. "Ah, you woke her up Rin-chan!" Okiku-nee pouts. "Hmm? Okiku-neesama? Rin-senpai? Is there a problem? A problem?" The sleepy Hakua asks. "Ah no Hakua-chan, Rin is just mad that I'm spoiling you again." Okiku-nee explains with a smile. "Yes that's right Hakua-hime. As much as Okiku-nee's lap pillows give you comfort, you need to learn how to not sleep in school and be more active." Rin respectfully shares her point of view. "You're right Rin-senpai. I finally get to go to school instead of just staying in my own house all day. I must be active. Be active!" Hakua has gained newfound energy and rises up from Okiku-nee's lap and then says "Okiku-neesama, I humbly thank you for spoili- ehem, I mean your wonderful services. However I must decline and learn to be more active. More active." Hakua says while bowing. "Hakua-chan..." Okiku-nee says with some tears running in her eyes. "You're now growing up." Okiku-nee starts crying. Rin frowns as she covers her face with a hand. "Ah Okiku-neesama! It's not like I'll stop using your wonderful services. I just need to have active hours. I'll still ask you for more. Ask you for more." Hakua tries to calm down Okiku-nee. "Un. That's right Hakua. Oneesama is here for you anytime alright?" Okiku-nee rubs her tears off. "Yes Okiku-neesama." Hakua reassures her. "Ehem." Rin breaks off the warm atmosphere. "So about Hakua-hime's plans to be active..." "Ah yes. I have said that I wanna be active but I don't know what things to be active in. Do you know what I should do Rin-senpai? Rin-senpai?" Hakua asks heavily. "(It's her neediness again! She's even calling me senpai twice too!)" Rin thinks as she's overwhelmed by Hakua's heavy dependentness aura. "Y-Yes Hakua-hime. I-I actually asked about student council president Mimori to help you out as she knows so much about the school." "Ahh, president Mimori is also friendly with everyone. She'd help you out so much Hakua-chan." Okiku-nee happily exclaims. "P-P-President? Is president Mimori a ruler of a c-c-country? I-I-I'm just a princess. Just a princess." Hakua nervously says. "Hahahaha!" Rin laughs. "Don't worry Hakua-hime, she's just the president of the student council in Hatagaya Academy." "But if she can become president in a school, that means she'll aim for president in a big country in the future. In the future!" Hakua is shocked by president Mimori's ambition. "Pfft. Hakua-chan you're so cute." Okiku-nee says with a smile. "Don't worry too much about it and just have some fun. Alright, let's go to president Mimori!" Okiku-nee grabs the nervous Hakua and comes along with the smiling Rin to find the president. "So where would president Mimori be, Rin-chan?" Okiku-nee asks. "Earlier she was dealing with another construction meeting for new dorms as we're expected to have even more students next year." Rin explains. "S-She deals with the construction of b-big buildings? Big buildings?!" Hakua is even more nervous than before. "No Hakua-chan, it's just small dorms like the Quest Dormitory that we're living in." Okiku-nee tries to dispell Hakua's big imagination. Rin smirks. "Actually the Quest Dormitory is 10 kilometres away so that's why it's pretty small. You wouldn't believe how big the dorms near the school are." Rin is now planning to overwhelm Hakua as payback. "Wh-What?! Um, Rin-senpai, before I moved into the small Quest Dormitory, I was living in a mansion, is it bigger than that? Bigger than that?" Hakua has slightly countered Rin's plan. "Aren't you exaggerating Rin-chan?" Okiku-nee is confused. "I'm not Okiku. I'm friends with president Mimori you know since I'm the president on the archery club." Rin tries to play off Okiku-nee's question. "You are also the president of the archery club Rin-senpai? Rin-senpai?" Hakua asks intently. "Yes I am Hakua-hime." Rin proudly answers. "M-My maids have guns but I heard that bows are also dangerous. Do you have an army of archers at your command? At your command?" Hakua asks even more intently. "You're maids have guns?!?!" Rin says in shock. "Wait Hakua-hime, I also don't have an army of archers!" Rin gets overwhelmed even more. "Yes that's right Hakua-hime. As much as Okiku-nee's lap pillows give you comfort, you need to learn how to not sleep in school and be more active." Rin respectfully shares her point of view. This part, because I need to replace it with: "Is that so Rin-senpai? I know that Rin-senpai and Okiku-nee have been friends for more than two years so that must mean you've experienced Okiku-nee's lap pillows more than me right? Right?" Hm... ngl this doesn't work. Or at least I'm not that motivated about this route either. ;-;. How to enjoy writing? I was enjoying it so much when I started. Why am I not enjoying it now? Because I don't know what to do? I don't know how to make it fun? Then what is fun? "Wha-? No I didn't!" "What are you talking about Rin-chan? You slept on my lap a week ago after crying about Sou-kun being busy being on a date with Mei." "Wait, if Rin-senpai is mad about me being on Okiku-nee's lap pillow right now, does that mean that Souta-san is on another date right now?" "No, that's wrong!" “What?! This troublemaker also has a flag for me?” This is fun! They have all the chemistry in the world and I can't help but love Gawoware's charm. it's just... ;). The logic is just so fun I love it I love it I love it. How do I write like this? ;-;. Nanami pulled Souta’s ears again, screaming quietly. “I don’t know… I basically only see my-- I should say flags that have to do with me…” Meaning that he can only see flags involving him, like how that morning’s accident involved him-- Understanding it this way, Nanami thought, “This ability seems convenient but isn’t convenient; it makes people feel like it’s convenient, but that’s not entirely true…” “Just like that! That’s what makes people think you two are close! Physical contact is proof of a good relationship! Can I pull Souta-kun’s ears, too?” “Sure?” “Don’t pull ears for no reason!” “So it’s allowed if there is a reason?” “Sure?” “Nanami, don’t rationalize it by finding joy in others’ sorrow! Getting back to the point, what’s the point of pulling ears…?” “Seeking trouble… That kind of point, right?” Hahahahaha! ... Why am I laughing so much right now? What is it about Gawoware's writing that makes me fall in love with it so much? Why can't I help but know that future me will cry so much when I think about Gawoware again? ... “Our relationship is really bad!!” “No it isn’t, no it isn't! The relationship of ‘even if you’re finding trouble for the other person, the other person would just smile and forgive you’ is definitely good proof.” Hahahahahahaha! The amount of fun... ;). It's so much fun I love it. It's the best. I love Gawoware. It's just... ;). How did the author write this? How did they have so much fun writing it? ;). Oh, it’s like that, that really makes sense-- Souta smiled slightly in approval, and Akane’s cheeks went slightly red. There was joy in the depths of her heart, making her smile unconsciously. Akane is so much fun ;). She really is. She's really SSSS-tier ;). “My confidante! It seems that you understand me! Souta-kun, you’re really, really charming when you smile! As long as you smile like this a lot, the feeling of loneliness will definitely subside!” “Ah…” Hahahahahaha! ;). "Nanami smiled teasingly and said:" ;). The Gawoware logic is so much fun. It's super duper fun ;). Yeah... I'll go read more Gawoware. And also machine translate everything. Oh well.Souta was not used to being praised directly in person, so he unconsciously shrugged slightly, and his smile changed into a bitter smile. Seeing this, Akane shouted, “Ah, what a waste of the cool smile just now…” Her hands even started to quiver. Having eaten her lunch bread and sucked her milk carton dry, Nanami smiled teasingly and said: “But Akane, if the other person isn’t lonely anymore, wouldn’t you lose interest?” “In my mind, a laughing Souta is more important than a lonely Souta. This is a historic moment. Even if it is a small step for mankind, it is one and a half small steps for me!” ““That’s not much of a difference!!”” |
Nov 20, 2024 11:12 AM
#12
“Huh?! Huh?! Souta and Akane, why did you suddenly become so close without the consent of Onee-chan?!” Hahahahahaha! It's just too good! ;). Super duper good. I love Gawoware ;).Kikuno, who didn’t know what happened during the lunch break, protested with a weeping expression and blamed Souta with an appearance a little like they were at odds with each other. “Does this also require consent…?” Nanami, now a bystander, murmured with a small smile: “We just ate together during the lunch break, they’re actually not as close as you said…” Kikuno puffed her cheeks angrily, not nearly as cute as a one year old. Souta explained what had happened while comforting her. After listening to Souta’s explanation, Kikuno nodded with a slight smile, seemingly understanding but not actually understanding. “Really? Akane is a really good kid, Onee-chan strongly agrees that you should be friends!” It seems consent has been acquired. Kikuno turned and faced Akane with a deep bow. “Sou-kun will be in your care.” “Y-you don’t have to do that, Okiku-nee…!” “Yeah, Kikuno-senpai, I’m not an outsider.” “Huh?! You’re already family?! Sou-kun, why didn’t you talk with Onee-chan first?! Onee-chan feels lonely!!” It seems consent hasn’t been fully acquired. |
Nov 20, 2024 5:04 PM
#13
| And back after eating. I don't wanna write. I don't wanna suffer and not know what to write about. ... Should I ditch the idea of Mimori + Hakua? But if I do it feels like I'm betraying my ideas. It betraying my ideas a good thing? Hm. “Souta-kun, the people inside said they needed a boy’s help and wanted you to come over… Huh, what’s wrong? Why are you two staring at the roof? If you’re looking for good spirits, aren’t they more likely ghosts?” There could have been a ghost girl... imagine XD. But yeah so much shenanigans. Anyways I tried to find the raws but uh... how do you translate them? Ahahaha... Only found the preview btw. I want the whole thing. Idk where to find those. Plus it's only around 600 yen which is basically $6. Anybody could basically afford that right? Well it would be 6 x 16 which would be... 36... 60... 96. Hm. Yeah well I'm currently poor because I'd rather live like a brokie than do anything great in my life. Besides making Gawoware fanfiction but I still don't know how to make fanfiction. ... Hm. Where to find it though? Well there's also a Chinese translation which the English translator used as reference... hm... ““Huh?! There’s a ghost?!” Akane’s unexpected comment startled Nanami and Souta, and they yelped sharply, forming beautiful harmony. “... It’s just you two being close. That’s unfair.” After hearing Kikuno's words, Hui said as if she had just woken up from a dream. Although Sa-san was rolling around because of the damage to his eyes caused by the conditioner and didn't hear this, Naha heard it; so she added more conditioner and Sa-san rolled around even more. Please use conditioner correctly. Um... no idea how to... hm... But yeah, Gawoware is beloved so much for the Chinese that it has been fully translated...? ;). Ah, thinking about it, yep, found it. There's an upload of Gawoware with Chinese subs on YouTube yay. Only episodes 1-2 and 3-4 though but that's still cool. Seems like OP and ED get skipped though, well this is YouTube so I get it. But yeah it's probably better to find on Bilibili. What is the original ending of "If Her Flag Broke"? Oh!!!!!! I wanna read too! ;-;. But yeah I got the Chinese raws so yay :). The subs aren't exactly the best though so hm. Also need to replace certain names with like... yeah. Volume 16 Have a safe journey. Before I die, I will tell you about the graduation ceremony. Nooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyways, time to read the Chinese raws translated, yay. Or perhaps I should download Notepad++ first so that I could replace all the mis-translations or something. Hm. Or translate this all into DeepL... hm yeah that sounds better. (A bit of time later). "Dorm leader Nanami, please give me your advice." Yeah, this works. Alright, I can read the whole thing now. Yay! :). "Yeah... In other words, this is a pure white canvas, and we, the paint, will vividly depict the treasures called daily bits and pieces..." Not the best translation but yay! Naha crossed her arms, closed her eyes and spoke fluently; Akane cast a sparkling look at her. "It's Naha's poet time!!" "One day in the future, I will compile a collection of Naha's poems and publish it in the society!!" Yeah, life is fun ;). Sato saw that the "Join the Naba Faction" flag erected above Kei's head, whose eyes had lost their luster, was broken. Hahaha XD. "In addition to the dormitory head, there are many other things that must be decided." Life so fun XD. "The deputy dormitory head, right?" Akane said. "This dormitory is really well organized--..." "The next one is the acting dorm head." "There's already a dorm head!" For the young lady and the princess, the threshold for cooking is very high, to be specific, higher than the roof. That is no longer a threshold, but closer to the lintel. Yeah life so fun ;). "It's okay, Sato. I will deliver Sato's luggage to Sato's room." XD. (After a while). "It's really troublesome to deliver it from my own room to my own room..." Flag 6 The first adventure Ah, I should have submitted this post already a while ago. Oh well. I'm having fun reading so life is great :). |
Nov 20, 2024 7:19 PM
#14
| Currently depressed. Haven't continued writing today and don't feel like it... it's just like before... ... Do I really need to wait for an idea that I love so much that I'll write for it endlessly? Is making any fanfiction right now not the way? ... ... Ah, haven't listened to Gawoware music. Gotta do that right now. ;). Alright, time to make some Gawoware fanfiction! First, let's do some idea searching right now. I'm guessing the problem I had while writing about Rin + Hakua + Okiku-nee is that I haven't thought about their trio chemistry right now. Yes! Yeah like... those are awesome lyrics ;). There's also Harukaze Fragments after this OP single. Or however they're arranged. TwinkAtrick. Ah wait, Yell is followed by Harukaze Fragments, it's ED single rather, yeah. For the OP single, it's Cupidoo Revue and then TwinkAtrick. OP single is by Yuuki Aoi who voiced Serika, who also did Hatsukoi Sengen, aka First Love Declaration! which is a super fun name :). But yeah that was the song that Serika sung in episode 11 and her light flag just inspired everyone in the concert, and as well as the whole world, and that made me believe in Gawoware so much. Like that made me feel like Serika is SSSS-tier just because of that ;). (Oo, Harukaze Fragments is playing ;).) But yeah unfortunately the OVA annoys me kinda. Probably because it isn't the best. Too many girls which equal too many screen time to be split which is why I hate the format of only 24 minutes per episode like boooooo. Like why only 24 minutes? It's an OVA. It doesn't need only 24 minutes. Booo. Which is why I love the idea of writing because it doesn't require too much capital and stuff. Anime production requires way too much things. I'd rather read a light novel which has much more content and can easily have much more interactions... ... ... Just thinking about how the amount of potential is like... infinite. ... Yet here I am unable to even finish my own idea. Close your eyes and feel The love and hope on your palm That is the magic that connects everyone A message from the start Mimori said: Where's your budget home-cooking club? Hakua said: Like this is a super fun idea :). Also music stopped so I'm gonna try to find Hatsukoi Sengen sung by Yuuki Aoi. Also, I found Can you buy more cakes? More cakes? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DCzbKUIHPJU Ayoooo! Like replicating Hatsukoi Sengen in some mobile anime game. This was back in 2014 too so it's like... wow ;). 如果折斷她的旗 - 吟遊院芹香 - 1st love宣言 - 瑪奇四絃+低音號+魯特+曼陀 If I Broken Her Flag - Minstrel Cinxiang - 1st Love Declaration - Madge Four Strings + Euphonium + Lute + Mando Huh. Having to ask for auditions while begging on the street... But still, in like some mobile game or something, it's just wow... Here's their blog entry :). Although the video was uploaded...but I can't watch it due to copyright issues...I have to watch this foreigner swearing...please forgive me. Once again, thank you to the shrimp fish pan noodles, Osea and Marx00 who accompanied me. Thank you for accompanying me. There are too few friends Noragatsu, Mikami Seishi and Xiong Chacha in the pre-audio audition... It's sad that no one takes care of me when I'm standing on the street... I've tried my best to squeeze in all the sounds I can hear. At the moment, all I can do is To do this... The only way to do better is to continue to learn... The sea of learning is wider than the other. How deep and far can I learn... MML sharing website: 712 views Dec 19, 2014 But yeah, there's some joy to find in obscure things like this ;). Another fellow Gawoware fan ;). Also being the 2nd like ;). Life's cool. But yeah there's some other bangers in their channel like Show by Rock. Wow... Nice ;). Here's the other video which focuses more on the lute as melody :). Wow, you're good at it! It's well done! Thank you Like... life is nice ;). Liking music so much that you want to replicate it in a game ;). There's a really nice feeling in finding something like this ;). https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WMsHvKNOoGQ Now here's Hatsukoi Sengen that's officially uploaded in YouTube :). Hatsukoi sengen oh yay! Wooo! :vibing:. This song is so good ;). :vibing:. Hatsukoi sengen oh yay! Wooo!!!! This song is good. But yeah I need to like create my own Gawoware playlist so that I can listen to them while writing ;). Serikan saying something wooo!!! Ii desu!!!! Hatsukoi sengen oh yay! Wooo!!!! :vibing:. ;). Life so good ;). Hai hai hai. Love peace! Hai hai hai. And song finished. So good ;). But yeah, I need to memorize everything. I used to memorize everything because all i did back then was listen to anime music all day. My tablet is gone... ;-;. 1st Love (はつ恋) 宣言 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hkOYH6Y6pds Here's nightcore bass boosted version of Yell XD. Nightcore versions can be good too and that's fun :). But yeah I need to arrange in the playlist in such a way that the new Gawoware fans would listen to the OP, then the ED, then the different character songs. I'll start out with Megu because I know that's what most Gawoware fans will like. Then Okiku-nee's Sweetest Boy, then Rin's character song which is my favorite character song, then Akane's song, then Ruri's song, and then Nanami's song. Just a random order btw lol. Nightcore YELL Kanojo ga Flag wo Tateru Wake 「Bass Boosted」 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=muYOWfz1p0Q Here's a nice Gawoware OST :). I did listen to this in one of the Gawoware OST playlists. It had a romaji title but forgot which it was. I shall memorize eventually :). But yeah I need to find the full versions of the characters though I don't know- wait no I know nvm I already found them I forgot. But yeah, regarding Cupid-oo Revue, I like how Revue also sounds like Review, so there are like different ways people call the OP and I find that super duper fun :). Kanojo ga Flag wo Oraretara OST - あのね。 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jUZ4keF-A0o&list=RDMM&start_radio=1&rv=muYOWfz1p0Q :). Like the spelling of that title is fun too :). the "doo" in Cupidoo has a nice ring to it too and it sounds nice when its sung :). "Premier show". "Cupidoo hajimaru yo pidoo" like so good ;). Yuuki Aoi's voice is so nice :). Also she sung differently in Symphogear so like wow, she has nice voices :). Oo, jazz time or whatever this part is called. :vibing:. And it'll get to that one part. I remember having memorized this song so much when I was younger like ;). Cupidoo cupidoo nananana. :vibing:. Yeah I love this song. I'd love it even more when I know Japanese because the lyrics are inspiring too. Change the world ;). And the hearts give color to the whole world like ;). "To be continued" ;). Life so fun ;). Kanojo ga Flag wo Oraretara OP Opening Full - Kupidu Revue https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F-M6XJLCOnE&list=RDMM&index=2 Here's Rin's song. I love it. Her singing voice is super nice and this music is a vibe :). Flashback wooo!!! Rewind! "Totsuzen no flashback" woooo!!! ;). Life so fun ;). 【がをられ】純情ソーダ / 英雄崎凛（cv 日笠陽子）Music Clip Best girl. Hehe. I remember liking Rin a lot too but I don't know why. Also 1 like, lemme bump that up to 2. What anime is this?? kanojo ga flag wo oraretara Pfft. The first comment is 10 years ago and it was responded to only last year... XD. Life so fun ;). But yeah, if Rin were best girl, what would be her case? Hm. She's SS-tier for me right now. I've yet to read the rest of the light novel. sorry im so late to respond lol 彼女がフラグを立てる理由 Back to Yell again. But yeah gotta add these all to my playlist and rearrange them for other Gawoware fans. And yes, I'll add all the many different uploads of the OP and ED, even if they're from a mobile game, OSU, Taiko...? Yeah anything. Like any Gawoware song upload is a Gawoware song upload :). But yeah, it feels so weird that I'm not feeling butterflies in my stomach while listening to Yell. Well it's not Yell. I think Yell is the group name. Kanojo ga Flag wo Tateru Wake is the actual title of the ED. Which should translate to... "If her flag rose" I think. Tateru means rise. Wake would be... Wake is like "... um... how to explain it? I don't really know I guess but at the same time I know like hm. Like you know that instinct as a weeb where you feel like you understand something but don't know how to explain it? Yes, that. ~わけがない (has no reason) means something along the lines of that something has no reason or possibility for something to occur based on whats been given. hm... ~わけだ (its the reason) its the case that; conclusion of ~~ ~わけではない (it is not the reason) meaning not necessarily; not always the case; can be used to say something is not particularly true ~わけにはいかない (no reason to) can't; someone wants to do something but cant because of reasons. I've always thought it to mean something like "it's not like/it's not as if" 彼は宇宙人わけじゃない！ It's not like he's an alien (or something)! That's my loose interpretation though. Opening Theme "Cupi-Doo Revue" Oh this is how the title is structured cool :). Why does she flag? Hm...? 彼女がフラグを立てる理由 Hm? From Yeah that title makes more sense...? Hm. Yeah. Listening to the lyrics of the ED gives off a like... nice vibe where you just can't help but feel... bliss. Joy. Happiness. Everything really. Also there can be an analysis of the ED where each lyric can be attributed to every single girl. Like for example, it shows Ruri's art when the lyrics go "Yes" which is yay! Like Ruri asks "Yes or No?" so hence Yes. Also the part at the end where it goes like "Maybe I'll raise a flag... (Not that you can see it anyways)" and it shows Nanami, where Souta can't even see Nanami's flag so yeah. :). Like even during Mei's part, um, lemme check. "The honest feeling of trying will change everything", yeah, like Mei is the one who knows about Souta who has to burden himself with everything. So she knows his willingness to go through suffering and that's why she loves him ;). "I won't forget about my promise with you" and it shows Serika. Did Serika promise anything? Not really. If there was a promise, it'd be more like Souta's "Because there's a success flag on top of your head". Lemme see that scene again.Kanojo ga furagu o tateru riyū Souta said: You can't give up here. One day, you'll be someone who can make people's heart dance. You'll be a girl who can bring their dreams together. Your heart hasn't died yet. So long as your heart lives on, you'll always stand back up, regardless of how many times you fall. Serika said: Can I still make it? Can I fly again? Can I sing another song that gives people hope? Souta said: You can. Because there's a success flag standing on your head! Serika said: ;). What a nice scene. Yeah. I can't give up can I? :). Suffer future me >:D.... Thank you! I'll give it another shot! |
Nov 21, 2024 4:28 PM
#15
| And back. Basically gave up yesterday. I thought about how I lost sight of why I was writing. Like how I should write for the Gawoware fans, not for me just being happy specifically. Like hm. Kinda hard to think of that when you have no fans right now. Like... people say write for yourself but hm... if I write for myself... but if I do poorly and lose motivation... and then not write anymore, then why write? Hm. But yeah still need to write for myself too. Like my vision is like... my vision isn't complete. I've identified a bit of my vision but not completely, that's why I can't manifest it like hm. How can I manifest it? I have no idea. I suck at writing, but that doesn't matter. If I said I sucked at journaling then I wouldn't have journaled much yet that never crossed my mind. I just journaled and journaled. Never said anything negative about journaling really. Just do it. So... should just right. So yeah, I think maybe I need to change my approach my writing thoughts here. Like instead of focusing on one story, I get to focus on multiple stories so that I could like... visualize the world more maybe? Idk. Just try. Alright, wheel of names. Uh... Miyuki-sensei...? No thanks. Don't have much of an idea of her so no. Hakua again...? No I need different characters ;-;. Baba-sama...? No thanks. Yeah why did I include them if I won't even write for them XD. Kurumiko... no. Yeah just spin until a girl I like gets picked. Miyuki-sensei again.... no. Akane? Let's go!!!! And Serika? Oooooo. Interesting :). Yeah Nanami is a super Serika fan so I can see the connection there. Okay, IKZ! 2 - Akane + Serika Let's see. How should we start it off? "Heya Serika, I heard that Nanami's a huge fan of you." Akane says with shiny eyes. Heya...? Does that work? I know Akane is super sociable but I don't think she says things like that. Plus she's an ojou-sama. She says things in a more polite way. "Good day Serika"? Uh... thinking about "Gokigenyou" but "Good day" doesn't sound like the right translation. I remember there are anime that are able to translate it well but hm... GoPri Precure somebody said in a thread. Hm... Did watch it for a bit and it was cool. But yeah whatever, this works. "Attack, attack, and attack! And when in doubt, attack again!" is what General Patton says so I'll go do whatever. Just attack everytime just like Akane attacking Souta with her infinitely-resurrecting friendship flags wooo!!!! "Gokigenyou Serika-san, I heard that Nanami's a huge fan of you." Akane says with shiny eyes. Yeah this isn't fun at all. ;-;. I want a fun flag. Not some ojou-sama talk which is actually fun for Nanami + Akane when they do decide to speak like ojou-samas XD. Ah, that's an awesome idea :). (Made the Gawoware Ideas note and switched from bullet points to checkboxes). But yeah, I thought before making that about how the idea should be between an interaction with an ojou-sama and an idol. Like what are the fun things that an Ojou-sama and an idol can do? Hm... their views of the world are different. Difference between an idol vs ojou-sama..."Oh another ojou-sama with a different dialect? Right, Nanami being a princess means that she should have other princess friends." Serika replies. "Ah, I have to return the greeting, sorry. Gokigenyou miss..." "Akane desyou." "Miss Akane."
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Nov 21, 2024 7:45 PM
#16
| Just created that small table. (Unfortunately MAL has a weird glitch where you need to get rid of the space of else the table will have a lot of space above it ;-;.) But yeah, currently facing resistance like what Charlie Morgan said. I don't wanna write. It's hard. It's annoying. It sucks to be faced with no answers when you want answers. Gotta go through the fire. Suffer. I don't wanna write but in order to make the best fanfiction stories I must write. But I don't even read much fanfiction so why would I become the best fanfiction writer? But I've recently re-watched both Gawoware and Noucome and those shows were just amazing at making you laugh and smile... So I have no excuse for not writing when I've been experiencing the best laughter and smiles I've had from writing even if they're in anime format. Clearly the situations that happened in those anime are a lot of fun. I can read the Noucome light novel too like hm... The Gawoware light novel turned out to be so much more fun than the anime which I hoped for and I'm happy but... I'm depressed. Nobody cares about a depressed nobody. Only winners. Did Steve Jobs ever had depression? Maybe so. But he had to revolutionize the tech industry so who cares. If feelings were what mattered then my feelings of not wanting to do anything would be praised globally, but that doesn't happen because it doesn't matter. Actions define what's cared about. I don't care about anime other than Gawoware and Noucome because people have made both of those shows to the best of their comedic + smile-making abilities. I have no idea how they did it... or rather I know how they did it but I just wanna drown myself in the sin of ignorance so that I can justify my absolute incompetence. This is not a good thing. ... How long am I gonna stay irrelevant? Obscure? Uninspiring? Holed up? Uncaring? Like... what's the point of being in this mess? ... I want to make the best Gawoware fanfic but... I don't really want to either because it's hard to stay obsessed over it. ... It's hard to obsess over anything really. It's hard to obsess over making the best fanfics ever. ... I know I can easily conquer the fanfic world but it doesn't matter. I don't care. If I cared then I wouldn't be here. I would have made 10 amazing Gawoware fanfic chapters by now. ... Name one idea that Akane and Serika can do. Sing together on stage. Alright, make that. No. Why not? I don't want to think of lyrics. ... I lost. ... Name another fun thing that Akane and Serika can do. Both Akane and Serika want to help other people so they do charities. Huh... Charities... Yeah that could work. They're both rich. They both care about people. Huh... Okay, let's try that. Hm. Why would, or I mean, how would I start? I'm guessing both of them had their own charity foundations so... There are 2 people in this world who love to do charities. One is an ojou-sama named Akane, and another is an idol named Serika. This is a story of how they both decided to group up together and create an even better charity foundation. Something like this. Okay, what charity do they make? Obviously Akane will do charities for cats and dogs and Serika will do charities for depression. Okay okay. So how do they meet and cross-charity together? Idk, it just happens. NANAMI!!!!!!!! Right! She's the reason why they both, okay okay. 2 - Akane and Serika cross-charity together because of Nanami Let's go!!!!! Okay okay, "Serican!!!!!!!!!!!!" Nanami calls out her one and only favorite idol with a lot of passion. Trying to find the lyrics for Hatsukoi Sengen :). Hm. Trying to somehow convert Hatsukoi Sengen to Hatsu-Warudo-Koi Sengen though I'm not sure how to do that. Like... Akane is surprised by her best friend's super high energy scream that vibrates through her body even more than the crowd they're in. A world-inspiring idol is right in front of them and is performing the number 1 song: "First World Love Declaration" 1st Love declaration Oh yeah! How am I gonna convert that? XD. The reason I'm so excited... I'm definitely, definitely in love. School Maybee Noisy! I wanted to make a surprise confession. I'm so excited! It's my first love. Please! Heart break N.G. [Please 1st World Love Declaration Oh yeah! Yeah... no idea. The reason I'm so excited... I'm definitely, definitely in love. World Maybee Noisy! I wanted to make a surprise world confession. I'm so excited! It's my first world love. Please! Heart Break N.G. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jSIO5ZmkPHE Just realized that there are English subs in this video too. Ty Phoebe :). Oh! She's an EN Vtuber. Cool. Cute voice too. Cute laugh too. 【Phoebe】Cupid Revue クピドゥレビュー【歌ってみた】Vocal Cover #FeebeeSings https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zpszfk8gfUg Checking this btw. 【Little Goody Two Shoes Pt. 2】Freya's Voice Actor Plays! #littlegoodytwoshoes #lgts https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9bJdX7b_UXE Pfft XD. But yeah, making fanfiction while listening to a Vtuber? Meh why not? Never tried it so... Might get random ideas here and there. Currently listening to babysitting talk. So Serika and Akane having to do charities and talk to kids and stuff, which I can see them being super duper good at doing. Huh. She's doing idol stuff irl too? Infinity Nikki? Infinite Diary? Like with what I'm doing right now? Obviously games are different but yeah, huh. A French Argument | Girls und Panzer RE:DUBBED https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Nxdyz246Xk Was used for one of the transitions and it's cool. What the heck? She's an awesome idol! Phoebe doesn't have a lot of traction right now but hm... It's not like Serika had a lot of traction when she first started... So her singing Cupi-Doo Revue... But did she sing First Love Declaration though? Gonna see her Original Song MV version fist though. Yeah this MV is so good! Fairytale - Phoebe (Mayonazy Remix) Every story's gotta have an end WOAH! She's super good! Well well well... Seems like I found a new idol to support :). Consider it, instead A new book, a sequel of life One day I found that All of my nightmares, all the things that bothered me They were just chapters of a longer story All of my wishes, all my hopes and all of my DREAMS~ Are just within my reach https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7EESR8EYYKM 【Original Song MV】 Start Again - Phoebe 🐝🌸 Say hello to the future smiling back at me Yeah ;). I can resonate. ;). I know future me can do it, it's just... ... Say hello to the me I have yet to be Somehow the moon in the sky's never shone so bright ... Somehow in the darkness, I still can see the light... Somehow the universe has given infinite shooting stars... ... The last 2 lines I don't resonate with unfortunately. I guess I've chased some things in the past but I didn't exactly managed to become a star-catcher. Rather I catched none at all because I gave up. Hm. Somehow the comets trail off leaving wishes in the night I know that the planets keep on spinning No matter how long I'll still remember the time Chasing after shooting stars both you and I One day, I know we'll look back on these memories... ... My dreams that I've forgotten... (Finishes the song)... I'm scared... ... I can resonate but at the same time feel distant... I know what endless fantasy means and I've been pretty much doing that with all my life but... the future me...? Start again...? -We let go Knowing that the distance in between us will only have to grow One day, I hope you'll recall my one last plea Say you'll remember me Thinking of you, I'll be... The promise of a journey that had yet to start ... I never, ever, ever thought I'd leave your side ... This song scares me. It's both good and bad but also... I don't know, I just feel sad too. Like... what's her story? What happened? What does she want to do? What is she about to do? What's changing? What's being left behind? What are the nostalgic things she looks back on? Every dream has got an end I know I never would have guessed how far I'd go A culmination of my past 2.5 years VTubing, 5 years performing as an idol, and 10+ years on YouTube, I've finally released my very first original album "All of My Life" as I close up this chapter of my life. I poured my entire self into this album, so I hope that you enjoy! Let's take a breath, sit back, and get ready to turn the page and start anew. Oh she had a long journey. Wow. She's been through many different versions of herself... wow... Yeah, I mean I've journaled for 4 years and have been through all kinds of journaling. From Discord, to MAL, to Notion, to Notepad, to Obsidian, then now I'm in the phase of both Obsidian and MAL though I prioritize MAL more. Hm. But yeah, it's weird to see someone who's experienced a lot following her dreams. I never followed my dreams really. Only simply dreamed of them. It's hard to take a leap of faith when your first steps don't feel that great. Besides journaling. Journaling is the only one I could follow all the way through. Which is fun but at the same time... having only one thing you're good at but not even able to monetize it is like... you know... Not the best. I mean if I had another dream besides journaling, then I could combine that dream with journaling and boom, life is so much fun. Which I guess is what I'm trying to do with fanfiction but it's pretty hard to do right now. It's more talking about what I'm trying to do rather than talking about the dream I'm chasing. I guess I'm chasing fanfiction as a dream but it doesn't feel like I'm chasing it too much and it's just you know... hm. Just listened to Fairytale again and hm. Such a nice song. Thought about making my own song as well though I can't sing it really. I guess I can have Kasane Teto sing it but hm. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UeiMS3JSCeY 【Original Song MV】 Your Harmony - Phoebe 🐝🌸 I gotta fly these empty skies ... Yeah it's just... how?!?! These songs are so good and I can resonate with them but I feel so hurt too because... she's like still in the caterpillar stage who's constantly trying to be a butterfly and that scares me. Obviously I know she'll grow even more and become the best idol ever but... it hurts... seeing her not have the most views hurt... even though these songs are so good, she still needs to grow even more to be able to catch her dreams... Which makes me wonder about idols like Yukari Tamura and Aoi Yuuki... what kind of journeys did they go through? Retreading all our memories Where is the place we used to chase? Could you keep Singing For me Please? Where do I need to go? AHHHH!!!!! It hurts!!!!! Because I know! But she... she has gone through way more steps than me, but... she's still trying to find the answer and it's ahhhh!!!!!! I only see a light that's only faintly gleaming You woke up Ah!!!!!! How is she? ;). I'm still journaling to infinity and I can relate to that. Like there were times were I let go of journaling but then I come back to journaling again and just absolutely crush it like I never left and it's... ;). WAIT WHAT?! She's in Prism Project?!?! Ami Amami?!?! Woah! Learned from this short and uh... woah... But yeah, the special thanks section. Wow. Overseas Idol Community huh. Nice :). But yeah, wow, she's really busy. Sheesh. Nice. YouTube views isn't the only form of success, right. Except I should have looked at the comments too. Yep, I see, she's growing a lot :). As for me... rip. So... what am I gonna do now? ... Stay a drifter? ... I'm Still Dreaming I'm gonna soar just like before Despite the pull of gravity Finding the light, the joy of flight I wanna Sing it For you Please? "there's nothing more pitiful than desiring to have desires" ... Maybe this is why many people are so unhappy, because they were told they had to chase an ambition. I guess, the basic idea is... If you're happy with little things in life don't let the world ruin it for you. Bless us all ❇️ ... No there's more to life than just journaling. I just witnessed an idol work hard on their dreams. It's not the same. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OTvrE9hfyKU Just finished the video and... huh... huh... Just be happy with where you are, because your goal isn't the only place where you're happy at. Huh... What an interesting story. Clouds don't choose a direction, they simply move. Rain doesn't choose where it falls, it just falls. Huh... I don't choose how I journal, I simply journal. I don't choose how to make stories, I simply make stories. Huh... Okay... It's just that simple huh. Interesting. :). But yeah, I remember having a hard time answering that question when I was at school. Like I just simply lived life. That's all there is. Why choose some profession? Especially when I don't see the point in it? People say "Just choose" but like... what are you even talking about? What choice is there to be made when I'm already content with what I have? Hm. Do I need to force myself to be like others? But then wouldn't that just be me faking it? Would it better for me to be fake? Why It Is OK To Have No Ambition In Life? - a zen short story https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EBgugeKaJa8 ... Jordan Peterson - What To Do If I Don't Have Any Goals? Goals do not appear from nowhere. The trap behind the idea of 'life goals' is that we wait for something to happen, some mission or quest to appear in front of us, but while we wait, we forgive ourselves for being completely useless. We avoid studying, trying to be more talkative with strangers, taking on projects that we aren't that passionate about, and for all that we have that hidden excuse up in our heads "When time comes, I will show how powerful and motivated I am by achieving what I truly call my life goals". ... And over time, something just doesn't feel right, nothing appears, we start to give up, feel hopeless, directionless. But when you come to think of it, the many different tasks that you avoided might have been a path to series of engaging, truly meaningful goals that you strive for. The trap is basically, we want our goals to appear infront of us, but they don't, because we don't engage in solving our little goals, that might have been the true path to finding our passion. "There's probably like 5 things I can do today that can make tomorrow slightly better" ... Name 5 things I can do today. ... Write... ... Yeah only one thing. Except writing can lead to no energy simply because it doesn't feel that rewarding. Also lacking discipline huh. I had so much discipline back when I had a self-improvement community that I BELIEVED in. Heck, it's not really discipline. It's just that I believe, therefore I do the things I need to do. Right now I don't have much things to believe in. I guess journaling is one thing I believe in but I'm still drifting. Watching anime is another thing I believe in but I refuse to watch anime right now just because it feels unproductive however that Zen Story video is giving me a different outlook now. But is it okay to be a slob who does nothing all day simply because my life permits it? And if I do choose to be a slob all day, what about future me? He'll suffer because of me. Well... am I suffering because of past me? I guess technically yes but I don't really care about blaming my past self nor do I feel any need to. Huh... I don't blame my past self for the me right now. In fact, I only blame my past self for doing an amazing job of journaling so much. Huh... Future me wouldn't care. I see. But still, there's more to life than just this. I can change the world for sure but I don't feel like I'm in the right environment for changing the world. I need my own place where I can record my voice comfortably and make the best videos ever but uh... too poor. Then make money? Make money how? Fanfiction? Lmao. Patreon fanfiction huh, weird. Can work though. Genius. Always double space between paragraphs. Otherwise, text will be bunched together when displayed. Bleh, why does fanfiction.net have to be so complicated? Like why have these stupid restrictions that don't contribute to anything? But yeah, make money... stay poor... stay broke like a loser... I've achieved nothing in life. I'm trash. Find out why I'm wrong at picking fanfiction? Hm. Because I don't wanna write. I mean I have a knack for it for sure. Those first lines for the Hakua + Mimori idea which started out with Hakua, Okiku-nee, and Rin is awesome but hm. Discipline required to do more but I don't have any discipline because I don't care. Because I don't believe. Can't say I'm the most disciplined guy, but becoming a team lead at work has changed a lot. Easy to fuck up your own future, but when other people depend on you, kinda have to keep moving even if you don't like it. ... Which is why I could work for my self-improvement community... huh... So find a community I love and do everything for the community I love. I see. Hm. Building the Gawoware community even though it doesn't exist. Yeah I guess I could make clips and there but hm. Your account must have a minimum (unknown) amount of positive karma. (The amount of karma required is known only to the reddit admins.) Yeah no... Reddit is off the charts. Screw that. I'm not forcing myself to farm karma. And no way I'm posting in r/anime trash. Hm. I mean there's already MAL but it's still lonely. Hm, searched for dicsord on google and found this club. Yay :). Yeah I'm glad that I first started this club. Life is cool though I'm still wondering about what other Gawoware fans would think. Like I've yet to still make the best fanfiction and stuff. I need to make a thread for Gawoware fanfiction too like hm. Do I have to change my forum signature? Nope, don't care really. Ooo nice :). Only 1 page of art but okay. Will get even more in the future :D. Right, I could make some art too but I don't care too much right now. Discord... not interested. Discord is dead. Hm... Join a fanfiction community...? Of what? I need to be obsessed with something but... hm... I'm dead. I'm soulless. I'm a drifter. I must suffer yet I won't. |
Nov 21, 2024 7:56 PM
#17
Nov 23, 2024 9:22 PM
#18
Nov 25, 2024 10:25 PM
#19
| Right. The reason why I love Gawoware so much is because of its jokes as well. I should have been more focused on making jokes rather than establish character relationships. It's the jokes that are the fun part. Character relationships can be thought of later and will be much easier because you've already thought of the jokes. I see. Also, Shantae 1/2 Genie Hero is better than Seven Sirens. Anyone who says Seven Sirens is good is not a true Shantae fan. That's because the first 3 Shantae games are actually so good. Not that I've played them but I'm looking forward to them :). Also, Shantae has so much potential. Perhaps I could influence the series somehow. :). |
Dec 2, 2024 3:18 AM
#20
| Yaho. Just watched https://youtu.be/vzSVXj8I8GM?si=QuNooi3LDLlH2cDY And well... I just got inspired and it's a cool feeling. :). Yep, inspiration to infinity. Inspiration is everywhere. But yeah, I'm immature and don't really wanna do anything because I'd rather fantasize about the future rather than do nothing at all. So... do I wanna continue failing making Gawoware fanfiction? Sure. Why not? Though now that I'm thinking about it, I just have the wrong goal. I have a lot of self-deception. About what I really want. What do I want? Inspire the world? Yes. But that's ambitious. And I gotta work on that but I won't because reality sets in once I work on it and realize how hard it is. Like... Baba-sama + Serika is the combination I like from the spin the wheel results. But will I make fanfiction for it all the way? Whatever. Yolo. If you're ambitious but lazy, please watch this... by Taylor Gunn 2 - Baba-sama and Serika So what can these 2 do together? Um. For one, Baba-sama can give wisdom to the young idol Serika. So is Serika depressed or something? Sure. Why not? What kind of depression does she go through? Stress? Why not? So how will Baba-sama give her advice? Uh... Hm. Has anyone ever given me advice for stress before? Nope. I can check on the internet then. go for a walk outside Pfft. Yeah okay I love this advice. Okay IKZ! Baba-sama is on patrol of the quest dormitory but she hears crying from a certain room. It's Serika's, and so she asks with worry: "Young Serika? Are you okay?" Hahahaha! Writing is fun again wow. Just fall in love with the process ;). Yeah, now stress isn't her problem. It's more about a lack of inspiration. I guess that's basically me. But yes, I'm enjoying writing again and it's nice ;). This could be an awesome habit to develop ;D. From journaling to writing... ohohoho. Life is great once again ;). Shuffling can be heard inside the room but then it goes quiet for a bit, and then Serika's a little bit shaky voice can be heard lightly. "Baba-sama? Yes I'm okay." "Then can I come in?" Baba-sama politely asks. "Sure." Serika lightly responds. Baba-sama enters the room and sees the after-crying state of Serika while she's holed up in her blanket. Baba-sama then sits on the edge of her bed and then asks "So what's wrong young one?" Serika didn't respond immediately but rather chose to go silent for a bit, till she finally faces towards Baba-sama and says "So I was crying about how I couldn't think of new lyrics for my next song. I know my fans have been waiting for some time but I am still unable to think of a great song. Serika didn't respond immediately but rather chose to go silent for a bit, till she finally faces towards Baba-sama and says "So I was crying about how I couldn't think of new lyrics for my next song. I know my fans have been waiting for some time but I am still unable to think of anything." OHHHHH!!!!!! THAT'S RIGHT! THE CHARACTERS AREN'T ALWAYS ABOUT BEING CANON! IT'S ABOUT ME AND WHAT I KNOW!!!! THE REASON WHY I LOVE GAWOWARE SO MUCH IS BECAUSE THE AUTHOR IS ABLE TO VIEW THINGS THEIR OWN WAY!!!!! THEY'RE ABLE TO EXPRESS WHAT THEY WANT IN THEIR OWN WAY AND THAT'S WHY IT'S SO ENJOYABLE!!!!! BREAK THE LIMITS!!!!!!!!! BREAK THE RESTRICTIONS AND BE FREE!!!! BE YOURSELF!!! DON'T LIMIT EVERYTHING!!!! "Ah, I think they call this writer's block." Baba-sama recalls this new term of the new century. "I don't believe in writer's block." Serika instantly responds. "Oh? You're a smart one. How'd you learn that?" Baba-sama says as she's impressed by the young idol's bold way of thinking. Wooo! I wrote for a while. That was awesome! But now I don't know how to continue. Also, writer's block doesn't exist. It's a trash term that makes oneself give an excuse for laziness. Like I just did before :). But yeah, Can't I just end it here? ;-;. Like it's just a draft. Who cares. Let "failures" be failures. I can improve even later as the idea grows even more hahahaha! PLANT THE SEEDS! AND UPLOAD THEM!!!! "Oh someone on the internet told me about how writer's block is a new term that's been invented. As in before the 'writer's block' term was coined, writers simply just continued to write and not the make the stupid excuse of 'I dOn't KnOw evErytHing D;' " "Hahahahaha! That's right young idol Serika. Just because you're uninspired doesn't mean you're unable to do anything about it. Persistence is key. But wait, if you already know about this, then why were you crying earlier?" Baba-sama asks confusingly. "Oh, my current problem is having too many song ideas to choose from and they're all so good that I wanna do all of them! But I can't because in order to pull off one song idea, one must focus on it for eternity before it's finally complete." Serika says with speed. "Oh? Name several of these ideas for me. I'm curious about an idol's way of thinking." Baba-sama politely asks. "Okay. So there's this one song idea that has the concept of 'Inspiration to Infinity' and maybe that's the title, maybe not. Like it's simply about how I can inspire someone and then that someone inspires another and then that another inspires even more and so on and so forth, but then it can inspire me back and we all inspire each other together." Serika passionately says. "Ohhh, the power of humans inspiring each other, yes yes, expressing that can turn into a very powerful song." Baba-sama says as she's impressed again. "Then another song is about the cuteness of marshmallows and how they make life awesome." "What a cute idea." "Then there's a song that's titled 'No To Giving Up!' where I can just go 'Within the stars, it's hard to reach, the never-ending constellation that I wanna complete. To make the legendary journey, I must say no to giving up!' " Serika sings with passion. "Ohhhh! That was some super beautiful singing Serika! Sing some more please!" Baba-sama is filled with a lot of joy. "Haha! I'd love to but I don't have more lyrics to it." "Eh?!?! But I love it so much when you sing so inspiringly!" Baba-sama pouts. Suddenly the door barges in. "Me too Serican!!!!!!!!" As for who this was, well it's none other than the super Serican fan Nanami. And well... she has her glowsticks and fan attire on. "Ah, you weren't supposed to listen to my unfinished songs Nanami-chan." "Eh?! But I could hear your lovely singing voice from my room." "Isn't your room from the other side of the building young Nanami?" Baba-sama interjects. "Yes Baba-sama. I have superhearing powers only for Serican!" Nanami proudly says. "You're a super-certfied Serican fan indeed." Baba-sama exclaims. "I'm super thankful for your support Nanami-chan." Serika says as she grabs Nanami's hands. "Yes Serican! I'll support you forever!" Nanami shakes Serika's hands super fast. Proofread all entries for grammar and other aspects of writing before submission. 'Hot off the press' content is often riddled with errors. No one is perfect but it is the duty of the writer to perform to the best of their ability. Uh... can't I just... eh...? I want... but... Use proper textual formatting. For example: using only capital letters in the story title, summary, or content is not only incorrect but also a disregard for the language itself. Wait what? Entries not allowed: What?!?! ;-;-;-;. Can I... not upload unfinished stories...? Just reading a Squid Girl fanfiction and it's cool. Also super cute ;). "de geso" ;). I love Squid Girl too. Non-stories: lists, bloopers, polls, previews, challenges, author notes, and etc. When Squid Girl is wrongfully accused of a crime, she must dive deep into the mystery to clear her name, battling adversaries and uncovering the truth. XD. But yeah, using fanfiction.net is too intimidating. I'll just stick to here since at least I feel much more comfortable here. There's no professional standards I need to do as I'm not a super duper excellent writer. Not even the basics I can do ;-;. I just wanna have some fun right now. I mean that's why I journal a lot is because I have super much fun while doing it. I mean I don't write everyday because I give up but hm.... hm.... hm..... eventually I'll write everyday just because I want to or feel the need to. Then I'll become a super duper awesome writer. Obviously gotta fail a lot but life experience tells me that failing is okay. It's the eureka moments that matter and eureka moments will always appear. Just like today. I'm gaining small victory after small victory, even if I gave up, I came back. Isn't that a victory? Yay!!!! Life's awesome. I can come back to writing anytime and have some fun. And bam. Magically I improve somehow because I for some reason developed writing into some form of habit which then makes me wanna be professional which then makes me actually write great fanfiction and bam. Life's awesome. Do I need to read fanfiction though? I don't really read much. I guess there's Conscripts but... hm. "Keeping the paper industry in business single-handedly." Fernanda chuckled. XD. Yeah, how did they write like this? I mean I understand how push-ups work but... hm. Well I guess writing is all about understanding how your idols talk and stuff. Things like that. Just observe or something. Learn something even bit by bit. That second comment was quite a sweet compliment to Aurelie. "Thank you so much. Maybe one day." She said with a smile before diving into her own lunch: a good reliable bento box of sushi. "a good reliable bento box of sushi." I love that description! ;). Yeah, "She said with a smile before diving into her own lunch:" That's so good! ;). But yeah, one of the things about writing is the ability to imagine. Well... I don't really like to imagine. I'd rather see that think. Hence why it's more fun to watch anime than try to make fanfiction for it. Then... how am I supposed to write if I don't want to imagine? It's simple... I don't...? Just make a fantasy of ideas which I won't pursue because I don't care about it that much. Like the idea already expresses everything. Why go even farther? To make the anime? Yet I don't have the resources to make the anime so why does it even matter? Hm. "Course not." Fernanda shrugged. "As long as you do your job well at the end of the day. Besides, it's refreshing to work with someone who's not obsessed with things like Blitzkrieg, Patton, Guderian or better yet a descendant of some famous war hero." I know General Patton! I watched the movie! Yeah see! This is how... like it shows what the writer knows. I mean I know a lot. I super duper know a lot. It's just that I need to express what I know in order to share what I know. Hm... so should I make characters? Hm... Yeah. Basically. If there was a Gawoware fanfic OC, who would it be? Akane 2.0? XD. No we need a Ruri 2.0. Well no, Ruri is special. Making another robot just makes her not special like noooo. Ruri is a one of a kind. "You're in automotive engineer right, Ricky?" Aurelie asked. "I heard from Mrs. Shimada that you have really high grades." I have no such pressures in life. Good for me...? Hm but I need a bank account so that I have no choice but to feel guilty about the 0s and then start making a Patreon and make professional super good fanfiction stories or something. Or be a YouTuber. Or anything really. Too bad I'll always have the "Can't have a bank account" excuse just because that applies to me. Therefore I do nothing with no intention of ever making money, hence no motivation. Rip. Well, now back to not doing anything in life. :).In the ninetieth percentile no less. It was an impressive feat no one could scoff at, maybe except for Ricky himself. "Yeah. Only that would satisfy my parents." He replied. "That's high expectations." Aurelie remarked. "In my family, kids will become an engineer, a doctor, or get beaten." Ricky joked, but it didn't land as well as he expected it to. Both frowned with concerns written all over their faces. "Geez, that's not great." Fernanda stated. |
Dec 2, 2024 3:26 AM
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| Oh, I forgot to mention that I'm now playing Shantae: Risky's Revenge. Pirate's Curse was cool. But yeah I don't get why people don't like Risky's Revenge. The art and interactions are super awesome. Fake fans :). |
Dec 14, 2024 1:48 PM
#22
| Just finished my short Netoge no Yome fanfiction and it was great. ;). Right now I love making short stories. I don't need plots and stuff right now. Perhaps I need to make so many short stories that I end up turning them into plots because of the sheer amount of volume XD. ;). Or just make manga that's based on short stories XD. Like GuP's silly light-hearted but focused on chaotic comedy manga or something like that XD. Motto something something. ;). Life's great. |
Apr 5, 10:34 AM
#23
| Yaho. I'm reading a bit here and wow I'm so passionate ;). It's been a while but now I wanna get back into writing more Gawoware fanfiction! ;). Lemme share some of my recent progress. excited Nanami-chan." Baba-sama smilingly says. Nanami blushes even more. Seeing this, Serika can't help but have a really great smile. To think that even a princess would sing her songs. She has really come a long way. "Alright Nanami, I wanna hear your singing. You have the stage." "Y-yeah. Let me prepare my heart for a bit. I didn't expect to sing in front of my super favorite idol today." "Haha! Life throws many great things at you like that young'in. Expect many more." Baba-sama's wisdom chimes in. "Mm." Nanami says with a smile. "As an idol who's managed to inspire the whole world, sing for many many, fans, do charities, have super many fan letters, tell fun stories, travel a lot..." Serika pauses for a bit... and then a little bit of tears come out from her eyes as she looks back on her journey which had its ups and downs... Serika then says with a big smile "I'm glad that I became an idol." Nanami and Baba-sama looked at Serika with astonishment. And then Nanami-chan says "Alright! I'll sing for you!" "Let's go Nanami-chan!" Baba-sama cheers her on. "Ah but I need some glowsticks." @April 4, 2025 4:56 PM ;-; kinda hard to copy and paste on mobile. Oh well. But yeah I'm having a lot of fun ;). I really love writing. - [ ] IKZ!!!!! Continuing from [[2 - Baba-sama and Serika 2]] "Let's go Nanami-chan!" Baba-sama cheers her on. "Ah but I need some glowsticks." "Ah, I was already cheering outside with the glowsticks, here you can cheer with them." Nanami gives a pair of glowsticks to Baba-sama. "Oh and I also have a different pair of glowsticks for Serikan." @April 5, 2025 12:32 PM - [ ] Tadaima IKZ! "Oh thank you. Wait, you carry multiple glowsticks with you Nanami?" "As many as I need to cheer on Serikan!" Nanami happily exclaims, before then continuing with "Oh but I didn't expect Serikan to cheer me on with my own glowsticks." "Just like I said earlier, life's throws many great things at you haha! Even the ones you don't expect." "And you never would have expected that your dreams would have gotten bigger too." Serika adds "Yes. That's the essence of life. Anyways, enough stalling, let us witness the performance of a super singing princess fan." "O-O-Okay!" Nanami nervously responds. She then takes a deep breath... and then starts singing. 'The power of infinity~ Seems like a concept you cannot grasp~ But I'll tell you~ That it's not impossible to reach~' "Woooo!!!!! Go Nanami-chan!!!" Serika says while swinging her glowsticks very excitedly. Meanwhile Baba-sama's eyes are shining and amazed at how there's yet another talented singer in the Quest Dormitory. She's already heard of Ruri's singing before so this is the third time. 'To tell you the truth~ I didn't know I could become who I was today~ Everything wasn't going my way~ I felt like a very small finity~' |
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