Hmmmm I may be wrong but my personal understanding of this after watching mayu and harada's scenes over and over I think mayu DID NOT choose to sacrifice Light (lol I was like this guy looks familiar and hahaha poor Light)
In the elevator at the very beginning Mayu was looking at her hand, I didnt pay much attention to that until the second time I watched it, I realised that it probably implies that Mayu chose to sacrifice herself, in order to take Harada's soul back. Thus Ginti was asking what Harada was to her, and Mayu also says 'maybe it wasnt a life I could boast about, but it was my choice to devote it to Harada!'. She said that she would devote her own life to Harada, and it 'was' her life, kind of suggesting that she knew her life is coming to an end. I dont think she would look as sad if she chose to sacrifice another person.
I do agree with the concept of Ginti using this as an 'entreme situation' to bring the worst out of Mayu, like what Decim did to Chiyuki, he gave her a chance to 'kill' a person so she can come back to life and have the chance to apologise to her mum, but chiyuki did not, therefore she passed the test and was sent to heaven.
Ginti was showing a grinny face when Mayu was about to press the button to sacrifice Light, however the anime did not really show Mayu pressing the button (like how chiyuki did not end up pressing the button on the extreme situation triggering device)
However the real sad thing with Mayu's case is that Mayu actually deserves to be sent to heaven, but instead she chose to save Harada's life and go to hell herself. And even sadder Harada is the one Ginti will definitely put to hell, but he did not tell Mayu this til the end. Well since there will be no extreme situation if Ginti reveals the truth behind it, or it is also that he wants to keep the last bit of hope in Mayu.
I think the white karma was suggesting that Mayu believed Harada's soul will be saved, and it turned to the devil's face afterwards meaning that Harada is not going to be saved, and Mayu is also going with him since it is her choice to go to hell.
It is just so hard for me to put in words how sad I find this. It would be much better if Mayu did choose to sacrifice another person and Ginti will be able to put her in hell with no doubt. He can then be confident in his theory about humans selfishness and how they are always wanting to cling to life when facing death. However I believe Ginti looked rather sad, not only because Mayu again did something out of his expectation, but also that that he finds this situation 'sad', like how decim felt 'sorrow' when he gave Chiyuki her extreme situation to judge her.
So Mayu said 'It was my choice to devote my life to Harada, That in itself has to mean something'. Then Ginti replied 'Wouldnt that be nice'. Or literally translating from Japanese 'it would be good if that was the case'. Because Ginti knew the whole sacrifice Mayu did to Harada was actually meaningless, it was merely for Ginti to give his final judgement of Mayu, because Harada would go to hell either way.
Even til the end Mayu believed that Harada would be saved, she asked Ginti 'He is really going to wake up, right?' Translating from Japanese 'me wo samasu', literally means 'open his eyes'. And Ginti was right about that Harada did open his eyes for a moment just before they both died....
I was reassured of this whole idea when I saw Ginti making a kokeshi doll out of Mayu on the very last episode. I think it suggests that til the end Mayu is someone Ginti won't forget, someone who has again and again done things that would make him reflect on his understanding of humans. Similarly to memorise Chiyuki, Decim has made a doll out of her on the last episode too.
I think Decim has learned from Chiyuki, and for Ginti it was Mayu. But different from Chiyuki who had a happy ending, Mayu ended up in hell, but maybe for her it is her happy ending because she ended up with Harada, the person that means her life.
Again this is just my personal understanding...I find that this idea makes more sense to me, but since the anime has not explicitly stated the whole Mayu Harada Ginti side plot as clearly as Decim and Chiyuki's main plot, it is free to picture any interpretation of what is being told.
But this just makes me cry, I would say Mayu and the murderer police guy would be my favourite characters of this anime (aww of course I want to be hugged by Decim too :) :) |