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Indeed! I watched quite a lot of anime but it isn't nearly the numbers many other people have watched xD
It's nice to meet you too! Let's be good friends and talk more ^^
That’s great news! A lot of people around me have started to work on getting their driving license too so it’s about time I did so as well. Is it that you’re still studying to get your driving license? Or that you have finally got one. Either way I think it’s a smart use of time, someone like me who really likes to keep to themselves would enjoy having a car instead of constantly taking public transport so it’s something I really want to do. Tell me how those lessons were or have been going xD, I’d love to hear the stories. OOOO where did you travel to? And how was it? YAY I’d love to hear more about this. I cannot wait. Mhm I have a lot to fill you in on after all. Haha, well it’s always been easy for you to get me to smile, so I wasn’t expecting any less. You are welcome, I feel like after everything was cleared up I no longer have a reason to feel the way I did. Everything makes sense now.
Yeah that’s true, I am someone who is always planning and thinking ahead, I feel a lot more comfortable that way, what I really struggle with is sticking to those plans. I want to get better at that. Like if someone invited me somewhere I’d drop everything to spend time with them, even if I have something important to do. Maybe I need to work on when to say no. Time management is a big thing also, when I get stressed I just stop thinking about what I should be doing or what I have to do and just really focus on what I want to do, you know to cheer up. Aw even if you say so I still don’t like to keep others waiting. Honestly at this point I am not against doing any sort of work, I just want a job and money T-T. Last Summer having no money was so depressing for me, maybe I’ve said why before but I’ll go into more detail later. But I just don’t want to repeat that again, ever again. You’re as strong as ever, quitting is probably easier but what you have right now is guaranteed and I am sure a lot of people (LIKE ME LOL) would really appreciate a job of any sort. So just keep hanging in there. Yeah I hate looking for jobs, has to be one of the most annoying things. Hahaha, very like you to stay because of others. Alright, I understand, I guess it’s just in the past now.
Again you are welcome :D. I feel like recently, like within the last 2 – 3 years I have lost many many good friends and I am someone who really knows the value of having a good friend around. Just one person is enough to erase your loneliness entirely. So I am grateful to anyone who calls me their friend and I’d go very far to let them know how much I appreciate them and need those people in my life. As I always thought, you and me are really good friends, life would be a lot more dull if you weren’t there. We have a connection that I dream of having and I don’t want to give that up. Yep that’s true for me too, there were countless things that reminded me of you as well, the more I did those things the more I’d think about you. It was an endless cycle of sadness and it’s something I have been through before. When someone means so much to you that you associate things with them. I AM GLAD YOU WATCHED SPIDERMAN AND YES I AM PROUD OF YOU. You just made a hard choice, you did what you felt was necessary. I cannot blame you for that,
Oh I am sure that there will be a flood of customers coming in but I feel like things will be better this time. I completely understand your situation now, so there’s no reason to doubt or question things and you’ve gotten used to your work. Idk why but when you say Master cleaner it just sounds so cool now lmao.
Hopefully it does go away, the thing is even if it is there right now. If we just keep making more and more happy memories together, eventually it will be so small and insignificant that we will both forget about it. One day we will just look back and laugh when this is mentioned, and something I learned really deeply this year is how to grow and evolve from things like this. So we will both be fine. Take all the time you need, just know I forgive you and I always will. That’s right tbh, I’ve known for a while that it’s impossible to speak to someone every day, sometimes life just happens or if you’re like me some days you just want to be left to yourself. As long as I see any form of effort to reach out then that’s enough for me. I feel like I was only so sad because I was confused, I didn’t know what was going on and as I said before it was a very bad time for me. So even little bad things that happened probably seemed like the end of the world to me, but now I am fine, I am in my right mind and much more mature. Even when things get lonely and I start to miss you, I’ll have faith that my friend is doing her best right now and even if we can’t talk at this very moment, our bond is so special that I know for certain we will talk again soon. I can be secretive and hold back but I always want to try and be honest. That’s good then, because there is a lot I want to talk with you about and catch up on even if things change again in the future. I’ve always preferred talking on discord compared to here, just chatting through comments in large paragraphs like this is very draining for me. Discord is much easier.
Yeah, there are still some things that could get me down right now, and probably a lot more I need to face down the line, but I do genuinely feel happy and a lot better than those dark months which I had. That’s true, there is always the risk that something like that could happen but to me, it’s a chance worth taking, always. When I do things I like to have no regrets, both for myself and the other person. Whether that is selfish or not, I don’t know but it’s what I think is right. If you feel bad about something then there’s always a better way to go about it that will make you feel good about it. Even if you were to fall out with me, and I chose to ignore you, at least you could say that even at the very end you tried. So you can move on, but anyways I am glad you took that chance with me. I am always willing to hear people out and choose a solution that makes everyone involved happy. But also you are too important for me to ever forget. These moments in my life right now, people I knew years ago, if they had a big enough impact on me then I’ll make sure to not forget them. Even if things did turn sour, as long as that person meant something to me, I’ll remember them and hold them in high regard. Thank you for trying to reach out to me, it really mean a lot.
I can just see all the sewing ideas flowing into your mind, in a way that’s a pretty perfect gift for you, I look forward to seeing what things will result from it. Alright sure, there are many things I want to try. I want to learn Piano, it’s always been my favourite instrument and a lot of piano pieces have touched me and I always envisioned myself playing those pieces. I want to pick up football again, learn new languages for the future, practice cooking. Right now I read books every day which is super fun. I meditate as well. I still continue many of my old hobbies as you said but this time I view things with a different and new approach. Ofc there’s a lot more but I’ll tell you in more detail sometime else. Even if I want to say more, I still don’t want this message to be too long. Yeah University is real tough. It’s amazing how there are people like your bf who can juggle jobs and stuff on top of it. But more than anything, it’s not really what I am learning that I struggled to understand, but why I am doing it, what this thing means to me. Yeah even when I am low I feel strong, I am proud of that side of me. I just wish sometimes I wouldn’t always think of how to improve, or how to be better and just be glad at how far I’ve come. So it’s refreshing to hear someone tell me that they are proud. It’s not something I hear often about myself. Awww, thank you so much Siiri <3, your words are so touching to me. I’ll make sure to make you proud too. I plan to go even higher from here, so I hope you can stick along for the ride. I’ve never really cared to much for temporary things, like temporary friendships and such. I always want to know who the people around me are, people who I can trust and love. I like to build relationships, so that they can last for a very long time. I want to be able to tell you about all my achievements and regrets too. Hopefully you can do the same for me too as we both grow together. I am not fully recovered but I am working to get there and your messages, your happiness, it does a lot for me. I’ll let you know how it goes, I’ve been wanting to do this for A LONGGG time now. I want to be someone who gives and gives back to those I care about. I just never really had the money to spare. But now I am grown so there’s no excuses. OOOOO, I am really curious to see what you’ll stir up for your mom!! I bet it will be fantastic.
Ahhh I see! That makes a lot of sense. A lot of the most important messages I’ve learned, my ideals and character, anime is what shaped them. So I am glad to see the good parts of anime rubbing off on you. Even in the most recent anime I’ve finished after a long time, I learned something valuable which I can go into next time if you’re up for it. I am even more grateful to nana now XD. I would love to read Nana, even with the anime I really loved the style and it usually always looks better in manga form. Wooow you’re collecting all your favourites now it seems eh? YES I’D LOVE TO SEE SOME PICTURES. I am so excited to start talking to you on discord again, I’ve been trying to contain it lmao. One piece would be a good one for sure, but with One piece I really enjoy being anime only. If I were to collect, which I might in the future it would be the older chapters. BUT WRONG. Kaoru hana is a good guess to but also WRONG. The answer is Fruits Basket! ^^ My second favourite anime ever.
It's pretty crazy. All my friends know me for being sick, so when I am not sick it’s like Thank God XDD. Get well soon ok? Hopefully you are being taken care of and you are staying in your bed like a little princess that you are. I wish that your sickness is gone by the time you receive this message. ACTUALLY NO, I will destroy the curse sickness now. By the time I choose to enter this message YOUR SICKNESS WOULD HAVE BEEN FULLY GONE. (Let’s see how well this works or if I just completely embarrassed myself T-T). Oh it’s one of those, I’d still advise staying put because although it doesn’t seem like much, a bad cough and cold can get bad pretty quickly if not taken care of. That’s true, anything beats being sick. I become a vegetable when I get a headache.
Awwww, you’re as adorable as ever don’t cri lol ;c. It’s incredible, I didn’t know if we would actually ever talk in this way again, and that’s what always upset me. It’s fine you have your reasons, I am just happy you got back to me at all. Wow a whole week! But tbh I could tell from your very first paragraph, I appreciate and admire your dedication. I’ve been writing this for a little over an hour, I was a little sleepy so idk how much energy is in this BUTTT, once I saw that after this message you’d add me on discord. I haven’t stopped thinking about how badly I want that to happen. Made sure to get this message done as soon as I could. Yeah discord I do prefer talking over there, but this is nice too. It’s like we went back to our roots. That’s true, there are a lot of personal things I wanted to say on here but again I was holding back because they are quite private. So these messages have been very filtered. Haha that’s understandable, whatever you feel is best I am ok with.
The same for you, you mean more to me than you may ever know. I really love you and the time we spend together, I was so sad when I thought I was about to lose someone so special to me, but you came back and you made things right and for that I will always respect,believe and trust you. I’ve really missed you and have been waiting to hear some of the words you said for months now, but it looks like this arc of sadness and pain is finally coming to an end, and I can finally see the sunshine at the end of the storm which is you. Thank you so much for everything. I am so thrilled to still be able to talk to you and I am full of excitement.
I’ll talk with you again very soon Siiri, but until then. Be safe and Be well. <3
-Sam
(BLOOPER AT THE END, I GOT very carried away, while talking to you and this message ended up being extremely long. But I missed taking my time and doing longer messages like this so I hope you enjoy)
GOODBYEEEE!
Oh I see, I’ve always been kinda bad with managing my time, even now I have been wanting to get back to you and many others on this website for weeks but I just couldn’t make time for it with all that was going on in my life so I can understand that. You make it sound so scary for me, I will probably start working soon you know D: (I am kidding heh) but even my older brother on his first ever shift he wanted to quit straight away so I am a little bit aware of the pain it comes with.It sounds like you had a lot on your shoulders, I guess I should’ve just trusted in your words than jump to conclusions, that’s on me tbh, I am sorry. Me acting all dramatic I am sure I made things worse for you. That’s relatable after a long day like how you describe at work, even my closest friends I don’t really want to see, you’re right. Ah that’s ok I honestly think with everything available to you, you did the best you could do for yourself and others around you. It’s impossible to have everything after all so you chose to prioritize things.
Well even if I wanted to spend more time with you, I never wanted you to feel so bad about it, I feel bad for making you feel that way. I get you, you’re not a bad or an evil person. You just had to do something that would make it easier for you to get by each day. Truth be told in that time I already wasn’t feeling great and in my eyes I view my online friends and irl friends the exact same way. After all I grew up on the internet a lot of my best memories of life in general were from people I had met online. I see you and want to treat you the exact same way I would treat anyone else. Even now I still consider you a close friend so even if you say it to cope I want you to know now that I still need you, I really do value you as a friend and sure maybe I’d find a way to make myself happy eventually but I’ve always been happier when you were there with me. That’s how important you are. I think for me it was hardest when I would see you online on like discord or Genshin impact after you said you were busy with work. I didn’t understand at the time but it really just felt like you didn’t want to see me or talk to me. Even though now I know how false that is. I really wanted to talk with you, I had so much on my mind and things that I only wanted you to hear, I was angry and upset but none of it was your fault. You had your own problems to deal with, your own life to live so you couldn’t be available. I see that now, everything is clear to me now so I don’t want you to continue feeling awful about something you couldn’t control. I forgive you. I just felt like if I didn’t do something I’d only continue to suffer so I am really sorry for unfriending you, it was just my own way of coping too. I would never forget about you because you mean so much to me, but with all the pain I had going on I needed to take some of it off my plate. And that’s why I did it.
YAAAAY! That’s amazing news I am so happy for you. Hopefully now you get to take a break and rest. That’s really good, you deserve that free time now after working so much. Thank God for Spring eh? You say that but in the end you still managed to muster up the courage and strength to face it and talk to me, no matter how long it took I am proud of you for doing it. I really thought things were over between me and you, I remember suffering and suffering to the point it would bring me to tears and the fact that you weren’t there beside me, it really felt like I was on my own with nobody to talk to. But you are here now and we are talking about it, I feel like we have both grown from it and no matter how old you get what you just did wasn’t something easy to do, so be proud of yourself. I forgive you Siiri.
Yeah by the time Spring/Sumer rolls over I just want to be able to have fun and tie up any loose ends so I get that too. Oh you kept seeing my account? Wow I must be pretty popular nowadays :D As always you’re a very clever person, I too am prone to overthinking so I would have tried to do the same thing. Where you send the message before you have time to think of removing it. You are very welcome. It feels good to finally have some answers, just like how you thought I hated you, I thought you started to hate me or got bored of me. So now seeing all the reasons why you couldn’t chat I just feel relieved. Like my soul has finally removed this burden on myself. It’s the best thing you could have done for me so I am happy you did.
Yeah? That sounds like so much fun, I hope to hear more about your newfound sewing journey and all the things you will create along the way. Hmmm not really to be honest, as I might have mentioned I was going through a lot until just recently so instead of going out of my way to learn new things or new hobbies I spent a lot of time just continuing my current hobbies because I know that they would cheer me up. But nowadays there’s a lot of things on my mind that I’d like to try but I am grateful that in my darkest times I still have those hobbies I can fall back on. That sounds completely fine to me, saving money is always a clever choice and you had loads of time to just take things slow. Surprisingly University hasn’t really been on my mind these days, I think amongst everything I was going through it was one of the least of my worries. I was so consumed by all these negative emotions that I really couldn’t focus on it at all but I still managed to get through somehow. I did a lot of questioning and soul searching, why I do the things I do, and yeah I think I have confidence that I can bounce back from it stronger than any previous version of me. A lot of people love to talk about their future and their career but for the longest time that was just scary for me to think about so I never really gave much thought about school. But then I started to think about why I do what I do at school, what started me and motivated me in the first place, things I knew but I had to remind myself. So I can focus on it again after so much reflection. As for Summer vacation mine begun a few weeks ago, my little brothers are doing their exams still and my parent’s birthdays are coming real soon (They are both born in June, just 2 weeks apart!) So I want to get a job to gift them something really nice. I will keep you updated on how it goes.
SAMEEE, there are many anime I really had that emotional connection to and Nana is definitely one of them so I can talk about it endlessly. Wow so in a way Nana saved our friendship? Although it was mostly you who did all the work hahaha. But yeah I am grateful to Nana for showing you that then. A lot of important life lessons I have picked up on have come from anime, I am just glad this lesson came at a good time for the both of us. That’s fantastic! Let me know how the Nana Manga goes😊 I actually got my first Manga ever as well! I wonder if you can guess what it is. Yeah you can watch One piece slowly, just however way you’d like to enjoy the story that works best for your current self.
Well I am all better not, I haven’t been sick for some weeks. These days the most I get is trouble sleeping which pretty much messes up my whole day plans but it’s a lot better than being sick. Maybe you were the good luck charm I needed to cure myself lol. Oh noooo, hopefully though because I became better you also became better with me. But if not then I hope you get well soon Siiri. Yeah it looks like it’s pretty common to get sick as a result of stress. Because I started to feel better and all of a sudden I am fine. My theory was right then. Yikes, I don’t think I have ever had the stomach flu but that does sound very deadly. EWWWW but One of your biggest fears being throwing up is just so funny to me. Luckily for me I haven’t thrown up in like 10 years so I haven’t had to face it but I really do hate the feeling of throwing up. I guess even when I am sick my body knows to avoid that lmao. Yeah at least the vomiting has past now, you’ll be just fine. Yep I will be seeing my family again soon, it’s crazy because each time I go back it feels like I’ve missed out on so much, but I guess that’s just a part of growing up. I feel great now, thank you. I am just waiting for confirmation that you’re doing good too but again get well soon my friend!!
Its’s really ok, these things happen. Like there will always be challenges in life that you have to conquer or overcome even when you are not in the mood for it. What matters each time is how you choose to deal with it. You weren’t there for me back then but it’s not your fault and it never has been. I know that if you had the chance to then you’d be with me fighting all those challenges. That’s just the type of person you are and I see how much you value your friends and family every single time I read your messages but I still doubted your trust in me. So as much as things are your fault I am also at fault too. The most important thing is we are here now and I feel like yeah I didn’t have one of the most important allies with me back then but I do now and I only have more faith and confidence in you and this friendship. So you just keep your chin up and face forward knowing that from now on I too will be here for you. I share the same flaw as you, but we are only human so it’s only normal to have flaws. If we both have flaws though I feel like they will be easier to get rid of together. It’s really ok! You only did what you thought was best for yourself Siiri, and I know you’re usually someone who always puts others first so I can never be mad or stay mad at you for choosing yourself. Sure there was some pain caused but in these last few messages it really just washed away all those negative and dark thoughts away. And gave me something much more than I ever could have imagined. It was worth the pain, at least you are back. That’s true I have really incredible friends but I don’t want you to talk as if you’re not one of those people. You are a precious friend to me too, I am grateful for all the blessings. Mhm I am at peace, I had dreams of messaging you like this again, I didn’t even know it was possible and even now just thinking about how it’s happening right now gets me a little emotional. I am so overjoyed to have you back, you don’t know how much you mean to me 😊.
Sure we can talk whenever want. If you want to add me back on discord that’s fine too but if you prefer to just talk here than I am cool with that. My username is “browserjr.” and don’t worry even if you do choose to add me on discord I feel like I’ll never allow things between us to ever get that bad again. I put my full trust in your hands.
See you Siiri, It’s been a while since I messaged anybody like this and I am glad it was you. I hope to hear back from you again soon. Your message has allowed me to feel the happiest I have been in months. So even if you were to say I am sorry for what you did to me a million times I still wouldn’t be able to thank you enough for much good you’ve done in my life. I hope you always remember that, I won’t let one road block end things. This message took some time but I hope it was worth the wait hehe.
Byee! <3
Mhm you are right it has been a long time since we last spoke as you said. Hmm, well I am fine with it now. I mean I waited for your reply of course but I can never just hope for something forever so eventually I had to do something about that which would help me overcome it. So even if I was upset about it before I am fine with it now.
That's something you have mentioned before, do you think you could explain what's hard for you? Just so I can try and understand more. I appreciate you for getting back to me, I was really glad to see the notification from mal that you had messaged me, I look forward to seeing what you have to say :)
Yeah I remember you always spoke about fashion highly and implemented it into any aspect of your life that you could. I even remember you telling me about the sewing machine you got and how you were starting to learn to use it. It's nice to see all the nice things your hard work produced from it. I have a really good friend irl who is always trying to make things like that too and I like it because I value authenticity. Ooooh I hope that Summer top turns out well for you, if you could make that then it would be very convenient. Yep I am happy that you get to do something like this as well, it's a nice hobby that you can relate to your love of fashion so it almost fits you too well haha. But yeah you should always take pride in the things that you accomplish.
I remember you speaking about this job of yours a lot too. From the friend you hadn't seen in a long time introducing you for an interview to your first week of actually working there. You have really come a long way and I am proud of you for that. It's easy to drop something when it gets difficult but you've always been someone who sticks with something and works hard so hearing that you still have the same job and you're still working hard at it brings a smile to my face. Even at my age I still haven't ever worked before so I can only imagine how painful it has been thus far. It's nice that you have gotten used to your job now. I was about to say if you really wanted to get into that University I am sure it wouldn't be a problem for you. Since after that traumatic incident that happened to you, you managed to spring back from it and graduate, so I know you can do it. But if it's not time yet then it is better to just wait it out until you are ready. I hope your whole family is doing well.
It was the same with me when I watched Nana, a lot of emotional moments and characters, I was obsessed with the story for some time and I just flew through it. I am thinking of recommending it to a friend in the hopes that she gets into anime. Yeah I can agree with those opinions. The story was very dramatic but there is much that I learned from experiencing it. It does sound like your type of anime tbh, it didn't really break me but I can see how it would for some. YAY! It's nice to hear you are still enjoying One piece. I feel like slowing down on some Anime is completely normal. At least for me the amount of anime I watch comes in waves, sometimes I watch a lot more than usual and sometimes less but I always make sure to watch something. I just love anime that much that it's like that comforting to me to do. Its natural. Back when we used to chat every day I remember when I would feel scared that you would catch up to the One piece episode I was on but luckily I have completely caught up to the One piece story now so I guess I do not have to worry anymore :D. I hope you can do it! I can never say no to some good Romance either.
No it's ok, honestly any chance to catch up with a friend is always worth it to me. So I found it very interesting and a fun read for me. Ehhh, I would say I am more sick than ever. Maybe just a week ago I felt healed after maybe 6 weeks of pure sickness. I think it's a result of being at University and away from my family, it's just a reaction my body has. Because whenever I go home to see them all, I don't feel sick even a bit.
Alright to pretty much summarise briefly. The last few months have been some of the darkest times of my life. I felt very scared and I cried a lot. It felt like I was losing everything that was valuable to me including you. For me when a few things start to go wrong, there are always string to other things that follow along as well with them. I really needed to talk to some people, and just vent my feelings. I think even the last time we spoke I told you all about what was going on in my life so hopefully you have a good idea. But it was so bad that it started to impact other important things in my life like school. My mental health took a major hit and I distanced myself from a lot of people. I can't blame anyone for what happened back then but you were one of the few people back then who made me the happiest so I really wish I could have spoke to you more in those times but ofc you have your own life to live so I can understand. But that's just why it hurts to see you say you didn't have the courage to message me back then because I felt like if you did then I would have felt better a lot sooner. It's only after a lot of conversations with some really incredible friends I have and a lot of soul searching did I make it out of that negative spiral of emotions. But it's an experience that also thought me a lot about myself and of those around me. Who to look for when you feel at your very lowest and what to do. So after all that I am fine now, I am not sure if you notice by the way I am messaging just how much I have changed but it's a relief that after I thought you were gone forever that I can still message you now. If you need me to get more into the details I can do that but it will definitely be in more private settings.
My family is pretty good, two of my younger brothers are doing some very important exams. I just finished with exams too and my friends as well. So hopefully after all that I can spend time with them as my parents' birthday is soon. But tbh with you you don't need to feel bad or sorry the only real thing that matters is that you are here right now and you are well. So I forgive you, I'll always forgive someone who tries to make things right. I've been wondering a lot about you so this message has helped a lot, and it explains many things as well. Thank you for making time for me and sending this lovely life update message. It's been nice messaging you and I hope you read my own and get back to me soon.
Thank you so much Siiri, the very same words back to you, talk with you soon <3
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Anyways hope that your efforts paid off and you have been able to succeed at your finals. How's life going on for you ?
Yeah i love long and deep conversation as well, it's really enjoyable to read to you and also with a long text to read, there is a lot i can reply back to you.
Small talk can feel a bit forced sometimes, right? I find that meaningful discussions tend to uncover so much more about a person and can lead to really interesting insights. So, definitely count me in for those long and engaging conversations! What topics do you find most captivating when diving into deep discussions?
I feel like introvert person loves to communicate through long message, is it your case?
How do you deal with cold weather ? I usually drink hot weather in order to keep myself warm but staying in bed can be a good solution as well.
Nahh it's not warm anymore in Paris, it's raining cats and dogs and it's kinda cold.
I'm also jealous of my siblings, my brother is currently in Japan and my little sister will go to Korea in the next few month.
I do plan to go abroad as well, but i'm unsure about the destination ...
Having three month vacation is a lot to be honest. In France, summer vacation are only two months. I guess you have a lot of time until finding a job.
I'm currently at my least year of engineering school, so i will graduate soon. After i graduate, i think i will take a month off in order to travel a lot and just chill before finding a job. What kind of job are you currently looking ?
Also i wanted to ask you, what languages you were learning at school ? I'm sure English was one of them.
Unfortunately no, i don't have much vacation but when i have the chance, i usually travel or hang out outside with my friends around Paris.
But in January, i plan to go to Poland with friends to visit museum.
That's a coold thing that you have a lot of dreams. I also have a bucket list of things through my life and i still have a long way haha.
What kind of dreams you would like to come true one day ?
But i agree with you, it's important to build meaningful relationship and to go forward in life.
And yes, i think money is important because thanks to that you can buy food but i would mainly use my money in order to travel a lot and build a wonderful house.
Overall, i would say how you use money, if you use or earn it in a bad way, it can be detrimental for that person. But to answer your question, no i don't have much materia even if i own some physical manga but that's all it ends.
Are you someone who usually saves money or who rather spend a lot of money on meaningless things ?
About my parents, when i was a kid i though they had a lot of expectations about me and my siblings but i was wrong. They will not put some pressure or be demanding about my grade although i was among the top students, they will just encourage you to go as far as you can and to continue studies.
For them, it's important to do studies in order to earn a decent salary. My parents are from a poor country in Asia, so they didn't have the chance to study a lot in France, that's why they worked hard in order to feed us and all... Well you see what i'm talking about.
That's cool that you have a father that encourage you in your studies !! If you don't mind i ask you, what kind of job your parents are currently doing?
Staying in Europe can be a good option because you don't need to have a work permit if you want there. But if you plan to live in a rich countries such as France or Germany, you need to save a lot of money, especially if you want to loan an appartment.
Near Paris it's kinda expensive, but i'm sure you are kinda used about how expensive life in general is expensive in Finland. I have been in Finland for a short amount of time and i feel like i spend too much money for just a few things haha.
My parents is also afraid when i went to the USA, for them it's not a safe country and i'm not sure living in Asia i mean although i'm asian ethnically, i feel like there is too much cultural differences.
Do you feel like Finland culture is really different from the others countries in Europe ?
About my favorite asian food, i would say "Banh xeo, Vietnamese pancake" , "Spring rolls" and "chicken noodle stir-fry". Do you have some favorite asian food?
Also can you handle spicy food ? When i was a kid, i used to eat pepper with my friends at school and we all had some unusual reaction during class that our teacher was wondering what was going on haha.
Damn that's so hard to recommend some food to eat, there is nothing that comes to my mind right now but i'l make sure to tell you next time !!!
Here's some food i made it myself, although it doesn't look tasty it shows how far my cooking skills can go haha.
Hmm i still live at my parents house so it's mainly my mother who cook for us, it's mainly dishes based with rice and a different kind of soup everyday.
For us, pasta and noodles it's a life saver at least for me and my siblings, because it's fast to do, tasty and yummy :)
I'm wondering do you have siblings?
But at home, who usually cooks for you, do you cook for yourself or there is someone who cooks for you ?
Ohh and a few days ago, my friend who works as a baker give me a lot of cake, because I helped him take pictures of his cakes with my hands haha.
Here's some pictures again lol
Are you more into sweet or salty ?
Well i'm more an introvert person, when i need to have a work done, i prefer to find my energy on my own rather than someone else telling me what i should do.
That's why i used to hate group work, because usually i'm the one who does all the job. What about you, do you like to do group project or rather to work alone?
When i was a kid, i used to be super shy and well because i was the only asian at school, i used to hear some racist behavior but to be honest with you it didn't affect me that much. It's especially when i grow up that i become more and more sociable and open to people.
How was your chilhood ?
To answer your questions, i think i need both to spend some time alone doing my own stuff also hang out with friends and family to have social interraction.
How about you ?
I'm currently watching One Piece and at the moment i'm at Thriller Bark arc, even if i know what will happen it always bring back memory.
Ohh and lately i have been to a One Piece convention and i got some merch. I also did some quizz in order to win prize as well but unfortunately i just arrived second.
Here's the merch i got.
Do you go to some anime/manga convention as well ?
Hmm about my taste in music, it's a hard question because i usually listen to everything, kpop, jpop, pop culture. And yeah i have been to a lot of kpop concert although lately i haven't had the occassion. How about you ? Have you been to some concert ?
I think i need to think more about my favorite bands, but about artist i would say Shawn Mendes. How about yours ?
Don't hesistate to send me some nice music especially some Finnish songs if you have, i'm curious hehe :p
Siiri is a very common name i guess haha. Is there a specific reason about that ?
I was wondering are finnish girl usually have brown hair or rather blond hair with blue eyes ? Last time i was in Finland, i was wondering who are the most present.
In Paris, there is not a day i don't see couple kissing, hugging or holding hands together. Do you think that Finnish people are romantic overall ?
I find it difficult to see that they are because of their introvert side.
It was nice as well to talk to you, have a good day ! Well if you can reply on discord, i would appreciate it, so i can reply on my way to school with my phone !
See you :)
Btw i'm so surprised that you read Veil, it's such an awesome manga you read and you seems to enjoy it;
I own all the physical manga of Veil :)
WELL NOW YOU’RE FINE AND I AM THE ONE WHO IS SICK XD. But yeah it always lasts a while for me whenever this happens. Hopefully I can recover soon since it’s been a while now which is annoying. Yeah that is what matters the most, it’s really unlucky that you got sick and it affected things but that is really out of your control and you did all you could despite it. So keep you head high no matter what happens. SO LUCKY, I’d love to have that much time to myself, but give me too much time and it’s like idk how to spend it all. I’ve never really been a fan of studying for tests unless it’s something I am really interested in or passionate about, how about you? Wow studying everyday for months??? Idk if I could ever. I hate doing the same thing for that long, even when it’s things I love I’ll still get bored of. So studying for something and it taking months would get me so bored. Maybe you’re more disciplined than I am.Ahh it makes sense you love Summer then. Recently I’ve been starting to like it more, it’s just I really hate bugs and the ones I’ve seen during Summer have traumatised me a bit CRI. But I do agree it feels nice to see people in such a relaxed state and I love how long the Holiday itself is so I’d say I am a fan. More pros than cons. 7 HOURS ON A TRAIN THAT MUST HAVE BEEN SO LONG FOR YOU. IDK IF I CAN STAY STILL FOR THAT LONG TO BEGIN WITH. But yeah did you prefer the capital or where you live? I’ve always been near the capital or lived there so I cant say much about living outside it. Yeah family time is amazing tbh, can never complain about that.SUMMER FINNISH FOOD?! YOU GOTTA TELL ME ABOUT IT. Yeah my Summer probably wasn’t anywhere near as eventful as yours but I’d say when I visited my bestfriend’s home for the first time, it was very memorable, his family was welcoming and I met up with friends I didn’t see for a long while so I really enjoyed that. He is Muslim so he was having some sort of party to celebrate Eid but I had a lot of fun for sure.
Thank you for sharing, I am highly curious to know. WHAT YOU ALMOST DIED!? I WAS NOT EXPECTING THAT RESPONSE. On a separate note I think I’d love a job as a gardener, any job where I can learn something beneficial and it seems entertaining to do.That sounds like such a scary experience. WOW IT GAVE YOU SOME SERIOUS TRAUMA for you to be that paranoid of everything around you. But yeah I can definitely see why you’d be afraid, it’s like if I was so vulnerable because of this thing I thought was normal then what else could there be which may potentially kill me. So I can see where you’re coming from. In that situation school would be like the last thing on my mind for me too. So glad you were able to recover from something like that. I never would have guessed it tbh, so this is a shocking revelation to me too. Wow, what a story. To go through all that and be as strong as you are to even talk about it. I hope bringing it up again didn’t make you feel uncomfortable otherwise I wouldn’t have brought it up. But again thanks for sharing such a personal period of your life with me despite not knowing me long. I’ve never been in a situation like that where I’d have to stay in the Hospital for an extended period of time and I do not suffer from any allergies so the most I can do is imagine you pain. Poor girl ;c. But thankful you make a comeback and were still able to take those finals.
Hmmmmmm. Yes I am actually a really big lover of school. A lot of my closest friends and best memories happened with people I’ve met in school and I learn a lot about myself when I am there. There’s competition, and fun events to support a good cause, school meals for everyone and as you said exposure to an environment which gives everyone a chance to learn more about a subject they are interested in. Also gives you a place to go to whenever you don’t feel like being home and a place you know you belong. So yeah as you can tell I have many reasons to like school. THE SAME AGE AS MEEE! Was so surprised and happy to know ur my age mate, as I’ve told u before it’s something rare to find someone online whose the same age as I am. Makes me like you even more. OHHHH I think your Uppser secondary school is literally the equivalent of our sixth form/ college. For us it’s normal Secondary school for 5 years. Ages 11-16. Sixth form/College which is not compulsory but from the ages 16-18 normally but people get held back all the time or decide to wait so it may vary. And then University is always any age after 18 and I’m in my second year. The courses usually last 3 or 4 years but mine is 4 so I’ll be here a while and then done with education which is scary but I’ll be ready by then. I don’t mind math much, I like how there’s always a right answer and a way to reach it, but yeah you gotta be a certain type of person to enjoy software engineering. DEFINITELY NOT FOR EVERYONE. When you say study do you mean like school subjects or in my free time?
Hahaha. Sure it’s important but are you sure you planned all that on purpose? xD. But yeah it’s good to give people a taste to let them know what you’re like and if they want more then can come and get it. But I guess I actually put out a lot more than a taste T-T. Thank youuuu! You’re one of the only people who have pointed it out and appreciated it as much as you do. YEAH I LITERALLY CHECK ALL THE TIME, It’s just a really accurate representation to see which characters share that same way of thinking and I love it.I need to force more of my friends even, because studying psychology and things of this nature is so fascinating and I want to share things I enjoy with people I like. You have a really loveable personality, should be complimented all the time. I THINK YOU SHOULD, It’s so fun to understand more about the things you pay so much attention to. I really enjoy trying to work out others and then making them do the test afterwards, granted I’ve only done this a few times. I AM GLAD YOU THINK SOOO! I love being an enfj, as I was reading the description I was like this is so me XD. Pretty much exactly who I am. I think your mbti is really lovely too, so many characters who I feel adoration for in fiction happen to be enfp and if they’re all similar to you I’d love to meet and interact with them more! Thanks for all the kindness, it makes me very happy to hear all the nice things u have to say.
OHHHHH. GOOD BECAUSE IF YOU DIDN’T LIKE ONE PIECE I WOULD HAVE BEEN VERY VERY CONFUSED. But ofc everything that’s popular and loved has its own fair share of hate. But for One piece I don’t see why people would. HISOKA?! THAT IS A VERY WILD TAKE. I think Hisoka was ok he’s good as a villain ofc since you’re supposed to be despise them and dislike them and he definitely did questionable things that made me feel that way. But otherwise there wasn’t much appeal to him other than him wanting to fight strong opponents which everyone wants to do. I personally just prefer Chrollo a lot more. Such a bone chilling antagonist and I love how he was introverted and quiet but despite being as calm and quiet as he is, he had the most maddening schemes and said absurd things in such a softspoken manner. Even his abilities seemed so interesting for me. But yeah always been a fan of Hisoka’s design, literally a joker in a deck of cards since he is always messing with things and being a wildcard who only follows his own voice. Yep Luffy is my favourite too, as expected he is the most beloved character in the anime after all. Very pure of heart and does whatever he wants. YES ROBIN PROBABLY MY FAVOURITE FEMALE CHARACTER. SHE IS VERY VERY COOL and I love how they are all panicking and in danger and you have Robin who is as calm as can be to the point of cracking jokes. Sanji… Well there are many reasons I dislike him, and he only gives me a few to actually like him. Luffy is his captain and it’s like he is there hitting him and telling him off like he doesn’t have any respect for him which I know he does but it’s like he will rarely show it. I understand he loves women but to take it to that much of an extreme that whenever he is around them he loses care for anyone else. That’s something u will never see Zoro doing, or Franky, or Robin. Like I know Luffy isn’t the smartest but he is still your captain and he is there hitting him like he is just anybody. Then there’s the whole nose bleeding thing which actually puts his life in danger and causes everyone around him to panic and worry. And it’s like hundreds of episodes later he is still the same perv who argues whenever anyone doesn’t agree with him. I like his style and the way he fights but that’s about where it ends. It’s like to me if a woman was involved he would question his loyalty to the crew which I don’t like. Yes women can be beautiful but he takes it to such an extreme level that it feels annoying and overdone at this rate. Like it’s the essence of his character. Never liked simp culture much and he is the face of it. So ofc I wouldn’t like him. I’ll go into more detail of this in our personal messages. Ace is such an amazing character and older brother. Cannot hate him and his story has a beautiful message behind it.
Exactly! I don’t mind it being this way either, I can’t just reveal myself to anyone and everyone who I don’t know. You gotta earn it to some point. I am SEEING ALL YOUR SIDE LATELY AND I LOVE IT. Yes there are so many things we are similar in. Twins fr <33
And yeah I really dislike fall, but it still has this peaceful element, which I like. I also love to read and just lay in my bed in fall when I don't have this pressure to go outside to do things like in summer. So those are some good sides in fall. And yeah Govenrment and political things are so hard and sad things sometimes, but hopefully the change will come. And mainly Finland is really really good place to live, but here are some problems too like in every country. And I'm happy that you didn't feel uncomfortable when I talked about these things. That makes me feel that I can talk to you about everything as you said!^^
Ah that is fair. And yeah I get what u mean, in Summer you really have to take advantage of the good weather otherwise it’s such a big waste but Fall there isn’t a whole lot going on so you can really do whatever. Yeah just like you say, no country is without it’s problems it is only natural after all. Corrupt people and ideologies exist everywhere. It’s ok, as sad as it is these things still matter tbh and I feel like acknowledging them and talking about it brings us closer to change and making a difference rather than just ignoring it completely. Yeah I trust you enough to tell you anything so whenever it comes up I’ll be sure to let you know. Thank you for always being so caring ^-^.
Yeah it is what it is tbh. Problems like this exist for a reason and in our case it opened our eyes to what the world is like and we grown stronger as a result so I have no regrets. I am just glad I didn’t go through it alone and I had people to support me and bring me out of such a sad and discomforting place. People who really care like yourself. HAHAHA THEY DESERVE THE MEMES. British History will always be funny to me but that makes it a lot of to learn about, like I’ve never ever found it boring always entertaining and they still accomplished a lot even if what they did wasn’t chivalrous. Aw yeah I’d get bored of being around the same kind of people so I can see why you dislike it. Maybe you can travel to many different places and experience it. Even Ireland there was never just one group of people but not as many as here. WOW YOU’RE MOVING TO HELSINKI RIGHT!? ARE U GOING TO LIVE ON UR OWN? THAT’S A BIG CHANGE I AM SO HAPPY FOR U. Yes me too it is really interesting to see how different countries and cultures practice things differently and how it has come to be. That’s very wholesome, it’s not often u see someone with a good relationship with both. My relationship with my mum has always been good but it’s only recently that I see my dad in a different light. I used to be a bit scared of him but I always wanted to be closer like a family should. But I’ve met a few people on Mal here from Netherlands would you ever go there?
Yes me too. It’s been a very long while since I’ve been able to talk so freely like this. It was only because so many people didn’t like this style of communicating that I started to dislike talking with people here on Mal just for them to ignore me and then disappear so it’s nice to see someone who actually likes and appreciates it, ignites a little bit of that passion I once had. Sorry that this time took even longer! It’s just that with Uni starting and me being as sick as I am there wasn’t a whole lot of time to think about many other things but I am glad we still speak often elsewhere because honestly I am loving getting to know u and learning more about your personality. OOOOO LITERALLY ALL THE THINGS YOU MENTIONED ARE THINGS I ALSO LIKE. I knew about everything already but still surprises me how much in common they are with mine as well. Hopefully we both get to talk more about them and enjoy it as we do. Haha and the gym too right? What sports have been interesting u rn that you’ve been practicing them? Ok sure you want more detail? Well me too! What kind of things do you like to read? If books then what genre of books. Also for art which type of art? And do you prefer to look at it or create it yourself? For me I’ve always just admired art, but learning anything new that interests me is tons of fun but it’s been so long since I drew anything that I don’t remember how good I once was. As for reading I read many things but I’ve been really tempted to just go on spontaneous trips to bookstores near me and buy tons of books so I wonder if u do the same?
Thank you for sending it! Since then we’ve grown really close to eachother, so it was one of the best decisions I’ve ever made. Glad we can talk there and have many kinds of conversations but also talk in a different way over here too. I’m always on discord as I said but Mal always takes more motivation for me because of past experiences but yes I do like this style and our style of talking of conversations in discord as well. So I think we should continue both if that’s what you want. Since I’ve added you there I have been having loads of fun there everyday and it feels like you are a life changing friend who makes me see things in just a better way overall so I’ll always be grateful for meeting you and putting in effort to talk to me and keep things interesting. Excited to talk some more with you for much longer to come. My apologies again it took so long this time but I want to make it a regular thing. You are one of the kindest and most heartwarming people I’ve met here on Mal and I just can’t get enough of our conversations. LOOKING FORWARD TO MORE!
Talk with you again soon Siiri, stay safe and take care of yourself until then. LOADS OF LOVE FROM SAM.
BYEEEE! <33