Statistics
All Anime Stats Anime Stats
Days: 603.6
Mean Score:
3.99
- Watching54
- Completed2,529
- On-Hold0
- Dropped0
- Plan to Watch430
- Total Entries3,013
- Rewatched216
- Episodes35,653
All Manga Stats Manga Stats
Days: 477.5
Mean Score:
4.59
- Reading115
- Completed1,116
- On-Hold0
- Dropped0
- Plan to Read210
- Total Entries1,441
- Reread31
- Chapters58,528
- Volumes7,467
All Comments (164) Comments
I have been planning on reading Subahibi for a while after i stumbled upon a meme (which i wanted to know the ''context'' after watching it). Altho i have to finished Dies Irae, Mahoyo, and Song of Saya first before i get to read it. I mean i serious need to finish reading Mahoyo, Like i started reading it waaaaaaay back in August of 2023 and i still haven't even complete it!
''Sigh'' i'm a pretty lazy person unfortunately....😔
Pssst btw, this the meme i was referring to!
Her rebellious streak reached its peak at the wall, where her actions almost resulted in her friend’s death. This incident shocked her into realizing that her personal struggles had serious consequences for those around her. From then on, she devoted herself to a life of penance, striving to be an ideal caregiver and nurturing mother figure. She focused on others’ well-being, while her own deep-seated issues remained unaddressed.
Despite her outward dedication, Reki never truly confronted her self-loathing. In a moment of intense emotional turmoil, she lashed out, claiming her help was driven by selfish motives. This outburst was a raw expression of her pain and confusion, not her true feelings. In reality, Reki genuinely cared for those around her, especially Rakka. Her suffering had given her a deep understanding of the pain of rejection.
Yet, she remained trapped within herself. When she saw Rakka’s wings turn white while hers stayed gray, it was a crushing blow, a symbol of her perceived failures and abandonment. She had hoped that Rakka might be a kindred spirit, someone who could truly understand her pain. Instead, Rakka moving on, just like Kuramori, reinforced her belief that everyone she cared about would eventually leave her.
Reki’s story is a poignant exploration of deep emotional struggle. Her life is marked by moments of connection and profound loneliness, illustrating the agony of unresolved self-worth issues and the difficulty of finding true healing amidst ongoing feelings of abandonment. Despite her genuine care for others, her inability to address her inner conflicts left her trapped in a cycle of self-loathing and perceived rejection, highlighting the complex nature of human emotions and relationships.
Most remaining actors on my list I encountered watching series in high school and college.