Long time, no see – it’s been 7 years already huh? What was supposed to be a small break turned into months and that…well. Life went on.
I’m in university now, sadly I barely watch anime these days; I’ve other interests now that fill up my free time. But every so often I remember this place where I spent most of my days for two whole years. And I start to feel really fucking sad and guilty that I did you dirty like that. I shouldn’t have left you so suddenly without warning and without a goodbye, but I did, and I’m truly sorry. For me, the situation was this: I felt overwhelmed and burnt out, both of which are my fault. I took on too many responsibilities (who tf thought it was a good idea to be a card maker for a bajillion clubs?? Apparently I did XD) and began resenting my stay here. It felt like a bit of a prison I guess. Tbh, I don’t remember exactly how it happened when I stopped visiting, but I remember feeling both pressure and release. I avoided going on my laptop for a whole month. After so many years it seems silly to not turn on a whole-ass laptop because of one site, but at that time, I think I needed that break. And after such a long time I’ve finally built up the courage to come here once again, to get closure:
Farewell my friends, I’m not coming back, I’m sorry for any trouble or hurt I may have caused, and I wish all of you all the love, good fortune, success, and health in the world. I love you, I’ll never forget you, both as a community and each person by themselves, and I’m glad we met :) Thank you for our time together.
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