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R.I.P

I forgot to tell you that tomorrow I will take my cat to sterilize her, lately there is overpopulation of dogs and cats, many of them are on the street, so now the government makes free sterilization campaigns to prevent the abandonment of animals, I have to go early morning, now I can not sleep and almost is dawning, I've never sterilized any of my pets, I wonder if this will be safe, I'm very nervous, I will tell you tomorrow what happened.

Ewelina, I think you did very well, on these days many animals die of hunger or cold under the indifferent gaze of people, you really did a very noble act and should not feel bad about it, on the contrary, thinks that now he is in a better place and must be grateful to you for having worried about him. Changing the subject, I wanted to apologize to you for not writing often, I sometimes can not use my laptop, it would be easier to do it from my phone, but mine is not very modern, mostly, I use it to listen to music, it's one of my hobbies before going to sleep, when I have to do my housework, while taking a shower, etc; I've always thought of buying a new one but my economic situation is not very good at this time, later, I hope to buy one, when that happens you'll be the first to know.

Thank you very much for the recommendation, I had heard about Inu x Boku SS before, but I never had the chance to see it, now I wonder if the anime is good or you recommend me only read the manga; for example, it was a bit disappointing what happened with D gray-man, I loved this anime, I was waiting for a long time a continuation, when finally a sequel is announced I was happy until I find out that the cast would not be the same, I could not believe it, why did they do that? They killed my desire to see the anime, even so, I tried to see a chapter but it was not the same, I missed the old voices, maybe I should not judge the anime just for that, but I could not continue watching it. I was reading the manga before, but I stopped reading it because the story was not progressing due to health problems the author, she has been ill for many years so I am surprised that the anime will continue, when manga has not had much progress from the last chapter more than 8 years ago. It's sad what is happening with D.Gray-Man, the anime/manga had a great start with its ups and downs but still with an interesting history, it's hard see it stalled, I hope the author will recover soon and she can continue the story.

I've seen your video, the song has a catchy rhythm, the lyrics seems to dealing with a toxic love, love that can end up hurting you, although it seems to have a deeper meaning because of the theme of angels, the ending is a little intriguing when one of the guys kisses the statue, as if he was seduced by a kind of demon and then he loses his wings as a punishment for having fallen into temptation, maybe the demon represents the woman he loves and who causes him pain, the video is so complex but also interesting, it's hard to describe.
BTS looks a good group, the boy in blue jacket reminded me G-Dragon, they are physically very similar, especially in the eyes.

I'm glad you enjoyed my video, the story was about child abuse and indifference of people to this problem, Miku was a little girl who suffered from abuse at home, she was alone with no one to help her until it appeared a woman in her life(Gumi), she saw that Miku was suffering and decided to help her, the only thing Gumi could do at that time was to take the little girl and take her away from there, this would be considered as a kidnapping but Gumi only did this to prevent Miku continue being beaten, the two fled away and for a time they lived happy, but sadly, they were found by the police, they unjustly arrested Gumi without knowing what were the circumstances, shortly after, the abuse the little girl comes to light, but still, Gumi spent many years in prison(sometimes justice is blind and punishes the innocent), when she is finally free, she meets with Miku again, the little girl had grown but she had not forgotten the only person who helped her, both of them were happy to see each other again. Every time I hear this song I get a little sentimental, at least the end of the song gives me a little hope, despite all the difficulties they passed, they will be able to start over and have a quiet and peaceful life.

Thanks Ewelina, sometimes I'm very immature, but do not worry I have learned to control my jealousy theme, I know that a friend can not replace another, besides, I believe in you, you are my dear nee-san. Rather, excuse me if I can not write often, sometimes I can not use my laptop, my family also uses it, so I almost always write to you at night, it's more comfortable at this time because everyone is sleeping and I can write in peace xD

Ewelina, I also have many things to say, things that happened to me while I was away from you, during that time something important happened, if possible I'll tell you everything tomorrow, although that is a little painful.

I'm happy for you, finally you can learn Korean, in my case, I still have not had luck with Japanese, but hey at least one of us is fulfilling your dreams, I hope to do the same later, my dream of learn Japanese will not die.
So the girl from photo was Marika, I remember you talked to her often on this page, at that time, I was very jealous of her, I thought it would be replaced, I have always been very jealous with the people I love, I cried a lot when my brother had a relationship, I took a long time to accept it, now he is living with his partner and they have a beautiful baby, soon I will listen to my niece say my name: "Aunt Maria, aunt Maria", hehe I feel old xD

Ewelina, here you have a video of vocaloid, the story is a little sad but I still like it, this is one of my favorite songs, I hope you like it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M-LjABq-l7w

Oh my !!
The photos of your trip are really beautiful! Everything is perfect, seems almost unreal. The sea is so clean and clear, very quiet, now I understand why you spent a long time swimming, I would do the same xD
The city streets are beautiful and tidy, it is very different from here, full of traffic and noise; now I'm feeling a little jealous, you have known so many beautiful places, but tell me, where did you take these photos? and who took them? these photos seem made by a professional photographer, they are gorgeousss!!

On the other hand, I see you're still with the same hair color, the red one makes you look very pretty; I still have the same hair color, I want to paint my hair but whenever I want to do it something happens, I'm too indecisive -_- Etto I wanted to ask you, on a photo where you appear with a brown curly-haired girl, is she your friend? She is cute and looks very close to you, I'm sure you two are good friends, please tells me, how did the two of you meet? I want to know all the details xD

Aww Ewelina, thank you very much for such beautiful words, you understand perfectly how I feel, I'm not good at making friends and finding one is so difficult, there are not many people like me, sometimes I have to pretend to be someone I'm not to be accepted, so I felt so happy when I found friends, they made me feel safer, I learned a lot from them, I also got the courage to write to you again, I regret not having done it before I was afraid you hate me, I was so stupid, I'm sorry. Now I have to go on, although my friend is gone, I know he is following his dream and I also must do the same, besides, this is not a goodbye, I have faith that we will see us again.

Ewelina, forgive me if sometimes I can not write, my computer is broken and now I'm sharing the laptop with my family, right now it's my turn, it's a little late but the good thing is that nobody interrupts me.
Today was a busy day, I had to go to my institute early to get a voucher, I had forgotten to pay my monthly payment, but I was not the only one, many students did not make their payments before the deadline and now the classes have been postponed for another day, I also received a sad news, one of my friends will not be able to continue with English classes, he was studying elsewhere and his schedule was really tight, for that reason he can no longer continue, now I'm a little discouraged because of that, it's sad when a friend goes, he was always so friendly and helpful with everyone, he helped me a lot when I had doubts, besides he was one of the few people I could talk at ease, I remember I had spoken to him about you, that same day I wrote to you and, curiously, I receive a message from you on his birthday, I wonder if it will have been a coincidence or will have a special meaning, mmm the only thing I know now is that the classes will not be the same without him.

The story of Hachi touched me, I know how it feels when you lose someone you love, I remember I had a similar experience but in my case it was a cat, he had the same symptoms as Hachi, he had lost his appetite and vomited, at that time I did not know what to do, I tried to give him his favorite food but without success, only then I realized it was serious so I immediately took him to the vet, once there they told me he was dehydrated and should have a diet balanced with much serum, I started to follow all the instructions but I didn't see results, he was even worse, I took him back to the vet and only then they told me that he had problems with the kidneys and that the recovery process would be difficult and unlikely to survive, soon after, the inevitable happened, my cat died, I felt very bad and with many feelings of guilt for not being able to help him, after that, I did not want to have more pets, I felt I could not protect anyone, so far I have not had much luck with cats, many of them have left home when they have grown, Mello is an example, now I have to Misha, she is at my side for nearly two years, her kittens were born on October 1, they are very cute, I feel like a grandmother xD now I have to find a good home for them, it's the least I can do for Misha and my other cats.

I have sent you photos of my cat to your gmail, I have not told the story how she came into my life, one day when I was coming home, I noticed a small cat crying in the street, she meowed loudly and looked very scared, I stared at her from afar, suddenly, two huge Rottweiler appeared and attacked the small cat, I was shocked when I saw that and I didn't know what to do, the only thing I could do is close my eyes and wish something to happen, after a moment, when there was only silence, I opened my eyes slowly, I was afraid to see the poor animal's body lying on the floor, but to my surprise, the kitten had managed to escape, she was hiding in the house of a neighbor, I approached her and started to check if she was hurt, and surprisingly, she was fine, unhurt more than just dog drool, since then, I decided to take her to my house, I remember she was small and fragile when I found her, now she is adult and is mommy of 4 kittens, she is also quite mischievous and occasionally makes me angry, but anyway I love her. And so it ends the story, hehe now I think my life is meant to take care of cats.