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Yeah, you are right. To let my heart be moved, to laugh from the bottom of my heart, to find meaning in everyday life... I wanted to be given permission. Maybe all this time, ive been waiting for something like this. Something like a storm...

When you are scary, and when you are being a loser... they are both aspects of you! And nothing could ever replace you! So stay by our sides! Dont leave us!

Among thousands of comrades and ten thousand enemies, only you... only you made me forget my dream

I dont care. If he did that because he loved me, then i am happy. I dont think it makes him a deviant. But... At least tell me! I`ll accept you! If theres a side of you that only Nakamura knows, then tell me! You have no idea what its been like for me! Dont laugh! I was so happy... Kasuga made me sparkle! And yet... Why do i...

hatred is where you turn when you cant face your grief

Everyone is alone. Everyone is empty. People no longer have any need of others. You can always find a substitute for any talent. Any relationship can be replaced. Thats the world i grew tired of. And yet, for some reason... i cant even imagine someone else beside you killing me. After all this is done, will you be able to find a replacement for me?
- Sorry, but i hope i never do.

This destiny must have awaited them since long before they had even met. They were not like mere ships passing in the night. It was not like they didnt understand each other. They understood each other better than anyone else, and each was focused solely on the other.

Oh Nomura, Nomura! Even now, i want you! I need you! The excruciating delight i felt that day we exchanged blows still haunts my heart! When i was young, all i laid eyes on was gray. Nothing was enough for me. A tasteless, bland world without value... Then, only the parts i cut out myself took in vivid color. Anything i could get my hands on. I dyed in my color. But you were so bright, you colored everything i had already taken into my control. You should have been mine, but instead... The shining light i saw that day must surely have dyed me in your color. Where did i lose sight of it? If, back then... No, or even now, if i could cast off my pride and all... Could we... Could even i... No, things can no longer go back to how they were. I can never get that back! If that is so, then i should... kill you. How unsightly! Its almost like i`ve run away from him. I know what it is that has made me go so insane... The pain i felt that day has endlessly plagued me ever since. Perhaps my heart and body were weakened by that unfamiliar damage... My chest aches uncontrollably in its desire for it. But Nomura is not a man who will submit. Hes just the same as I. Then i must continue until i reach him. If he will not be mine... then i must kill him! It hurts... I wanted this for the longest time. I wanted a pain that would help me forget the burning in my heart. More! Give me more! Look only at me, touch only me, think only of me!
- Wouldnt say its my hobby to one-sidedly force someone into submission and get them to listen to me.
Yes... you fight not to win, but to show where you stand. Im feeling that for the first time right now. Because the victor has already been decided. Loving is losing. I will not allow half-hearted attitude. Can you tell Nomura, what this ringing in my chest it? I loved you so strongly i wanted to kill you. This is the end, Nomura. Be mine. Nomura is mine.
- When did i become yours?
From the moment we met, you have always been mine, deep within my heart.

When the tree leaves dance, one shall find flames. The fire's shadow will illuminate the village, and once again, tree leaves shall bud anew.
No single thing is perfect by itself. Thats why we are born to attract other things to make up for what we lack.
Those who forgive themselves and are able to accept their true nature... They are the strong ones!
Its not the face that makes someone a monster, its the choices they make with their lives.
If you dont like your destiny dont accept it. Instead have the courage to change it the way you want it to be.
Those who do not understand true pain can never understand true peace.
Hard work is worthless for those that dont believe in themselves.
Appreciate everything around you before moments become memories.
Its foolish to fear what we have yet to see and know.
Its not about being the best. Its about being better than you were yesterday.
Some people envy you, there must be something good in you.
We have walked trough the darkness of the world. Thats why we are able to see even a sliver of light.
When people are protecting something truly special to them, they truly can become as strong as they can be.
Believe it!
Growing occurs when one goes beyond one`s limits. Realizing that is also part of training.
When there is true desire in the heart and that desire is strong... That is when he finds real strength that even he did not know he had.
Only hate gives birth to more hate.
The best medicine always tastes bitter.

A human is only a human for one reason. His will. Poor Alucard needed blood to maintain his soul and continually consumed others to survive. That is what you call a monster.

Tyrants always end up drinking poisoned wine because of their arrogance.

God helps those who help themselves. He does not save those who ask for mercy. Thats not a prayer. Its just begging. Your battle is your prayer.

To become a monster like me... To give up your humanity only shows that you are weak. You`ll become the very thing you sought to destroy!

Those who refuse to give up are entitled to trample over humanity.

So, how did it go? With Mikasa! Do you think shes gonna be able to forget about you and live happily with someone else? The way you wanted.
- Mmm. Dunno.
The hell kind of an answer is that? I still havent forgiven you! How do you feel about the fact that you ignored Mikasa`s feelings? Mikasa risked her life and only ever had eyes for you! Did you think you could just say "forget about me" and that would be that? At the very least, Mikasa should forget about a heartbreaker like you and find happiness. Well, she might find a good guy sooner or than you`d think and hit it off with him.
- No... That would kill me! I dont want her to find someone. I want to be her one and only for the rest of my life! And after i die, i want her to pine after me for atleast 10 years!
Oh... I see... I didnt think you would say anything that pathetic...
- Dont tell Misaka any of this. I want her to find happiness. I really do. But i... Ugh, damn it! I dont wanna die. I dont wanna leave Mikasa, or any of you!

Sometimes its hard to rule over the selfless.

I have always gone to any lenghts to avoid facing danger and risk, hiding myself within a safe cage, where no one could hurt me. I hated myself for it... But i couldnt change myself. Friends and teachers encouraged me, but i never truly listened, considering it the logic of the strong. Yet somehow... A boy with less than half my strength managed to brake my cage! I will survive... So that i can thank you!

*Damn, i dont believe it. Such a fragile creature!* You arent bothering anyone. *What am...* You are an important guest! *... I saying? Didnt i come here to kill her? Why cant i do it?* Why are you crying?
- I sorry! But... But... No one has ever been this nice to me!
*What is this creature? What do i want to do with her?*
Most people have reacted the same way the king has at one point in their life, where you meet someone who defies all of your logic and common sense.

Yeah, this is it. This is the world i wanted. The world i longed for and sought... But deep down, i thought it was beyond my reach... That it wasnt meant for me... And wouldnt happen... I had given up on this world. Killua, im... Im so happy, i could die. How could you know the words I most wanted to hear? Im going, not matter what it costs me. I have seen the other side... I have made contact. I have learned it really exists... And i can reach it!

Your weakness is that you are too quick to give up. Even when facing enemies with equal strength, you worry about how strong they are, or what they might do to you. If we are talking about a stronger enemy, theres no question... You dont bother to think of how you could win. Running is your only option. Thats how losers think. I realize that this isnt your fault. Its the fault of whoever taught you to fight. Habits that are burned into your body and soul arent easy to break.