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Please stop harassing me already. It doesn’t matter if you’re not telling me any of this directly, you know exactly what you’re doing by saying the things you do. By that logic, none of this is for you because I am not directly talking to you. I literally just wanted you to not talk about me behind my back and you escalate it so much and do all this messed up stuff to me. Just leave me alone now. I didn't treat you this awfully before all this happened, why did you want things to be this toxic? How the hell was I supposed to react to this extremely stressful situation you put me in where you all treat me as worse as you can for literal months? Did you want me to take this inhumane treatment you gave me instead of giving me the bare minimum of respect I always gave you? You made me so confused, angry and scared to death of you from all of this.
Literally nothing about me has changed. I still like the same things and have the same beliefs and values I did before I left you. The only problem here is you all decided to start insulting, attacking and trying to intimidate me and think I’m supposed to just accept it. I didn’t deserve any of that. And I never wanted to attack you back, but that’s what your own actions led me to. I won’t read anything you post anymore because I know what to expect from you, but don’t indirectly attack me anymore. I’m done playing this stupid psychotic game of manipulation with you. You win. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? If you wanted me this much to hate you all, then you’ve succeeded. You all act like toxic NPCs to me now and didn’t value me as a friend at all. I’m not gonna come crawling back to this abusive relationship if that’s what you want from me.
I’m so fatigued and mentally drained by now from all the anxiety and stress you put me through. Why are you all like this now? What the hell changed in you to make you like this? I wish you could go back to how you were before and not like you are now, but this hostility seems to be what you want. It should be common sense for literally anyone not to talk badly about your own friends behind their back, but you don’t get this and you never will. You’re never going to take accountability for how terrible you’ve been to me. Whatever. I’m too tired to keep doing this, so I’m gonna try to force myself away from you and avoid you as much as I can again. I give up on you. I really didn’t want to deal with this any longer, but there’s something seriously wrong with you to be this inhumane to me for all this time.
I don’t even want to conflict with you anymore, but you insist on keeping this bulls—- up. When are you going to learn that your actions have consequences? I’ve been scared to death of you ever since you blocked me everywhere and said all the awful s—- you did. I didn’t want any of this, you should’ve handled this situation much better instead of continuing to antagonize me endlessly for as long as you have. All you’ve done from all of this is make me hate you, afraid of you and feel unsafe and paranoid. Act like a human being and reflect on your own actions you’ve done to me. Stop insulting me, stop attacking me, and stop harassing random people on Twitter thinking they’re me. That includes you too, Omega. I don’t care how much you’ve changed, that is extremely low of you, don’t say stuff like that about me.
Why do you all want to make me your enemy this badly? Stop hurting me like this. LEAVE. ME. ALONE. ALREADY.
Also, sorry for calling you worthless and all last December. That came out of pure anger from everything you put me through, and I’ll actually try to be the bigger man now and admit that it was wrong of me to say stuff like that to you.
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