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20M / hentai ruined my life

I’m very ashamed and embarrassed about this.

At the age of 12 years old, I found an interest in pornography. Specifically cartoon porn.

I would masturbate not once but 5-8 times throughout the day. whenever I was bored, alone, or even sleeping next my own family I would do this.

Didn’t take long for me to discover anime and finally hentai, which would fuel my addiction for the next 8 years to the present.

I kept it secret, rule 34 was my life.

I thought It was normal.

They said masturbation was healthy, which in a way justified my addiction. I enjoyed it and found comfort in jacking off to drawn women.

This ruined my teenager years.

I never chased girls, I had no drive to exceed in anything I wanted.

I stayed a shy and emotionally withdrawn person

My addiction to hentai made me contempt with life.

Every single day I went home, played video games and jerked the fuck off.

Every opportunity whether in the shower, in the morning, and at night I would do this.

I realize at 20 years old how much of a pathetic person I was.

My favorite hobby of watching anime turned me into a fucking freak and I can’t even look at myself anymore.

Now at 20 years old, I find it hard to pursue women and remain in contact with them.

I still find myself sinking into this pit I have dug for the past 8 years and I don’t think I can ever get out.

Even now it still affects me in every way possible.

Still a kiss less virgin, and I still keep coming back for more.

For those of you who are younger than me, please realize that anything worthwhile is never instant.

Don’t fall for this trap.

Fuck you hentai. I ruined the most memorable years of my life.