The feeling of someone behind You
The dark shadows You dare not look behind to see
The searching for help when there is none
The false peacefulness You reside to call home
Feel the power
Know the score
That's Me
Around, all around, the dark memories gather. My dread grew as the dagger or your wounds me, & darkly my life's blood drips to thirsty earth. In pain I call your name while my doom takes me. Now alone, my love falls upon bloody eyes.
I really wish that I'd be able to show people how I feel, not hide behind this mask.. A mask that I don't show on purpose... I don't want to be alone, I'm afraid of being alone... Every time I'll have to go home after College, I feel worried & so on because I'm afraid of what will happen when I sit alone at home... I don't dare to tell either, I don't want them to lock me in or something like that...
I feel a lot of things & I always think too much, I know that.. I wish I were somewhere else. I feel pressure to do great, be perfect & not be weak.. I don't want to be weak, but I feel like I am... I believed that this was just a bad period & it would be better in time, but it doesn't seem to be like that.
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and Well .. Good , Now here staying in Japan for a wile , >.<'' But internet is to slow .. lol
and of curse I miss you Q.Q <3
how's chu ?
Well ntf much .. Just reading some doujinshi's whit amaimonxmephisto x33 lol
and well .. Meh is just so tired v.v Me needs to sleep ..
and how are chuu ? ;3