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BEING ADULT SUCKS, PLEASE GIVE ME BACK MY YOUTH, GOD

This might sounds dumb or even cringe for some people, but I just trying to be honest here since it's kinda hard to find someone to talk irl. My life is so boring, I never imagined that life in my twenties would be this boring, so boring that I don't feel alive at all. It drives me edgy crazy, I watch animu and read manga to spice up my boring life (oh I play games tho). I always dive too deep into story and character in stuff I read/watch, the thing is I'm a person with such a weak heart, my mood changes easily based on what I read/watch, my emotions are something that I can hardly control, and honestly it's so annoying at some point. When I read/watch a fun/happy stuff I feel so happy tho, but when I watch/read a hellish psychological stuff I feel suffered so much that even make me lose my appetite, worsen my insomnia, and gives me nightmares for a few days (or even weeks). At first I thought I had bipolar disorder, but that's not it, apparently I just easily feel sentimental to anything, empathetic reactivity/hyper-empathy/excess empathy, when you have to much empathy, not only do you feel what the other feels, but you also suffer from it, whether the cause comes from fiction or not. Well.. screw it, most good stuff out there have a plot that shakes people's heart psychologically. Basically, reading/watching something that mentally shake me is same as torturing myself, but I keep doing it whatsoever since doing nothing is not that different either. So yeah there's a possibility I could die from reading/watching something, thus this account might got abandoned someday. Wish me a long life full of happiness, and I wise the same for you <3
is that the only reason? to alleviate my boredom? of course no, that's not the only reason, I appreciate art, or should I say I looooooooooooove them, especially manga, not only the artwork but also the story, I'm addicted to it.

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..................................( • . •) you want a good story?
....../ >[PLOT]

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..................................................( • - •) you have to go through hell first
[PLOT]< \

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Days: 75.5

Mean Score: 7.74

Total Entries665
Rewatched0
Episodes4,399

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JoJo no Kimyou na Bouken (TV)

Apr 6, 2020 2:42 AM

Watching -/26 · Scored -

Bleach: Sennen Kessen-hen

Mar 20, 2020 10:29 PM

Plan to Watch · Scored -

Kaguya-sama wa Kokurasetai? Tensai-tachi no Renai Zunousen

Oct 25, 2019 4:16 AM

Plan to Watch · Scored -

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Days: 39.1

Mean Score: 7.38

Total Entries443
Reread0
Chapters6,975
Volumes403

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Shinrei Tantei Yakumo

Aug 29, 2019 8:52 AM

Plan to Read · Scored -

Gal Gohan

Aug 10, 2019 12:57 AM

Reading 54/69 · Scored 7

Rokudou no Onna-tachi

Aug 8, 2019 3:23 AM

Reading 150/233 · Scored 7

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Giga_Chad123 Jul 25, 2022 6:12 PM

What happened

Erassed Dec 14, 2021 3:43 PM

not a great loss

Juust_person Dec 6, 2021 6:52 PM

F thank you for your good list...rip

NobleDaze Nov 27, 2021 3:29 PM

I read the whole paragraph
I hope your alive and doing well
If your unfortunately not............Rest in piece my guy

NobleDaze Oct 19, 2021 12:40 AM

timzki Mar 8, 2021 12:40 PM

rip

KaizukaZekrom Mar 2, 2021 7:37 PM

Knock Knock

TheGuiltMan Dec 2, 2020 7:04 PM

i relate i cant get enough of manga art its mostly the reason why i stay in the medium more than anime my favorite mangaka is Q. Hayashida i like her rough and detailed style as well as Ohtaka Shinobu who authored the magi series i think the best artists when it comes to psychological works are either Naoki Urasawa, Hanazawa Keigo, and Asano Inio though for the latter I've only read one of his works being pun pun so i cant speak for all of it but it was great reading pun pun it reminded me of berserk where the stillness and the solace of the art spoke for itself

KaizukaZekrom Jul 14, 2020 6:34 PM

Yo i found you on some underrated mangaka's profile that i likes (Binbougami ga and Blood lad)