I always wanted to do things that I liked from a very young age. For example, if I see a movie and I find it good then I wish to write the same great story myself. I always spent my childhood days living in fantasies of the stories I admired. This helped me in pain and loneliness. But it also took away my social life which most of the people around me was living. In the end, there is nobody to blame but myself. I chose to become like this and honestly I don't really regret it.
What I wanted in life is nothing. And it is still nothing. In fact, I want life to explore me not the other way around. I just want to flow with time without caring for the outcome. I don't really care what others think of me. I don't want to be what others expect of me. One can live life like a legend or like a nobody.
Anime had a big impact on my life. It is something that I always have like a companion. It has enriched my way of thinking. It has provided me with countless homes to dwell in. There are times when I laugh to my heart's content and times when pain make a home in my heart for eternity.
By the way, I'm a 20-year-old malnutrition-ed guy who spends most of his time in his room sitting on his ass facing a laptop screen.
There is nothing much in my life except Anime and Lotro (an MMORPG). I can be lame in almost everything I do. And there is nothing special about me nor do I have any real skill or talent. Ah, I recently started working in a Cyber Cafe.
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