Oh and I don't remember if I told you but I did see the pics you posted and you look amazing and like you haven't aged a day since the last time I saw you <3
Hey now I can't sit here and lie to you, that story about Biscuit did make me sad. But you're right, he's not suffering any more, and no matter how hard it is on us, it is absolutely the best thing we can do for your babies is to do everything we can to make sure they're never in any pain. I agree with you, I can't stand when people let their pets suffer like that. Don't be selfish and do what's right for your pets goddamnit!!
Oh, I have birds now too, I can't remember if I already told you that or not. If I did just ignore me. But they're cute little feathered fucks.
I HIGHLY recommend giving Sleep Token a try, it took me a few tries to really get into them but now they're one of my favorite bands. I have heard of Trivium, Mastodon, and In Flames (I have a song from them on my Spotify, I just dont remember which one off the top of my head). Don't worry, you can spam me with all the music talk, regardless of whether or not I've heard of the bands and I won't be bored. <3 Totally agree that the vocalist can make or break a band, one of my favorite bands years ago was Leverage and then they broke up, I was devastated. A few years ago they announced they were getting back together and I was so happy!!! But with a new singer. Okay. I'll still give them a chance. It's not always the end of the world. WELL LET ME TELL YOU it sure was in their case. Their new singer's voice is donkey doo doo garbage. That being said my favorite band right now is Dynazty and not only is their lead singer FINE AS HELL but his voice is also INCREDIBLE and I would listen to anything he sang. Mans could do a cover of Fruit Salad by The Wiggles and I'd jam to it. Lmfao.
Oh you remembered Larz! I'm definitely still living with this man, going on 10 years this year. I wish I had more to say than that but we live a very boring life, we're like hermits, me and him. We work (and I go to school) and when we're not doing that we spend most of our time at home cause we're introverted as hell lmao. But do dish about you and Shawn, I wanna hear anything you're willing to share! <3
Awww, I had a long reply typed out for you to your sweet message and it wouldn't send it because it said only friends can send you DMs and it erased everything I wrote. I'm so sad.
Aww I'm so sorry about your dog dude. Reading that made me tear up a little because unfortunately I can relate, I don't know if you remember my cats Beth and Mongo? Well Mongo is still alive and kickin at his old dinosaur 19 years of age, but sadly Beth passed about two years ago. Also the hardest day of my life, that cat was my rock. I took her to the vet because I thought she was having an issue with her teeth, she kept pawing at her face and drooling like crazy, and one of her back teeth was looking pretty rough. The vet said she didn't see anything wrong with her teeth but she did have hyperthyroidism and some swollen lymph nodes that might have been cancerous, so she put Beth on medicine for her thyroid and a steroid for her lymph nodes and wanted me to come back in a week to see if the steroid helped her lymph nodes. Well she seemed to be doing way better for a few days which was awesome but out of nowhere she took a bad turn and started having seizures, of course this is on a Sunday morning when vets are closed and I have no emergency vet near me. As the day day goes on her seizures get progressively worse and eventually she ended up dying on my living room floor, in my arms, at 4am. I think the steroid exacerbated an infection in her tooth THAT I KNEW SHE FUCKING HAD that went to her brain and killed her. But anyway I too, have her cremated in a heart shaped box, right next to my bed. I think about her every day and how much I miss her.
I did end up getting another cat though, her name is Sage and strangely enough she has some of the same personality quirks as Beth. She sleeps in the same spot Beth used to, she has a similar attitude, it's kinda strange lol.
Oh oh I remember you loved Avenged Sevenfold!! I think my music tastes have changed slightly, but I still listen to metal, that will never change. Lately I've been listening to Motionless in White and Sleep Token pretty religiously. But otherwise I like to think I'm the same person too. Just older. Heh.
Ooooh are you still with your one guy? Forgive me I don't remember his name D:
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Damn dude I don’t even know where to start. I could info dump and just give you a whole ass novel of everything that’s happened in my life in the last years… but also I don’t feel like I’ve done much at the same time lol. One major thing though that just happened is I started college recently at my old ass age of 35. Better late than never right? I can’t stand my job and I’ve been at this hell hole for 8 almost 9 years, I’m doing a nursing major so this is gonna be hella nuts. I’m only in my second semester right now and just doing pre requisites so nothing has been too stressful so far. π
By all means bring on as much or as little info at me as you want, I am happy to receive anything you’re willing to share π
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How the hell have you been?? I can’t believe it’s been 6 YEARS since we talked last π
Omg as usual I wanted to respond sooner but this time it wasn't because I forgot, my damn laptop suddenly died on me. Still pisses me off man, I was just watching netflix and it just completely shut off and wouldn't ever turn back in. Later realized the it was the motherboard that died. But all is well because I'm coming to you now on my shiny new desktop computer! Which obviously blows my old laptop right out of the water. :P
SPEAKING OF PISSED HOW IN THE GOD DAMN BLOODY FUCK DO YOU KEEP GETTING DENIED THE SHIT YOU NEED? DO THESE FUCKERS EVEN GIVE YOU A REASON FOR WHY THEY DENY YOU? I JUST CANT FIGURE IT OUT AS IM SURE YOU CANT EITHER. AND YES THIS TOTALLY REQUIRED CAPS LOCK TO EMPHASIZE THE RAGE WE BOTH FEEL.
I have literally never understood why there are SO MANY rental places that don't allow pets. If people already have pets and are forced to move into something cheaper, half the time they have to give up their animals! That's just cruel. Pets are part of the family. I mean I get maybe increasing rent a bit or requiring some type of deposit because pets do cause damage but I just hate how many places say NO PETS. It's mean! I got lucky enough that I found a place where my landlord actually allows smoking inside. I will smoke outside in the warmer months because my front porch is nice and I especially love watching rain and thunderstorms while I sit there, but in the winter? Screw that.
OMG SO YESTERDAY IM TRYING TO LEAVE FOR WORK RIGHT and it just snowed a fuck ton and I live on a teeny tiny street so usually they don't plow but yesterday they did which is neat and all except they left a mountain of snow at the end of my driveway. Dill holes. So I'm all cocky and thinking "I just got new tires" I can handle this WRONG I gunned it in reverse and got stuck halfway into the road ISNT THAT GREAT. It took about 45 mins of me and Larz shoveling, and then my neighbor helping, and then digging her SUV out of her parking spot so she could drive behind me and push my car with her car back into my driveway so we could clear the snow. IT WAS SOME BULLSHIT. And yes I know it was half my fault for trying to floor it but IT WAS STILL STUPID.
Hey at least you can say you tried the mohawk! Now with a pixie cut though if you did wanna dye your hair something new (or grow out your natural color) it would be hella easy. If you wanted to do something that isn't black you could try a dark red or burgundy, that way it wouldn't be too far out of your comfort zone. :)
Nah they haven't come up yet but my dad did call and explained why so I'm a little disappointed but I get it. Hopefully sometime soon I can see them again!
I always keep the notifications going, specifically to see if you ever come back! I always have hope when you go on long absences that eventually you'll be back. :)
5 months for a decision hot damn, I feel like they should only need 5 minutes. :P But seriously, hopefully this 5 months goes by fast, let me know as soon as you find out! I'll be hoping for you to get the best possible outcome!
Building your own house is the dream dude. And the best part is you guys can stay there forever and never have to worry about moving! I have all these dreams about how I want my dream kitchen and bathrooms and bedrooms to look, which I suppose I could do if I bought a house, but not so likely when I'm renting. But if I ever became rich I would totally build my own house. It would be rad.
Oh a mohawk, I totally didn't see that one coming! You should dye the tips a wild color, that would make it look super badass I think. :D
I keep looking at my watching list here on MAL and I remember how I was watching Monster and was starting to get into it (and watching Ouran High School Host Club when I want something light and funny to watch) and I just really want the motivation to start watching them again. And manga too! I miss my manga collection that I had but there's some that I could read on my kindle so I may have to look into that too.
Oh my god I'm so sorry for taking so long to respond AGAIN. T_T
That is so awesome that you guys have your own custom built house! You're living my dream! I've always wanted to build my own house and I always think about how I would decorate and how I would want the layout to be. I doubt it'll ever be my reality but it's nice to dream. ^_^
So you said it took a year to build and you've been living there for a year, and that's when I realized it's been over two years since we lasted talked. THAT'S SUCH A LONG TIME. I feel like I should have more to share with you than I do. My job pisses me off at times so in reality I do a lot of complaining about that. And being the homebody that I am, I don't do much aside from watching things (really need to get back into anime) and read.
So did you have your hearing for your medical stuffs yet?? Any news there? ^_^
Oh my god I'm such an asshole. I saw your original comment and that you had good news to share in your next reply, so I was thinking that you'd be sharing that soon and was gonna wait to respond until then, then just completely forgot to respond at all. I'm sorry! D:
Yes being on our own has been awesome. We can do what we want, whenever we want, without anyone judging us or bitching at us. Total freedom!
So what's the good news? I'm super curious! :D Also thank you for the belated birthday, better late than never! <3 (I'm gonna be 30 next year. WHAT.)
Don't worry, I knew what you were talking about and it's ABOUT DAMN TIME! Shit dude you've been waiting for that longer than anyone should have especially in your situation. I wish you all the luck with that! Not that you even need it, I don't think youll have anything to worry about. :)
All is well here, at least significantly better than when we last talked. I still live in Michigan, me and my boyfriend have our own place now. And a car. We're fully functioning adults! It's weird because I still feel like I'm 13 mentally lmao. Haven't seen my dad since I got kicked out from my grandma's and I miss him like crazy, but him and my brothers are talking about coming up and visiting in December so I'm keeping my fingers crossed! :D
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Oh, I have birds now too, I can't remember if I already told you that or not. If I did just ignore me. But they're cute little feathered fucks.
I HIGHLY recommend giving Sleep Token a try, it took me a few tries to really get into them but now they're one of my favorite bands. I have heard of Trivium, Mastodon, and In Flames (I have a song from them on my Spotify, I just dont remember which one off the top of my head). Don't worry, you can spam me with all the music talk, regardless of whether or not I've heard of the bands and I won't be bored. <3 Totally agree that the vocalist can make or break a band, one of my favorite bands years ago was Leverage and then they broke up, I was devastated. A few years ago they announced they were getting back together and I was so happy!!! But with a new singer. Okay. I'll still give them a chance. It's not always the end of the world. WELL LET ME TELL YOU it sure was in their case. Their new singer's voice is donkey doo doo garbage. That being said my favorite band right now is Dynazty and not only is their lead singer FINE AS HELL but his voice is also INCREDIBLE and I would listen to anything he sang. Mans could do a cover of Fruit Salad by The Wiggles and I'd jam to it. Lmfao.
Oh you remembered Larz! I'm definitely still living with this man, going on 10 years this year. I wish I had more to say than that but we live a very boring life, we're like hermits, me and him. We work (and I go to school) and when we're not doing that we spend most of our time at home cause we're introverted as hell lmao. But do dish about you and Shawn, I wanna hear anything you're willing to share! <3
I did end up getting another cat though, her name is Sage and strangely enough she has some of the same personality quirks as Beth. She sleeps in the same spot Beth used to, she has a similar attitude, it's kinda strange lol.
Oh oh I remember you loved Avenged Sevenfold!! I think my music tastes have changed slightly, but I still listen to metal, that will never change. Lately I've been listening to Motionless in White and Sleep Token pretty religiously. But otherwise I like to think I'm the same person too. Just older. Heh.
Ooooh are you still with your one guy? Forgive me I don't remember his name D:
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Damn dude I don’t even know where to start. I could info dump and just give you a whole ass novel of everything that’s happened in my life in the last years… but also I don’t feel like I’ve done much at the same time lol. One major thing though that just happened is I started college recently at my old ass age of 35. Better late than never right? I can’t stand my job and I’ve been at this hell hole for 8 almost 9 years, I’m doing a nursing major so this is gonna be hella nuts. I’m only in my second semester right now and just doing pre requisites so nothing has been too stressful so far. π
By all means bring on as much or as little info at me as you want, I am happy to receive anything you’re willing to share π
How the hell have you been?? I can’t believe it’s been 6 YEARS since we talked last π
Long time no see , do you still remember me ? , we used to talk like 10 years ago !
hope life has been treating you well .
Cheers !
SPEAKING OF PISSED HOW IN THE GOD DAMN BLOODY FUCK DO YOU KEEP GETTING DENIED THE SHIT YOU NEED? DO THESE FUCKERS EVEN GIVE YOU A REASON FOR WHY THEY DENY YOU? I JUST CANT FIGURE IT OUT AS IM SURE YOU CANT EITHER. AND YES THIS TOTALLY REQUIRED CAPS LOCK TO EMPHASIZE THE RAGE WE BOTH FEEL.
I have literally never understood why there are SO MANY rental places that don't allow pets. If people already have pets and are forced to move into something cheaper, half the time they have to give up their animals! That's just cruel. Pets are part of the family. I mean I get maybe increasing rent a bit or requiring some type of deposit because pets do cause damage but I just hate how many places say NO PETS. It's mean! I got lucky enough that I found a place where my landlord actually allows smoking inside. I will smoke outside in the warmer months because my front porch is nice and I especially love watching rain and thunderstorms while I sit there, but in the winter? Screw that.
OMG SO YESTERDAY IM TRYING TO LEAVE FOR WORK RIGHT and it just snowed a fuck ton and I live on a teeny tiny street so usually they don't plow but yesterday they did which is neat and all except they left a mountain of snow at the end of my driveway. Dill holes. So I'm all cocky and thinking "I just got new tires" I can handle this WRONG I gunned it in reverse and got stuck halfway into the road ISNT THAT GREAT. It took about 45 mins of me and Larz shoveling, and then my neighbor helping, and then digging her SUV out of her parking spot so she could drive behind me and push my car with her car back into my driveway so we could clear the snow. IT WAS SOME BULLSHIT. And yes I know it was half my fault for trying to floor it but IT WAS STILL STUPID.
Hey at least you can say you tried the mohawk! Now with a pixie cut though if you did wanna dye your hair something new (or grow out your natural color) it would be hella easy. If you wanted to do something that isn't black you could try a dark red or burgundy, that way it wouldn't be too far out of your comfort zone. :)
Nah they haven't come up yet but my dad did call and explained why so I'm a little disappointed but I get it. Hopefully sometime soon I can see them again!
5 months for a decision hot damn, I feel like they should only need 5 minutes. :P But seriously, hopefully this 5 months goes by fast, let me know as soon as you find out! I'll be hoping for you to get the best possible outcome!
Building your own house is the dream dude. And the best part is you guys can stay there forever and never have to worry about moving! I have all these dreams about how I want my dream kitchen and bathrooms and bedrooms to look, which I suppose I could do if I bought a house, but not so likely when I'm renting. But if I ever became rich I would totally build my own house. It would be rad.
Oh a mohawk, I totally didn't see that one coming! You should dye the tips a wild color, that would make it look super badass I think. :D
I keep looking at my watching list here on MAL and I remember how I was watching Monster and was starting to get into it (and watching Ouran High School Host Club when I want something light and funny to watch) and I just really want the motivation to start watching them again. And manga too! I miss my manga collection that I had but there's some that I could read on my kindle so I may have to look into that too.
That is so awesome that you guys have your own custom built house! You're living my dream! I've always wanted to build my own house and I always think about how I would decorate and how I would want the layout to be. I doubt it'll ever be my reality but it's nice to dream. ^_^
So you said it took a year to build and you've been living there for a year, and that's when I realized it's been over two years since we lasted talked. THAT'S SUCH A LONG TIME. I feel like I should have more to share with you than I do. My job pisses me off at times so in reality I do a lot of complaining about that. And being the homebody that I am, I don't do much aside from watching things (really need to get back into anime) and read.
So did you have your hearing for your medical stuffs yet?? Any news there? ^_^
Yes being on our own has been awesome. We can do what we want, whenever we want, without anyone judging us or bitching at us. Total freedom!
So what's the good news? I'm super curious! :D Also thank you for the belated birthday, better late than never! <3 (I'm gonna be 30 next year. WHAT.)
All is well here, at least significantly better than when we last talked. I still live in Michigan, me and my boyfriend have our own place now. And a car. We're fully functioning adults! It's weird because I still feel like I'm 13 mentally lmao. Haven't seen my dad since I got kicked out from my grandma's and I miss him like crazy, but him and my brothers are talking about coming up and visiting in December so I'm keeping my fingers crossed! :D