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Hello everyone~^u^
it's a pleasure to meet you all. So, I guess I should write a bit about myself. Well, I like drawing, listening to music, watching anime, and chatting with ppl. Honestly, I'm not very good at this introduction thing. XD I'm usually, somewhat shy when it comes to certain things, like being pushed to interact with others when I am in a huge group. I'm pretty silly and outgoing at times, but also an introvert at times as well. oh yeah. I don't accept random friend requests. You want to be my friend you're going to have to talk with me for a bit first. lol And i don't mean one or two hours. Depends on how good you are when it comes to conversations. lol Some of my favorite shows Inuyasha Attack on titan Durarara!! Gravitation No. 6 Psycho Pass Tokyo ghoul Yu Yu Hakusho Bleach Hunter x Hunter Dragonball Z Yu-Gi-Oh! One Piece Here! Have this random video x3 enjoy the awesomeness of it~!o^w^o Thank you for the visit~!o^w^o  |
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And it's okay... sometimes it helps to just rant about something that's bugging or hurting you. I can see where you're coming from, and I really hate it when people decide things for me... that's pretty much how my life's been, and it's probably only hurting me instead of helping me. Even though we do have the same issues, I think it's a different case between us, so I really don't know what to say that could be be helpful. What I try to do is speak up about it... although I end up feeling guilty about it or end up not doing it because I feel as if I'm being too rude. I just hope it becomes less of a problem for you... *pat head*
For my weekday job I teach at a school for autistic adults. I think some of the issues of being talked over or interrupted can be self explained, but the higher ups do it to me to... and it doesn't help that they play favorites with the teachers. And with how little it pays, I'm actually better off getting a minimal wage job... Of course if it's a student that does that to me, I will try to speak up (and try to put it as nicely as possible) since I need to be able to talk if I'm going to teach them.
And thank you for understanding. I also tried to make the text a little bigger so it was easier to read as well. And I'm sorry that you didn't get along with your father either. I guess it was kinda the same with my sister... I never tried at school (I never studied and I hardly paid attention in school) so I didn't get the best grades (but I could still keep them in the As and Bs), and it was proven that I'm actually very intelligent and could actually get perfect grades if I actually tried. My sister was just one of those students that always studied and played a lot of sports (and I recall my parents forcing me onto a lot of sports teams even though I don't like sports, so I can assume that this had something to do with this as well). And it seems like your relationship with your dad is just like how my relationship with my mom. I remember that I wasn't even allowed to get mad or sad... which was ironic because when I lost most of my emotions, those were the only emotions I had left. I've been standing my own ground as of late, so they seem to be trying to control me less as well, with the cost of them throwing more insults at me... and my mom no longer sees me as her son. I'm trying to find a new place to live, but that's not really the easiest thing in the world to do... especially with where I am. And for my safety... my dad can get a little violent when he's angry. He tends to tightly grab my neck, and one time he punched me... it really doesn't hurt that much, but it can still cause pain from just having to put up with that...
I see that you have that issue sometimes as well... although I think I'm guilty for doing that a couple times... mostly because I'm very forgetful along with the fact that sometimes I just don't know what to say, but if it does happen I try to be as honest as possible about it. It can be annoying to have that happen though, so I fully understand. Is there anything that I can do to help you feel better?
And I have that issue to... I get interrupted or talked over all of the time and I feel that people don't listen to me sometimes, although with my weekday job I can't just ignore people, so I just have to deal with issues... and it's not fun.
No, me and my family get along horribly. And I've probably said about locking myself in my room before as well.
My sister's a spoiler brat and if I even try to say "hi" to her, she gets really upset with me. My parents also clearly favor her over me... My parents have anger issues where my mom will insult me, talk poorly about me behind my back, doesn't allow me to have free will (of course she I'm never around them anymore that means almost nothing now), and tell me how worthless I am. And my dad is just someone I just need to stay away from when he gets angered... mostly for my own safety... My parents are very easy to anger. Not to long ago my dad got really pissed because I got on to him for eating the food I've bought for myself since I can't eat meat and I don't want to eat the same thing everyday... he mocked me, called me names that a 5 year old would come up with, and threw some stuff. And then during the holiday my mom told me that I'm just better off leaving, just because I didn't want to have a conversation with her. I'm sorry that I made you read this... or tried to make you read this.
I see... I hope that will get better if things aren't so great on your end. It's a holiday today and my family's home because of it, so I'm keeping myself locked in my room.
I'm glad that you're feeling better, and I do forgive you. *pets head*
It's alright, I probably just picked a wrong time. I'm hoping that you're doing good now, and I'll try my best to remember normal text in the future... even though I'm not very good at remembering things...
I'm very sorry.