That works. Sorry, I don't have an Insta account anymore. I deleted it when I decided to go with digital minimalism. Same for most social media accounts I had, including my Facebook, etc. It's been liberating to delete all the things that were taking up huge chunks of my free time for no reason.
Nah, I understand but don't know what void rap is lol
My playlist is just the liked songs on Spotify. I don't have the energy to make separate playlists for different vibes, it's just a bunch of different songs together.
I see, it's nice you can go back in 10 years' time.
Never heard of this song before, but it sounds good. I'm mostly into k-pop, electronic and anime music, usually. I used to listen to metal a lot and go to live concerts but not anymore.
That's a good schedule to have, although finishing uni is nice too. You could get back to uni whenever you want, right?
I know none of those Youtubers, I'll check them out soon. I mostly want to read women authors lately, like I still have so many Virginia Woolf books to catch up to. Do you know k-pop? Jennie from Blackpink released a new single recently called Mantra. It's really catchy. ^^
That sounds like a plan! (About your future anime watches)
I go to uni for a masters degree so I'm busy with this and otherwise listen to music daily, watch some Youtube videos (Thewizardliz lately) and sometimes read books too. Right now I'm reading You Can Heal Your Life by Louise L. Hay and earlier this year I started reading the first volume of Marcel Proust's biggest novel, but have yet to get past page 130 or so. It's still good, but I got distracted by something else (like I usually do) and uni started, so I have less time for leisure now.
I heard of all of those series but never got around to watch any of it. Maybe some day.
Well an actual psychiatrist is rarely just an armchair one, they know what they're doing. But of course, not all doctors are good enough. At first, they thought I'm bipolar but apparently that's not the case. It happens. I took a long ass test for it too, over 200 questions which is something if you think about it. Although I don't feel like I'm BPD you know? I feel like I'm alright most days. /shrugs (This might be because I take my meds daily haha)
Let's talk about something else. How's life? What do you do daily? I'm thinking of watching Kaiju no. 8. Have you seen it?
I understand you completely, I've done the opposite,mainly out of necessity since I live in a 3rd world shit hole that only recognises schizophrenia as a MI so had to learn myself what was wrong and how to mediate it,but I don't fake it either,I am who I am and that's that.It's a good character trait to have.As for anime or anything else unless it's of absolute necessity you don't have to and shouldn't have to force yourself.If you feel like it then do it,if not leave it.Doing things on instinct is always better.Also I am pretty certain we have derailed the convo but eh this is more fruitful than just hearing some say ''take a break'' or throwing anime suggestions when that's far from the original stated problem.
Really? Bulgaria only recognizes schizophrenia as a mental illness? I had no idea. I live in Romania and other MIs are recognized just fine. Yeah, anime recs are nice but I don't think that's how I'm gonna get past this conundrum I am in lol
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Right, you could get misdiagnosed with other things if you're BPD. Idk like I know the BPD symptoms can be managed somehow, so at some point they declare you BPD free because you've gone several years without showing most symptoms or something. That's all I know of this. I plan to read a few books on BPD soon, but so far I'm stuck with like 3 books I started earlier this year (and want to continue). Yeah, I don't know if my family understands, but I don't much care about that. As long as I have the meds and going to the doctor regularly, it's all good. I should also go to therapy (talk therapy), but like, it's way too expensive for me right now, even if I would have online therapy and not have to go to them in the city they profess in.
Yes it was helpful to talk about these things. ^^
It's surprising because I don't usually naturally meet people who are BPD. Unless I go look for IG/TikTok accounts for memes and whatnot lol
Speaking of, sorry if this is an intrusive question but, why'd you quit the meds you were having? Did your doctor say you're cured of BPD? (I know it can happen).
As for me, I doubt even with therapy and meds that I'll get to a good state of mind where I wouldn't need any more meds. It's also because of comorbidity but that's another can of worms altogether.
I don't know which annoying prick you mean... certainly not the red head who loves swords. But yeah Gilgamesh is main cast for Babylonia, and another series to keep an eye out on is Strange Fake info is dropping on the 16th of September and that show is another Fate series with Gilgamesh so again more of the King of Heroes.
No problem, I personally think most of the Fate series can be approached in a semi-casual way. Just take it show and movie one at a time, is the best and easiest approach. Doesn't make it as daunting.
So Grand Order has got a timeline you can watch it in;
Starting with First Order
Camelot Movies 1 and 2
Babylonia Series
And ending with the Solomon Movie
And theres also Moonlight/Lostroom but that to do with Cosmos in the Lostbelt which is the second arc of Grand Order whereas the first 5 are adaptation from arc 1, the Observer on Timeless Temple.
Having said all that, Babylonia when it was released was really done as a stand alone, I watched it probably after First Order by before Camelot 1 and 2 came out.
I mean yes... but dictator XD. Even if he's more ethical than Rudolph the Brown Haired Despot. Personally I really liked both Yang and Reinhard. One had so much ambition he tore the galaxy apart the other had so little he allowed the other two destroy the last glimmer of democracy.
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My playlist is just the liked songs on Spotify. I don't have the energy to make separate playlists for different vibes, it's just a bunch of different songs together.
Never heard of this song before, but it sounds good. I'm mostly into k-pop, electronic and anime music, usually. I used to listen to metal a lot and go to live concerts but not anymore.
I know none of those Youtubers, I'll check them out soon. I mostly want to read women authors lately, like I still have so many Virginia Woolf books to catch up to. Do you know k-pop? Jennie from Blackpink released a new single recently called Mantra. It's really catchy. ^^
I go to uni for a masters degree so I'm busy with this and otherwise listen to music daily, watch some Youtube videos (Thewizardliz lately) and sometimes read books too. Right now I'm reading You Can Heal Your Life by Louise L. Hay and earlier this year I started reading the first volume of Marcel Proust's biggest novel, but have yet to get past page 130 or so. It's still good, but I got distracted by something else (like I usually do) and uni started, so I have less time for leisure now.
I heard of all of those series but never got around to watch any of it. Maybe some day.
Let's talk about something else. How's life? What do you do daily? I'm thinking of watching Kaiju no. 8. Have you seen it?
Really? Bulgaria only recognizes schizophrenia as a mental illness? I had no idea. I live in Romania and other MIs are recognized just fine. Yeah, anime recs are nice but I don't think that's how I'm gonna get past this conundrum I am in lol
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Right, you could get misdiagnosed with other things if you're BPD. Idk like I know the BPD symptoms can be managed somehow, so at some point they declare you BPD free because you've gone several years without showing most symptoms or something. That's all I know of this. I plan to read a few books on BPD soon, but so far I'm stuck with like 3 books I started earlier this year (and want to continue). Yeah, I don't know if my family understands, but I don't much care about that. As long as I have the meds and going to the doctor regularly, it's all good. I should also go to therapy (talk therapy), but like, it's way too expensive for me right now, even if I would have online therapy and not have to go to them in the city they profess in.
It's surprising because I don't usually naturally meet people who are BPD. Unless I go look for IG/TikTok accounts for memes and whatnot lol
Speaking of, sorry if this is an intrusive question but, why'd you quit the meds you were having? Did your doctor say you're cured of BPD? (I know it can happen).
As for me, I doubt even with therapy and meds that I'll get to a good state of mind where I wouldn't need any more meds. It's also because of comorbidity but that's another can of worms altogether.
Starting with First Order
Camelot Movies 1 and 2
Babylonia Series
And ending with the Solomon Movie
And theres also Moonlight/Lostroom but that to do with Cosmos in the Lostbelt which is the second arc of Grand Order whereas the first 5 are adaptation from arc 1, the Observer on Timeless Temple.
Having said all that, Babylonia when it was released was really done as a stand alone, I watched it probably after First Order by before Camelot 1 and 2 came out.