Considering the fact that orange is the national color of the Netherlands, I say this is only natural for you to move across the pond. The business I work for is based out of Chicago, so you might say that our job interests collided. I see you are in for some sleepless night, my suggestion is to have as much sleep while you can as myself, 10 months since birth, am still missing out on it. It is a sweet task to handle a baby, but a torturous one as well. How will you two handle the costs associated with giving birth? USA is brutal with those.
It is good to have some news from you, I am always pleased to see good people succeed in life. Unfortunately already read your reply to Luchse's comment so instead of asking questions, let me congratulate you about your engagement and soon-to-be fatherhood. Is l'heureuse élue the one who had agreed to accompany you in a voyage initiatique around the globe? If my memory serves right, you had met her in Korea, so I deduce that she is Korean-American. I always knew that you had always been a normal person by the way.
Thank you for asking. It could be better, and it would be almost shameful to share something personal to someone who is far more accomplished than I. See, I am still glued to this website like a bird of pray that would soon end up in the stomach of an unscrupulous hunter. My inadequacy with life has only grown, and reading what happened to you, I am reminded of Chateaubriand comparing his destiny to Napoléon who had already a firm grip on reality whiles le Vicomte had only pursued chimeras...
Nous voici encore seuls. Tout cela est si lent, si lourd, si triste... Bientôt je serai vieux. Et ce sera enfin fini. Il est venu tant de monde dans ma chambre. Ils ont dit des choses. Ils ne m’ont pas dit grand-chose. Ils sont partis. Ils sont devenus vieux, misérables et lents, chacun dans un coin du monde.
Here we are, alone again. It's all so slow, so heavy, so sad... I'll be old soon. Then at last it will be over. So many people have come into my room. They've talked. They haven't said much. They've gone away. They've grown old, wretched, sluggish, each in some corner of the world.
Mort à crédit/Death on the Installment Plan, Céline.
Let me however finish with a couple of good news. I have successfully passed JLPT N1 this Summer and I have good hopes that it will be my final year of academic purgatory. Last but not least, I finished writing my 5³th synopsis for MAL Rewrite today.
I was about to sleep when a notification slid into my inbox. Litrle did I know it were from you. Believe it or not a lot happened since the last time we spoke. In fact, I am a father to an angery little 10 month old boy. I sure think you did not expect that to have happened while you were away. Have you done something of value with your life while away? That sentence sounds insulting, but I assure you that it is not my intention for it to have come out as such.
You are welcome, and thank you very much! Lol indeed, because I am not allowed to work on this obviously true conjecture. I deduce from your message that women do not have a human reason. I knew that being the mask lay a subtle connoisseur of the human nature. Jokes aside, I am happy to see that you are following the right path in the real world.
P.S. I have finally found the right image for the New Year:
Happy New Year fren! I'm glad I am not the only one who has quasi stopped most anime activity for half a year. Here's hoping you get bored of grass eventually. Kidding kidding, have a good one!
Kinda is. Your wishes don't spark joy. My disrespect sparks joy.
I was top of my class once in elementary school.
Being a clout goblin never paid my bills. Was it supposed to? 🤡 I was destroying my mental health for free. I make dancing videos. I am like basic basic. At least I am a good dancer ig?
So dedicated and kinda smart? What made you lose interest btw?
Just asking!! Talking with quirks and having a trollsona are very close things that are related. It isn't lame! I think having a cringy past is cute imo. Makes people look more human.
Argh I should ask for payment before calling you the r word. Capitalism isn't your friend.
I read the book over the weekend and no joke it is on my mind until now. I felt like I was inside her head and I started to understand her? If that makes sense. She keeps changing her mind about things. That makes everything so so hard to understand but also so interesting. I related to her cynicism a *lot* tbh. The part about women are spoken for but don't speak? Hit so hard. Definitely going to read it again. Thanks so so much for the rec. It was so good I know for a fact all those books are amazing too. My fav list is in shambles rn because of schoolgirl haha but my fav is or was diary of a murderer. Did you read it?
You said that so well. Nothing to add. You are so right.
hahaha omgg sorry. You got it right by being wrong?? The worst is it kinda makes sense? idk I am so bad with korean. I have no way with word thingies. Not saying you are easy to please but you are a man (derogatory). The truth can't hurt me yk.
Ok ok. If you want to be called a reprobate so so much scoundrel
Is it so hard to give me the dub? 💀
Bills, who is bills? idk her and I don't claim her.
... it is affecting only my attention span if you ignore the rest like addiction. So so many creeps too. But I use tiktok less now. I used to create videos every day. I make like, three videos in a week now? I am not growing like before but mental health is more important.
Bad taste isn't a thing to be proud of Kosmo, but it is too late for you. You confessed your bad taste. So brave. Let me tell you mine. I never watched got. naurrr not quirks 💀 but that is kinda cute. Never would have guessed. Did you have a trollsona?? You are exploiting fandom culture for profit? I hate capitalism fr. You *are* a reprobate.
It was out of the blue but I liked that you did. Personalized recs are always nice. I never read any Dazai. So I'm starting with that one. I am going shopping this afternoon, maybe look for it at kinokuniya. Do you like it? What is your favorite book btw? Edit: found it.
aaa so it was from samudaya that you learned about attachment. It is nice that buddhism changed how you see your life. Dukkha is an idea that helped me with bad times because if suffering is true, impermanence is too. Makes dealing with emotions easier yk.
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Me cheeky? Nooo. You say you have reached your limit with thai but you could tell I was being cheeky like?? You know more than you think! I had a feeling you would like being called P'Kosmo and ignore the disrespect haha life experience ig. You are delulu because I am a lost cause 🤡
Ok then, scoundrel it is.
Makes sense... but you are getting away with a technicality. What I get from that is that I'm right.
Yes but no. I understand tiktok is messing me up *because* I'm older now. I know tumblr affected young me, but I don't have a therapist to tell me how. So I can live on pretending it didn't 😎
hahaha go to hell, let me liiive. No, not a Columbine stan. I got there by looking for PJO fanart and fanfics. After that there were too many eras to list. Why were *you* on tumblr? Isn't it too cliche for an arts kid to be a former tumblr user, Kosmo?
Thanks for explaining! And I relate. My parents are protestant like I said, but I had classes about theravada at school and theravada is everywhere. I kinda follow it I guess? A little? So I am spiritual in a way. Not a faithful way, but a way. What teachings and practices did you embrace?
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How did you learn that?? That is almost too normal for google translate.
Thanks Kosmo! I hope this next year is at least better than the last. I am kinda getting proper old now. I googled that and it is apparently a big holiday to spend with family and such 👀👀 jk, have fun, bro.
Damn fam, that is why ai is coming for you people, winning competitions. Comp sci students are getting revenge for all the orgies they did not go to and were not invited.
Future is not looking very bright anywhere fam. Being working class the worst is the inflation. I cannot even think about housing right now and that is very sad imo. I keep thinking I should have accomplished more things by now with how much I worked and lived. Where is the communist revolution when we need it?
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Thank you for asking. It could be better, and it would be almost shameful to share something personal to someone who is far more accomplished than I. See, I am still glued to this website like a bird of pray that would soon end up in the stomach of an unscrupulous hunter. My inadequacy with life has only grown, and reading what happened to you, I am reminded of Chateaubriand comparing his destiny to Napoléon who had already a firm grip on reality whiles le Vicomte had only pursued chimeras...
Here we are, alone again. It's all so slow, so heavy, so sad... I'll be old soon. Then at last it will be over. So many people have come into my room. They've talked. They haven't said much. They've gone away. They've grown old, wretched, sluggish, each in some corner of the world.
Mort à crédit/Death on the Installment Plan, Céline.
Let me however finish with a couple of good news. I have successfully passed JLPT N1 this Summer and I have good hopes that it will be my final year of academic purgatory. Last but not least, I finished writing my 5³th synopsis for MAL Rewrite today.
P.S. I have finally found the right image for the New Year:
I was top of my class once in elementary school.
Being a clout goblin never paid my bills. Was it supposed to? 🤡 I was destroying my mental health for free. I make dancing videos. I am like basic basic. At least I am a good dancer ig?
So dedicated and kinda smart? What made you lose interest btw?
Just asking!! Talking with quirks and having a trollsona are very close things that are related. It isn't lame! I think having a cringy past is cute imo. Makes people look more human.
Argh I should ask for payment before calling you the r word. Capitalism isn't your friend.
I read the book over the weekend and no joke it is on my mind until now. I felt like I was inside her head and I started to understand her? If that makes sense. She keeps changing her mind about things. That makes everything so so hard to understand but also so interesting. I related to her cynicism a *lot* tbh. The part about women are spoken for but don't speak? Hit so hard. Definitely going to read it again. Thanks so so much for the rec. It was so good I know for a fact all those books are amazing too. My fav list is in shambles rn because of schoolgirl haha but my fav is or was diary of a murderer. Did you read it?
You said that so well. Nothing to add. You are so right.
hahaha omgg sorry. You got it right by being wrong?? The worst is it kinda makes sense? idk I am so bad with korean. I have no way with word thingies. Not saying you are easy to please but you are a man (derogatory). The truth can't hurt me yk.
For real. Take one for the team. Shoulda listened to the memes fam. The memes speak the truth.
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Is it so hard to give me the dub? 💀
Bills, who is bills? idk her and I don't claim her.
... it is affecting only my attention span if you ignore the rest like addiction. So so many creeps too. But I use tiktok less now. I used to create videos every day. I make like, three videos in a week now? I am not growing like before but mental health is more important.
Bad taste isn't a thing to be proud of Kosmo, but it is too late for you. You confessed your bad taste. So brave. Let me tell you mine. I never watched got. naurrr not quirks 💀 but that is kinda cute. Never would have guessed. Did you have a trollsona?? You are exploiting fandom culture for profit? I hate capitalism fr. You *are* a reprobate.
It was out of the blue but I liked that you did. Personalized recs are always nice. I never read any Dazai. So I'm starting with that one. I am going shopping this afternoon, maybe look for it at kinokuniya. Do you like it? What is your favorite book btw? Edit: found it.
aaa so it was from samudaya that you learned about attachment. It is nice that buddhism changed how you see your life. Dukkha is an idea that helped me with bad times because if suffering is true, impermanence is too. Makes dealing with emotions easier yk.
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Me cheeky? Nooo. You say you have reached your limit with thai but you could tell I was being cheeky like?? You know more than you think! I had a feeling you would like being called P'Kosmo and ignore the disrespect haha life experience ig. You are delulu because I am a lost cause 🤡
Makes sense... but you are getting away with a technicality. What I get from that is that I'm right.
Yes but no. I understand tiktok is messing me up *because* I'm older now. I know tumblr affected young me, but I don't have a therapist to tell me how. So I can live on pretending it didn't 😎
hahaha go to hell, let me liiive. No, not a Columbine stan. I got there by looking for PJO fanart and fanfics. After that there were too many eras to list. Why were *you* on tumblr? Isn't it too cliche for an arts kid to be a former tumblr user, Kosmo?
Thanks for explaining! And I relate. My parents are protestant like I said, but I had classes about theravada at school and theravada is everywhere. I kinda follow it I guess? A little? So I am spiritual in a way. Not a faithful way, but a way. What teachings and practices did you embrace?
อิอิพี่คอสโมจ๋า บ้าหรอ คิดได้ยังไงจ๊ะ
How did you learn that?? That is almost too normal for google translate.
Damn fam, that is why ai is coming for you people, winning competitions. Comp sci students are getting revenge for all the orgies they did not go to and were not invited.
Future is not looking very bright anywhere fam. Being working class the worst is the inflation. I cannot even think about housing right now and that is very sad imo. I keep thinking I should have accomplished more things by now with how much I worked and lived. Where is the communist revolution when we need it?