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I cannot believe how bad my English was, wrong and does not exist grammar, confusing choices of words and their mix-up meaning, super unnatural phases and continuation; My broken English was insane.

I am glad I did have the courage to use it tho, without that determination, I might still be stuck at the same level of English back then. My English is still pretty terrible, self-learning takes a lifetime, I guess?

It is going to take a while to fix.

It has been almost 3 years,

It had been a lot, I graduated high school, took one year off to recover my mental health, and now I am in 2nd year at the University.
It had been tough, so tough it took a while for me to bring back any semblance of confidence I had left. I have not fully recovered yet but, I always thought about coming back to watch anime all the time, coming back to this site; at the end of the day, I love watching Anime, it was the thing that saved me when I was younger, it brought so much light and life into my dullest colorless days, once I was nothing but a Machine that woke up just to study and took exams, It was truly the thing that saved me.

I lost a lot of my life this past few years wandering on another side of life. When everything all fell down, I genuinely thought there was nothing left for me in this world, not even my favorite songs could cheer me up, the world became so painful, that living another day felt like choking alone at the bottomless ocean, I was spilling out all the negative thoughts in the world, absorbing it all back alone, and the cycle repeated.

In the end, I was able to return to the surface, the world was still really tough for me, but I kept going, days and days passed, and it finally ended. Though I was severely injured, and there are so many scars that going to be with me until my last moment, I also grew a lot mentally, that is life in the end I suppose.

Many months have passed since that resurfaced, I have been steadily bringing parts of my life back together again, at this point in time, 3 years later, I am finally able to come back and watch Anime again like I once was, like I always have been wanting to.

I think I will be fully recovered at the end of this year, the next big chapter of my life is going to happen, this time I will make it for sure, and this time no matter what happens, I will push through until my mind and body collapses, next time, even how ugly everything is going to turn out, no matter how much this world rejects me, no matter how much I become to hate myself, I will go until the very end.

Thank you for all the things that are still left for me, I will once again, continue the path that I created, the path that only I have, the dream that only I can reach.

Are you alright?

After 3 months of emptiness, I am back, I guess.
What is it again? I only have 1 week?
.
WTF is going on with my life, honestly, please god.

I hate Anime Community.
What happened to AOT Ending is absolutely Commotion.

Finally, life
Some break time
.
Almost 7 months, I can't believe What had been happened to my life.
I'm back I guess

I am dying , I am so distress .
I can't believe it's 4 month
I am so tired

I cant believe I haven't watch any anime for months
How busy I am

Blessed 2 times for a twice results.
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Just saw it.Why My text was repeated For a God sake it can't be edit.
Ahh It bothers me. I am Sorry Can you just think that is double blessing.
Anyway take care Have a wondefful life this year.

Today is June 15
Happy birthday Onodera Kosaki. I wish you a good year, everything you want will be like your desire.
Good things coming to your life. Stay Strong and Aftermost, I wish you a big of happiness.
June 15 Happy birthday Onodera Kosaki. I wish you a good year, everything you want will be like your desire.
Good things coming to your life. Stay Strong and Aftermost, I wish you a big of happiness.

Onodera She is purely beautiful from the beginning till the end, Glittering more than any stars, From your little heart.
You are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen.
At least this is only thing I can do.I will never leave you.

no problem at all. and im glad to hear your opinion on it. i definitely agree as well that it is fun to share opinions

Yes I really respect the result.
Be an Author is very difficult thing.
If I was he.I also want to express my true feelings of the show I am going to created.
Even my audience dont like it at all.(As I am)
NGE is a very popular back then and he bravely ended it very surprise!
I honestly appropriate him.
But that is actually what I have thought.
Thanks a lot for your comment Shutos.I am very happy to read another people's thought and opinion.Exchanging an opinion is a very fun and interesing thing.

Hey there, i just wanted to make a comment about Evangelion, because it seems like you were pretty passionate about it. Hideaki Anno created Evangelion as an artistic portrayal of his mental conditions, anxiety, depression, pride, lust, and so on. The entire point of Evangelion, not just the show, the universe, is to be a medium to represent those feelings. I just wanted to point that out.