I'm a bit envious of that experiance.. I watched it in the animes before, but never had it- therefor... yeah- envious, but also- quite happy for you too.
Sorry for making you worry about me. It's ok.
These guys- they were just trying to say that they like me- in their childish way.. that they want to be friends with me; but since they were kids- for them didn't really matter what they are saying...; but because I felt old (compared to them and at all)..; because the words I wanted to hear wasn't from someone I loved back (or could have touched), because those words were not sincere- it hurt. So I told them to stop saying empty words.., but that inspired them to said them more and more. It hurt- no one ever fight for me in my real life, but some kids fight for me to not discover that they don't love me. Here it hurt double the amount from before.
It was only for a day so it's alright. It's past now. Don't worry. Everything is ok. I'm just used to venture my sadness on you- so whether I'm unhappy with something I can't say to anybody I know in my real life (since it will be embaracing or so)- well- I always end up writting on your wall. It became a habit of mine.
These days I feel tired, Jose. They are a lot of kids that lie that the like me. They say "I love you", but they are actually 17 years old kids. Even if they wheren't 17 years old- they live far away.. If they don't live far away- they have girlfriends.
I feel so tired to be lied that they love me.
I just want there to be someone who reallly loves me, who is close to me and who is not a kid. I feel so tired and stirred up, Jose.. I feel so old and tired.
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am.. What happened with Whitney?
Me too. ^^
I'm a bit envious of that experiance.. I watched it in the animes before, but never had it- therefor... yeah- envious, but also- quite happy for you too.
Have fun!!
It's ok. Just be yourself- she likes you for what you are.
Ah.. But... if she's going to stay with you- clean a bit and leave some space for her- like a drawer or so.
And she is going to stay there for a week?
No wonder you are nervous! :P
These guys- they were just trying to say that they like me- in their childish way.. that they want to be friends with me; but since they were kids- for them didn't really matter what they are saying...; but because I felt old (compared to them and at all)..; because the words I wanted to hear wasn't from someone I loved back (or could have touched), because those words were not sincere- it hurt. So I told them to stop saying empty words.., but that inspired them to said them more and more. It hurt- no one ever fight for me in my real life, but some kids fight for me to not discover that they don't love me. Here it hurt double the amount from before.
It was only for a day so it's alright. It's past now. Don't worry. Everything is ok. I'm just used to venture my sadness on you- so whether I'm unhappy with something I can't say to anybody I know in my real life (since it will be embaracing or so)- well- I always end up writting on your wall. It became a habit of mine.
And how have you been? Are you happy?
I feel so tired to be lied that they love me.
I just want there to be someone who reallly loves me, who is close to me and who is not a kid. I feel so tired and stirred up, Jose.. I feel so old and tired.
And how have you been?
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