I gotta admit that i am a fujoshi, a hardcore fujoshi OMG lmao
Just like other fujoshi, i would love to PIIIIP when i PIIIIIP xD
SO! Any of you who think that i am not okay with this kind of fetish can go away :3 please dont disturb my happy life xD and except that, feel free to contact me or going crazy with me cuz i am the number one fan of craziness and lazyness lmao
I have my eyes on them, only then cuz i am faithful lmao
My Favorite Songs from All Over the World
-some of it XD-
Bye Bye Yesterday by E-gumi
Toothbrush by DNCE
You're so Fine by CNBLUE
Jinsei wa Subarashii by Jhony's West
Kumamiko Dancing by Natsumi Hioka & Hiroki Yasumoto
Masquerade by Cytus
MY DIARY <3
2016
23/07/2016
Now, some people just said that i am too lazy to update my profile:my manga list, anime list whatsoever.. soo in order to hold up all the comments, i will do what people call "curhat timeeeee" <3
I am not sad nor happy, i am not lonely nor there is someone who accompany me. The first day at school 3 days ago didnt change anything. It actually destroy everything. All my friends went to the same class, leaving me and my one boy friend alone in a class that is soooo daaammnnn quiet. Everytime there was someone who tried to made a ruckus, well, we laughed but a second later-max 3 seconds- everything went quiet again!! In all my time, enjoying my time at school, i always get such a big and stupid class which wont show any sign of quieting, and this year, ACTUALLY MY LAST YEAR IN HIGHSCHOOL, i got this bookworm class and there is actually some girls that i hate with all my heart with their disgusting behavior and it really drives my crazy!!
29/07/2016
I dont know, i just feel a lil sad today.. Some girl just really pissing me off. Talking about boys and such.. Arguing about who is wrong and whose not when the one at fault is his gf... Just... Annoying...
And i feel that some people just keep drifting away from me even tough i know they are not.. Maybe they are pissed.. Maybe i was boring (´△｀) at least i know i am.
My bookworm class is getting better. They started to get noisier than before, ignoring the teacher when they were annoying lol
Apart from that i think i should dig my own grave and sleep for a while (′ェ`)
4/08/2016
I will say that i am suuuppeerr happy becuz of some song (=^-ω-^=) wanna know it?? Lol
Well there was nothing much happen around here, especially at school. Just finished reading my novel, Career of Evil by Roberth Galbraith. I have to admit that this story is confusing becuz of its words. But i LOVE IT!! I learned that by studying psycology i can realize something faster than before and maybe someone wont ever try to lie to me. Pretty convenient xD criminal affairs calling kyaaaaaa (✿´‿`)
Okay stop it Kira you are getting crazy over there lol
Besides, i have another novel xD School for Good and Evil book 3!! Yeeeey (☆∀☆) if you know about Cinderella, Beauty and The Beast or Snow White, you do know how they beated the evil thing in their world. This time, you will know how Snow White become herself or why Malevicent become her xD
They studied in a seperated school, Good tower and Evil tower, study like normal students, then have some war or competitions and whatever happen, Storian, the magic pen, will write your story. Interesting right? :3
Okay i bable to much here so ADIOS!!
5/07/2016
I wont say it.. I really wont.. becuz I know that this thing that I feel right now is not true.. its poisonous, a lie and there is no antidote for that. I already experience it so why do I want to try it again, with the same person of all? Well, I wont say again cuz there was actually nothing between us. It was only a confession with rejection. So why do I feel hurt when I realize that he care more about my friend in the other class better than me who is in the same class with him?
That’s ridiculous…
Okay, saying that I am hurt is also wrong cuz my monopolism feeling is not even romantic stuff.. bleh disgusting little piece of shit!
11/09/2016
Nothing really beats me right now except the fact that I hate my current life. The point where I understand my feeling but I actually don’t, the time when I hate someone but I cant bring myself to hate that person. Like a bird which want to fly high but the atmosphere stop it lmao
Okay stop with that disgusting analogy, I am not a writer anymore.. I really want to write but my brain doesn’t seem have the idea to write anything so it really pains me meh.
Nothing really happen today (ofc its just around 8.30 in the morning and I haven’t done my phisics test and its so annoying cuz all I know the test suppose to be held next week!!!!! #angryandtableflip) But okay! I should just go with the flow, kill some questions and be happy about it just what I did yesterday with math test :D
Okay time to go and nothing to lose~~
2017
19/02/2017
NOT SO FAST!! OKAAAY!! XDD this is 2017! New diary, new life aaaand new story xD
Okay i am not looking foward to new life, but i also didnt ask to experience such a bitter affair. You can say this is my first time i actually have a fight with my friend but that friend of mine not really settle things by talking to me but he sent me messages which i think is not the best way but i bet even i cant talk about this face to face ( ﾟ∀ ﾟ)
Okay move on, i am starting to prepare my exams, in which i am super worried that i am not be able to graduate cuz i am not ready, by doing questions and aswering questions.. Not helping right now but i will do my best! Broke my bones! Kill someone (who i hate the most) and JUST GO SPARTA WITH MY LIFE!! #evillaugh
Okay thats not really cute (and i dont mind since i hate acting cute) and i will end my chattering here. Since its still 10 in the morning and i just went back from Church xD
さよなら~~
06/05/2017
OKAAAYYY ILY IS BAAACCCK to share her moody diaries~~ sure everything is fiine~ i am done with school, done with National Exams and i have 5 months of vacations with barely nothing to do. But besides that, there is this weird feelings in which i want to kill someone even tough i already done with that exact person and doenst hate her anymore, but it was just.. everytime i saw her face or her name i wish she could just POOFF~ like that. Not that i like it, it was just.. there was some lil quarrel between us and it ended good.. but things just still got my guts. i need something to break meh... Okay.. it is 12 o'clock at night and i suppose i need to get some sleep so i can go to gym first thing in the morning!
XD CIAAOO~~
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that's reasonable. I spend some time to myself too. I actually miss going out right now, too bad this corona thing wont be over until there's really a solution.
ohhh yeah I heard about that! I actually browsed some items there, same with mandarake. Shipping cost is really expensive, it's twice the price lmao. all the payment would go to shipping </3 if you know any other international sites that offer a reasonable shipping cost and good quality of products let me know.
lmao. probably because you're too busy. I plan to read it too after I caught up with the anime.
hahahaha well, I'm furious about the government and the people here too. But I'm tired to argue to people about it now, I used t care a lot about the covid crisis here, but now I don't even give a shit about it anymore because it's too stressful to think about.
ohhhh okay. when i entered univ., I actually don't have my high school friends with me. We went to different paths. My school was miles away from them. So I was kinda lonely at first. But I met a lot of good friends in college. And we were really close. Really hoping time wasn't so fast so I could enjoy my time back in college
well tbh, I'm kinda like that sometimes. There are times when I want to go home immediately haha
I do want to purchase it online. Problem is, I don't know what site to use lmao. I want something straight from Japan, so it'll be at least authentic. But shipping a merchandise from Japan to here would probably double my payment.
I'm watching Black Clover and Grand Blue. Black Clover is kinda famous, you might heard of it.
yeah. We've been on lockdown since March. But they said we've flattened the curve somehow right now. So maybe they'll go easy on us for the next few days.
ahh I see. that's too bad. do you have friends from high school that went to the same university?
i like college because of the freedom. I can go out whenever I want and hang out with a lot of people. I really cherish those moments. Getting old is never fun lmao.
hopefully haha. I've been wanting to purchase certain keychains from any of my fav animes. maybe next year we will go after all this covid thing is over.
ohhh. a lot of my friends actually watch k-dramas. That's probably the trend today. still a good thing you're able to watch some.
as for me, I only came back to watching since last month. for the past 4 years I think I never really got hooked again until now. I've been watching tv series back then. although there are very few good animes right now. hopefully by next year there will be a lot.
not yet. we're not allowed to travel outside. closest beach here is 2 hours away
well don't listen to them. You just gotta do what you think is better for you at the moment. You'll eventually find it. And enjoy college, it's 10x better for me than in high school. Too bad there's quarantine so you can't really enjoy it 100%
yeah i know :( to be honest, I was really prepared for it. I already even made a schedule of activities. I was really looking forward to go to kyoto and tokyo to buy some weeb stuff for my room lmao.
ahhh i see. well hopefully you'll be used to everything. It's hard to start something you're not really familiar with.
Ahh. I think that's kinda normal. I don't even plan on becoming a lawyer in the first place but here I am lmao. Life is unpredictable. You'll never really know what you want until you know it.
Nahh. I was supposed to go there last March/April for spring. I felt really bad about not going. I was really looking forward to it.
hahaha. why did it started earlier than the others?
the online class thing is a new thing for all of you, so I'm imagining that all you guys are struggling to adjust.
Goodluck with your other classes! hopefully it'll go easy
ahhh I see. well at least Indonesia has fewer cases than here in the Philippines. Just make sure to stay healthy!
That's soon too. I hope you'll be able to graduate already! you're still young when you'll graduate, you have a lot to look forward to. Unlike me who's already 25 lmao. fuuuuuuck
hahaha yeah. I was actually about to apply to this job as a lawyer back in May I think. But my parents told me to make my plans on hold. They said I could stay with them for awhile because living alone is expensive as hell when I did it before. We were supposed to go to Japan back in March, but we were placed in quarantine until now since the corona situation isn't getting any better here.
so what have you been up to? you got online classes?
I graduated last year, i don't know if I already told you about it tho. I also passed my licensure exams so I'm a lawyer now. But I don't have work at the moment, although there have been offers for work opportunities but I didn't take them. It's kind of a personal choice because I don't want me and my family to get infected by the virus. So I'm waiting until January 2021, and I'm stuck at the house for the rest of the year
Happy Holidays!!! just happened to pass by here. Hopefully you're doing well and still remember me!
I'll probably be gone here for awhile. But I'll come to visit from time to time. Idk when I'll be 100% active because real life caught up with me and have a lot of things going on haha
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ohhh yeah I heard about that! I actually browsed some items there, same with mandarake. Shipping cost is really expensive, it's twice the price lmao. all the payment would go to shipping </3 if you know any other international sites that offer a reasonable shipping cost and good quality of products let me know.
lmao. probably because you're too busy. I plan to read it too after I caught up with the anime.
ohhhh okay. when i entered univ., I actually don't have my high school friends with me. We went to different paths. My school was miles away from them. So I was kinda lonely at first. But I met a lot of good friends in college. And we were really close. Really hoping time wasn't so fast so I could enjoy my time back in college
well tbh, I'm kinda like that sometimes. There are times when I want to go home immediately haha
I do want to purchase it online. Problem is, I don't know what site to use lmao. I want something straight from Japan, so it'll be at least authentic. But shipping a merchandise from Japan to here would probably double my payment.
I'm watching Black Clover and Grand Blue. Black Clover is kinda famous, you might heard of it.
ahh I see. that's too bad. do you have friends from high school that went to the same university?
i like college because of the freedom. I can go out whenever I want and hang out with a lot of people. I really cherish those moments. Getting old is never fun lmao.
hopefully haha. I've been wanting to purchase certain keychains from any of my fav animes. maybe next year we will go after all this covid thing is over.
ohhh. a lot of my friends actually watch k-dramas. That's probably the trend today. still a good thing you're able to watch some.
as for me, I only came back to watching since last month. for the past 4 years I think I never really got hooked again until now. I've been watching tv series back then. although there are very few good animes right now. hopefully by next year there will be a lot.
well don't listen to them. You just gotta do what you think is better for you at the moment. You'll eventually find it. And enjoy college, it's 10x better for me than in high school. Too bad there's quarantine so you can't really enjoy it 100%
yeah i know :( to be honest, I was really prepared for it. I already even made a schedule of activities. I was really looking forward to go to kyoto and tokyo to buy some weeb stuff for my room lmao.
ahhh i see. well hopefully you'll be used to everything. It's hard to start something you're not really familiar with.
You still watch anime?
Ahh. I think that's kinda normal. I don't even plan on becoming a lawyer in the first place but here I am lmao. Life is unpredictable. You'll never really know what you want until you know it.
Nahh. I was supposed to go there last March/April for spring. I felt really bad about not going. I was really looking forward to it.
hahaha. why did it started earlier than the others?
the online class thing is a new thing for all of you, so I'm imagining that all you guys are struggling to adjust.
Goodluck with your other classes! hopefully it'll go easy
That's soon too. I hope you'll be able to graduate already! you're still young when you'll graduate, you have a lot to look forward to. Unlike me who's already 25 lmao. fuuuuuuck
hahaha yeah. I was actually about to apply to this job as a lawyer back in May I think. But my parents told me to make my plans on hold. They said I could stay with them for awhile because living alone is expensive as hell when I did it before. We were supposed to go to Japan back in March, but we were placed in quarantine until now since the corona situation isn't getting any better here.
so what have you been up to? you got online classes?
I graduated last year, i don't know if I already told you about it tho. I also passed my licensure exams so I'm a lawyer now. But I don't have work at the moment, although there have been offers for work opportunities but I didn't take them. It's kind of a personal choice because I don't want me and my family to get infected by the virus. So I'm waiting until January 2021, and I'm stuck at the house for the rest of the year
Happy Holidays!!! just happened to pass by here. Hopefully you're doing well and still remember me!
I'll probably be gone here for awhile. But I'll come to visit from time to time. Idk when I'll be 100% active because real life caught up with me and have a lot of things going on haha
Talk to you soon!! old girl
Ok! I am a fujoshi too, so I might give it a try! :D
Would you suggest Banana Fish to me? ^^"
How is it? I am curious 'cause of its weird name..
I was active whenever I could. ^^"
Do you have any anime suggestion for me??
I don't think I can be this active after this month is over, but I love MAL and love talking to other anime fans! :)
Nice to meet you too~