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Days: 64.8
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- Total Entries238
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All Comments (203) Comments
I am not sure if you realise this,but,even for me who won......i already get the feeling i am not truly winning the war.In fact,just E1 already proves i am losing the arms race.
At this point,i decided to just screw it.I got all of the progression and experience i need to survive,it's time i really enjoyed myself for once in the game without all these chores.You should think about it as well.We arent really winning anything,may as well start deciding to just do what we really want in the game.
All in all,this event was quite a "redemption".
However,although i redeemed myself by defeating E-3 on Hard,it then hit me.
I was quite actually stressing my own capabilities to the max for something that might not have been worth it.
I know it,this is my limit.I can't go beyond it.Honestly,i have no way of actually catching up to that very cream of the crop difference given my life schedules,just barely enough to get by as the seasons pass.In fact,i only did it because i felt i might have needed the experience to finally regain my confidence lost from Winter 2015.
At that sort of top top tier level of difficulty............
I can't have 40 Mamiyas/Irakos or have enough time/sanity/resources to play Sparklecolle.
I dont have enough time/Real money to actually get screws outside the easy to do weeklies.
I feel it's literally insane it's forced to field all 4 fleets (Combined+ Node&Boss support fleets) more or less.
Those super twin Dyson escort boss node compo was so crazy to fight,i am not sure if i can pull it off again.
And dont get me started why i avoid 5-5 altogether.RNG on top of all the super tough map difficulty.
But honestly,after all the shit they pulled on us last two events,dont feel too eager yet,so still going to wait and see.
I dont know,i just dont feel very entertained lately in Kancolle given how things have been going.Shitty events,lackluster updates....
What is the point of us improving our game and as players,if we are always one step behind?
For your info,a new Roma esque drop has appeared for a ship named Graf Zeppelin at E-4.I am trying and utterlly failing at getting her while others get her easily.
Naturally,prior to that i fell into the similar "trap" of trying to farm for Mizuho which i missed out as well in E-3's hard to farm spot.
My desires and hopes were being played with here.As a gamer,is this the kind of gameplay experience i want to keep having?
Sure,i can adapt,but is there a point to forcing myself to something i dont like?