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Hear this music while reading the following and just relax

I like romantic and sad histories like...

'In a world where it seems that we are condemned to feel alone still lingers the taste of fallen tears in a maiden's lips. She was a warrior. But lost her last hope in the battel, in her last try to fight for an unrequited love.

There is no one in this world for me -I decide- So just close your eyes and let go of everything -I hear in a distant part of my mind- And don't feel anything.

The last sentence stopped for a second in front of me like a vibrating presence, the other part of the mirror I always go back to to look at my inner self giving me the impresion I was never left alone. *Still...

"don´t feel anything"

Then I repeat the old words of a fallen self identity. The person I was before I fell in love... Don't remerber, don't feel anything, you were never there... YOU are her in the mirror. I look at my past self and slowly the traits of a grin appears in exchange of my desolation look. I never was who I was or feel alike. My name comes back to my lips with ever more power like no before -YOU believe in me- the image in the mirror whispered back to me.

Her eyes are honest. I read depth and innocent trust in them while they stare BACK at me. And that only gives me the enough self confidence I need to go on. Suddenly I really feel the urge to really believe in them. Believe in "me". The person I was all along, all this time, even if I feel confused and seemed to lost track of myself.

Then, I repeated the chant that gave me so much power in the past and would always show me the point of return to my inner truth until the end of time.

- I am the Ice Queen, unreachable and cold.
With a frozen heart I won't get hurt ever again.

- said the maiden to the ever loyal and vigilant silence of the
forest where she loved to run at night. There was no real mirror.

Only an obscure siluete of a little girl and the light of the moon reflecting on the waters of the riverside, deep inside of the misterious forest. And of course the healing darkness.

*Still... the pain seemed to persist a bit more. She would wait in there just until the tears stopped to flow and then she would wait longer until the wind dried her cheeks and then... she just walked the path way back home. Silently. Slowly.

She would keep in secret that night and the following ones. Only her and the forest would know the secret in the end of that path to the riverside. That place where she would let the wind took all her tears away until there was no trait of them

... END´

By Otonashi Diva or just "Saya"

I am interested about hearing more about this type of histories. If you feel so just feel free to chat with me through the channel. You are Welcome to my world.