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 What a relief it would be if my breathing and heart just stopped and my consciousness disappeared along with the pain. - And that was when and where I met Takaki Tohno. I hung my head lower and lower. And then... A whispered voice entered my ears. "You are going to be okay."  "A cherry petal falls at that speed. They say it's five centimeters per second." These words meant that I felt so natural when we were together. That I always wanted to be with him. I hoped we could, very gradually, get closer over time. At the speed of a falling cherry petal. Slowly, but surely. I wished that we would naturally become one. On that day, I think my existence was the most blessed of all, enveloped in the most beautiful thing in the world.  "I hope that we can see the cherry blossoms again next year", I told him. Not only next year, but also the year after that. And beyond.  Simply being beside him was warmer than the spring sunlight.  As I ran from Takaki, I felt at peace. I had someone to chase after me. That filled me with such peace, and bliss.  But where did petals go after they fell on the ground? They vanished. They disappeared. They went someplace else. (Note: All the quotes are from the novel "Five Centimeters Per Second: One More Side" by Arata Kanou.) 22.01.2023 Dear happy future me, I hope that you are doing better than the present me. I hope that you can again enjoy every moment of your life. Because life is beautiful. Just to remind you, 5 Centimeters Per Second describes the story of my life. Takaki is an image of myself. He is loved. By Akari - they are soulmates but not meant for each other. A magic but purely painful love story. By Kanae - it is an unrequited love since Takaki hesitates to give her a chance, although deep inside he knows that she is the one girl of his dreams. Kanae spends 5 years of having a crush on Takaki. 5 years which slowly crush her heart. By Risa - whom he causes pain in their relationship of 3 years by not giving her the love and certainty she deserves. He leaves her in despair. But it is not one of the girls he hurts the most. He uncounsciously hurts himself indefinitely. All the chances that he misses and all the relationships that he loses - after becoming an adult he realizes at a single blow what he lost in life. In the end, all that remains for him to do is to reminisce about his past, his youth, about all the blissful moments that once have been. This moment of reminiscence is a moment of pain. Finally - but too late - he moves on from his past. He lifts his head and walks into his new future which is uncertain but also full of hope. So, dear happy future me, please do not hurt anyone anymore. Please, treasure every person in your heart, please spread true love to everyone. I am sure that you can do it with the help of god. Because I know one thing: "I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me." (Galatians 2:20) See you hopefully very soon, Present me  16.02.2023 I have everything, but at the same time, everything that I have is perishing. Where is my last petal of hope? Will there ever be one more sunrise? 24.02.2023 I hate myself. Perhaps it is better if I do not exist. I do not want to exist anymore. |
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Kimi no Na wa.
Movie·2016
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Byousoku 5 Centimeter
Movie·2007
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TV·2018
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Boku dake ga Inai Machi
TV·2016
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Tonari no Totoro
Movie·1988
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Kaze ga Tsuyoku Fuiteiru
TV·2018
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Romeo no Aoi Sora
TV·1995
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Code Geass: Hangyaku no Lelouch R2
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Kiseijuu: Sei no Kakuritsu
TV·2014
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Sora yori mo Tooi Basho
TV·2018
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Portgas D., Ace
One Piece
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Bougainvillea, Gilbert
Violet Evergarden
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Onizuka, Eikichi
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Vagabond
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Nefertari, Vivi
One Piece
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Kiyose, Haiji
Kaze ga Tsuyoku Fuiteiru
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Matsuoka, Rin
Free!
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Kimishima, Kana
Kiseijuu: Sei no Kakuritsu
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Callenreese, Aslan Jade
Banana Fish
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Ryuuguuji, Ken
Tokyo Revengers
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Thank you so much for your awesome Secret Santa manga recommendations!
So far I've only been through Machida-kun and it was everything you said it would be. The transition from year to year was quite a tough time for me personally for a multitude of reasons, so Machida's optimism and heartfelt life-affirming messages really helped me through that! It was the right manga at the right time and I don't think I'll forget it any time soon! Thank you!
Oh, and of course I'm familiar with One Piece! I'm watching the anime, but I'm way behind! I've only just finished the Thriller Bark arc (my favourite so far, Brook is such a great character!)
I hope you had a great start to 2023! Take care!
Hype junge 25 jahre hat oda uns verarscht. All die jahre haben alle drauf gewartet, mit den tausend Theorien darüber
Ruffy wird KRank wird crazyy shit
Es wird ein Fest der Augen,
ehem sorry for fangirling lol
and yes.. Rin is papi 👌