Report ColorMeHappy's Profile

Sorry for not talking for a while T_T

Obligated? I feel obligated to be obligated. Jokes aside, I just prefer having an online conversation once in a while.

...Same here. I don't particularly find an extreme amount of excitement in signing on daily.

...How fortunate! It's always a pleasure to hear that from someone (whether it's a frequent occurrence or not).

...I'm fine myself. Rather lethargic, but hey, I'm too old to be feeling excited anyway.

Why thank you.

Haha yeah. It's sad but hey.

I might as well ask something to keep the momentum of the conversation up so..... how're you doing?

hey! who is the girl from your profile?

oh! wow! that's really high.

Haha thanks I feel SO Special! (=

WOW thanks lyrics are SO deep, OH French is so romantic. (L)

I've enjoyed Strait Jacket it's really good even though it's 3 OVA lots of gore though if your into those sort of things and I bet you'll love the french ending theme song ep 2 hear it tell me what you think or please translate hehe http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GFZT--QjLXg

Oh it's cute. I seen before, I think around here.
**EDITED** hehe grammer police ! D:

I see you done Toradora! How did you like it? hmm anyways what avatar is that on your profile? (;

Heheh, I'm quiet. I think. I am sure I am. I dunno, I'm the class joker. You know, the one always talking or making quips or sleeping or doing everything else except work. Hell, my teachers loved me though and some people hated me for it. Like, my phone went off because I was texting in class and my teacher didn't bat an eyelid. A few days later, someone else's phone went off and they got told off and cold looks. Oops!

I like being in the shadows. All my friends are spotlight people, so I have to deal with all the drama that comes with their popularity. I'm like the person that knows everything about everything about them. I dunno, you'd think that the type of people I would hang out with would be people like myself: dorky, silly, likes doing geek stuff. But none of my friends fit that criteria. They're either delinquents, over-achievers, burn outs, or a mixture of the above three.

Heheh, oh, you sound like a younger me. Not a younger version of me, because I have changed, but you sound the way I was when I was younger. It was bad enough to the point that some people thought I only existed in school and when the bell rang for home, I would evaporate until the next day when I'd magically reappear. I was THAT private.

Changed as I grew older. Became more outgoing, more aggressive in what I wanted, more open. I realise the best way to keep a secret is to tell everybody. So I don't really have any secrets. I like to live openly because it gives me a sense of relief at the end of the day. And it also means nobody could ever have the upperhand with me. If they tried it, I could just say, "So? What you wanna do about that now?"

I trust very, very easily. Which is why I try not to get close to people. I buy anything from anyone hook, line and sinker because I am forthright and I expect people to be the same way with me. If they are lying, my loss, but I always take people for their word unless I am sceptical about them in some way or the other.

No, that makes full sense to me, which is why I try not to make such close friends. When I become attached to someone, it's really strong. I lost a friend this year because of that. I got jealous over her saying that someone else knew her better than I did. Although, er, there were a lot of other reasons why we stopped being friends *coughdon'teverfoolaroundwithyourfriendscough* but I couldn't bear the idea of something like that.

Besides, I had been hurt once very badly before by something like that. Putting all my trust into a full-time friend. Let's just say, I got burned badly by it. I even blame it for my being a total failure wang when it comes to long-term relationships.

Naw, it doesn't sound mean. I honestly am glad I make friends easily, because I lose a lot over the years.

I got two best friends who still stick around, but that's because we don't really get involved too much with each other. I can't explain it. It's like, we're there, but not there enough to get sick of one another. Maybe it's like the wind. You can feel it but you can't see it. Or some crap like that, I dunno, where's my coffee?

I'm different. I burn one until it bores me and then move on. I seem to do the same thing with people and relationships, so maybe it's a personality disorder :0