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Hey there. Thanks for visiting my profile. ^_^

So, my passions in life are writing, languages, anime/manga, drawing, and music. I've been writing since I can remember being able to; I speak French and English fluently, have been doing Japanese for a year and a half, and have started Russian this year, for my first year in College in France. I've been into anime and manga for about two years, ever since I saw episodes of Fairy Tail and One Piece on TV and thought, "Wow, this is cool, I want to watch more!"

I have a baby sister of 16 months old. I have two people I really consider my best friends, two boys called Liam and Adrian, who live in Ireland. I'm gender-blind and ftm transexual, 1m71, 65kg, I have shoulder-long brown curly hair, wide blue eyes and mile-long lashes. I'm Shinto. My temperament is spontaneous, big-mouth, flirty, childish, tomboy, loud, and my dress code comes down to jeans, t-shirts and runners. Black is my favourite colour. I don't want to bear children; I want to adopt. I have been considering having a sex change for a year and a half now.

EDIT of the 16/02/'15: I recently found myself a boyfriend. HALLELUJAH! My first real boyfriend xD We've been together for nearly a month now, and this made me realize that I may actually be genderfluid, not transexual. So yeah. Currently female, but still going by my male name, which is actually a unisex name, Chris. If you know me - or even if you don't ;D - you may call me by it. :3 Also, I will be turning 18 in five months, on the 26th of June! :D And one of my bday presents will be Muse's new album, out exactly A MONTH before my bday!! :DD Can't wait <3

I first came to University to become an English Professor, but I've recently come to realize that that decision was mostly taken due to pressure from my father to chose a career for myself. The only thing I truly want to do, and feel like I could do for the rest of my life, is to write.

A bit of backstory for those of you who actually care. My mom raised me alone. When I was nine she moved us to Ireland, telling me a bunch of lies about the country so I'd agree to come and the judge in charge of my parents couldn't hold her back. Until then we'd been living in France. I never really had any friends there; only one that I could truly call a 'friend'. When we moved I couldn't speak English, but I was a quick learner. However, I was still anti-sociable, and the only friends I had, I could only keep for a year before I did something to make them leave me behind. And either way, as soon as someone appeared to be making friends with me, no matter who'd they'd been before-hand, they immediately became everyone else's bullying target. Ie. the reason why I had no friends.

When I was twelve I went to junior high school - what we call primary school in Ireland. There I made three male friends. In the space of one year, I got myself hated and mocked by everyone in my year, fell in love with one of the three boys - who, years later, turned out to be gay -, and went out with another. I lost all three of them afterwards.

Around that time my mother got herself acquainted with Marijuana - cannabis. She began to grow it. She'd smoke it all day, all the time. Her attitude began to change. She'd always been a heavy smoker, but the drug was changing her as a person. I never got on with her after that. She'd always blame our fights on me; call me an idiot and the dumbest person on earth for the stupidest of reasons, tell me I would fail in life, that I was a good-for-nothing jerk. She used to hate my dad, and she'd always point out how much like him I was. When I was fifteen, I heard her say that she should have cut her legs off rather than have a kid with 'that bastard'.

In my second year of junior high I met Adrian and Liam, my current best-friends, as well as two other girls. One of the two was a crybaby and a spoiled kid who didn't know the meaning of 'tact' or 'loyalty'; the other was an attention-seeker who lied to us on a daily basis. The first year we knew her, she told the school that her father was dead; our principal found out the truth when he went out to her house to present his condolences and was welcomed in by the 'dead' father himself. A few years later, in senior high, she told the school I'd beat her up and nearly got me expelled.

In June 2013 my baby sister was born of my dad's first marriage - he and my mom were never married. Her name is Meïline, and she is possibly the very best thing that's happened to me in my entire life. So far, at least.

I'm not saying all this to make it seem as though my existence was a terrible one, or a pitiable one. You shouldn't pity me. In fact, DON'T pity me, because my past - the good as well as the bad - has made me what I am today, and that isn't something I'd be willing to give up for a better childhood. I had a perfect childhood. It made me resilient, hard-working, loving, true, honest, caring, smart, tough, and it gave me a sense of humor. My life is what it is - and so is yours. Don't ever forget who and what you are, because that is what you should be proud of. Be proud of yourself. Be yourself. Because you were born for it.

Facts about me:
-I value true friendship more than I value true love.
-People tend to be drawn to me for my personality.
-When I was younger, and even now, my friends would always come to me for advice.
-The Principal of my secondary school hand-picked me to chair at the school's student council when I was 16.
-I'm more mature than I look.
-My life is a hurricane. Interpret that how you wish.
-Most of my friends now are older than me, but they've told me more than once that they often feel as though I were the older sister, and they the younger sibling.
-I believe that the world is fundamentally bad.
-That doesn't stop me from hoping that it can change.
-I get drunk when I want to forget something.
-Writing and music saved me.
-If my mother had raised me alone and I'd never been allowed to see my father, I'd probably be somewhere in prison right now.
-Oscar Wilde is my favourite author.
-Fahrenheit 451, by Ray Bradbury, is one of my favourite books ever.
-I've never finished writing a book of my own.
-I write fanfiction.
-I have a Grade 5 Singing Diploma from London Trinity College.
-I want to start Kendo.
-My mother raised me not to believe in myself.
-I have hopes for the future.
-She failed.