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My reason for living is only for that person, my First and last Love.

Daily Life... is becoming lifeless.
I live well, yet I feel so lifeless...

I Only will work harder for my loved one yet...
Hard work is not easily seen...

I will work myself to death. For you.

I deserve to suffer.
I deserve nothing.

always a burden.

I am so useless.

I am always not enough.

I didn't wish to be born,
I especially didn't want to meet you...
I really love you so much yet I don't show a slight appreciation.
I always think of so much of you, Yet it isn't enough...
This kind of personality, looks, and incapabilities are not one to love.

The thoughts of Ifs come to me every day 24/7.
If I wasn't born, Would it be easier to the ones I love?
If they weren't the one they met me and met instead the one who is truly capable to give them happiness...

I really wonder If, my Happiness is a misfortune to others...
If I wasn't like this, would they love me and take time for me?

I have been always good at pretending.
Always a Fool.
and for whom I treasure, I will play the fool. always. forever.

Aniwatcher_com

I am sad, Frustrated, and angry.
But that doesn't really mean anything to anyone...
No One really cares about my feelings and another's...
Just like me... They are also selfish...

I want to be alone, I want to be with somebody...
I want someone to realize and understand my feelings, Yet I don't want anyone ever to know what I really feel.

I may be broken or rather I am totally useless, broken, and a burden...
To someone, I may be the real unfortunate thing they encountered...
I won't ever blame anyone, For I am the real mistake...

I want to be happy, Yet I want to suffer so badly till I die.

A light that I can't seem to see, A fresh air that I can't seem to grasp...
I really want to obtain a happiness that can last me a lifetime...

I really wish for me to be worthy for you, to be useful to you, to be helpful to you,
A Strength, Pride, and Happiness for you.

Even if meant abandoning everything in my life, freedom, and happiness...
I would always reach out to you, be by your side, and be devoted to you.
At times I would take you for granted, but carved my heart that you are the most precious and irreplaceable happiness in all of my life...

When you would breathe, I would breathe,
When you'd be happy, I am really delighted.

Your smile makes my heart flutters than usual,
Your Cries that make me angry and weak at the same tme.

You are really my happiness...
but my limited happiness...

I am always unfortunate.
But I don't blame anyone for it...

A once-in-a-lifetime chance for happiness was almost at my grasp...
A memory that will last me Happiness through tough times dissipated just like sand...
This Life of mine isn't really meant to obtain true happiness...

As I see my future so dim, My chance of Happiness is really... just unfortunate.
I don't blame anyone but myself. I don't hate anyone but myself. I don't want to drag anyone down but myself.
I may be hard on myself. But that is because I really deserve it...

My Current happiness is at my side, but not everything is totally limited especially a person's life...
One day...
You will become one with the past, may be forgotten, not seen, not heard, and even not alive no more.
My real happiness will die one day... Until I have really nothing.

I do not wish to obtain a bright future, but only treasure the present while you are still by my side.
I may not deserve you, but I wanna treasure, see, and hear you for a while.
I Love You, and awlways.

comiko_net

Yakuza's Guide to Babysitting...
So adorable...
gives me bubbles. <33

Suffering and suffocating.
You are my sole happiness.
Always Heavy and dark.
You are my sole heart.

I wanna die, I wanna live.
For You, I give you my all.

Even if I don't deserve you, I really wanna be by your side.
You are my Star, My Light, and My Dream.

I just wanna love you, be with you forever.
Until you die, I Do, have a reason to live, give, love, and support.
I'm always sorry for being selfish.