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drawn to the light i am set aflame
burnt to a cinder, left to linger
nothing remains; distant dreams and pain
reminiscent of the past, nothing shall last
moving forwards, no time for words

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love needs no reasons, you feel what you feel when you're with them, and you do all that you can to keep them smiling; to love unconditionally. it is irrational, but pure.

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Many people misunderstand this concept. Doubting people is simply a part of trying to get to know them.
"Trust"
That act is without a doubt a very noble one...
But you know, what many people do, that they call "trust" is actually giving up on trying to understand others.
And that has nothing to do with "trust" but rather... apathy.
There are countless people out there who fail to realize that apathy is a far more devastating act than doubting others.

"As lost as I may be, as much as I lose hope, as much as I want to give up, I don't because of you. No matter how long it takes, no matter the trials, no matter the suffering...I will be found by you."

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Blinded.

Why is it so easy to fall?
Easy to fall for a stranger.
Why is it you that my heart calls?
I feel like I am in danger.
Why should I even talk to you?
I can't help it, I cannot stop.
You bring me happiness, you do.
I just wish that my heart was taught.
Taught to perfectly love someone.
Someone that will bring me no harm.
But its easier said then done.
Yet I feel your sentiment warm.
Maybe its cause we just can't see,
that its our love that meant to be.

Life.

Life is not always what it seems.
Through the trials then hopes and dreams.
The vast array of what life brings.
No materialistic things.
Things that are not needed in life.
Things that will take away our right.
Our right to live free among stars.
See what life truly is afar.
I wish to live free, free from harm.
Free from cries and bearing of arms.
In hopes that one day we will die.
Die without our stress or self pride.

Happy BIRTHDAY!!!! ↖(^▽^)↗

Heeeey, so sorry about that long crap last time. I was in such a detailed kind of mood lol.

True, it is really short, but I don't go straight home after class though I stay at school, usually until around 2ish so still like a regular school day. Lol btw its psychology, psychiatry is advanced shtuff which I hope i will be able to take someday >.<

Haha kk whatever suits you... and thanks for making me feel good haha And lol so mean XD , well i guess i would say the same for having to draw the line somewhere, but I still prefer guys with a little chub on them too, so I can tease them too. So hows your training, weight thing doing? bet your doing fine though.

So have you watched any ellen yet? And hyuna in the video, I didn't actually think it was her, I thought she looked liked her but thought she wasnt cuz her eyebrows have vanished in that video which confused me, until I saw an article about it haha XP

Lol thanks for liking how i "play" hehe. All of my other friends just say "woah, to much info;" along those lines.Hey you gotta tell me more about your stuff too. So mean letting me tell you and not sharing T.T And I know, sorry again bout that. Also girls are supposedly more sensitive during our period, my friend has tried it, and enjoyed A LOT, i think she said that they went on for a long time lol. Same for me I think we are more sensitive, just a while ago I just had my period and I didn't not masturbate for quite a while, but when I did....Ill just say it was good, made me giggle at the difference it makes.

Haha sounds like your tutoring "job" is going well, are you getting stuff out of this or you doing this for free? I doubt it though right? hehe. Hows school going now, now that its been like a month? getting harder yet? :P

LOL you like totally ignored my good supported argument T.T and yeah I got a pic I don't mind sharing what about you? :P

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM....... Ionno, why don't you guess with my response right now.. heheh...

Btw whats the update with Kiko and you?

I like want to tell you the story about me having a small party at my house and me getting slightly blacked out but I don't wana inconvenience you with something long again >.< (btw this all happend without my mother knowing)

Oh, and I have already seen Ao Oni like last year I was just exploring the commentaters I usually watch and wanted to watch scary stuff and stumble upon it. It is scary and funny in a way.

Btw i intentionally ordered this in a climatic way, have fun! XD

That's great that your tutoring went well, and were you horny when you wrote this
cuz you got some random things in their like your ejaculate, and nipple touchie, and i have no idea why you put something about your triceps in like the most
randomist spot lol.

Well UBC is not that bad, and even if you did get lost there is a lot of people who would help you. My schedule is English 9am- 9:45 on M, W&F, Math 10-11:15 on Tu&Th and Pscyh 4-7pm Mondays only. This week my classes were not bad still trying to get used to having a lot of free time. I would think that a university would feel more different, especially class size, which i do not want to be in a room of 200 ppl taking the same course for my first year, I rather take it slowly in small classes. The director of student services my "daddie" which we call him every now and then; Why? because we started to call his wife "mom" who was a teacher I had, and he taught me psych 100 and 101 in high school. But, anyways about "daddie" lol he talks about how some first years would ask him, "when does lunch start?" Then he would have explain to them about college and uni. As for the people in my college they are all friendly, they don't mind if you would act weird outside of classes or if you make a mistake during class, but there are still those select few who giggle at the back of the room because of whatever or whoever it may be.

Btw, if you wanna get skinny eating more is actually better, because you exercise you use more energy and you need eat to keep yourself alive so your supposed to have: breakfast, snack, lunch, snack, dinner,and snack again before 9pm though, cuz metabolism hits its peak during the mornings,so you can eat more, and should, to around 6ish it starts dying down after that, so you should have a small dindin and don't always eat grains, eat more protein,thats what guys eat the most, obviously have fruits and veggies. So, you should eat, its fine, even if you don't miss an exercise, you can still eat 6(small) meals a day, which is what we are supposed to do. How i know this crap, my friend who is younger than me and in 3rd year university already, always goes on random diets,and talks about the stuff she learned and what we should do to us, and she is inthe medical area (her major) so i would say they are reasonably reliable. But, you can pretty much find this stuff on the internet, just becareful in what you read though, if you ever plan to. Either way, you are skinny if you just gained 10lbs. your still in the healthy weight area, geez, your making me feel bad since I gained weight too >.<

Of course I have heard of gagnam style, I always check my jpop&kpop rankings so
it popped up there, never thought it would become such a big hit for him to
start going to America so soon after it. Have you ever seen Ellen's dance dares?
if you havent go watch it on youtube just search it up Dance dares ellen degeneres
and click the 3rd video, i prefer that one XD. Anyways, for one of my orientation
we had an amazing race vancouver version, and one of the side tasks for points was to do a dance dare, no one in my group (i was team captain btw >.<) looked willing so i did gagnam style and some other random crap behind a person, one of my members filmed it, wonder if she still has it LOL Sword online heard that it is really good, was going to read the manga/ novel, whatever it has but im not really in the anime OR manga mood right now, I'm actually started getting addicted to craigslist >.< since i did not want to spend...110..85..200.. do the math lol i gots no calculator XD but thats for regular price books, i spent..40..60..and 160 from craigslist, and i bought a printer from there and now im trying to think what else i could buy :D

LOL didn't think you would be so curious on my "behind the doors" life. Well theres not much I do, its not like i got vibrator, dildos or anything so explicit like that. I just masterbate. More details? Well, I don't use fingers cause it doesn't really do much for me for some reason >.< I do it in the shower,why? cause i got a removable shower head, so i change the function to this widespread kinda rainfall feature, ionno, and....then.... I just sit..or some other position.... >.> then hold it near "my doors" LOL XD then yeah. I prefer not to do it all the time like i used to when i first started doing this, because i like waiting for my sensitivity to come back, its more fun for me :P
I also just learned I sound like a porno video sometimes, I'm not loud though, I just make sounds, like the japanese voice kind of...pitch? so im a.. soprano..HAHA ionno but this is only when i am sensitive, when im not, there isnt much just go alto. I do like sticking fingers up there though just out of curiousity. Like if i get wet randomly, or get discharge, I like going up there and trying to get some of whatever is up there and just stare at the stuff, sometimes when I got my period too I do it in the shower, your probably thinking it would be bloody, its not actually, only once you stop, thats why i wait a bit before leaving and stick my finger up there to see if the blood is flowing or going to.I do masturbate outside of the shower, but its hard to explain, I don't use fingers for masturbating outside, but ionno how to explain so ill skip that, but I gotta get turned on to do it outside, so i watch random porno, but i prefer not to do it outside cuz its more tiring and getting turned on takes to long sometimes.
The shower one is instant XD SOOOO is that informative enough for you? if you
wanna ask some questions go ahead, practically all my close friends knows how I
masturbate LOL

Note: Ionno if you know this, kiko might have told you, but we are more sensitive
when were on our period ;P

I got other random incidents with it, if you wanna know i don't mind. But, you
have to give me stories, random incidents, and your masturbating life now.

I actually don't take pictures of myself very often, so I don't have much, I got
like one that Jaren took cuz my friends were taking a pic as well, so i could
show you that one. BUT, did you know that it's rude to ask something out of someone
when you haven't even done what you asked out of them first XD

WOOOOOOO THIS IS CRAZY LONG HAHA

Lol nice, thanks for the long post XP Btw I was supposed to ask you before you asked me but I keep forgetting :P

Oooh that is awesome, you are learning and getting paid. yeah right you are fat, boys got such a faster metabolism than us females, your fat to you is prolly like a 10lb. gain >.> Don't worry if you don't know what you wanna do after, just keep going like you are and finish then think so more for it, I know I'm still unsure about the courses I am taking for college; not sure about my passion like some people, I just know I wanna talk and help people.

Cool your courses seems fun except bio 11, cuz never took it. If you need help you could ask me but im sure you're fine and you got don and nia there too :)

Yay for Tsukiko! It's great to know that she is for sure doing fine now. Hahaha like your optimistic thinking if she had one arm. Lol did she actually tell you that she ignored you for some odd reason?

Hmmm... as for me and my school stuff...

I am going to Corpus Christi College/ St. Mark's College which is on UBC campus, which is great cuz I get to use all their facilities within this UBC city (it literally is it's own city). One day, you should just take any UBC bus and walk around the campus, it so fricken huge and they have everything you need XD

I actually have not started school yet I start on Monday, I had and extra week of summer break bcuz that extra week was full of orientation days. Although, I did have a 2 week summer course, really scary cuz the teacher fit 13weeks worth of lessons into 2 weeks, was difficult in the beginning since I have only been using 50% of my brain in grade 12, which did get me into a bit of trouble..eh heh >.<; And the courses I am taking this term are: English 110, Math 110 and Psychology 201 (the numbers just mean what year your in for the course), and maybe some others not sure yet. So, imma just stay at this college for a year or 2 then transfer to UBC hopefully by then I will be sure of what I wanna do *sigh*

People wise...not much outside of college and during the summer, had some stuff. But ma college peeps, they to many Asian sensations and white territories, my friend, she wants to not only hang out with the Asians, she wants to have a...variety, but the whites and the Asians split into their "nations" so quickly XD Also the Asian nation is made up of Filipinos straight from the Philippines, which most of them just came a few weeks ago, they not so FOB, once in a while only :D

Home wise...just "need the privacy once in a while" stuff (you should know what I mean XD ) and my love for Korean stuff has been reaching its peak >.< But, still got my sentimental Japanese stuff within me, to release itself, I went to the anime convention, Anime Revolution, it went for 3 days long, which was fun and raunchy at one point, showing some nudity here and there. Oh and an actually Japanese voice actor came, he voiced a dude from code geass like a servant of zero or something like that ionno :P

hmm..did I beat your length? XD

Is this even as interesting as yours? (yes, I had fun reading yours).
Tell me how Sunday went too :D

hmm...... I wonder what you're up to now.. I'll tell you, after you tell me ;P

Waaaah so sorry so sorry sorry sorry srry sry for not replying >.< first i was busy then got kicked out ma house then when i came back home I kinda forgot to check all my stuff, like this and my email etc, i just wanted to go on youtube most of the time :P and im leaving for the states saturday or friday... >.< SOOOO Anyways how are you and how is Kiko? Have you been able to talk to her yet? Phone? MSn? games? You guys living happily yet? and Hope she is well recovered already. Also, I don't find that weird cuz I know you are just worried and that you dont base off of appearances, and besides it shows that you really love her...Well pretty much everything you say shows that you love her XP Also what have you been doing nowadays besides getting hard and all that jazz

thanks :) srry for such late replies have been busy with grad and exams.

Anyways, sad to hear about what happened with your girlfriend. I really do hope she wont have any really lasting scars but I am glad to hear that she is alive and kicking ^^ but how did this even happen? just an accident? Have you talked to her recently yet? like through the phone since you asked for the phone number. You should you should if you have yet to call her.