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Don't worry about it! I actually like it when people include such details, I personally end up doing so too often too so 😭

Well, it all started when I was talking about how I was a vet "back in the day" when I was like 3 years old, my mom told me so at least. I mean I know how weird it is but it made me think about studying medicine afterward, truth be told I'm not cut out to study architecture and things similar like that (though I still find it interesting) more so things that involve high-level math and/or physics so it sounded like a logical decision. The thing is it wasn't hard to get into perhaps that is the reason why I'm still in shock about it (I even asked my mom to reread the email for me several times to be certain about it back then lol) and probably how I usually studied in high school not applying to university as well as I initially thought it would.

Oh I see lol, I don't think you'll go insane though. 😭

Yeah, I think so too. I see, well I'm not that bad at conversation but I can't make small talk at all for the life of me so.

Well all I can say is that most of them are italians (I study in Rome actually though I'm turkish), they really don't like talking in English too much and some of them aren't really good at it anyway so they usually form inner groups of their own (they even bother considering regions too) otherwise the foreigners also group between themselves too, I hardly ever see mixed groups if there's any to begin with. Well they are a bit racist to some level ngl, especially the italians.

You are kind of the opposite of me about that, I usually resign for a little or become less talkative and/or interactive when I'm down though I tend to say some things that kind of seem weird on their end 😭 but honestly friends are called as such to be there for you whether you are doing good or bad imo so it's important to have such people you can talk to freely.

That's a universal feeling I suppose then 😭 but I understand the frustration of going to lectures and learning barely anything out of them so. Well as I said I live in Rome but all my relatives are back in Turkey so I live in a dorm, though it's more logical to stay in a dorm when you can anyway imo. You are extremely lucky about that, we almost always have 10 hours of lectures every day in theory until the end of the semester (unless there are some changes) so it usually kills me and my day before I can do other things so 🥲. I think so too.

I'm glad it went good! I understand what you mean, I also lost weight since I came here not that I'm complaining though but I do miss the foods in Turkey sometimes 🥲

Well I could try but I'm not the best at starting conversations so 😭

Not exactly, just more organized, finishing the ones that I had in mind for so long and continuing with the plan and such.

I've sent a request and that's okay, whichever way you are comfortable with is fine with me.

I suppose you'd think I'm crazy if I said why so 🥲 but you are completely right about it. I actually always thought it was a far-fetched dream more than reality so I'm still not kind of used to the fact that I'm actually studying medicine if I'm being completely honest and my way of approaching is definitely not helping.

Yeah, that is understandable. You are definitely right, nobody has their lives perfectly working out for them all the time. That's true, i think so too. I think that is the best way of approaching it in general, authenticity is really important in my eyes, you know.

I'm afraid not in my case, I'm not the best at initiating conversations though I'm usually better at expressing myself among a group rather than one-to-one if that makes sense. You are lucky about that and that is a right observation. I'm in my 3rd year so everything gets harder after the groups are "settled" in a sense and it's difficult since it's an international university. Yeah I understand, I have my moments too though it makes me less communicative but yes definitely, it's nice to have friends. Oh I see, I'm glad you have friends that help you though.

You are doing the right thing in my opinion. It could be just because of how terrible the teachers' english that butchers it all in my case though and the fact that my mother bitches at me when I don't enter the lectures because of "I'm paying for you to learn something not for you to walk around aimlessly in the university all day" ideology. Tbh I wouldn't even bother going to the university at all if we didn't have this minimum 67% attendance per lesson policy to have the capability to book exams for that lesson. Yeah don't even mention it 🥲, I hope it went well though.

I wish but I lost that capability a really long time ago sadly.

It's private because it's a mess right now, if I can manage around it more regularly I'll turn it back to public though hopefully

Thank you for being understanding, I really appreciate it!

Also, perchance, do you have another platform for messaging because I usually notice the messages on MAL way too late (that is if you want to share)?

Thanks for the friend request! Hope you're doing well. :)

Sorry for the late reply firstly, I didn't recognize another text from you until now.

Not helping 🥲 (jk). I mean I have always wanted to be a doctor ever since I was able to talk so, I never thought I could actually get into it tbf though, even after 3 years it still feels weird to actually study medicine idk why.

I see. I totally understand how frustrating it could be. Honestly, if there's no way out of it, you'll just have to adapt as best you can, though I hope it works out for you.

That's nice! I was pretty social last semester though "the glue" to that decided to ditch me to another person so I've been kind of alone this semester with the friend I usually hang out with not attending at all this semester so. I rarely ever hang out with people though I'm not complaining because I end up already fucked up with lack of sleep because of the lectures lol. Anyway overall, I can say that I do crave social bonding of sorts but I do just as fine alone.

I personally miss playing it so much, if only I could find someone to accompany me for it yk 🥲. I mean if you enjoy playing it, I think that is the only thing that counts.

Ah I see, that's nice! I mean just be yourself, authenticity is the most important IMO.

Yeah 🥲, thanks for being understanding though, I really appreciate it! I hope things for out for the best though!

i'm studying medicine so 🥲

that's interesting still but what do you mean by stuck exactly?

well I'm on the same boat, I can't manage my time properly either so I'm not sure what I'm going to ngl.

though i'd say having friends to waste time on can be a luxury sometimes so.

that's nice, and I used to play tennis 😭

well I saw on the internet and got curious about it and eventually I started to watch though it was a bit later that I got my serious and more in depth about it. how did you?

sorry for the late reply, I haven't been able to check MAL so much lately until today so 🙂‍↕️

yeah now mostly i worry about my studies, what about you?

well believe it or not, that's actually how I think as well

well i guess, you usually do that as an hobby though

most of them were in pandemic, but otherwise I just did nothing but watch animes most of the time for some period of time

I watched in Patna , mann even I dont know... I would like to watch it again when it releases on BD... cant wait.

Nice.😃😃😃
Looks like you you watched yesterday same day as mine... I am just curious to know in which city did you watch ??

I died for a little bit this time. They banned my account for saying a mystery word.
But now I have revived as a literate zombie so no harm


What is life without anime
You haven't watched since April wow
You're almost acting normal

Music can make or break a show. Never underestimate the power of a good soundtrack

Monster is amazing. Read the manga recently to refresh the story in my brain

I know you have said anime lately has been boring, but have you seen that a new Bleach anime is coming out in around a month??

I am not dead
Promise

Also thank you for the birthday wish!! I feel special


You can't be a delinquent unless you grow out an awesome pompadour
I actually had to take a break off this semester due to stress. I ended up going to the hospital so I'm taking some time
Stress is so stupid. Where is my sugar daddy. There has to be someone who likes socially awkward chicks who feel uncomfortable sexually. Where's my market.

I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT! THAT STUPID NOTIFICATION THING KEEPS POPPING UP AND TAKING UP LIKE HALF OF MY SCREEN!
At least you can turn it off. It was annoying af though. Even if my mouse just scrolled across it activated. Who thought of that? Fire them.

See? Ugh, when that candy scene happened in Erased, I was like "oh this is too obvious. it can't be him. it must be a red herring."
I blame Scooby-Doo for my paranoia. It's never supposed to be the most obvious person

I'll be that person.
Haruhi Suzumiya >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Bunny Girl Senpai
There is no reason why the Bunny Girl movie should be rated above the Haruhi movie. I call bs on the MAL scoring system. Everyone who has watched both agree the Haruhi movie is better.

Did you read the Rent a Girlfriend chapter yet? I haven't been reading it. I'm busy with Higurashi, and it's been 3 months. The VN will never end. I'm expecting at least another month before finishing

I'm trying to watch through all of the Dragon Ball series, but honestly I would rather just play video games right now. I'm playing this game called Octopath Traveler, and it's so much fun. I would rather play it than watch anime at the moment.

OMG you Sussy thank you