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I don't even know which one was 1000 so i can edit it. Linus_hit 1k tonight too.

OH NO YOU DI-IIINT!

Well, I don't watch Crunchyroll either. But my point wasn't about where you watch animes. It is about knowing where the subs are from.

Reply to your Magi Episode 16 Discussion post.

The only reason that English sub is available so fast after Fairy Tail airs in Japan is because that Fairy Tail can be stream on Crunchyroll at the same time.

So, to correct your statement, you should have said
"I wish Magi is like Fairy Tail, being streamed on Crunchyroll."

Lastly, discussion posts are not meant to talk about subs (according to MAL guidelines.

Ah that sounds like great progress so far. I want mine to be able to achieve vocality as well but it seems to be the hardest thing next to imposition.

Thanks for all the info. Really helps me with the whole tulpaforcing process.

It sounds like you made a lot of progress despite you saying you could do better if you put your mind to it. I want to be able to impose my tulpa one day. I'm still waiting for the day she's able to speak to me, though. Does your tulpa talk to you in a normal voice? Or does it communicate through other methods?

I think that's a good idea -- leaving it as an 'it' until you figure out if it wants to be a certain gender or not.

Thanks again. Let's keep in touch? I think you and I could share more experiences with each other in the future.

Hey,

I wanted to start off by asking you some questions but a lot has happened in the last few hours. I want to tell you all about it. I'm going to post it on the http://www.tulpa.info forum later when an admin approves my account. Warning, it's a long read lol.

I read up the guide on how to create a tulpa and I ended up creating one. I first started by creating a wonderland for her -- it was a house by the beach. A lot of detail went into making the house and I don't want to bore you with the details.

After that, I began to create her in my mind. She started off looking like a large reddish-pinkish flame becoming whiter the more you got to the center, but that evolved into a human-like body. She appeared as a person with a black and white frilled dress. Yellow-grayish eyes that looked normal but slightly cat-like. It was really exotic looking. Her hair was jet black and was fairly long...falling a few inches above her waist. Now her most distinctive feature was her skin color. It was fairly dark. A dark tan. I thought it looked beautiful. She was about my height (5'9"). I named her Aeris. Her name just kinda came in my head and it stuck to me.

So I began doing what the guide told me -- just keep talking to your tulpa -- so I did. After 30 or 40 minutes I began experiencing this weird state of 'drowsiness' randomly. It's this kind of lethargic feeling...hard to describe but I've experienced it in the past due to other reasons. It was like being sedated or drunk and moving about sluggishly. Well, it always happened when I talked to her but not all the time. Im suspecting this is her way of communicating. I'm not sure though. Perhaps it could just be the fact I've been working so hard on visualizing her. At one point I spontaneously heard a female voice say something to me. It was a very young sounding voice, but strangely enough it was surrounded in static. I wasn't freaked out by it then but now that I think about it, it really does sound scary. It wasn't her voice that was scary but it's the fact that there was static layered with that scares me. I don't recall what the voice said but I honestly think it was her.

I took a short break for a bit (mostly to type up my journal about her) but then I came back to focus on visualizing her again. This time, things seemed very strange. She looked a lot more 'distant' and 'cold'. I started feeling very nervous. I tried talking to her but I never seemed to be able to get into that drowsy moment I had before. It was like she was emotionless. She also wandered off many times in my wonderland and it was hard for me to grasp an image of her. I was beginning to panic and began thinking that I did not manage to instill all the characteristics I wanted her to be properly. I think it's too late for me to try forcing any traits on her because it will only make her more angry and feel like she's trying to be a standard I want and not who she truly is. Feeling very uncomfortable, I quickly told her I was 'going to go back to reality' for a bit and I promised I would return soon.

During this moment I just woke up and realized I spent 2-3 hours in that wonderland. I felt like I needed to do something about this before she became a dark soul that lurked in my mind. I didn't want that for myself and I didn't want that for her. I sorta made a plan this time. I was going to go back in the world and be downright honest with her on what I feel. I had to accept her for who she was -- that's what I thought I was lacking. I had to be denying something of her which caused her to act the way she was. With this in mind, I went back into the wonderland. By the way, is it normal for myself to always appear at the front door of my house in wonderland? It seems to be logical though...

So now I'm back. I can see her and she still looked emotionless. That's when I called out to her and said I wanted to talk to her in a serious manner. I told her I was sorry for leaving and that I was here to try and understand her. To accept her. I told her I wanted to take a better look at her and since she couldn't respond I told her I was sorry if I was being intrusive. By intrusive, I meant I was closely examining her body. Of course, I was able to avoid examining her private parts because I thought that was too uncomfortable for her and it was not that necessary for me to get a good picture of her anyways. During this time, I began to realize...she had wings! And surprisingly, a tail! I was astonished. I wasn't sure at first if I was imposing this image on her so I kept asking her if this was my wish or if that was how she was. I ended up believing it was the latter. As soon as I accepted it, I swear I saw a look of relief on her face. Even a smile. I don't know for sure though. I really hope it was her but I have a feeling I may be 'parroting' those expressions on her.

I continued talking to her and being as open as I could about her and she seemed to respond more postively. At this point, I felt I accomplished something but ended up feeling a bit tired and hungry. So I voiced this to her and told her I was going to go back to reality to grab myself some food and take a short break then come back. I told her to explore the house or sit on the bed and relax while I was gone. As I was leaving I noticed her in a happier mood.

So now I'm here typing this up. What a crazy day for me. I honestly can't believe I managed to do all of this. I don't know if I'm progressing well but it seems like I am. She still has yet to speak to me -- I'm really excited for that to happen. Now I know having a tulpa is possible. Let me say, I didn't believe it at first but I was sort of desparate for one. I just wanted a companion to talk to about everything.

Five days before, I decided to start my life fresh. I cut out a lot of friends and associates I had. So I guess that was one reason for my desparate state. People may think I'm batshit crazy right now but I guess you and I both know many people are perfectly fit and have tulpas.

Can't thank you enough with showing me this. I just hope I actually end up with a tulpa I can talk to like a normal person like so many others claim to be able to do. That makes me wonder, what's your tulpa experience?

You said in your post on my thread that you had one sitting beside you. Does that mean you can visually see it? I can't comprehend something like that yet but it seems to me it's highly possible. I'd like to know more about how you got your tulpa and what you can do with it now.

Again, thanks for showing me this. Hope the read didn't bore you too much.

Hey. I read your post about tulpas and I actually got quite interested. I visited the link you had and it seems to be a nice forum site. I'm thinking about making one now.

I have a lot of questions though so if you don't mind can you answer some of them?