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I'm a very sick & weak girl. I always couldn't breathe right. Talking very low is all I could and still can do. I can't sing very well like I use to, yell, or even bring my voice to high level or put strang on it. I have really bad throat cancer, which other people call it, "A tumor in your throat." Before I ever got sick, I use to sing all the time, I love sing so much I wanted to become a singer. But one day on December 7, 2002 my throat start hurting when I was singing christmas carols w/ my family while setting up the tree. It felt like I was choke on my own air. Before I knew it, I was in a hospital bed. They told me I was unconscious for about 4 days. They told me I won't be able to leave, until my body shows signs of improvement. They didn't even let me know why I was here in the first place. Well until 4 months later I over heard them speaking about me, I was shock and began to cry. Some how someone heard me crying and came into my room. I was more then scared, I was frightened. I thought to myself how this could actually even possible. My tears wouldn't stop pouring out of me. The woman who heard me crying placed me inside my bed, and told me everything will be alright. But then even now I knew she was lying. It's been a while since then. I can hardly do the things I love so much to do. My parents saw that, and decided to get me a laptop. To write down my story on blogs, and met new people from all around the world. When I first got it, I was shock that I wasn't the only one going though this kinda thing. I'm so happy now, knowning I'm not alone. And I have everyone to back me up, when I need them the most.
So I develop a new hoppy and interest now, I might be sixteen but I still do love to watch cartoons & animes that can make me laugh, sad, and extremely happy.
I know now I won't live forever, so I made a decison that I'm going to tell people my story so they too won't feel alone!
Pretty much anything is in that category, as long as it can me giggle from time to time though it can't make me sad when I finish. I always realize they're always another like it, even if it's different in plot and characters. ;)