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| Title: Last Night/Jealous Chapter: 1 (Toshiya's POV) Pairing(s): Kaoru x Toshiya, Miyavi x Toshiya, Kaoru x Kyo, Die x Miyavi (one-sided), Kaoru x Die (one-sided), Miyavi x Shinya Fandom(s): solo, Dir en grey Summary: After co-hosting a party with his boyfriend, Toshiya ends up waking from an intimate night with a stranger. Rating: R Warnings: man/man, profanity, attempt of suicide, violence Comment: btw, this was my first extensive fanfic, so it might not be as good as my newer stuff I posted here I wake up and turn my head to the clock. It’s almost 3 in the afternoon. Kaoru will be coming home! I am so excited to see my love walk through that door and see me lying on the couch with another man. Wait a minute! Another man?!? Lifting my hand, I slowly feel the pale arm attached to my chest all the way to his soft face. Touching slightly moistened lips and combing through his wild hair, he moans, “Totchi”. I start to smile but quickly discard the emotion. I startle the young man by suddenly leaving the couch. He sits up, rubs his eyes, and stares at my body. I look down to see why the stranger was smiling and realize that I am completely nude. I rush to find something to cover up my shame. What’s wrong, Totchi?” the young man asks sitting on the couch squeezing a pillow innocently. I rub my head and softly ask, “Who are you?” “Are you ok?” the naked stranger responds rushing for a glass of water for me. He hands me the glass and leads me to a chair. I take a long sip and ask the kind strange getting dress again, “Who are you?” “Don’t you remember? You were yelling it all last night,” he answers. I look at him cluelessly. “Miyavi,” he finally says, “We met at Kaoru’s party, remember?” I freeze from the answer. “What did you say your name was?” “Miyavi.” Suddenly, I remember bits and pieces of what happened last night. I was helping Kaoru put the finishing touches for the party while he was letting the guests in. I came to tell Kaoru that the food was ready and he introduced me to a lean, good looking guy named Miyavi. During the party, Kaoru and I danced together and had lots of drinks with Miyavi. Then, I don’t remember anything after that. “Totchi?” Miyavi says a little worried. “I can’t remember how this happened,” I admit. Miyavi walks toward me and leans over giving me a long passionate kiss. I follow him and comb through his long, black silky hair. He climbs on top of me and knocks the glass out of my hand. I stop and he notices the spilt water. I look at the small puddle on the carpet and then I turn my head to see Miyavi’s lust filled eyes. We stare at each other for a while, not saying a word. It was like he was trying to tell me that we were meant to be. That only the two of us mattered. Suddenly, the front door opens and Kaoru walks in saying that he bought some lunch for us to eat. He looks up and sees me with Miyavi. He drops the food, his cell phone, and keys on the floor. “What the hell are you doing?!?” Kaoru yells. “It’s not what it seems,” I answer pushing Miyavi off of me, “I don’t know how this happened!” “Why should I believe you,” he says looking at his half nude friend on the floor, “I just happen to catch my good friend with my boyfriend.” “It was all my fault,” Miyavi replies standing up, “I took advantage of him last night, so don’t be mad at him.” “Leave,” Kaoru demands sternly, “Now.” Miyavi gathers the rest of his clothes, looks back at me, and leaves. Kaoru slams the door behind him and says, “Lunch?” I nod my head and we eat in silence. I feel so guilty for cheating on him like that. I guess it’s good I don’t remember the sin I committed. Now I have to make it up to Kaoru and I know just the thing. “Kaoru,” I softly say breaking the silence. He looks up at me as he crumples up his napkin. “I’m sorry for what happened between Miyavi and me,” I say a little uneasy, “Could you forgive me?” Kaoru quietly gets up, throws away our trash, and pulls me up. He leads me to the bedroom and let’s go of my hands. He leans back and falls on the bed. “Do me,” he simply says. I look at him slightly confused. “You heard me. Do me!” he demands. I crawl on top of him and begin removing his clothes, throwing them everywhere. I hesitantly kiss him until he pulls me in and turns me over. He messes up my hair at the same time pushing against my body harder and harder. I slide my hand down his back to his firm ass. I squeeze it hard as he fucks me harder. He shifts upward for a while and the head board starts to squeak. He moves his mouth to my neck and kisses it roughly. He pumps harder with every noise I make. I close my eyes and squeeze tighter. When he was done with my neck, he starts tonguing my ear. I laugh a little and turn both of us on our sides. He pauses and looks at my smiling face. I open my eyes and notice beads of sweat on my love’s face. I wipe them off with my hand and attack him. Going under the covers, I glide my hands between his thighs and massage his dick. I insert his tools inside my mouth and then take it out licking around it. I can hear Kaoru quickly gripping the head board during that one. I lick up to his navel and softly kiss it. I pop out of the covers and look at him eye to eye. He pulls me in again for a kiss. He turns me over and ducks under the covers. I can feel him sucking on my large erection. He messes with it with his tongue. His hands slide up my thighs to my sweaty chest. He feels around some more making me moan. He comes out from under the covers and asks, “You like that?” I nod my head and plead, “More.” Kaoru starts fucking again except harder than before. “Harder,” I beg. He starts breathing harder and I feel a drop of sweat fall on my bottom lip. “More,” I yell pulling his face to my neck. He knew what to do. He starts biting and pushing harder as I scream. “Fuck me,” I moan. “fuck me, Miyavi.” Kaoru stops and looks at my satisfied expression. “What did you say?” he asks a little pissed. “No,” I try to correct, “I meant to say ‘Kaoru’. You know you’re the only one who can do me right.” Kaoru leaves the bed and throws on his robe. I stare at him as he leaves the room. He throws my clothes at my face and commands me to get out. “But Kaoru,” I attempt. “Get out!” he interrupts, “Go see that traitor Miyavi.” Getting half dressed, I leave Kaoru and head over to Miyavi’s place. I know he’ll please me well. |
| Title: Last Night/Jealous Chapter: 2 (Miyavi's POV) Pairing(s): Kaoru x Toshiya, Miyavi x Toshiya, Kaoru x Kyo, Die x Miyavi (one-sided), Kaoru x Die (one-sided), Miyavi x Shinya Fandom(s): solo, Dir en grey Summary: After co-hosting a party with his boyfriend, Toshiya ends up waking from an intimate night with a stranger. Rating: R Warnings: man/man, profanity, attempt of suicide, violence Comment: BTW, this was my first extensive fanfic, so it might not be as good as my newer stuff I posted here I put on a couple tight shirts and some comfortable black pants. This is the perfect outfit for Kaoru’s party. I look in the mirror and fix my hair a little bit. Everything looks great, so I exit my bachelor pad. I knock on the door and Kaoru greets me with tons of enthusiasm. Then, a lean good looking guy comes to him and says that the food is ready. He turns to me and smiles. “Toshiya, this is my close friend, Miyavi,” he introduces. We shake hands and Kaoru leads me to the fun. I watch Kaoru and Toshiya dance with each other closely. Toshiya is smiling and laughing as his boyfriend grinds slowly. They rush over to me and bring over some drinks. After three glasses, Kaoru leaves us to chat with the rest of his guests. A couple hours later, he comes back to check on us and Toshiya is completely drunk. “You want me to take him to your place?” I offer, “He’s totally out of it.” “Are you sure?” My guest will be fine without me,” Kaoru replies. “Yeah, I’m getting a little tired myself,” I admit. “Thanks, Meev, I owe you one,” he says slapping me on the back, “Be careful.” “I will,” I call back carrying Totchi to my car. As I drove to Kaoru’s place, I notice my passenger mumbling and staring through the window. We finally get there and I have to help the drunken man out of my vehicle. I dig through his pockets for the keys and Toshiya makes an interesting reaction. I lead him to the sofa and lock the front door. “Miyavi,” a tempting voice says next to me. I turn to the half nude drunkard. His body was perfect like a statue. I notice his hand sliding down his chest to his abs to his shining belt buckle. He stares at me and licks his lips as he taps on the buckle. “Fuck me,” Toshiya says seductively, “fuck me, Mivi.” I didn’t know what to do. Toshiya is my best friend’s boyfriend. But tonight he is horny and wants me to do him. Why should I listen to his request, he’s trashed? But Totchi is so hot and in need of some good sex. I hop on top of him and quickly undo the black leather belt. He helps me by unbuttoning and unzipping his pants. After that, he waits for me to remove my clothes. I stand aside and cater to the man’s requests as he slides off his pants. “I hope you like big packages,” he says smiling. He pulls me onto the couch and begins pumping hard. I knew he really wanted some. I lean in and start kissing him hard as he thrusts upward. He turns his lips away from me and whispers, “Lower.” I slide down his prespirating body and begin licking his nipples. “Lower,” he whispers again scratching down my back. I move to his rock hard abs and start making out with his navel. “Lower,” he whispers one last time digging his dull nails deeper. I finally come to the climax of the horny machine. It was time to complete my dirty sin. The tip of my tongue touches his package and I hear him scream, “Yes.” I begin sucking on my prize and licking every angle of it. Toshiya spreads his legs apart as I slide my smooth hands on his moist thighs. “Yes, yes Miyavi, yes,” he screams again. I get into it a little more and slide up for more pumping. I sit up and start fucking the bassist harder and deeper as the sinful juices spread everywhere. “Miyavi,” he moans, “fuck me more.” I lie on his sweaty body and guide my hands to his untouched ass making him thrust harder. Ten minutes later, Toshiya stops and says my name as he closes his eyes. I softly kiss him on his soft, salty lips and lay my head on his chest. Slightly awake, I feel Totchi’s touch. The warmth moving on my arm to my face and to my guilty lips. As he combs through my long, messy hair, I moan his sweet name. He scares me a little by suddenly getting off the couch. He stares at me strangely as I sit up and rub my eyes. I study his slightly sweaty body all the way to his package. Toshiya looks down and rushes for something to cover up himself. I grab a nearby pillow and squeeze it in front of me asking, “What’s wrong, Totchi?” “Who are you?” he asks rubbing his head. I knew he could possibly have a hangover from last night. So, I go into the kitchen and fixed him up a glass of water. After handing the confused Totchi the glass, I lead him to a chair close by. He takes a long sip as I put on my pants. “Who are you?” he asks again. “Don’t you remember? You were yelling it all last night,” I say smirking. Toshiya looks at me cluelessly. “Miyavi. We met at Kaoru’s party, remember?” I finally answer. “What did you say your name was?” “Miyavi.” Suddenly, there was a long pause as I continued putting my pants on. “Totchi?” I break the silence a little worried. “I can’t remember how this happened?” he confesses. How could he not remember everything that happened last night? I know just the thing to refresh his memory. I walk toward Totchi, lean forward, and give him a long passionate kiss. He responds by combing through my hair. Suddenly, he stops. I open my eyes and glance at the small puddle of water on the carpet. Toshiya turns back and stares into my brown eyes. I silently give him a message through my eyes. ‘I really like you, Toshiya. I want us to be together. Leave Kaoru for me.’ I kinda hear the door open and some mumbling about lunch. I turn around and notice Kaoru in shock as he drops everything in his hand. “What the hell are you doing?!?” Kaoru yells. “It’s no what is seems,” Toshiya answers pushing me off of him, “I don’t know how this happened!” “Why should I believe you,” he says looking at me on the floor all confused, “I just happen to catch my good friend with my boyfriend. I stand up and admit, “It was all my fault. I took advantage of him last night, so don’t be mad at him.” “Leave,” Kaoru sternly demands, “Now.” I stare at his angry expression and gathered the rest of my clothes. Before I step out the front door, I look back at Toshiya and finally walk out at Kaoru slams the door. Sitting home alone gave me time to think about what I did to my best friend. It was so wrong but it felt so good. I fall asleep for a couple hours and I hear a knock on my door. I open the door and Toshiya is standing in front of me wanting to come in. |
| Title: Last Night/Jealous Chapter: 3 (Kaoru's POV) Pairing(s): Kaoru x Toshiya, Miyavi x Toshiya, Kaoru x Kyo, Die x Miyavi (one-sided), Kaoru x Die (one-sided), Miyavi x Shinya Fandom(s): solo, Dir en grey Summary: After co-hosting a party with his boyfriend, Toshiya ends up waking from an intimate night with a stranger. Rating: R Warnings: man/man, profanity, attempt of suicide, violence Comment: BTW, this was my first extensive fanfic, so it might not be as good as my newer stuff I posted here Toshiya and I thought it would be a great idea to throw a party the day after our last concert. We invited all of our friends and spent a lot of money on drinks and food. Everything was perfect. Totchi was helping put the finishing touches on the place until someone knocked on the door. I begin greeting my excited guests. I was about to go check on Totchi’s progress until my last visitor knocks on the door. “Hey! I haven’t seen you in months,” I greet. “Yeah, it’s good seeing you,” my best friend replies with a big hug. Toshiya walks over and says, “Everything’s all set.” “Toshiya, this is my close friend, Miyavi,” I introduce as they shake hands. I close the door behind him and lead Miyavi to the party. The DJ plays something good, so I grab Totchi to the dance floor. We start grinding slowly and close as I hold my glass in the air. Toshiya feels through my hair. Toshiya bites his bottom lip and we stare into each other’s eyes. I look over and notice Miyavi eyeing my love and my dancing. So, we sit by him and bring a few drinks. We laugh and talk about ridiculous men things. After three glasses, I leave the two of them to mingle with my other party guests. “Hey, Kaoru, you know we have to go by the studio at seven, right?” Kyo asks holding a blue cup. “Ah! I almost forgot about that,” I answer slapping my forehead. “Its ok,” he assures,” I’ll pick you up and drop you home too.” “Thanks, Kyo,” I reply putting my hand on his shoulder, “Hey, Kyo, I’ll be back.” “Sure, sure.” After pushing through the dancing people, I make it to Miyavi and Toshiya. Totchi is completely drunk, so Miyavi says, “You want me to take him to your place? He’s totally out of it.” “Are you sure?” I reply, “My guest will be fine without me.” “Yeah. I’m getting a little tired myself,” he admits. “Thanks, Meev, I owe you one,” I say slapping him on the back, “Be careful.” “I will,” Meev calls back carrying my drunk boyfriend to his car. So, I sit in front of the bar with my hand on my head. Kyo walks behind me and grabs a stool next to me. “What’s up,” he says a little worried. “Nothing. Miyavi’s taking Totchi to my place,” I answer taking a sip. “What’s wrong?” “He’s just drunk. All he needs is some rest. He’ll be fine,” I answer smiling. Kyo scoots over and puts his arm around me. I turn my head to face him. He doesn’t say anything for a while, but he slides his free hand down the inside of my thighs. I jump a little. “It’s only uncomfortable if you let it be,” he says moving in closer. “You know, I haven’t talked to Shinya or Die in a while,” I interrupt. I leave Kyo to talk to the other members. As time passed, the guest decreased. “Kaoru,” Die says waking me up,” I rented you and Kyo a room for the night. Shinya and I will take care of the mess.” “Thanks, man,” I answer sleepily. Kyo wakes me up and tells me it’s time to go to the studio for a few hours. We make it here and we talk a little about out contract and our new album. The manager leaves the room for a few minutes and I look at a stack of papers. “I’m sorry, Kao-chan,” Kyo breaks the silence. “What?” I say not really paying attention. “I’m sorry.” “Sorry for what?” “The party. I know you and Totchi have been together for some time now. I shouldn’t have been hitting on you like that.” “Oh. I totally put that out of my mind. Don’t worry about it.” Our manager walks in and we automatically stand up. He releases us for vacation and Kyo opens the door for me. We go to a drive thru and buy some lunch for Totchi and me. “Thanks for the ride,” I call back as Kyo pulls away. I open the door and immediately mention that I bought some lunch for the two of us. I look up and see a shirtless Miyavi on top of my naked boyfriend. “What the hell are you?!?” I yell after dropping our lunch, my keys, and my cell phone in shock. “It’s not what it seems. I don’t know how this happened!” Toshiya exclaims pushing Miyavi off of him. I look at my ex-best friend and reply with,” Why should I believe you. I just happen to catch my good friend with my boyfriend.” “It was all my fault. I took advantage of him last night,” Miyavi declares standing up, “so don’t be mad at him.” “Leave,” I demand angrily, “Now.” Miyavi gathers the remainder of his clothes as he looks at my serious expression. He takes one last look until I slam the door. “Lunch?” I ask slightly mad. Toshiya nods his head and shuffles to the table. We sit there eating in silence until I hear a soft, guilty voice say, “Kaoru.” I look up at him as I crumple my napkin. “I’m sorry for what happened between Miyavi and me,” Toshiya says a little hesitant, “Could you forgive me?” I get up and dispose our trash. I pull Totchi up, lead him to the bedroom, and fall back on the bed. “Do me,” I say slyly. “You heard me. Do me!” I demand to the confused Totchi. Toshiya slowly crawls on top of me and removes all my clothes, throwing them everywhere in the room. Cautiously kissing me, I decide to take over the fun. I pull him in, mess up his boyish haircut, and start pushing against his body harder and harder. I feel his hand slide down my back to my ass. He squeezes it tightly as I begin licking his ear. I hear him laugh a little and he turns both of us to our sides. I pause and look at my love’s smiling face. He notices beads of sweat on my face, wipes them off, and decides to take over again. He goes under the covers, slides his hands between my thighs, and massages my dick. I start to feel the moisture of his mouth on my package and I immediately grab the head board while he was messing around with his tongue. He moves up, softly kisses up my navel, and comes from out the covers. We stare at each other for a while until I pull him in for a kiss. I turn him over again, go under the covers, and start sucking on his huge package. I mess with it with my tongue at the same time feeling on his sweaty thighs and chest. Enjoying every moan Toshiya makes, I ask, “You like that?” I start fucking deeper than before. “Harder,” Totchi begs. I begin breathing hard and pushing more as the sweat drops on my love’s face. “More,” he yells pulling me toward his neck. I start biting and fucking harder and faster, I hear him scream louder. “Fuck me,” he moans, “fuck me, Mivi.” I slow down to a stop and study Toshiya’s satisfied expression. “What did you just say?” I ask with attitude. “No, I meant to say ‘Kaoru’,” he tries to cover, “You know you’re the only one who can do me right.” I get out the bed, put on my robe, and leave the bedroom. Gathering all of Totchi’s clothes from the living room, I walk back into the bedroom. I throw his clothes at him and command him to get out. “But, Kaoru,” he pleads. “Get out! Go see that traitor, Miyavi,” I interrupt in anger. Once I heard the door close, I sit on my bed knowing I shouldn’t have given him another chance. I pick up the phone, dial a number, and wait for the person to answer. “Hey. Did I wake you?” I ask. “Kinda. What’s up?” the person answers. “I’m feeling kinda lonely. You busy?” “For you, never. Ill be right over.” “Thanks, Kyo. You’re awesome.” Lying on my bed, I wait for Kyo smiling…and naked. |
| Title: Last Night/Jealous Chapter: 4 (Toshiya's POV) Pairing(s): Kaoru x Toshiya, Miyavi x Toshiya, Kaoru x Kyo, Die x Miyavi (one-sided), Kaoru x Die (one-sided), Miyavi x Shinya Fandom(s): solo, Dir en grey Summary: After co-hosting a party with his boyfriend, Toshiya ends up waking from an intimate night with a stranger. Rating: R Warnings: man/man, profanity, attempt of suicide, violence Comment: BTW, this was my first extensive fanfic, so it might not be as good as my newer stuff I posted here A couple months later... Miyavi and I are walking down the hallway to the recording studio holding hands. Mivi was telling me something that happened at rehearsal with Mayaatan. He opens the door and everyone notices us hysterically laughing. Miyavi sits on the sofa and waits for me to come back. I walk toward him and hand him a cold soda. I join him on the sofa, open the can, and take a long refreshing sip. I put my arm around him and he smiles as he leans his head on my shoulder. Looking down at his adorable face, I take another long sip before noticing another couple in the room. It’s my ex-boyfriend with…Kyo? How’d that happen? Could it be true? Are they together? Kyo is happily sitting on Kaoru’s lap. And their fingers are laced together too! Kaoru starts swaying side to side in the chair laughing quietly. Kyo turns his head back, leans in halfway until Kaoru goes the rest of the way, and they finally kiss. I continue staring at them, studying every intimate gesture they make. It was sickening to watch. It was kinda bothering me too. But I can’t feel jealous of Kaoru and Kyo, I have Miyavi. I look over at him. He was still holding his tilted soda can. Removing my arm, I hesistantly take the can from his hand and carefully get up. Miyavi’s head slides off my shoulder. I stop myself, place the cans on a nearby table, and guide the sleeping Mivi on the arm of the sofa. I finally go dispose of our trash and turn back to see what Kaoru and Kyo are doing. They pause for a while and continue to make out. It’s disgusting and inappropriate. All of a sudden, Die screams “BANZAI!” as Shinya covers his face and shakes his head at Die’s randomness. Die slowly sneaks up on the kissing couple and yells, “BANZAI!” They jump and Kaoru catches Kyo before he falls on the floor. “Die, you idiot! What’s wrong with you!?!” Kyo yells angrily. Kyo gets up and stares at Die a little pissed off as Kaoru checks his watch. “Hey, guys, its time to start our recording session,” Kaoru informs everyone. He grabs a guitar and Kyo follows quickly kicking Die in the shin. “Ow,” Die says laughing a little, “Who’s that?” "Oh, him,” I say adoring Miyavi’s cute sleeping face, “That’s Miyavi, my boyfriend.” I walk into the recording area and put the strap of my bass around my neck. Then I strum three chords waiting for Onaa-san to push the record button. He nods his head and I begin the intro of “Bottom of the death valley”. Kyo adds his vocals as Shinya softly taps in front of him. Then Kaoru and Die join in for the chorus. I start rocking side to side until the bridge. I look up and see determination in Kaoru’s face during his guitar solo. I think about our relationship in the past, but I try not to completely zone out thinking about him. In fact, why am I thinking about him? We finish up the song and transcend to something more upbeat, “The Domestic Fucker Family”. Shinya starts us off with a fast drum beat and we all join together. Die is shaking his head and I start jumping up and down and travel around the room. I also notice Kyo getting into the song as well. Shinya finishes it up and we wait for a minute or so. You could hear almost everyone’s heavy breathing. “Alright, fellas,” Onaa-san says behind the glass, “Get some lunch and we’ll finish up in an hour.” Everyone leaves their places and I go put up my guitar. Walking out of the recording area, I see my love stretching out his arms and yawning. He opens his tired eyes and I smile at him. “Hungry?” I ask sweetly. He nods and I help him up. He leans to my ear and whispers hoarsely, “I love you, Totchi.” I smile and softly kiss him on his slightly moist lips. Grabbing his hand we leave for lunch. We decide to eat at McDonald’s. We share fries and ice cream afterwards. They ice cream got a little messy, so we had to go to Mivi’s place to change. I follow him to his bedroom because I know I left some clean shirts in there. He goes to the bathroom for a couple minutes and yells out, “Totchi, can you hand me some pants, I forgot to grab ‘em?” I look around for them and find it lying on his comfy bed. “You need any help,” I say suggestively handing him the pants through the door. “If you helped me, then you’ll be late for the rest of rehearsal,” he answers turning on the water. I push open the door, walk over to Miyavi, and begin kissing him. He rubs on my bare back and gently pushes me away. “Tonight,” he simply responds, “I promise.” I pause, softly breathing. I look into his eyes and am reminded of why I fell for him. But for some reason I have a craving for lust. I have this need to take over and do what I want, but I don’t want to lose Mivi because of my uncontrollable sexual desires. I want to please him because I love him that much. We let go of each other and I leave to find a shirt. Miyavi closes the door behind me. Slipping my shirt on, Miyavi walks out the bathroom drying his face. “Are you ready to go back?” he asks sitting the towel on his dresser. I nod and mess with my hair a little bit. Walking toward the studio with my arm around Meev’s waist and his hand in my back pocket. He made me laugh again because he kept pinching my ass. We enter the room and I jokingly slap him on the shoulder. He laughs a little and gives me a quick smooch. I finally look forward and notice Shinya shaking his head in shame as he sips his smoothie and continues reading his book. “Oh, Totchi, I forgot something in the car,” Miyavi says quickly, “Be right back.” “Ok,” I reply softly watching him jog out the room. I sit on the couch again and wait for him to come back. I look around the room tapping my fingertips impatiently on the arm of the sofa. I see Shinya silently reading again. Soon the silence was interrupted by the light squeaking wooden door opened by a very messy Kyo. He walks in buttoning his aqua colored shirt. His hair was everywhere and he attempts to fix it. Then he wipes his mouth on the back of his hand and examines it quickly. A minute later, Kaoru enters and a zipper can be heard. He looks over to me and gives a huge smile walking to his acoustic guitar. He sits in the same place and starts tuning it. Kyo sits closely to him and leans his head on his shoulder. I roll my eyes and stare through the glass blocking the recording room. Die walks in very relax and takes a seat by me. We all wait for Onaa-san to return. The room is completely silent. The door opens, but its not Onaa-san, its Miyavi. I stand up and cling to his arm like a helpless child. He kisses my forehead and goes toward the couch again. Shinya is still reading, Kaoru strums a few chords as Kyo closes his eyes, and Die plays with his lighter. Miyavi slips his sandals off and throws his legs on my lap. I slide my hand up his thigh as he scoots closer. I lean in and whisper, “What’s happening tonight?” “It’s a surprise,” he whispers back with a wink. It must be something naughty and anything like that can only be provided by Miyavi. I gently touch his cheek and we lean and softly kiss each other until someone’s cell phone rings. I pull away to see whose phone it was. It’s Kaoru’s. He says a few words and nods his head for a while but Miyavi distracts me by nibbling on my neck. Kaoru interrupts the silence and announces, “That was Onaa-san. He said we can leave because he’s stuck in a meeting.” The room was silent for a while until Die suggests excitedly, “Club tonight!” Everyone agrees and we go our separate ways ‘til tonight’s meet up. |
| Title: Last Night/Jealous Chapter: 5 (Miyavi's POV) Pairing(s): Kaoru x Toshiya, Miyavi x Toshiya, Kaoru x Kyo, Die x Miyavi (one-sided), Kaoru x Die (one-sided), Miyavi x Shinya Fandom(s): solo, Dir en grey Summary: After co-hosting a party with his boyfriend, Toshiya ends up waking from an intimate night with a stranger. Rating: R Warnings: man/man, profanity, attempt of suicide, violence Comment: BTW, this was my first extensive fanfic, so it might not be as good as my newer stuff I posted here After lunch, we had a messy dessert causing us to travel to my place for a change of clothes. I head the bathroom to wash my face, but I realize that I left my pants in my room. “Totchi, can you hand me my pants; I forgot to grab ‘em?” I call out to him. I stare at the mirror and splash some water on my face and think about a few things that have happened last week in rehearsal. My thoughts are interrupted by, “You need any help?” Toshiya temptingly asks handing me the pants through the door. “If you helped me, then you’ll be late for the rest of rehearsal,” I reply turning the water on. Suddenly, he pushes the door open, walks over, and starts kissing me. I start rubbing his warm skin, but gently push him away. “Tonight. I promise,” I assure the lustful man. I can hear him softly breathing as we stare into each other’s eyes. I can tell what he really wanted, but I know if I give him what he wants it wouldn’t end. So, we let go of each other and Toshiya leaves the bathroom. I close the door behind him and sit on the toilet’s lid. I bury my face in my hands. ‘I can tell you’re afraid to lose him to his ex. You should stop thinking about it. You’re good for him,’ I think to myself. Grabbing a towel to dry my face and exit the bathroom. “Are you ready to go back?” I ask sitting my towel on the dresser. He nods and we go to my car. We walk closely down the hallway as Totchi wraps his arm around my waist and I entertain myself with my hand in his back pocket. I pinch his ass every now and then making him laugh loudly. He slaps me on my shoulder as I giggle a little. Quickly smooching his soft lips, I feel all over my pants for my wallet. “Oh, Totchi, I forgot something in the car,” I say hurriedly, “Be right back.” “Ok,” he answers softly as I jog off. I make it to my car, unlock it, and dig through my bag. “Aha!” I say aloud holding up my wallet. I close the door and start walking back. “Miyavi,” a voice says before I re-enter. I look behind and all around me. It’s Die. “Hey,” I reply with a smile. “What’s up?” he asks taking one more puff of his cigarette before dropping it. “Nothing really. Forgot my wallet,” I answer shaking my wallet in front of him. Die moves away from the railing and comes a little closer to me. “How did a guy like you end up with a slut like Totchi?” he randomly asks. “Excuse me?” “You know Toshiya’s only using you for sex.” I stare at him in silence trying to think of something to say to defend my love. “It’s true! Break up and go out with a real man. A caring man that won’t use you for your perfect body.” “Listen, Die, you’re a great person and you know you’re very attractive, but I’m quite happy with my relationship. By the way, Totchi’s not a slut!” I respond entering the building. I wander the halls for a while and come upon a bathroom and walk in. Turning on the water, I splash some on my face and look into the mirror. ‘How did this happen? Why would Die say that about his friend?’ I think to myself. I shrug it off and leave. Walking to the studio’s door, I take a deep breath before I enter. I open the door and notice Toshiya coming toward me. I kiss his forehead as he clings to my arm. I lead us to the couch and glance at Totchi. I can see that he’s observing everyone’s movements. So, I slip my sandals and throw my long limbs on his vacant lap. He slides his hand up my thigh and I scoot a little closer. He leans in and whispers, “What’s happening tonight?” “It’s a surprise,” I answer with a wink. Personally, I didn’t know what I was gonna do specifically, I was gonna wing it. Whatever I do, he’ll enjoy it. He gently touches my cheek as we lean in and softly kiss until someone’s cell rings. I realize its Kaoru’s and see Toshiya paying attention to his every gesture. I try to distract him by nibbling his neck. Finally, he announces that Onaa-san is stuck in a meeting, so the group is free to go. The, Die excitedly suggests, “Club tonight!” Everyone agrees and Toshiya grabs my hand to leave. We quickly walk to the parking lot as I ask, “What’s the rush?” “Gimme your keys,” he says overexcited. I slowly pull the keys out my pocket and he immediately snatches them. He pushes me to the other side of the vehicle, opens the door, and shoves me in the passenger’s seat. I watch him run to the back with a confused expression. He sits down, slams the door, and starts the car. “Totchi, slow down!” I yell nervously gripping the door handle. Toshiya ignores my request and continues speeding. I look over at him and notice a smirk on his face as he licks his lips slowly. He makes a wild turn and pulls into the driveway. He quickly turns off the engine and rushes to the front door. Breathing heavily from the rush, I follow Toshiya with my curious eyes. He opens the door, turns to me, and wiggles his finger to come over. I hesitantly get out the car as Totchi goes inside and enter a little while after. I look around the house and can only see a far yellow light all the way in the back of the house. The door closes and I shakily look behind me. Suddenly, I hear a faint whisper and then a cool breeze in my ear. A hand feels my chest and slides down slowly to the inside of my pants. I can sense his body behind me and the warmth of his breath on my neck. He wraps his other arm around me and starts unfastening my pants. He continues sliding his right hand further down my pants into my boxers. Softly touching my cock with two fingers, I bring my head back on his shoulder moaning. I can feel him smiling in pleasure. He gently rubs up and down little by little and I moan a little louder. Then he takes his hand out and slowly backs away from me letting go of my thin body. I gradually open my eyes and look around the dark room. “Come here,” he says seductively to my right. “Where?” I ask giggling silently. “In the living room.” I cautiously walk onto the plush carpet. “Come closer,” he whispers. I stick out my hand trying to feel around the room. “You’re getting hot.” Slowly walking a little farther and finally I touch his soft face. I move my hand from hi cheek to his wet lips. He touches my hand and guides it down his bare body. He pulls me carefully toward him making us lay across the velvet couch. I try to look into his eyes, but it was too dark. He quickly pulls me in and roughly kisses me. He wraps his leg around me and begins thrusting hard. I try to escape but his lips followed. “Toshiya,” I say softly still trying to free my mouth, “Toshiya!” “What?” he answers a little annoyed. “Toshiya, you know I was suppose to do something for you.” “Well, I wanted to surprise you,” he replies trying to kiss me again. “But, Totchi,” I interrupt again, “you always do this.” “What are you talking about?” he says resting his head back on the couch cushion. “You know what I’m talking about,” I answer sitting up, “Every time I want to have a romantic evening with you, you always turn it into a meaningless fuck fest.” Toshiya is silent and slowly moves his leg off me to sit up. He leans to the right and switches the lamp on. He looks down at his folded hands, sighs, and turns to face me. “I didn’t know you felt like that, Miyavi.” “I love you, Toshiya. I try to do something sweet for you and you completely change my plans to something like this." “Miyavi, I love you and I guess I try too hard to make you happy-“ “But sex isn’t the only way to please me. Just seeing you happy makes me feel good.” I touch his cheek, stare into his dark brown eyes, and passionately kiss him. He places his hand on my lower back. Slowly sliding his hand down my loose pants, I lead him back down on the couch. I push back his hair and gently scratch his chest. He feels up my back pushing up my shirt. He moves his mouth away as I bite his neck and suck it. A huge smile forms across his face. “Follow me,” I whisper with a smile. I quickly get off Totchi and rush to his bedroom. I take off my wrinkled shirt, throw it and slide off my pants the rest of the way. I hear the creaking of the floorboard and quietly jog behind the door. Toshiya enters the room and looks around. I close the door staring at him seductively. I push him onto the bed, undo his pants, and slowly crawl on top of him. I start kissing him as he tickles my back with his fingertips. I lay on him completely and slide his pants off. I start moving on him and he let’s me take control. He moans as we kiss until the phone rings. I ignore the phone and continue pushing harder and slightly faster. Our kisses become wild and rough. It continues to ring as things start getting hotter. Finally, Toshiya pulls away to answer the phone. “Hello?” he says smiling as I continue to roughly kiss his neck. I feel down his chest all the way to his Calvin Klein briefs. He moans softly into the speaker as I slide down to his navel. Gently kissing it as he finishes his conversation. He hangs up and says, “That was Die. He says that he’ll be here to pick us up in a few minutes.” I get off my love and throw his pants at him. “Are you changing clothes?” I ask stretching my arms. “Maybe. I think I’ll wear that black button shirt.” “Ok. You have some hair spray?” “Yeah, in the bathroom closet,” Toshiya says out of his somewhat unorganized closet. We both go about various rooms to get ready until we hear a car horn outside. Die pulls up and honks. We hurry outside and leave for the club. Entering the music filled room closely; the other 3 guys greet us. Everyone is settled down and we go on the dance floor except Shinya. Totchi dances closely to me as he grinds to the beat. I hold on to his neck and make sure that he’s only focusing on me. Toshiya stops rolling on me and leads me where Shinya is sitting. Shinya hands us some drinks as Kaoru and Kyo walks toward our table and grab drinks as well. “Slow down,” I tell Totchi trying to pull the alcohol away from him, “You know how you are when you drink too much.” “Don’t worry, I won’t,” he assures. “I’ll be right back,” I say leaving the table. “Is something wrong?” Totchi stops me with a concern expression. “No, I just need to use the restroom.” Walking into the restroom, I go use one of the empty stalls. After that, I wash my hands thoroughly and splash a little water on my face. I walk over to dry my hands and face. I look up at the ceiling and roll my head making cracking noises in my tense neck. “Close your eyes,” a voice whispers behind me, “Don’t turn around.” I hesitate and close my eyes trying to think what’s gonna happen to me. |
| Title: Last Night/Jealous Chapter: 6 (Kaoru's POV) Pairing(s): Kaoru x Toshiya, Miyavi x Toshiya, Kaoru x Kyo, Die x Miyavi (one-sided), Kaoru x Die (one-sided), Miyavi x Shinya Fandom(s): solo, Dir en grey Summary: After co-hosting a party with his boyfriend, Toshiya ends up waking from an intimate night with a stranger. Rating: R Warnings: man/man, profanity, attempt of suicide, violence Comment: BTW, this was my first extensive fanfic, so it might not be as good as my newer stuff I posted here Onaa-san releases us for lunch, so Kyo and I take our time leaving. “Let’s go to your place,” I suggest. “We’ll have those leftover noodles.” Kyo silently agrees as he closes the car door. Ten minutes later, we make it to Kyo’s apartment. We climb the stairs to door #65. Kyo steps in front of me and unlocks it. “Whoa!” I immediately react looking at his messy apartment, “How can you live like this?” “I don’t know. I never really have time to clean, so I just accept it,” he answers kicking empty soda cans and picking up a couple pizza boxes. “I’ll heat up the noodles while you tidy up a bit,” I say walking into the kitchen, “What do you want to drink?” “Um. Pick whatever.” I take the container of noodles out of the fridge, grab a couple plates, and stick the noodles in the microwave. Waiting for them to finish heating up, I watch the little man walk back and forth over the trash and random items on his beige carpet. The microwave beeps and I take the steaming noodles out. I sit them on the table and say, “Lunch is ready.” Kyo joins me at the table and we quietly slurp and nibble our noodles. “Kaoru,” Kyo asks, “would you consider going back out with your ex?” “Hm?” I say half paying attention with long strings of noodles dangling from my mouth. “Toshiya, your ex-boyfriend, would you go back out with him?” “Hell no! I would never give that sad excuse for a man another chance.” “I can’t believe Totchi would cheat on you with your own best friend.” “Yeah, but that’s why I’m with you.” I stand up, pick up Kyo, and walk into his blood red room. Carefully placing him on the firm bed, I take his wrists and handcuff them to the bedpost. I unbutton his shirt and touch all the scratches he made from live performances. “Does it hurt?” I ask looking at his satisfied expression. “Sometimes, but I live for pain,” he answers wiggling a little. I softly kiss his scratches and feel up his chest, then decide to take advantage of my lovely Kyo. I unbuckle his belt and slide down his brown leather pants. “I want to feel you,” Kyo requests groaning. I get off him and prepare to fulfill his request. I take off my shirt and drop my pants. I climb on him again and I notice a huge smile on his face. I start pumping hard and Kyo starts to screaming, “Make it hurt!” I scoot up a little more and begin pushing harder. It was so hard the head board kept hitting the wall and it looks like a hole was forming. Kyo starts growling as things got rougher and wilder. I grab his arms and squeeze them tightly. He yells a little louder as my plain, short nails scratches his skin. I pause for a couple minutes to unlock him from the bed. Once I got his right hand free, he pulls me back on top of him. He kisses me with force and feels down my back. I pull my lips away and whisper exhaustedly, “We have to go back.” He gives me a peck and let’s me free him from the bed and get dressed. He throws on his shirt and we head to the car. “Don’t forget to fix your hair,” I say after arriving. I toss a couple things in the back seat and start walking back to the studio. I touch my hair and check my clothes. I notice my pants are unzipped, so I fix the problem and enter the room. I realize that Toshiya is already here, so I look over at him and give him a big smile. After that, I walk over to my guitar, sit down, and begin tuning it. Soon, Kyo joins me and leans his head on my shoulder. Strumming my guitar as a couple more people walk in. I try to keep my focus on my instrument until my cell phone rings. “Moshi, moshi,” I answer. It is Onaa-san. He explains that he won’t be able to be at the second half of rehearsal. “Ok. Talk to you tomorrow,” I say hanging up. “That was Onaa-san. He said we can leave because he’s stuck in a meeting.” The room is silent until Die excitedly blurts out, “Club tonight!” Everyone nods their heads in agreement and Kyo and I leave the studio. We go inside the car and just sit there for awhile. “So,” Kyo starts, “what ate we gonna do ‘til tonight?” I look over at him and don’t say anything. I tap on the steering wheel and finally start the car. I drive for a little bit and park in an alley of a grocery store. I press the lock button and the doors unlock. “Get out,” I say calmly. “Nani?” he responds cluelessly. “Get out!” I demand. Kyo opens the door, steps out, and closes the door with a scared look. “Damnit!” I yell punching my fist into the horn. Kyo jumps from the noise and asks, “Kao-kun, are you alright?” I snatch the keys out the ignition, slam the door, and throw my keys down. I walk to the other side of my car and forcibly put my hands on Kyo’s shoulders. I quickly lead him to a green dumpster, slamming him against it. Kyo starts to quiver in fear, but tries to hide it with as smirk. I lift the little man by his neck and begin slapping him hard. His lip starts to bleed. He licks away the drop of blood from the corner of his mouth. I pull him close to my face and give him an angry stare while heavily breathing. I move him away from the dumpster and slam him again making a loud bang. He rubs his head from the pain before I kiss his bloody lips hard causing him to hit his head on the cold steel. The blood slowly slides between our moist lips as we slowly progress to full on making out. Kyo’s body begins to fall down as we continue to wildly kiss. I start pushing on him until he pulls away and softly says, “I think someone is watching us.” I slowly look behind me and see an innocent grocery store clerk. She appears to be taking the trash out. She nervously walks toward us, stops, and drops the bags on the ground. Pushing back her short brown hair, she stares up at us with a shy smile. I move away from Kyo and calmly say, “Hey there! How are you? Listen, can you keep this whole thing a secret, I’ll give you anything?” A huge smile forms across her face. She stands there for a minute and tries to think of something to request. She smiles again and waves her hand for me to come closer. I turn my head slightly as she whispers in my ear. “I want to be able to have all access to record anything Totchi does.” “Are you serious!?!” I blurt out pulling away from her mouth. Kyo looks at us strangely and waits for me leaning on the dumpster. “You said I can have anything,” she says pouting a little. “It’s true, you did say that,” Kyo explains. “Damn! Okay, okay. I’ll let you do it. The beginning of next you can follow him around. One thing, as long as you don’t reproduce or share it with the public. And you can’t blackmail the poor man; he already has his own problems. Agree?” “Hmm…Agree,” she answers as we shake hands to seal the deal. We let go of each other’s hands and Kyo follows me to the car. All of a sudden, the shy, quiet fan glomps me and we fall to the ground. I get up and step into my vehicle. “Ready to go?” I ask about to turn the keys in the ignition. Kyo nods his head and we drive off to meet everyone. Before walking into the club, we notice Shinya waiting at the club’s door. We greet each other and step into the loud room. We find a table and wait for Die, Toshiya, and Miyavi. Kyo lays his head on my shoulder and I comb through his soft hair and Shinya finally tells us that the guys just walked in. We stand up and welcome our friends. Kyo stretches to my ear and asks, “Shall we dance?” I grab his hand and guide him to the dance floor. We start dancing a little and every now and then I notice Toshiya looking at us. I guess he’s a little jealous of my relationship with Kyo, but I don’t really care. He deserves it! He shouldn’t have slept with my ex-best friend. Totchi and Miyavi go to our table and we decide we should go too. Shinya hands us drinks and we take a seat with them. Not really paying attention, I hear Miyavi say, “Slow down.” I look over at them and see that Totchi was drinking too fast. “Hey, Shinya,” I ask as Mivi left the table, “Where’s Die?” Shinya shrugs his shoulders and replies with, “I haven’t seen him since he walked in.” I look down at my feet and take another sip of alcohol. “Kao-kun, what’s wrong?” Kyo asks a little worried as he gently rubs my back. “Nothing. I’m fine,” I answer with a smile. He clings to my arm as I watch the crowd dance. Then, someone’s cell rings quietly as the DJ’s music kills its volume. I take my phone out, but it shows that it is someone else’s. Kyo lifts his head off me and pulls out his phone from his back pocket. He plugs one ear and answers, “Hello?” He nods his head and goes to a close corner to drain the noise. “Kaoru, I have to go,” he says sadly after his phone conversation, “’Kaasan wants me to help her move boxes. I tried to get out of, but-“ “No, no, it’s okay. Let me give you a ride,” I quickly suggest. “Thanks, but my cousin should be outside any minute.” “Okay.” We hug each other tightly and kiss for a couple minutes. “Bye.” He leaves and I lean back on the seat. “Kaoru, I’m sorry I have to leave you too,” Shinya says picking up his coat, “I promised my sister I’d have dinner with her tonight.” “Okay. Have fun!” “Make sure Toshiya doesn’t drink too much. You know what happens when he has a lot of alcohol.” I think about Toshiya sitting in my chair and a shirtless Miyavi completely on top of him. “Yeah. I’ll make sure he doesn’t do something stupid.” “Thanks! I’ll see you next week. Sayonara!” he says giving a little wave before he leaves. A couple minutes after Shinya left, Toshiya slyly slides close to me. “Hey, Totchi. Are you alright?” I ask concerned. “I’m perfectly fine,” he says happier than usual, “As long as I have a drink in this hand and a cigarette in the other, everything will be great.” He takes a long sip and slams the glass on the clear table. He scoots closer, puts his arm around me, and takes a long puff of his cigarette. Throwing his leg on top of me, he says, “Kaoru, can you forgive me for screwing your best friend? I swear I didn’t want to hurt you.” “Um…sure,” I answer slightly confused. He takes a slow, easing puff and says, “Would you ever take me back? You know you love me more than that Japanese midget.” With his free hand, he begins rubbing my chest. “C’mon, Kao, you remember how it feels to be truly loved. And I’m the only bitch that’ll give you what you really want. ‘Cause I know you dream of me.” He takes my hand and slides it between his legs until he reaches his package while saying, “You miss my naked body seductively lying on your bed. You miss my soft kisses on your neck before we make love. You miss the way we had wild, kinky sex twice a week. You miss everything we had.” He moves his hand up my chest to my lips, then gently touches my cheek and turns my head. I look at him and I notice a speck of innonce. He leans in and passionately kisses me while caressing my cheek. I close my eyes and absorb his kisses, but finally pull all my thoughts together and quickly push him away. He falls back a little and looks at me confused and slightly angered. “I’m gonna get Miyavi,” I say annoyed at his drunk attempt. I stand up and immediately see Miyavi walk out the restroom. I stand there waiting while Toshiya begin s hysterically laughing and finally puts his cigarette out. Miyavi walks up to us and I suggest, “You should take Totchi home, it’s getting late.” “Is he drunk again?” Miyavi asks as we look at him rocking side to side giggling. “Yeah. Where’s Die?” “Um…he’s somewhere. Can you give us a ride?” “Sure. Whose house?” “His.” “Ok.” We walk over to Toshiya and lift him up from both sides. We begin walking toward the exit and we run into Die. “You guys leaving?’ he asks with a huge smile, “Is he okay?” “Toshiya’s just a bit drunk. We’re heading home,” I answer. “Alright. I’ll see you guys later.” Slowly walking through the crowd, we finally make it out. Staggering in the parking lot to my car, Miyavi and I sit Toshiya in the back seat. After that, we get in and begin heading to Totchi’s house. “Kaoru,” Miyavi asks with a hint of nervousness, “Are you still mad at me?” “About what?” I reply pressing the brakes at a stop sign. “Y’know, about that night after the party with Toshiya.” “Oh. Well, I’m still a bit upset about that, but I’m over it now.” “Could we go back to being best friends?” “I need some time. We’ll still be friends, but it will take some time to get my trust back.” “I understand,” he replies hanging his head down. We were half way there and Toshiya breaks the silence with “I’m a Little Teapot” in Japanese. Luckily, we made it to his house before he could sing it for the fifteenth time. We get out the car and help the drunk man out and Mivi covers his mouth so he wouldn’t disturb anyone in the neighborhood. “You want me to help you get him inside?” I ask giving him a small smile. “That’s alright; I think I can do it,” he answers, “Thanks for the ride.” “No problem.” |
| Title: Last Night/Jealous Chapter: 7 (Die's POV) Pairing(s): Kaoru x Toshiya, Miyavi x Toshiya, Kaoru x Kyo, Die x Miyavi (one-sided), Kaoru x Die (one-sided), Miyavi x Shinya Fandom(s): solo, Dir en grey Summary: After co-hosting a party with his boyfriend, Toshiya ends up waking from an intimate night with a stranger. Rating: R Warnings: man/man, profanity, attempt of suicide, violence Comment: BTW, this was my first extensive fanfic, so it might not be as good as my newer stuff I posted here I walk into the lively dance club with my friend Toshiya and his boyfriend Miyavi. We are immediately greeted by Shinya, Kyo, and Kaoru. I walk off to the dance floor and look for a bar. I sit in front of the bar and I order a tall, strong drink. A couple girls sit next to me. They glance over and look at each other giggling. “Hey, are you with anyone?” one of the girls asks pushing back her blonde hair. Yeah, ‘cause you look a little lonely,” her friend adds, chewing her gum hard. I look down in my glass and answer, “Actually, I’m trying to talk to one of my friends.” The two girls look at each other and giggle again. “Is there anything way we can help?” the blonde asks with a smile. “No thanks. I think I can figure this one out,” I reply smiling at the girls. I notice Miyavi enter the men’s restroom and excuse myself from the bar. I walk up to the door, pause, and take a long breath. Quietly, I open the door and see him finish drying his hands while popping his neck and staring at the ceiling. I sneak up behind him and whisper in his ear, “Close your eyes. Don’t turn around.” He hesistates and slowly shuts his eyes. I get a little close to his body and slide my hands down his long, thin arms. I wrap my arms and his around and softly breathe on his neck. I reach in my back pocket and realize I left my towel in there. I pull it out and blindfold him. I think about locking the door in case someone walks in on us, but the guys will be occupied especially that slut, Toshiya. I turn him around and look at his somewhat nervous face. Caressing his cheek, I lean in and whisper, “Don’t be scared.” I softly kiss him for a while and I try to give him a chance to react. I feel through his silky hair as his arms move freely beside him. I pull away and quietly say, “You can touch whatever you want.” He hesitates a little as I back away some. He touches my face with one hand and then feels my bottom lip with his other hand. He touches my hair and tickles my neck. Feeling down my back, he touches my lighter and pushes my pack of cigarettes. He pauses and begins to ask, “Is the -?” I put my finger on his lips to silence him. I take his hands and place them on my smooth face while leaning in for another passionate temptation. I kiss him softly and finally decide to untie the blindfold. I don’t give him a chance to see my face, I just continue to kiss him. He slowly pulls away and opens his eyes. “Die,” he quietly replies a little surprised. “Miyavi,” I say touching his visage, “I’m sorry for doing this to you, but –“ “Die,” he interrupts, “Forget everything.” “I can’t,” I answer rubbing his cheek with my thumb, “I love you! If you continue this relationship, you’re gonna get hurt.” He moves my hand off his face and tries to defend Toshiya, “He would never hurt me!” “You’re lying,” I respond calmly, “I can already tell that he’s hurt you. How long are you gonna be used by that slut?” “He’s not a slut!” “Oh, come on! I know he’s a sex addict. He can’t control himself and it’s obvious that he still wants Kaoru. He’s only using you to up his pain.” “Shut up! I don’t wanna hear it!” “You don’t wanna hear it because it’s true.” I walk toward him and start caressing his cheek again. “I want to take you away from the pain and confusion. I want to make you happy the way you want to. I want us to be together because Toshiya is so unstable and I don’t want you to get hurt because of him.” “I need to go,” he says pushing by me to leave the room full of tension. I stand there and think about everything I said to him. After punching the while tiles on the wall, I scream out of frustration of this whole situation. I can’t stand it! Why can’t Miyavi understand that Toshiya is no good. Doesn’t he have common sense? I really don’t want to see him get hurt. I love him too much. I finally walk out the bathroom and try to go to the table Shinya reserved for us, but before I got there, I run into Kaoru and Miyavi holding up a drunken Toshiya. “You guys leaving?” I ask with a satisfying smile, “Is he okay?” “Toshiya's just a bit drunk,” Kaoru answers, “We’re heading home.” “Alright. I’ll see you guys later.” As I watch the guys slowly go through the crowd, I feel extremely overjoyed that his boyfriend is completely wasted. I bet he was hitting on Kaoru the whole time Miyavi and I were together. I might as well go home too. After pushing through dancing people and driving in the misty night, I make it to my cozy home. I walk in, drop my keys on the end table by the door, and fall on the couch. I hang my head down, not because I’m ashamed of what I did, it’s because he understands what I was saying but he’s not doing a damn thing about it. He’s in total denial about Toshiya’s behavior. Then, there is a knock on the door. I take my time getting up and finally answer. “Hey,” he says slowly lifting his head. “Kaoru,” I reply slightly confused. “Can I stay for a little bit?” “Of course. Come in. Do you want anything? A cigarette? A drink?” “No, no, I’m alright.” We sit in the living room and I light a cigarette. The room is silent for a while as we try to get relaxed and comfortable. I open my mouth about to say something, but Kaoru beats me to it, “Y’know, I can’t stand Toshiya anymore.” “What happened?” I ask taking one last puff before putting my cigarette out. “Well, you saw him all drunk, right?” I nod my head as he continues, “He was completely hitting on me at the club.” “Wow. Really?” I respond trying to hold back my smile, “Where was Kyo, Shinya and Miyavi?” “Kyo’s mother wanted him move boxes, Shinya had dinner plans with his sister, and I don’t know where Miyavi was. But once Shinya left, Toshiya got a little too comfortable.” “What exactly happened?” “He was apologizing and feeling on me. He kept saying all these freaky things.” “It’s obvious that he still has feelings for you. You can tell by the way he looks at you and Kyo.” “Yeah, I’ve noticed that too. I’m kinda confused about my relationship.” “Do you still like Totchi?” “Hell no! I’m not going with him again. I’m confused about my relationship with Kyo.” “Are there problems between you two?” “No, not at all. It’s just that I feel like I’m using him to fill in that chunk Totchi took from me. He seems like he’s a little bitch or something. I don’t want to hurt him.” He leans in, lays his head on my shoulder, and adds, “I think I’m just gonna end it and start fresh.” I look over at him as his eyes slowly close. He drifts to a deep sleep. Pushing his soft, dark hair, I move away carefully from his head and let him rest on the couch. I turn the lights off and head to my bedroom. Sorry I haven't been posting in forever. |
| Title: Last Night/Jealous Chapter: 8 (Kyo's POV) Pairing(s): Kaoru x Toshiya, Miyavi x Toshiya, Kaoru x Kyo, Die x Miyavi (one-sided), Kaoru x Die (one-sided), Miyavi x Shinya Fandom(s): solo, Dir en grey Summary: After co-hosting a party with his boyfriend, Toshiya ends up waking from an intimate night with a stranger. Rating: R Warnings: man/man, profanity, attempt of suicide, violence Comment: BTW, this was my first extensive fanfic, so it might not be as good as my newer stuff I posted here I hear a phone ring faintly. Half awake, I feel around for the phone. I touch something cold and squishy, then something hard and bumpy. Finally, I touch a smooth, cool surface and pick it up. “Oi,” I answer with negative energy. “Hey! Are you busy?” Kaoru asks. I lift my head up, move the trash away from my alarm clock, and answer, “Not that I know of. What’s up?” “I was wondering if you wanted to meet for lunch in a few.” “Sure. Where at?” “Peggy’s cool?” “Yeah.” “Ok, see you later then.” “Bye.” I hang up and get ready for the day. I don’t pick anything special, just something comfortable. I walk into Peggy’s Diner and Kaoru stops me. We squeeze each other tightly and give a quick kiss. The waitress leads us to a clean, empty table and hands us our menus. “How was the moving last night?” Kaoru asks flipping through the menu. “It was long and exhausting, but we have a lot done.” “That’s good.” “Yeah. How was last night?” “It was weird. Shinya left me alone with Toshiya.” “Harsh. Did he get drunk again?” “Of course,” he replies with a sigh, “Miyavi and I had to carry his drunk ass out the club.” “There’s something wrong with that man.” After ordering our drinks, he continues with, “Well, you know he still likes me and it’s really annoying.” “Yeah, but you’re such an attractive guy so I wouldn’t blame him.” “But this whole thing between me and him makes me think about our relationship,” he says as the waitress sits down our drinks. “So, what you fine men what to eat this afternoon?” “I’ll have a Peggy’s classic burger with no onions,” Kaoru answers as she nods her head. “Um…I’ll have a grilled chicken sandwich,” I answer. “Alright, I’ll be back with your orders in a few,” she says with a smile. “So, what were you saying about Totchi and us?” I ask curiously. “I was saying that this whole situation between me and him makes me think about our relationship.” “What are you trying to say, Kaoru? Do you feel the same way about him or something?” “No!” he immediately responds pulling away from his glass, “I’m saying that our relationship isn’t the way I’d like it to be.” “What do you mean?” “I always feel like I’m using you to fill in that chunk Toshiya stole from me. I’m afraid I might hurt you with everything going on.” “In other words, you wanna break up?” “Yeah. See other people, y’know.” “I understand. I’m glad you told me this, I was having the hardest time trying to figure out how to tell you about the same thing. I kinda felt that we needed a break from each other, so this is good,” I reply laughing a little. “I’m glad you understand, Kyo,” Kaoru says smiling as the waitress sits their plates down on the table. “So, what’s going to happen with you and Totchi?” I ask taking a big bite of my sandwich. “Nothing. I mean all of us will still be friends no matter what. I think if he finds someone he really likes, he’ll totally forget about me.” “I hope he finds someone soon,” I softly laugh, “I guess Miyavi and him are gonna split soon. Who do you think is gonna call it off?” “Knowing Toshiya, it’ll most likely be Miyavi,” he answers confidently, “You can tell that there’s something going on with them.” “Yeah,” I say finishing my sandwich and taking a long sip of my drink. I look around and watch Kaoru finish his meal. After the waitress asked us about dessert, she places the bill on the table. Kaoru puts a few bills for tip and I follow him to pay for our meal. We walk out the diner and head to his car. He turns the key in the door of his car and opens it. “I guess I’ll see you Saturday,” he says fiddling with his car keys. “Yeah, I guess so,” I reply looking at the ground, pushing a pebble with my shoe, “Kaoru?” “Yes?” he asks after taking a seat. “This might sound weird, but,” I begin hesistantly. “What?” “Can I have one last kiss?” He taps the steering wheel for a few seconds and decides to stand up. He places his hand on my cheek as we passionately kiss for the last time. We slowly pull away. Kaoru smiles at me, gets in his car, and drives away. As he drove away, a huge smile forms across my face. |
| Title: Last Night/Jealous Chapter: 9 (Toshiya's POV) Pairing(s): Kaoru x Toshiya, Miyavi x Toshiya, Kaoru x Kyo, Die x Miyavi (one-sided), Kaoru x Die (one-sided), Miyavi x Shinya Fandom(s): solo, Dir en grey Summary: After co-hosting a party with his boyfriend, Toshiya ends up waking from an intimate night with a stranger. Rating: R Warnings: man/man, profanity, attempt of suicide, violence Comment: BTW, this was my first extensive fanfic, so it might not be as good as my newer stuff I posted here Little by little, my eyes slowly open and my vision is a bit blurry. I guess I drunk too much again. I can see a figure with black hair. I can vaguely see his sweet smile. My vision starts to become clearer. “Totchi, are you alright?” a familiar voice asks caressing my cheek. “Ow,” I softly say rubbing my head. I attempt to sit up and look at the attractive man’s face. “Take it easy,” he says trying to help me up, “I brought you lunch.” He sits a tray on my lap and takes a seat on the bed with me. “Miyavi, what happened? Where’d you go?” “You got drunk again. Just eat something, you’ll feel better. And you know where I was,” he replies ending softly. “What’s wrong, Miyavi?” I ask touching his soft face, “Did I do something wrong?” He looks down at the covers and gently rubs my leg up and down. “What happened, Mivi? You were gone for a long time.” He let out a sigh and looks at the wall. “What did I do, Miyavi? You’re killing me with all this guilt.” “Toshiya,” he asks calmly, “do still have feelings for Kaoru?” I choke a little. I don’t know how to respond. Should I tell him the truth or should I try to avoid answering? “Why would you ask something like that?” I respond trying to cover up my emotions, “You know I love you, Mivi.” “I knew you might say that,” he says with a sigh. My smile slowly fades as he continues, “Totchi, I don’t think this is working out.” “What are you talking about?” “You don’t have to pretend anymore. I can tell you still have feelings for your ex.” “But-“ “Shh,” he interrupts, “You don’t have to say anything.” He looks down and shakes his head. Looking back up with a smile, he says, “This isn’t working out and everyone knows it, even you. I think we should end this.” “What?” I reply slightly confused. “I’m breaking up with you,” he simply answers. “Why, Mivi, why? I thought we had something special,” I say shaking my head in denial, “Someone put this idea in your head, didn’t they?” “No, it was my own decision even though someone helped me get a clear picture,” he replies standing next to my bed. “Who was it?” I immediately blurt, “It was Die, wasn’t it!?!” He looks down in silence. I was about to ask what happened between him and Die, but I thought it would be better to ask him myself. I get out of bed and ask, “Where’s your keys?” “Over there, hanging by the door. Why?” I begin walking out the door and call back, “I’m borrowing your car.” He asks me something, the same time I close the door. I start the car and back out quickly. I feel so aggravated with Die. I knew he was checking out my lovely Mivi. Damn him! I park the car partially on his lawn. I bang on his door until someone opens it. The door finally opens and I immediately stomp in and begin yelling, “Die, this is all your fault.” I angrily walk closer to Die point my finger in his face, and say, “You’ve turned him against me. Now we broke up! It’s all your fault!” The door closes and someone clears their throat behind me. I turn around and see Kaoru with his arms folded and his fingers tapping his skin. “Hey, Totchi,” he greets heading toward the couch. “What are you doing here?” I ask getting slightly distracted, “Aren’t you suppose to be with Kyo?” “Don’t worry about me and Kyo,” he answers with a smirk. “What happened? Did you guys break up,” I snap at him. “Actually, we did.” “I knew you would,” I cleverly reply, “But you, Die, we need to talk.” “Let me guess. Miyavi told you what happened at the club,” Die says smiling. “What did you say to him, you bastard?” I ask angrily, shoving him back. “I told him the truth about you, you sex fiend,” he answers standing back in his place, “You need to stop using people for pleasure.” “What are you talking about? Are you calling me a slut?” “Kinda sounds like it, Totchi,” Kaoru adds sipping a glass of water. “Stay out of this, Kao!” I yell back, “This is between Daisuke and me.” “This effects me too, y’know,” he replies taking another sip. “Just because you and Kyo broke up, doesn’t mean you can join our conversation.” “Actually, I can, because it’s your fault we had to split up.” “I have no idea what you’re saying. Y’know, it doesn’t matter right now,” I answer facing back to Die, “This is between you and me. Now what did you say to my lovely Miyavi!?!” “It does matter, Totchi. If you hadn’t fucked my best friend or hit on me at the club, I would be happy right now,” he blurts out as he walks toward me. “Shut up, Kao! Die, tell me what you said to him to make him do this to us?” “I told you already. I told him the truth. You still like Kaoru and you’re using him and sex to ease your pain. So, I wanted him to break up with you and go with me,” Die answers smiling big, “But I don’t think that’ll happen.” “You bastard!” I scream jumping him. We fall on the dark green carpet. I grip his neck, he begins gagging, and Kaoru tries to pull me away by my shoulders. “There’s no reason to hurt him, Toshiya,” Kaoru tries to convince me. “You know it’s true. You’re still in denial about cheating on Kaoru that you’re trying to cover it up,” Die attempts to explain trying to inhale oxygen, “You still love Kaoru and everyone can tell.” I stop choking him and loosen my grip. He takes a deep breath as I get off him. I feel something falling on the corner of my eyes. Kicking Die’s side once, I walk away to the outside. I head towards Miyavi’s car and kick the tire a few times while screaming out loud. I slide down the car door and sit in the damp grass trying to cover my tears. ‘Why do I have to be the way I am? Why must I feel this way?' I think to myself. “Toshiya,” Kaoru says walking toward me. He sits down next to me, places his hand on my back, and asks, “Are you okay? I’m sorry it had to be like this, but you needed to realize the truth.” “Don’t apologize, Kaoru. You’re right and so is Die,” I reply sobbing, “I still love you. I can’t forget about what we had. I guess I am a slut. Miyavi deserves someone better.” “Don’t beat yourself up, Totchi,” he says rubbing my back. “But everything is my fault. I wish I didn’t hurt you that night,” I respond wiping the tears away, “I want to change what I do to become this way. I don’t want to hurt anyone anymore. I don’t want to feel guilty anymore.” Kaoru wraps his arms around me, squeezes me, and kisses my forehead as it began to rain. |
| Title: Last Night/Jealous Chapter: 10 (Kaoru's POV) Pairing(s): Kaoru x Toshiya, Miyavi x Toshiya, Kaoru x Kyo, Die x Miyavi (one-sided), Kaoru x Die (one-sided), Miyavi x Shinya Fandom(s): solo, Dir en grey Summary: After co-hosting a party with his boyfriend, Toshiya ends up waking from an intimate night with a stranger. Rating: R Warnings: man/man, profanity, attempt of suicide, violence Comment: BTW, this was my first extensive fanfic, so it might not be as good as my newer stuff I posted here I walk out Die’s house and see Toshiya sitting against the car crying. “Toshiya,” I say a little worried walking toward him. Sitting next to him with my hand on his back, I ask, “Are you okay? I’m sorry it had to be like this, but you needed to realize the truth.” “Don’t apologize, Kaoru. You’re right and so is Die,” he says sobbing, “I still love you. I can’t forget about what we had. I guess I am a slut. Miyavi deserves someone better.” “Don’t beat yourself up, Totchi,” I comfort rubbing his back. “But everything is my fault. I wish I hadn’t hurt you that night,” he confesses wiping his tears away, “I want to change what I do to become this way. I don’t want to hurt anyone anymore. I don’t want to feel guilty anymore.” I wrap my arms around the crying bassist, squeeze him, and softly kiss his forehead as it began to sprinkle. I’m glad we had this talk. I’m happy he finally understands. But I need to think about what I should do. “Kaoru,” Toshiya begins to ask, “is there a chance for us or are you gonna go back with Kyo?” “We decided to see other people for a while. Me and you, that might be a while. You have to get my trust back and I might give you a second chance,” I answer smiling. I stand up, brush myself off, and help Totchi up. “Maybe you should head back before the rain gets heavier,” I suggest opening the door for him. He looks at me, smiles, and gets in the car. After starting the car, he waves goodbye and drives away. Heading back to Die’s house, he opens the door for me and asks, “Is everything alright?” “Yeah,” I answer smiling, “I think things are gonna be different from now on.” “So, what’s going on with you and Totchi?” “I’m not sure, but I know he wants to change.” “That’s good,” Die says taking a seat on the couch, “So, what are you going to do now?” “I think I’ll take advantage of being single for a while,” I reply smiling, as I sit next to Die, “I must know something.” “What?” “What happened with you and Miyavi? I was wondering where you were the whole time.” “Kaoru, you know me,” he responds laughing a little, “I never like to kiss and tell.” “Ok. Fair enough,” I say nodding my head. Die looks down, picks his lighter up, and plays with it for a while. I look around the room and stare at a small hole next to his emerald lamp. “I think I’m gonna go out. You wanna come?” Die asks putting his shoes on. “Can I stay here? I’ll lock up when I leave,” I answer. “Are you sure?” “Yeah. Go ahead. I’ll see you Saturday.” He nods his head, grabs his keys, and walks out the door. I spread out on the couch and dig in my back pocket. I pull out an envelope and flip it to the back. I open it and pull out two tickets. Reading the ink printed on it, I think about what I’m going to do with these tickets. Am I making the right decision? Of course I am, there’s no doubt about it. I don’t have to worry about being held back anymore. I’m a single man! A lone wolf! I shouldn’t feel this nervous. I’ve known this guy for years, but he likes someone else supposedly. Well, he did hint about it, but he might be lying. He’s known to do that. Take a deep breath, Kaoru. Stop worrying about it so much. You can just go as friends, it’s not like we’re together or anything. Just friends, calm down. I inhale and exhale slowly and put everything back in my pocket. I can’t lose those tickets, they could change everything between me and… Who am I kidding! I’m screwed. I have to think positively. I take another deep breath and force myself off the couch. I grab my things and grip the door knob. I look back and scan everything in Die’s living room. Finally, I lock the door and walk out. |
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| Title: Last Night/Jealous Chapter: 11 (Die's POV) Pairing(s): Kaoru x Toshiya, Miyavi x Toshiya, Kaoru x Kyo, Die x Miyavi (one-sided), Kaoru x Die (one-sided), Miyavi x Shinya Fandom(s): solo, Dir en grey Summary: After co-hosting a party with his boyfriend, Toshiya ends up waking from an intimate night with a stranger. Rating: R Warnings: man/man, profanity, attempt of suicide, violence Comment: BTW, this was my first extensive fanfic, so it might not be as good as my newer stuff I posted here Lifting myself from the floor, I walk over to the window to see what is going on outside. I see Toshiya and Kaoru sitting against a car. Kaoru puts his arm around Totchi and he squeezes him. It kinda looks like he kissed him too. I move away and walk to the bathroom. I turn the light on and examine myself in the mirror. Rubbing my neck, I can still feel his tight grip. I guess I shouldn’t have betrayed Totchi like that, but a guy like Miyavi should be treated better. I turn the light off and walk into the living room at Kaoru heads to the front door. “Is everything alright?” I ask opening the door for him. “Yeah, I think things are gonna be different from now on,” he answers smiling. “So, what’s going on with you and Totchi?” “I’m not sure, but I know he wants to change.” I sit on the couch and say, “That’s good. So, what are you going to do now?” “I think I’ll take advantage of being single for a while,” he replies smiling as he joins me on the comfy sofa, “I must know something.” “What?” “What happened with you and Miyavi? I was wondering where you were the whole time.” “Kaoru, you know me. I never like to kiss and tell,” I respond laughing a little. He nods his head and says, “Ok. Fair enough.” Looking down on the coffee table, I pick up my lighter and begin playing with it. The room is quiet and all you can hear is the clicking of my lighter. What should I do? I hope Toshiya’s gone; I need to talk to Miyavi. I slip my shoes on and ask, “I think I’m gonna go out. You wanna come?” “Can I stay here? I’ll lock up when I leave,” he responds. “Are you sure?” “Yeah. Go ahead. I’ll see you Saturday.” I simply nod my head as I grab the keys and exit through the front door. I guess I pulled that off very well, I don’t want him to be suspicious of me going to Mivi’s. I have to know if he’s okay. As I drive to his house, I think about everything I want to say to him. I think about how he’s going to react to anything I say or do. I just hope Totchi isn’t there. Maybe I should call first. But what if he doesn’t want to see me. I take a deep breath and take my chances. Picking up my cell, I dial his number and wait for him to answer. “Hello?” he answers. “Is this Miyavi?” ‘Of course it is, baka! Why’d you even ask?’ “This is him.” “Um…this is Die. I was wondering if you are busy right now.” “Nope. Just watching anime. Why? What’s going on?” “Oh, well I wasn’t sure if you wanted any company. Is it alright if I stop by for a visit?” “Sure. It’s getting kinda quiet anyway.” “Ok. See you soon,” I end, hanging up the phone. I continue to drive with a huge smile. It kinda sounded like he wants me to come over. This is my opportunity to make Miyavi happy. I can change his life…well maybe not, but I can probably get rid of all the painful memories of his relationship with Totchi. I park in the driveway and check myself out in the mirror. Moving a few strands of hair here and there, I finally step out the vehicle and walk to his door. Before I knock, the door opens. “Die!” Miyavi greets giving me a huge hug, “I’m glad you could come over. I ordered some pizza, so you’re welcome to stay. Anyway, come in.” I walk in and look around his house. “Wow! You have a nice place, Meevs.” “Thanks,” he replies smiling as we head to the couch. “So, what’s up?” he asks getting comfortable. “Oh, nothing really. Just trying to figure out a few things,” I answer looking down nervously, “So, how are things with you and Toshiya?” “Things are alright. It took him a while to accept the break up. Didn’t you talk to him?” he asks. “Yes…unfortunately. But, Miyavi, did your break up have anything to do with what I said to you?” “Somewhat. It helped me a lot. I actually thought about it before. Thank you,” he says giving me a big hug. Someone knocks on the door and Miyavi let’s go to answer it. As he receives the box of pizza, I look down at the couch’s soft material and fiddle with my fingers. He sits the box down on the coffee table and asks, “What do you want to drink?” “Coke, please.” He leaves for a little bit and comes back handing me a can. He opens the box and begins eating the contents. “You know you can have some,” he says with a mouth full of pizza. I hesitantly pick up a slice and begin eating. “What’s wrong, Die? You seem a little nervous or something.” “I guess I am. I’m having mixed emotions. I’m happy, but I feel slightly guilty.” “Don’t be. Everyone makes mistakes and you can’t control how you feel.” He wipes his mouth and takes a sip of orange soda as I say, “I guess so. I just didn’t want you to –“ Miyavi cuts me off by pulling me in and giving me a long kiss. He feels through my hair and touches my face as he pulls away. “Don’t worry about it, Die. Everything will be better now,” he comforts. “What was that for?” “Because I think you’re cute and I’m glad I have a friend like you that cares about me so much.” I respond with a huge smile and lean in for another kiss, but he stops me with one finger on my lips. I pull back hanging my head down and apologize. He smiles and grabs another slice. I grab another slice as well and we talk for a few hours. Looking over at his clock, I realize how late it is and say, “Thank you for everything. I had a lot of fun.” “Me too. Your visit definitely made my day better,” he replies, “We should do this again some time.” I nod and hug Miyavi goodbye. Today is Saturday; two days after Toshiya choked me. Two days after I visited Miyavi. Two days after I had the feeling everything is turning out for the better. Driving to the studio, I felt unsure if I will have another encounter with Miyavi. I’m worried I might not see him again because of Toshiya, but it didn’t seem like the break up affected him. I just don’t want to lose him. I take a deep breath, open the door, and walk down the studio’s lonely hallway. Close to the recording door, Kaoru walks out and happily greets, “Hey, Die!” “Hey,” I try to say as cheerful as I could. “I’ve been thinking about something for a while,” he says nervously scratching his head. “What is it, Kao?” I ask a little confused. “Since we have next week off, I was wondering,” he begins pulling a white envelope from his back pocket, “if you want to join me on a seven day cruise.” “Um…sure. Sounds like a fun week,” I agree with an uneasy smile. “Great! It’s gonna be worth your while!” He grabs me and squeezes me hard. Quickly giving me a kiss, he walks back in the room. Suddenly, I hear quick footsteps to my left, but no one is there. I walk over and peel around a few corners to see who it is, but no luck. “Die, we need you to play something,” Kaoru says running toward me, then grabbing my hand. As we walk back to the recording door hand and hand, I look back and hope that I discover the mystery viewer. I wonder if it was Miyavi. I hope he didn’t see Kaoru kiss me. I look down at my hand and Kaoru’s and notice that we’re still joined together. What’s happening? Does Kaoru like me or something? “Kaoru, are you okay?” I ask a little worried. “I’m fine. Why do you ask?” he answers smiling. “You’ve been acting strange ever since the club incident.” We stop, he turns us around, and says, “Because I finally accepted the truth.” |
| Title: Last Night/Jealous Chapter: 12 (Miyavi's POV) Pairing(s): Kaoru x Toshiya, Miyavi x Toshiya, Kaoru x Kyo, Die x Miyavi (one-sided), Kaoru x Die (one-sided), Miyavi x Shinya Fandom(s): solo, Dir en grey Summary: After co-hosting a party with his boyfriend, Toshiya ends up waking from an intimate night with a stranger. Rating: R Warnings: man/man, profanity, attempt of suicide, violence Comment: BTW, this was my first extensive fanfic, so it might not be as good as my newer stuff I posted here I hang up with Die and rush to the bathroom to clean my face. I look in the mirror and wipe the last falling tear. I can feel the dried up tear lines on my cheeks. Okay, Miyavi, you have to pull it together. Die’s coming over and you don’t want him to worry. I walk back in the living room and see Die heading to the door. Opening the door, I give him a huge hug and welcome him with, “Die! I’m glad you could come over. I ordered some pizza, so you’re welcome to say. Anyway, come in!” He enters and looks around in amazement, exclaiming, “Wow! You have a nice place, Meevs.” As we head to the couch, I reply smiling, “Thanks!” I sit down and try to get comfortable asking, “So, what’s up?’ “Oh, nothing, really. Just trying to figure out a few things,” he answers looking down, “So, how are things with you and Toshiya?” “Things are alright. It took him a while to accept the break up. Didn’t you talk to him?” I ask. “Yes…unfortunately. But, Miyavi, did your break up have anything to do with what I said to you?” “Somewhat. It helped me a lot. I actually thought about it before. Thank you,” I say giving him another big hug. Someone knocks at the door and I let go of Die to answer. I open the door and the pizza deliverer hands me the box. “How much?” I ask digging in my pocket. “No, charge, sir,” he responds smiling and nodding. “What do want to drink?” I ask Die as I sit the box on the coffee table. “Coke, please,” he simply replies. I head to the kitchen, open the fridge, and grab a couple sodas. Walking back to the living room, I hand him a can and open the box about to eat a slice. “You know you can have some,” I offer with a mouth full of pizza. I watch him hesitantly take a slice and I ask, “What’s wrong, Die? You seem a little nervous or something.” “I guess I am. I’m having mixed emotions. I’m happy, but I feel slightly guilty.” “Don’t be. Everyone makes mistakes and you can’t control how you feel.” I wipe some sauce off my mouth and take a sip of orange soda as Die continues, “I guess so. I just didn’t want you to –“ I cut him off, pull him in, and give him a long passionate kiss. I feel through his hair and touch his smooth face as I pull away. “Don’t worry about it, Die. Everything will be better now,” I comfort. “What was that for?’ “Because I think you’re cute and I’m glad I have a friend like you that cares about me so much.” He smiles big and leans in for another kiss, but I stop him with one finger on his lips. He pulls back with his head hanging down and apologizes. We grab another slice and talk some more until he had to leave. We hug each other and say our farewells. As I close the door behind him, I take a deep breath and sigh. Another tear slides down my face. I run up to a chair and kick it down, screaming. Why does it hurt so much? I know it was the right thing to do, but I guess I really do care for him. But I have to move on. I drag to my bedroom and fall backward on my bed. I close my eyes and try to clear things up in my head. Why do I feel like this? I’m kinda confused. It feels like I committed a sin against him, but we’re not together anymore. This pain I feel, I can’t describe it and for some reason, it won’t go away. “Close your eyes,” he whispers, “Don’t turn around.” His voice…I can feel his warm breath blowing on my neck. “Don’t be scared.” His touch…I can feel him caressing my cheek like a young girl touching a rose petal. His lips…I can feel them softly pressing on mine. He was always careful with me. “I want to take you away from the pain and confusion. I want to make you happy the way you want to.” His smile…I can feel it melt away all the pain Toshiya caused. “Miyavi,” he softly says as I drift to sleep. Waking up was hard this morning, but standing in Dir en grey’s studio’s parking lot made me feel a little happier. I open the door and assure myself that I’m making the right decision. Aha! I see him! I begin walking toward him with a smile until Kaoru shows up. I stop myself and wait. Kaoru scratches his head as they continue talking. I begin to approach him until I stop again to see Kaoru hugging Die and giving a quick kiss before going back in the studio. That’s not right at all. I quickly run away in anger and I cry. I don’t want him to see me. I continue to run until I can’t hear his footsteps anymore. I peek around the corner and see him looking around confused. Suddenly, Kaoru runs behind him and says, “Die, we need you to play something.” Then, I saw it! Kaoru grabs his hand and runs off as Die looks back. My anger rises and a stream of tears trickle from my dark brown eyes. I punch the wall and cause a big hole in it. I look to my right and see a dimly lit staircase. An unusual smile crept upon my face as I walk up each step. Maybe it wasn’t meant to be. It is all your fault that you got into this mess. No, no, it can’t be. Stop thinking like this, Miyavi. Finally at the top of the stairs, I open the door and cover my eyes from the brightness of the sun. I found my ending…the rooftop. Slowly walking to the edge, I try to remember everything. To the edge of my freedom, I close my eyes. “Fuck me, Mivi, fuck me,” he says seductively as he slowly turning into an evil demon. He wraps his arms around my body and I can feel his hand slide all the way down to my pants. He begins to fade as I hear the voice that used to heal my pain say, “Close your eyes…Don’t be scared.” I tighten my fists as I lean forward on the edge. His voice…I can finally hear it say, “I want to take you away from the pain and confusion. I want to make you happy the way you want to.” I feel his touch as I whisper with a final tear, “Then, push me, Die…” |
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| Title: Last Night/Jealous Chapter: 13 (Shinya's POV) Pairing(s): Kaoru x Toshiya, Miyavi x Toshiya, Kaoru x Kyo, Die x Miyavi (one-sided), Kaoru x Die (one-sided), Miyavi x Shinya Fandom(s): solo, Dir en grey Summary: After co-hosting a party with his boyfriend, Toshiya ends up waking from an intimate night with a stranger. Rating: R Warnings: man/man, profanity, attempt of suicide, violence Comment: BTW, this was my first extensive fanfic, so it might not be as good as my newer stuff I posted here Sitting on the roof is a pleasant place of solitude. I always come up here to clear my mind and prepare myself to execute the perfect notes in our music. Reading poetry is a good start for the morning, after that I feel like reading realistic romance novels. You know, stories that have real situations and drama, nothing completely ridiculous like fairy tales. But I add that I always have something warm to drink like green tea, coffee, or hot chocolate. I zip up my jacket and continue reading my book of poetry. As I take a soothing sip of tea, I hear a door open. I wonder who it could be. I glance at my watch to assure myself that I’m not late for recording. Continuing to look at the visitor, I notice that it’s not one of the guys…it’s Miyavi. I stare at him as I study his appearance, which seems to be anger, frustration, and pain. I can tell by the way his feet crushes the pebbles heavily, the way his hands are balled up in a fist, and the way his eyes gleam in the sun. They are slightly red and you can vaguely see the dried up tear lines on his face. He continues to walk toward the edge of the roof. Once he got there, he tilts his head back and closes his eyes. What is he doing? Is he about to jump? He opens his arms wide and leans forward little by little. I think it’s time for me to interrupt. “Miyavi,” I say putting a marker in my book. He turns around to face me with tears running down his face. “What are you doing?” “I’m ending my pain,” he answers hesitantly. “Suicide, eh?” I say getting off the cement block, “Well, if you want to jump off something I’d suggest something higher so you don’t have to suffer as much.” “This isn’t a joke, Shinya,” he responds as another tear falls. “I wasn’t joking. I’m just saying that you don’t want to suffer on the concrete,” I add walking toward the depressed soloist, “Why are you doing this anyway? Did Toshiya break up with you and went back out with Kaoru?” “We already broke up. It was my idea,” he answers sobbing. “Oh really. No one really tells me anything. Except for Die.” He looks down and wipes a falling tear. “Die,” he sniffles. “Did he do something to you?” I say seriously, “Because I will hurt him if he did something!” “No, not at all. He just made things more confusing for me.” “Come, Miyavi, let’s talk over there,” I say guiding him to my sitting block, “Tell me what’s going on.” “I know it was right thing for me to break up with Totchi…” “Yeah, that was a smart move.” “And Die really wanted me to be happy.” “Yeah, that’s true. He kept talking about you constantly, it was getting annoying.” Miyavi glares at me as another tear begin to fall. “Sorry, continue, please.” “Well, I started to like him too because it seemed like he would be better for me than Totchi,” he pauses and looks up at me, “He wanted to make me happy and Kaoru totally changed that opportunity for me.” “Oooh,” I respond looking away for a few seconds. “I just can’t take this anymore, Shinya!” he says angrily standing up, “It all seems like when a great opportunity comes, someone has to take it away. What’s the point in me living?” I slowly stand up, face him, and hold his shoulders. “Suicide isn’t the answer! There are plenty of opportunities. And whatever Kaoru did to you, he probably doesn’t have a chance with Die, because obviously he really likes you. Can’t you see that?” He looks down and a tear drops on the pebbles of the roof. Sitting down, I pull him close as he cries on my shoulder. “I just want to be happy. I don’t want to feel miserable anymore,” he continues to sob. “There, there, Miyavi,” I comfort combing through his hair. He slowly lifts up his head and stares into my eyes. He looks down and holds my hand. We hesitantly smile at each other as I wipe his final tear. Leaning closer, our lips finally meet as it began to rain. |
| If only. If only, in real life, every jrocker was gay. That would make me and many girls very happy. But dude. THis is sad ;-; I seriously thought he was gunna jump. Thank god for Shinya :x |
| Now I have dig up another interesting fic I already have done. lol I'm glad you enjoyed it (I hope). |
| Are joo serious? I LOVED IT!!!! :D I'm working on more chapters of my Kyo story if you ever wanna check it out :3 Ahhh yeah yeah more more :X I love your stories c: |
| For you, I'll post a Kyo fic. Unfortunately, you have to deal with my crazy Kirito. I love them too much...they amuse me to no end. lol Title: Forceful Domination Pairing: Kirito x Kyo Bands: Angelo & Dir en grey Rating: R Summary: Kyo realizes something he hasn't done with Kirito. Kirito rolls off Kyo and lays next to him, breathing softly. He closes his eyes, letting his breathing even out gradually. “Fuck, Kirito...” Kyo groans softly, turning on his side and looking at the older man. “That was so good, baby,” he mumbles. “Are you ready for another round?” Kyo asks curiously. “So soon? I thought I fucked you completely for tonight.” “You did, but I wanna do you.” “Why?” Kirito asks, quirking a brow at the other. “Because...you’re always on top.” “Not always. You’ve rode me before.” “I don’t mean like that. I wanna be in you,” Kyo says with a little smile. “You’ll be disappointed if you do.” “Why do you say that?” he asks. “Because it’s true.” “I thought you said no one has ever topped you.” “You’re right, I did.” “Did you lie to me~?” “No, I’ve had a couple toys in me. I didn’t like it. It kinda hurt and it was very uncomfortable.” Kyo sits up and runs his fingers over his growing erection. “But this will feel different. You’ve touched it so many times, Kirito.” “I know, but I’d still disappoint you.” “Explain,” he says seriously. “I won’t respond the way you want either.” “I could try. I’ve been told I’m very good in bed.” “I’m sure you are,” Kirito says, sitting up on the bed. Kyo groans a bit and pushes the older man down, “I’m taking you.” “Hell no,” the other laughs a little, trying to get back up, but gets pinned down again. “I want you’re virginity~” he states. “I bet you do, but you can’t have it,” Kirito smirks. “But I’m horny,” he whines a little. “Then jerk off or let me get you off,” he simply suggests. “I’m coming in you and you’re gonna like it.” The taller man bites his lip and bursts out laughing. “You’re really thinking with the wrong head, Tooru.” “It’s not my fault that you being a virgin turns me on a little.” Kirito smirks and pokes the other’s erection. “No means no~” he chirps. Kyo growls, pins the other’s wrists down on the bed, and shoves his hard on in him forcefully, causing the other to groan out his name loudly. He closes his eyes and winces a bit at the feeling of the blonde moving in and out of his body. The older man tenses his body some and tightens around Kyo’s erection. He feels the other’s nails dig in his skin and hisses softly at the stinging sensation hitting his nerves. He tilts his head a bit and allows Kyo to attack his neck with his mouth. Sucking harshly on Kirito’s neck, Kyo forces the other relax slowly and keeps his hips’ rhythm steady. He takes his hand off one of Kirito’s wrists and messes up his hair a bit, tugging at the dark locks as he darkens the mark on his neck. He feels the other loosen up around him and slams into him repeatedly. Kyo reaches between them and begins stroking the other with each thrusts. He bites his lip and watches Kirito’s expression, noticing his eyes shut tighter and his lips part. He smiles a bit to himself and feels Kirito’s muscles tighten around his erection as he cums on the blonde’s stomach. Kyo follows him and releases hard inside the soloist. He slowly pulls out and lays next to him, breathing softly. “That...wasn’t so bad, was it?” Kyo breathes out. “It...it hurt a little, but...yeah,” Kirito responds softly. “Told you I’d make your first time good~” Kyo says with a smirk. “Shut up,” he groans, pulling Kyo into his arms and sighing contently. |
| 0: twas sexy my friend. I do enjoy my Kyo. LOL my Kyo, listen to me, ~.~ THANK YOU VERY MUCH THOUGH. I LOVED IT. Thank you thank you :3 I love your writing. Hehehe. ^///^ |
| Title: Perfect Shot Chapter: one-shot Pairing(s): Tsukasa x Uruha Band(s): D'espairsRay & the GazettE Rating: PG-13 Summary: Tsukasa took on the job to photograph a beautiful model. Author's Notes: Here is another request I've completed during my summer break. I hope it meets musiquefille's approval for the pairing. Uruha tossed his head back and let the breeze from the fan blow his semi-long blonde hair back. He slipped his fingers in the belt loops of his jeans and posed for the photographer. He had a serious, but sexy expression on his face and removed his sunglasses. He shifted his body some and opened his jacket some, showing off the designer shirt. “Alright, I think I have the shots I need,” the brunette said, lowering his camera from his face and standing up. Uruha smiled, slipped the jacket off, and headed off the set. “We still have one more scene to shoot, right?” he asked, looking at the photographer. Tsukasa smiled back and started putting the equipment away. “Yeah, six o’clock still a good time?” he asked back. He nodded and waved at the brunette. “I’ll see you in the morning then,” he said, before leaving the set completely. After applying some natural make-up on his face and fixing his hair the following day, Uruha left his hotel room’s bathroom with his bath robe on. He smiled at Tsukasa and asked, “Did you get here alright?” “Yeah, I had enough time to get some coffee on the way,” he smiled a bit shyly. “So, what do you want me to?’ “I want to get some natural shots of you at the table with the food. Maybe a couple thoughtful shots with your coffee or something. Then a few shots on the balcony and that should be enough,” he answered, before taking a cautious sip of his coffee. Uruha nodded and headed over to the table, beginning to enjoy his breakfast. He noticed Tsukasa getting his camera ready and started posing a little as he consumed his meal. “Tsukasa-san, may I ask you something?” “Sure, go ahead,” the brunette responded, lowering his camera and looking at his subject. “What made you interested in photography?” Uruha asked curiously, before drinking his orange juice. “When I was younger, I had an opportunity to travel different places with my father to take pictures of scenery and people interacting with their environment. At the time, I didn’t understand why he took pictures of such ordinary, everyday activities, but once I saw the outcome of his pictures, they were very artistic and beautiful. I wanted to follow in his footsteps and spread the beauty of people’s surroundings and actions to those who don’t see it,” he answered. “Wow…that would make me interested in photography for sure,” Uruha smiled softly. He opened the newspaper and posed a little for the photographer, then picked the coffee cup up and held it to his lips. Tsukasa smiled a little to himself and took a close-up shot of the blonde’s full lips. “You’re really good at this,” he commented. “Thank you. I can’t wait to see the pictures when you develop them,” he said, taking a few more bites and wiping his mouth. He looked in Tsukasa’s direction and asked, “Ready fro the balcony shots?” The brunette nodded and stood up on his feet. “Mind if I smoke for this?” “Not at all. The whole concept is to be as natural as possible,” Tsukasa pointed out. Uruha got up from his seat, went over to his bag, and dug out his cigarettes and lighter. He put it between his lips, lit it, and headed out to the balcony. He leaned on the frame, letting his bare leg poke out his robe, and casually smoked for the camera. He captured different angles of his subject and followed him out on the balcony. He paused for a moment, admiring Uruha’s posture against the railing, and resumed taking pictures of him. The blonde put his arm on top of the rail and rested his elbow on it, looking off and taking a long drag. He turned to look at the photographer and asked, “Have you ever thought of being the subject instead?” Tsukasa pulled away from his camera and looked back at him. “A-ah…I don’t think I would be able to model that well. I prefer being behind the camera than in front.” “Can I take a few pictures of you?” Uruha asked with a smile, putting the cigarette out. “M-me…?” he blinked a bit, biting his lip nervously. The blonde nodded and led the photographer back inside his room, shutting the balcony’s doors behind them. He sat the camera aside carefully and removed the other’s jacket and shirt. He tossed it aside, bent over a little, and tugged at the brunette’s jeans, showing the hem of his underwear, then messed with his hair, making a slightly chaotic hair style. Uruha smiled at him, picked the camera up, and said, “Move on the bed and try to be serious and sexy. Tsukasa blushed a little and sat on the end of the bed. He leaned back some, holding himself up with his elbows on the bed behind him, and casually sat there. “Now try looking away like you’re thinking about something,” the blonde directed, before snapping a few shots, “Okay, keep that same look, but lay down.” The photographer blinked a bit, stretched out on the bed, and moved on his side, resting his head on the pillow. “Mmm…look at the clock boredly or something,” the blonde directed again, then smiled when Tsukasa took his direction and snapped a couple more pictures. “I have another idea, but you have to sit back up,” he said, “By the way, do you have your tripod and a timer on this?” “I do. It’s by the closet and the timer option should be in the menu screen,” he answered, sitting up. Uruha moved the tripod over, near the bed, and set it up, putting the camera on top. He messed with the menu on the camera and set the timer to go off every couple minutes, shifting it over at an angle. He moved over to Tsukasa, crawled between his legs, and slipped the robe off his shoulders some, then moved the other’s arm around his waist and loosely put his arm around the other’s neck. Tsukasa blushed lightly and tried to relax in the pose. He looked up at Uruha as the camera captured the shot. Suddenly, he felt the blonde’s hands slide down his chest and his lips gently press against his. His eyes widen for a moment and soon relaxed, letting them shut. The blonde removed himself from the photographer and moved the camera some, then changed the timing. “Ready for the next few shots?” he asked. “I…I guess so…” he replied nervously. “I want you on top of me,” Uruha said, moving back on the bad and slipping the robe further off his body. Tsukasa looked at him in confusion and hesitantly crawled on top of the model. He breathed a bit uneasily and stared down at him. “Relax. We’re still modeling for the camera,” Uruha reminded, “Just pretend we’re a couple. Keep the energy up…you’re doing good.” The brunette nodded a bit, held the other’s hands on both sides of his head, and lightly pressed his lips on the model’s neck. He glanced at the blonde’s face and kissed his skin softly. Uruha released one of the photographer’s hands and felt down his bare back gradually deepening the kiss. He parted his lips some and lured the other’s tongue in his mouth, sucking on it gently. He made a light noise, idly playing with the ends of his brown and black locks, and felt along his tongue for a moment, before pulling away. “I think we got a lot of good shots,” Uruha murmured against his lips. “Y-yeah,” the photographer stammered, moving off of the model. He got up and picked up his shirt and jacket, putting it on. Uruha fixed the robe back over his shoulders and said, “I can’t wait to see the pictures when you’re done editing.” “I’ll make sure you get a copy of the finish product,” Tsukasa promised, packing up his equipment. The blonde smiled and escorted the photographer to the door, waving to him. A few days later, the blonde returned to his penthouse. He stepped out his bathroom in a robe and went to the living room. He picked up the small stack of mail on the coffee table, sat down on the couch, and flipped through the envelopes, then noticed the magazine at the bottom. He lightly tossed the mail on the table and flipped through the magazine excitedly. He skimmed through the articles he participated in and looked at the pictures in awe. “These are absolutely amazing,” he commented to himself, then heard a knock at the door. He put the magazine on top of the neglected mail and went over to answer the door. He tightened his robe, opened it, and blinked at the delivery man, then signed for the package. He closed the door and looked at the package curiously, before taking his seat back on the couch. He opened the package up, took it out with its protective bubble wrap, and unwrapped it, glancing at a few red rose petals fall near his bare feet. His eyes widen at the platinum frame and the black and white photo it was holding. His fingers ran over the design on the frame as he stared at the picture of his and the photographer’s fingers entwined with each other and the affectionate gesture he gave the model was out of focus He took out the picture, admiring it more, and noticed a card fall on the floor with more petals. He leaned over a little and picked it up, reading the note. Thank you for being such an inspirational model. - Tsukasa Uruha blushed lightly and turned his head at the door, once he heard another knock. He stood up, carefully put the picture aside on the couch, and said softly, “I wonder if that’s another package.” He went over to open the door and stared at the familiar brunette on his doorstep, playing with a single rose. A smile gradually formed on his face and saw a slight sparkle in the other’s eyes. |
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