Okay, so this is a theory I’ve been thinking about for a while, and hear me out—it’s a bit out there, but the more I dive into it, the more it feels like it works: Saionji and Touga are actually the same person, physically, and Touga is basically the idealized version of Saionji.
Here’s why I think this makes sense:
First off, when you look at how Nanami interacts with both of them, it feels less like she’s dealing with two separate people and more like she’s processing two extremes of the same personality. Touga is everything she admires: he’s charismatic, in control, the perfect big brother figure in her mind. Meanwhile, Saionji is chaotic, impulsive, and much more emotional, representing the side of things Nanami is struggling with but doesn’t want to accept. It’s almost like they’re two sides of the same coin, rather than entirely different people.
I think the idea of them being the same person physically, but presented in two different ways, aligns perfectly with how Utena plays with identity and duality. Touga is what Saionji wants to be—the polished, controlled version. Saionji, on the other hand, is the messy reality. He’s the part that can’t quite get it together, and that’s why he lashes out and acts out of anger or frustration. Nanami idolizes Touga because he represents this "perfect" version of maturity, but at the same time, she fears the chaotic side that Saionji embodies.
Now, in "The Cowbell of Happiness" episode, there’s a key moment that really highlights how blurred the line is between Saionji and Touga. When Nanami runs into Saionji near the tree, Saionji suddenly adopts a calm, composed demeanor, one that’s far more in line with how Touga usually behaves. It’s a striking shift, and in this scene, Saionji feels less like his usual emotional self and more like Touga—detached, yet authoritative. This sudden change makes it seem like Saionji is stepping into Touga’s role. The way Saionji speaks to Nanami in that moment mirrors how Touga would—confident and controlled, as if the two of them are two sides of the same person. It’s as if the emotional chaos of Saionji recedes, and the idealized version of Touga takes over.
This scene really blurs the line between them and supports the idea that they might be two facets of one internal conflict. Nanami’s interaction with Saionji in this moment isn’t like her typical interactions with him—it feels more like she’s talking to a version of Touga, showing how these two characters might not be as separate as they appear.
In this sense, Touga and Saionji aren’t just different characters—they’re reflections of how people, especially Nanami, project their desires and insecurities onto others. Saionji is Touga, but one is the idealized version Nanami wants to see, while the other is the real, flawed version she’s trying to avoid.
Anyway, I know this is a wild theory, but with how symbolic and layered Utena is, I think it holds up. What do you guys think? Does this theory make sense, or am I reaching here? |