| @Hakuya "Hakuya! Don't run away!", yelled Hro after him but the door was already closed. He just couldn't understand what was on his mind, since he didn't really like talking to people and was so stubborn that he only saw the things he wanted to see. He lay back in the bed and covered himself with a blanket. When Hakuya was out of the room he didn't have anyone to talk to. That felt lonely. SO he tried to sleep again, but couldn't. His books were on the desk or somewhere far away from the bed, so he couldn't even read. He could only wait for his roommate to return. |
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| @Hiro He just wanted to rest somewhere. He headed to the reading room. It was the only lonely place, since everyone was at school, in class, he could be alone. He immediately looked around to get to know the room. There was a sofa and he walked towards it, as he layed down on it. He couldn't face anyone anymore. He just wanted to be alone. Forever. He had forgotten what love is. Since that day...When he murdered his parents. His parents were doctors, but he hated them. Always being so close with the sister and Takuya was always left behind. He wasn't really loved in the family. That was the time when Hakuya slowly started erasing all the feelings he had. He was left with just despair and loneliness. |
| @Hakuya It was quite a time and Hakuya was still not back to the room. Maybe he really did want to escape from everything and everyone. Hiro didn't want to have a runaway roommate, but it couldn't be helped since it wasn't his decision to make. Plus, Hakuya would feel pressured if he told him any of this and he didn't want to be pushy about conversations. It was ok if he still was willing to talk back. He rolled on the bed - there really was nothing to do when you were sick... |
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| @Hiro Hakuya thought of finally returning to the room. He didn't really want to talk with Hiro, but since it was with him, conversations were inevitable. He stood up and headed back to the room. When he reached it, he put his hand on the handle and took a deep breath before opening the door. He pressed it and entered the room. He glanced at the other boy, who was rolling in the bed without anything to do. Hakuya giggled and then looked away and lay on the bed silently without saying a word. |
| @Hakuya When Hakuya entered and saw him rolling on the bed, Hiro blushed a bit - embarrassed from his childish actions. The other one giggled and without saying a word, lay on his bed.That kinda made him mad - at least he could say something - even if sarcastic, it'd still be better than staying silent with a giggle on you lips. "What are you giggling there about?", he asked with his lips stuck to each other. "How disgusting!" |
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| @Hiro "Yeah", he quickly agreed."I'm disgusting and I know it" He wanted to escape from conversations with his roommate so he stayed silent for the rest of the time. He wasn't really talkative, nor he wanted to talk with someone. He continued giggling without any reason, but didn't say anything. He faced the wall and stared at it for a long time. He wasn't in the mood for anything. He just lay on the bed. Of course, he knew that the other boy would say something again, so he would start a conversation and he sighed in disappointment when he thought about it. |
| @Hakuya As if he could read his thought Hiro said: "Don't worry, I won't talk to you. Just give me that book on the desk - the thick one with the brown cover" And he pointed to the desk, where the book was located. It was again a book about world's history, he loved reading history books so much, that he couldn't help it. He wondered if that was connected in some way to his current state, but quickly brushed off the thought. There was no way there was a connection after all. He smiled with the end of his lips and quickly hid the smile. |
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| @Hiro "I got that", Hakuya quickly answered as he got the book from the desk and gave it to the other one. It was quite heavy and thick. He wasn't really into these kind of books. He then lay on the bed again as he hid his eyes with arm. He tried to fall asleep, but failed again. He didn't hate the sleep, but it seemed his body did. He sighed. He didn't have anything to do. He just cleared his mind from any thoughts and tried to fall asleep for last time. |
| @Hakuya "If you're bored", said Hiro after an hour or so. Hakuya was doing nothing - he just lay on the bed putting then removing his arms on and from his face, putting them behind his head and removing them from there, "We can talk about something" He moved his eyes from the book to his roommate who was looking at him. He swallowed his saliva and opened his mouth as to say something, but couldn't think of anything. Then looked at his book again as he didn't get an answer and continued reading. |
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| @Hiro "No way", Hakuya glanced at his roommate and then at the ceiling. "I'm not in the mood for talking" He felt really hot all of a sudden. But he stayed put, because he was tired of only standing up then going to the bed or sitting on the chair then going to the balcony. He unbuttoned his shirt again, as he felt less warmer. He buried his face into his pillow. It wasn't really comfortable, but that was it. Pillows from the dorms were so hard. He wondered why Hiro didn't complain. "I bet you sleep on your books, that's why you don't feel that the pillow is hard..." |
| @Hakuya "Is the pillow hard?", wondered Hiro as he pressed it with his palm. "I think it's just right. And by the way, I do sleep on my books sometimes, but that's irrelevant" He then put his head on the book and looked at Hakuya who was lying on the bed with his shirt wide open and his face buries in the pillow. If he didn't say that he hated everyone (him included), he would think that he was trying to seduce him. That thought made him burst into laughter all of a sudden, startling his roommate. |
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| @Hiro "Huh?", Hakuya wondered as he saw Hiro's laughing face. "I bet you're thinking of something perverted because my shirt is opened" He then stared at the other boy, then again buried his face into the pillow. It was so hard, he better put his head on a blanket or something. This couldn't be called a pillow at all. Probably that's why his shoulders and neck were all stiff. He again massaged them, so they won't hurt until tomorrow. |
| @Hakuya "No way", said Hiro while still laughing. "How could you think of something like this?" He then noticed that the other one was intensively massaging his shoulders. Maybe because he was used to sleeping on uber-soft pillows, they were now stiff. He remembered the page he was on now and then closed the book, leaving it on the drawer next to his bed. He then looked at the pitiful Hakuya who was clearly in pain. "Do you want me to massage your shoulders, Hakuya?", he asked. "Not that I'm boasting, but I'm pretty good at this" |
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| @Hiro "No need", Hakuya immediately refused. Not because he didn't want to, but because he had good manners. "I don't need it anymore" He stopped massaging himself and turned the pillow with the face down, but it was still as hard as the other side of it. He sighed again. He wasn't used to dormitority life after all. He just couldn't stand it. Plus, being with a guy who only knows how to talk was bothering him greatly. He was always alone when at home, but here it was just impossible. Not really impossible, but if he wanted this, he should always skip classes, which he didn't want. |
| @Hakuya "Don't be like this, Hakuya! I know it hurts you - I can see it in your eyes", insisted Hiro. Not that he really wanted to give back rub, but... hmm... even he didn't know why he wanted to do it. It was true that he was good at this, since he couldn't really play any sports because he was clumsy and had a weak body. He stared again at Hakuya. "Am I bothering you, Hakuya?", he suddenly asked. "Should I just shut up and leave you alone?" |
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| @Hiro "No", he quietly refused. "I don't mind you. I just don't need a massage anymore" He then stared at the other boy. He glanced at him and remembered how he was rolling in the bed like a child and tried to hold the laugh in, but he couldn't do that. He giggled mysteriously and then looked at the pillow, then the wall. He just couldn't stand the pain in his shoulders and he hit them once or twice. It was a habit of his to pressure on the pain. |
| @Hakuya "Hakuya! What are you thinking!", shouted Hiro. "You should never hit your shoulders when they hurt - it'll become even worse later on! Don't you know such a simple thing?!" He was really mad at Hakuya's stubborn stupidity. Anyone would want to ease their pain but he was making it worse - what a stupid guy! "Come here now!", ordered Hiro and then said calmer: "I'll ease your pain" |
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| @Hiro "I told you it's okay", he shouted loudly and then sat up on the bed. "I didn't hit it that hard. It didn't hurt or anything." Hakuya couldn't stand his roommate anymore. Such a habit wasn't that bad. It's not like something would happen from such a light hit. He didn't move a muscle anymore. He just leaned on the wall and stared at Hiro. As expected, they weren't compatible for roommates. He then glanced at the window. The weather was getting worse with every second and Hakuya liked that. He smiled. |
| @Hakuya "You! You... How could...hah..", he coughed again. Hiro covered his mouth with palms. When the cough got a little better, he removed his hands. They were bloody yet again. Maybe he shouldn't wait for tomorrow but go to the hospital today. He didn't know what should he do. He just stared at the blood spilled on his palms. He then looked at Hakuya. "I'm sorry, Hakuya. I guess I won't be able to go with you tomorrow", he paused and leaned on the wall, locking his eyes on the white ceiling. "Could you call the hospital for me?" |
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| @Hiro He slowly stood up. He didn't really mind going alone tomorrow. He loved being alone. It was just another plus for him. He then headed to the dorm's phone, which he had located while exploring the dormitority. He didn't have a mobile phone, so he couldn't call from any other place. He exited the room, without answering his roommate. After he reached the phone, he picked the receiver and called the hospital, so they could come to the dorms today to get Hiro. He quickly explained things and hung up. He returned to the room and then stared at the lying boy. "They'll come in a bit", Hakuya told the other one as he sat on his bed. |
| @Hakuya "Thanks", simply said Hiro and put the handkerchief on his mouth. He didn't want to be like this - a burden. Well, as he had heard from Hakuya, it was his own fault for getting to this state to begin with. He felt really sick, for a moment there he thought he'd vomit, but he didn't. He wondered when would the ambulance come to get him - it felt like eternity in this silence. He stared at Hakuya and wondered what was he thinking at the moment. "Will you come visit me some time, Hakuya? I hate it when I'm alone, you know..." |
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| @Hiro Hakuya sighed. He couldn't refuse. After all, he had to repay for his actions. He lay on the bed and turned to face the wall and stayed like this. He didn't like going out that much, but he couldn't help it. He sighed again. "I will come", he answered as he stared at the wall. He then rolled on the bed, trying to find a comfortable place for his head, but failed. He removed the pillow and lay on the bed again. He glanced at his roommate. He was holding a handkerchied in his hand. It looked like he waited a cough again. |
| @Hakuya "Thanks again", said Hiro as he removed the chief from hiss mouth while answering and then put it back. The last cough was quite severe, so the chance of a second one to follow the first was big. He really was used to this, but every time it happened, he was afraid. Since no one knew what was happening in his body in reality, the probability of him dying any second was high enough to scare everyone who knew. That's why he didn't tell anyone about this fact - he didn't want to be pitied. "I hope you don't get lonely without me around", he smiled faintly. From the outside he heard the sound of the ambulance coming closer. "I guess I'll have to go now" |
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| @Hiro Hakuya too heard the sound of ambulance and sat up on the bed, closing to Hiro's bed as he took the other's hand and helped him stand up. He opened the wardrobe and searched for some jacket or coat, so he would give it to him. He finally took something out and showed it to Hiro. "Is this okay?", he asked as he put it next to Hiro. He put the shoes next to his bed and waited for his reply. |
| @Hakuya Hiro watched Hakuya silently the whole time. When he put the coat and the shoes next to him to wear. He just said: "Yeah, anything's fine" and smiled but his expression was sad. Then he got the first shoe and wore it, then the other one and then the coat. When he was ready, he turned his head to Hakuya and asked: "Can you help me?" |
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| @Hiro Hakuya nodded once and helped Hiro as he put his arm around the other's lower back and headed to the door. When they reached it, he opened it and then closed it after them. They were walking slowly through the hall and when they finally reached the exit, Hakuya took out an umbrella from the box near the door. |
| @Hakuya "You may be tired of this, but thanks again, Hakuya. Don't give up", said Hiro when he was getting into the ambulance with his help and the help of the doctors. Before closing the door Hiro looked at the other boy's eyes and said: "I'll be waiting for you, okay?" Then the ambulance left the school grounds and Hakuya himself behind. It was going to be hard from now on - in the hospital all alone again... |
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| @Hiro Hakuya waved his hand before the ambulance had left the school. He then returned to the dorm as he closed the umbrella and put it back to the place where the other ones were kept. He returned to the room and opened the door to the balcony. The weather was so nice and he just didn't want it to stop raining. It was so cold outside and he really liked it. He smiled then lay on his bed looking at the other one. It was so empty. In fact, it really did feel a bit lonely without Hiro around. It was also very silent. He closed his eyes and tried to sleep again. |
| @Hakuya When Hiro reached the hospital he was put through many different examinations in order for the doctors to know what was happening in his body at the current moment. He knew it wasn't going to help one bit, since he had already had such exams many times and there was no satisfying result out of them. He felt tired. It was no fun being alone in the hospital where there were only people who would pity you because of your condition. When all of the examinations were done, the nurse brought him to his room. It was a private room as his condition may worsen any time now. She helped him lay on the bed and exused herself, leaving him all alone again. He knew that here he wouldn't be able to feel better even if his body was cured. He sighed and looked through the window. There were no stars in the sky that night. He thought about the things that happened till now - it really like a movie of some sort, he thought - all these supernatural phenomena... and Hakuya was one of them. That felt really strange, though, since he was too a living person like him even if he was born in a different way. Hiro closed his eyes. He was indeed tired from everything that happened today. But it was still an early afternoon and he didn't like the thought. Maybe if he had company, it'd not be so lonely. He sighed again and locked his eyes on the pure white ceiling of the hospital room... |
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| @Hiro He failed and couldn't sleep again. He looked around in the room again. It definitely felt lonely, but the fact that he could open the balcony's door wasn't that bad. He could feel the cold slowly closing to his body. It felt really good. Then he went out and looked at the sky. It was so dark. Hakuya's favourite. He couldn't stand the blurry visions and he quickly looked away as he leaned on the wall outside. It was still early. Everyone was at school, having lessons. He thought that he will go regularly from Monday on. He squatted down and stayed like this for a quite long time. He didn't have anything to do. Everything was boring. |
| @Hakuya Not surprisingly he had fallen asleep and woke up just when the doctor together with the nurse came into the room. They discussed the symptoms, the possible cure and the possibility of it being an incurable illness. He told the doctor that he already knew that, so it wasn't anything new to him. When they finished he was left alone again. He closed his eyes and breathed deeply. He wanted to go back already, but still... he didn't want to put himself in danger too much... |
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| @Hiro Hakuya stayed in the same position for a little longer and sighed. He himself didn't know what he was bothered about. He stood up, looked around for a last time and then got a bit too cold and headed back. Of course, he didn't close the door after himself. He took his own blanket and covered himself as he lay on the bed. He had read all the books, so there anything interesting on there too. He could hear only the raindrops and the slow ticking of the clock. He tried to fall asleep. This time it was successful. He indeed fell asleep. |
| @Hakuya He hated being alone. Being alone meant that even if there was someone who cared about you, they were just busy doing something else as you weren't as important as their work. His parents were the same way - they cared about him, sure; but when he needed them the most they weren't there for him. He was always left behind. The only one who stayed beside him was his butler, but that too was because it was his job, his duty to take care of him - it wasn't as if he cared about him or anything. In that way he was always alone. The same was in England - he supposedly had friends but when he got sick again he was bed-ridden for too long. So, after awhile all his "friends" have already forgotten about him or just stopped pretending they cared. That's why he wanted to escape this circle; to break free from it. And he came to that school. Where noone knew anything about him and he was free to be himself and to do whatever he wanted to. He planned to meet many people and get to know them, to make friends and so... But the circumstances were different now as he was again in bed. But maybe, just maybe (cuz he didn't remember) it wasn't all that bad. Apparently he met someone there - Takuya, fell in love and was happy. But that too came to an end and he lost his memory to boot. When he thought of Takuya, he remembered the one who was living now in his body - Hakuya, who wanted to erase any feeling in himself, but in truth was really a kind person. He smiled... |
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| @Hiro Hakuya woke up. He was really amazed that he could actually fall asleep. He looked at the clock that was slowly ticking. He couldn't really see what time it was, so he quickly closed to it and finally understood. It was 3 o'clock. There was so much time more until the end of the day. Thinking about this made him feel extremely exhausted. "Maybe I won't be able to sleep this night", he said to himself as he sighed. Then he glanced at the door. It was opened as usual. He actually felt really good, though he slept 4 hours in such a cold room. He was pretty used to it so it didn't really bothered him. He never got sick that easily more or less. He went out to the balcony. It was raining even harder and the clouds were even scarier than before. Hakuya smiled and then headed back as he closed the door to the balcony and exited the room, locking the door so no one could go in. When he neared the entrance he got an umbrella again and walked towards the refectory, so he could fill his stomach with something. |
| @Hakuya There was nothing to do, so Hiro decided to just wait for the next day to come, since Hakuya was going to visit. He was happy that for at least a couple of minutes, he wouldn't be able to feel this loneliness that had gotten a hold of his heart. He had nothing to do until then, so he just decided to stay in bed (not that he could move anyway) and wait for tomorrow to come... [[@Kyuhyun: I wanna be an evil NG King, too~ hohoho~]] |
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| @Hiro Hakuya soon returned from the refectory as he returned to his room. He didn't have anything to do. He just wanted tomorrow to come, so he could finally buy his glasses. He just couldn't stand it. Not having anything to do. He thought of taking a shower again. He quickly did so. He was showering in such a fast way everytime. After some time he dried his hair and then combed it. He then prepared another tea for himself, because he really loved drinking it and waited for the water to boil. It was soon ready and put the bag in the cup and looked at the clock. It was still very early. He wondered what kind of book Hiro was reading today, so he took it and started reading it. He quietly waited for the next day to come. |
| @Hakuya When he realised he was staring at the ceiling, Hiro immediately rubbed his eyes and looked at the clock - it was 10 in the evening. No one came after all - he thought that maybe the doctor (this one too) couldn't diagnose the problem, so he wanted to wait for a bit longer. He sighed again and closed his eyes - if he slep, time would pass faster, right? |
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| @Hiro He continued drinking his tea while reading the book. It was really thick, so he thought it would be more than enough until the end of the day. Sometimes he read very fast, but other times really slow. The time was slowly passing. He wasn't still ready with the book even though he was reading it for so long. It was already really dark and he turned the lamp on. The book Hiro was reading was pretty interesting and yet too long. He thought of taking a walk, because he didn't like staying in one place. He went out, taking an umbrella again. Only the dormitority's gates were closed, so he could still go out. It was so nice - hearing the drops slowly hitting in objects. He became quite sleepy, but didn't want to return. He remembered he had a watch with himself. He looked at the time. It was already late - after midnight. He wasn't tired at all, so he just stayed out. |
| @Hakuya Hiro woke early in the morning when the doctor came to visit and look at his condition. They talked for a bit, the doctor inject him medicine again and left. That was how it was in a hospital when you were in a single room. He didn't have anything to do, since he didn't bring any books or something of the sort with him when he came and now he regretted it. He just looked through the window and wondered when was Hakuya going to visit him today... |
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| @Hiro He returned after some hours in his room and felt just a little exhausted. He lay on the bed and closed his eyes. He slept for a while and then woke up again. He hated this. Waking up in every 3-4 hours. It was already morning. It was around 8 o'clock. He washed his face and then brushed his teeth, combed his hair and dressed, so he could go out. He drank another tea and went out as he locked his room. He first headed to the optician's. He just wanted to buy new glasses as soon as possible. He had the prescription and everything else. He chose new rims and then left after a little time. He had to return tomorrow, when they were going to be ready with the dioptre. He went to the hospital. He promised Hiro after all. He asked a nurse in which room his roommate could be and she immediately showed him the way to the room. He then knocked on the door and entered. |
| @Hakuya "Hakuya!", exclaimed Hiro as he saw the figure of his roommate entering. "I'm so glad you came! You know, I was so bored and lonely with noone to talk to... I'm really so glad you came! If you didn't, I'd be dead by now" He laughed and looked at Hakuya. Finally there was something he could do really well - to talk. Not that Hakuya usually replied but still it was better than nothing, he thought and suggested to him to sit on the chair near his bed. He also hoped that he would stay longer than a few minutes or he'd surely die from boredom. |
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| @Hiro Hakuya sat on the chair next to the bed and stared at his roommate. He patted him on the head and smiled in a mean way. "So you were extremely bored without me around?", he giggled and then put his hand away. "Ah, I read the book you were reading yesterday. I guess it's not a problem, but I thought I should tell you" He then looked around. It was really an empty room without anything entertaining to do. He then glanced at the other boy again. He looked really happy. He wondered if someone else had came in before him. |
| @Hakuya He looked away for a second, then agreed: "Yeah, I was bored without you. Even if you ignore me most of the time, it's still better than having noone around" Hiro smiled and stared at Hakuya's face. It was as if he hadn't seen him for nearly a month or so - it was just that time in this room flowed differently when you're alone... well, maybe it was the same for every other room with noone to talk to and with no books to read. "Ah, yes, that's not a problem. You can read as much as you want, since I have a second copy of every book back at home", the giggled. |
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| @Hiro Hakuya stood there amazed. He couldn't believe that such a person would actually exist. He laughed and then continued staring at the other one. "I indeed ignore you", he responded as he nodded in approval. "But that's only sometimes. I always answer to everything." He looked around again and didn't see even a cup on the drawer next to the bed. He felt thirsty, thinking about this fact and he stood up as he glanced at his roommate. "I'm going to get a drink.", he started and then asked. "Do you want me to buy you something?" |
| @Hakuya "I guess I want a magazine or something...whatever you choose... and tea, please", he smiled at Hakuya. Then sent him off with just one glance. He hoped he would get him something interesting to read, since he was on the verge of dying here with that being-confined-to-bed thing. He didn't like lying in bed as he did it quite often (since he was sick occasionally). Not that he was proud of that fact, but still there were people who wished to live their lives in bed, rather than actively living it. He wasn't a part of that group of people. If he could choose, he'd definitely would change his body with a healthy one, so that he could live a life to the fullest. |
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| @Hiro Hakuya left the hospital and headed to a place where they were selling magazines and newspapers. He entered and chose carefully one. As soon as he saw that there was a historical magazine, he immediately bought it. It seemed like Hiro liked these things. All the books he was reading were connected to history. He then went to the vending machine, which was located near the hospital's entrance. He payed two tea cans and warmed them up. He soon returned to his roommate and entered the room as he pressed the handle with elbow. |
| @Hakuya Hiro looked through the window as a change of environment of some sort, cuz Hakuya'd be back son and he didn't want to seem gloomy or something. The other one came back rather fact as it was only 5 minutes after he had left. "Aw~ Hakuya, you're back so soon!", he exclaimed and looked at his hand that were holding a magazine and two cans. He'd like to help him carry them but he wasn't able to walk properly as of now. He just reached his hand to him as to take one of the cans and the magazine. "What type did you buy me?", he wondered. |
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| @Hiro Hakuya sighed. He was a little tired, so he sat on the chair again and opened the can as he took a sip from the tea. He put it on one of the drawers next to the bed and glanced at Hiro, then at the magazine. "It's a historical one", he quietly answered and smirked. "You like these things, right?" He looked through the window. It was still raining. He wondered how long will this weather continue. He really liked it. It was so cold and refreshing. He could hear the raindrops hitting against the windows. |
| @Hakuya "Yes! Thanks, Hakuya", smiled Hiro as he took the magazine from the other's hands. He opened it and run his eye through it. It looked really interesting and he didn't want to wait even a second to read it, but couldn't bring himself to ignore Hakuya, who came all the way here to visit him, so he closed it and put it on the drawer.Then locked his eyes on Hakuya who was staring through the window. He watched him for a bit, but quickly got bored, and asked: "What type of tea did you bring?" |
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| @Hiro Hakuya spaced out a little and had Hiro call his name many times until he heard him. He then turned and finally payed attention to him. He heard his question and immediately started staring at him as he smiled: "Green tea. Do you like it?" He took another sip from his tea and licked his lips. He really loved drinking these stuff. Tea was his favourite drink. It was so delicious. He stared at the other's eyes and giggled. Hiro had too much of a serious face that didn't suit him. |
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