Well, I always believed that Ciel wore a mask of coldness to protect himself against the world, as well..and signs such as him becoming more friendlier..blushing..clue in that..but there are times were I, too, believe that he probably is some emotionless freak..
We know that before Ciel's parents died in the fire..Ciel was obviously different..he had loving parents beside him..and friends (Elizabeth)..he was enjoying life and you can see in his eyes that they were overfilled with happiness and joy..innocence and purity (since he was but a child) later on he became emotionless...I mean a dynamic thing happened and when you looked in his eyes they were blank..and empty..he lost everything he once loved..in his eyes were darkness. pitch black darkness (since his world had shut down)
Later on, after he made the contract with Sebastian, I see him change again. Ciel's eyes were a different darkness..they were...cold..dark...and filled with hate..I did see him become sort of sassy and..err..over confident at times..like someone kidnaps him and he's all, " I don't think you're going to get carried away with that, hahaaa! - Sebastian pops in and kills everyone -"..you know what I mean? He looks like he's having fun with all
the authority..all the power (being the Phantomhive heir and everything)..
Ciel's a child..he has mixed emotions..and there are times were it really seems like he's hiding his true feelings, you can see right past his eyes and know that he's weak..he puts on a mask so you don't see his weakness...I believe that Ciel thinks that feelings are a weakness to him..since the strong love he had for his parents, disappeared. It's hard knowing that one day, someone you have feelings for could disappear in the snap of a finger.
So, does Ciel have feelings? At times you think he's just some cold emotionless bastard, but I truly believe that he does have feelings...but he tries so hard to hide them..actually maybe he's trying his best to get rid of his feelings..?
I can see that as the story progressed (in season 1), his eyes became more and more dark, filled with even more hate as he discovered who had killed his parents...I'm also confused as to if he has feelings or not...but I know that he had feelings and is trying so hard not to express his feelings, as it makes him feel more weak..
Ciel could be an emotionless bastard, in season 2 you see the full extent of his anger and rage...you see less of Ciel's feelings..therefore..I think that Ciel's at a point where he's dumping away his feelings..after all..nothing else matters for him, but revenge.
[There's a lot of "..." because I'm confusing myself as I type] |