Tsukimi-sou no Akari Chapter 3 Discussion

Thank you, this comment has brought me a lot of insight, and I very much agree with you.

Also, I would like to point out a few things.

The hearts that sometimes appear in the character's speech bubbles during the sex scenes indicate arousal or enjoyment in the activity they are participating in. While there are moments where Akari seems genuinely glad to be "helping her friends by giving them energy", (which doesn't make it better, they're still taking advantage of her) other than that, pretty much the only time you see any hearts in her speech bubbles is near the "climax", and in chapter 1, we don't even get that. Looking at the facial expressions she makes, you can tell that she is very uncomfortable with a lot of the stuff they do, but near the end of their "sessions", her body and mind become so overwhelmed by all of the sensations she is experiencing, and she eventually succumbs to her orgasm. They're basically breaking her mind. No wonder this manga has the mind break tag.

Another thing: In this chapter, right before the guy unzips his pants, we get an alarming shift in "emotion" from Akari. At first she's all exhausted and whatnot, but then the guy says her name, sort of calling to her, and she immediately switches to a mode of "cheerful and eager to please", saying "Whoops, sorry! I was supposed to be giving you energy, huh?", and the look on her face heavily implies to me that she's bottling up her emotions to some degree.

One last thing: The guy this chapter focuses on is clearly somewhat ashamed of himself for being sexually attracted to Akari. When she suggests that he walk home from school with her, he is visibly embarrassed; he probably does not want to be seen around her in public. As she rambles on about her day at school, her tiny hand holding on to his, he gets this look on his face that says: "Why am I doing this? Look at her! She's so pure and innocent! She doesn't deserve all this crap!" When he finds her all bent over looking for some cat she saw run into an alleyway, he looks disgusted at himself for having such sexual impulses towards her. A battle is going on in his head on whether or not he should act on said impulses; a battle which he ends up losing.

TL;DR: I am a huge fucking autist who obsesses over every single little fucking detail in a 12-13 year old hentai manga that peaked in popularity in 2012-2013 and is only ever talked about now because a vtuber made a song about it 11 years ago, and then deleted it after growing severely distasteful of it, causing people to hate her to this very day.