Honestly, between the people in the episode and some of the insensitive comments in this thread (especially early on, admittedly when such things were not as well understood), I'm actually feeling rather sick...
The way that I interpret it (and I don't really see as much ambiguity in the presentation as most people here suggest, so while I admit I could be wrong, I do think there is one intended way to look at this) is that Usagi has a mental disability that affects the speed at which she processes and recalls information. She still gets there in the end, sometimes to better results than other people (as someone pointed out between the 1st and 2nd pizzas), it just takes her a little longer. The low confidence that some people have mentioned I think does exist, which may be a factor in why she gave in so easily to what her parents wanted for example, but it's not the root of the issue, it's a result of everyone making fun of her for her disability. Even her own family doesn't really seem to understand her disability, and honestly that would be common even now, and even more so at the time this was made.
She came to understand that her "friends" (I use that word lightly here) were making fun of her because again, while it may take her longer, it's not that she's necessarily any less intelligent or able to understand. But everyone else (including a number of commenters in this thread) is quick to just assume that because it takes her longer, that somehow means she's stupid and won't understand the mean things they say right in front of her face.
In the end, she pulls the string for a combination of two major reasons:
1) "Even you" makes it clear that even her brother looks down on her (whether he means to or not; unfortunately we're only just beginning to take steps in the right direction toward understanding this sort of thing, and even someone who cares may find it difficult to completely suppress such subconscious thoughts given the lack of empathy that has been shown to those with disabilities throughout history. I'm not an expert, but from what I understand of Japan, I wouldn't be surprised if this was even more difficult there because of how much their society seems to value tradition and conformity).
2) This one is a little murkier and harder to interpret precisely, but it has something to do with her brother's comment about her finding another nice guy. Whether it's more to do with the fact that she HAD found a nice guy and he intentionally messed that up, then says "hey I'm sure you can do it again" like it was nothing, or because of her own feelings toward her brother, likely in part because social situations tend to move way too fast and not many people have been understanding enough to give her the opportunity to understand romantic relationships, is kind of up in the air for me.
Of course, that doesn't mean it was the right thing to do... but it may have simply been a hasty decision that she made before thinking it through (as we all do sometimes), perhaps even in an attempt on some level to escape the feeling of being slow. That may explain the laughing afterwards: now she finishes thinking it through, and realizes after it's too late that it was a poor decision and she should have allowed herself the time to think about it, but her attempt to escape being the tortoise has cost her dearly. It's one of those moments of cruel irony where you can't help but laugh at your own folly even when the result is not the least bit funny... This idea even plays perfectly into the moral of the original "Tortoise and the Hare" fable by Aesop: the "slow and steady" decision she would normally have made as the tortoise that she hated being so much would have "won the race" in that she could have worked toward a better relationship with her brother and neither of them would go to hell; but instead she chose to play the hare, and her haste ruined all of that and "lost the race."
NikkiPicky71 said:Aw, I was hoping nobody would have pulled the string this episode. I kinda liked this episode. I felt bad for the girl. I wonder why she lied about the hell correspondence though.
She didn't lie. Or at the very least, she hadn't thought to use it yet. Remember that her straw doll was Yellow, which is Yamawaro, and the brother's was red, which is Hone Onna. Previously, we saw Ai and her companions talking about how they didn't think the string would be pulled anytime soon. Everyone was there, including Yamawaro, except for Hone Onna. That means the brother had already contacted Ai and they were talking about him, but Usagi hadn't yet. Then shortly after Yuzuki confronts Usagi, we see her standing in her room in the dark, and she looks over at a closed laptop. That's when she contacted Ai.
Also, a couple people were saying they remember Ai denying a request previously because someone already had a request against the one trying to make the new request. But that's not correct, and in fact I believe there was a past instance when someone had their straw doll disappear and was told it was because someone else had pulled the string to send them (not their target, but THEM) to hell. What I believe most people are thinking of was the time when someone tried to make a request against a person that already had a request against them, meaning that two people can't have the same target, but you can target someone else who has made a request. |