School Arc 1-1: Hajimari-sho - Beginning Arc
The world sickens me... everywhere I look I see these lumps of flesh walking by and complimenting me. I laugh to myself when I think about how easy it would be to end it all, and those fools would never even suspect me in the slightest. I get the highest grades in class, and I have all these flies swarming around me, whom I pretend to be friends with. It makes me laugh... it really does.
If you slit the axillary gland, said person is guaranteed to die in moments. Beheading someone is good too... their body still twitches for a while afterwords. It's kinda amusing if you ask me... there is so many ways one can find pleasure in such things, it brings a glimmer of glee to my eye.
The taste of blood makes my ice cold blood boil. The wails of agony as a cold steel knife dances across silky smooth flesh brings me ecstasy. You can say I'm crazy, insane if you must, but according to the books, I'm the sanest person in the world. Those psychiatry tests are so easy to cheat on. Hell lie detectors don't even work on me.
On the surface I'm just an ordinary high school student, but on the inside I'm cold, cruel, malicious, and heartless as any killer. If I was told to assign a color to my heart, I'd say it was as red as all the others, but I'd think that it is as black as the darkest black. I've killed before and got away with it, all I have to do if act as if I was the victim and say it was self-defense. The police are such idiots, I've done it so many times that it makes me laugh.
Rumor has it that some poor sap killed himself. He was an ideal target, he was pushed to the edge of his sanity and wanted a way out. I "consoled" him and gave him a way out. His mind was fucked up the way it was and he actually listen! It brings a smile to my face when I think about it, because of how damn simple it was to deal the finishing blow.
"...-kun? ....mura-kun? ...Nakamura-kin?" asked a student that was behind me.
Oh great... three of them... I just put on my usual fake smile and greeted them like always. "Oh sorry, I was lost in my thoughts," I said as I put down a book that read 'Advanced Mathematics' that win reality it was a doujin manga which had another cover over it, "What can I do for you?" I asked with that fake smile still on my face as I folded the corner and closed the book. |