Getting this off my chest. Maybe some will understand.

SofiaBulga said:
Time to confess:

I was hyped about this anime.
After watching a few episodes I was glad to learn it was a serious show.
Sadly I needed to take breaks after watching a few episodes, that's how heavy it was.
Still I love everything about this anime and I could tolerate some of it's more anxiety filled portions, with hope that my predictions for how things turned out at the end, will be accurate.
My predictions were not accurate and for the first time since 2011, I almost dropped an anime after completing it half way. On impulse and blinded by rage and frustration.

Now I almost dropped "Baraou no Souretsu" in ep 12, because

Richard best girl/boy/trap whatever he/she is, is the best. I'm done whining and for all those who hoped to see what I hoped to see in ep 12, but we didn't get our wish, I sympathize.